等我能見到他時，又過了一個月。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjnXmMpYJy
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深呼吸了好幾口氣，練習了幾次微笑，我才踏進病房。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzJmn2GrjN
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他盯著我走近，待我在床前站定，見我微微一笑，他便咧開嘴笑了。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3xmWYN8oY
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「我妹怎麼變這麼漂亮啦？」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVp21rYSkZ
533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGhCbWgQo5
我沒理會他的玩笑，只是看著臉色蒼白的他，當下覺得自己的微笑只是一道不讓自己哭出來的防線。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98LCH4RErF
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我查過他的病，既然已到末期，治癒機率已經極低，幾乎是零。也知道他會長期處在各種疼痛裡。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXFlORVg6W
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所以我無法開口問他還好嗎，也沒辦法要他振作，更不能祝福他康復。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnxKM5Su7c
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只是他仍然對著我笑，笑得那麼真。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhKkESxDVl
533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZOf51SWzw
「幹嘛傻在那裡，過來這邊坐啊。」他指指床邊的椅子。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv16TPUj0ax
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我走過去，把椅子拉近病床，坐下。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxswt0yZQQ
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我們幾乎是同時伸出雙手的。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuulN9WoP4F
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碰到他的手時，我的鼻子就酸了，眼睛也模糊了。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1uesPNbzD
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「不是答應我不哭了嗎？」那句話有著溫柔的指責。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYJdmPHi6I
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「現在有沒有哪裡會痛…？」我開口問。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8MHfaCbYU
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「每天都在痛啊，肚子也痛、頭也痛，骨頭也都會痛…」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbiAgB679c
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他數家珍地說出，而我的眉頭也因此糾結。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTeojbb5CTh
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「現在不痛啦，看到妳都不痛啦。」見我皺眉，他胡亂地撒謊。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8M0Ljv24ZA
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我揉著他的手，好像有很多話要說，但又覺得沒什麼好說。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYKa6SSF0X
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「爸…妳爸爸，有說什麼嗎？他知道嗎？」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAllgxxCDY
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我愣了一下，沒想到他會問這個問題。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduAZEGVcxk
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「他應該知道，但他沒跟我說什麼…」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSYZ2aCUUH
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「是嗎…我想也是啦。問問而已，妳不要多想。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiNiRoBZ7g
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那一瞬間，我覺得父親的無情是無法被原諒的。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84Taq07J4y
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我拿出那晚編好的手繩，放到他手裡。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiDxaaL6Xw
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「這是新編的。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhr8fPITyYP
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他看了看手繩，又看看我。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMwymGWOwZ
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「妳幫我拿櫃子裡的皮夾出來。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5Uq0Ju4Oh
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我把皮夾遞給他，他從皮夾裡拿出了…好幾年前的那條幸運手繩。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBbXJMImPT
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白色的線都變成灰色，已經髒髒的了，他拿出來時還是小心翼翼。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJt729w9iv
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「妳看。」他得意。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2Yktz4kvt
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「虧你能留那麼久，我之前皮包掉了，你的照片也搞丟了…」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZ9P79U17C
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「幫我戴新的在手上。」他說。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQh6YCNm71
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我一邊把手繩綁上他變得好細的手腕，一邊說著…533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDWWoZqaWK
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「我們以前還說要一起合照，但都沒有做到…」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MCmP0C2ut
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「現在拍。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNslzOw5Aw
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「啊？」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguV2aQ3LCL
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「現在就拍啊，妳手機有照相功能吧？」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbA65fXliCJ
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「有。」我拿出手機，翻開摺疊螢幕，開啟相機功能。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3m3igreGru
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「等一下等一下。」他伸手拿了旁邊的眼鏡戴上。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiO8E35r0lm
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「我這樣看起來比較不像流氓吧？」他又在笑。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWGgG8I5pT
533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0zf0XTm1L
我笑了，起身貼近床，把頭靠在他臉旁，拿著手機對著我們倆的大頭拍了一張照片。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrL3WQIXrsF
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我坐回椅子上，有那麼一段時間，我們都沒有看著彼此，也沒有說話。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtY8Onh8uPZ
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「我離婚了。」英傑突然說。
「我被抓後，妳嫂子自己提的。」
「簽字是一定要簽的，拖著她也不對。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIB2xIDFhjh
533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2ZmE0z1tW
我想起那個沒有喊過他「爸爸」的兒子，但我沒有勇氣開口問。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6Rk9hxmUO
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「妳還有在寫小說嗎？」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nZP5JtUZj
533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWeThd4OHT
「…有寫一些小故事。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA54qYQZsRN
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「那就好，不要隨便放棄喔。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8CvX9zBZn
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「嗯。我好久沒看到你寫的詩了。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrENaMiRp3R
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「我太久沒寫字啦…字已經不漂亮，腦子也沒東西了。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegwuL6D46m
533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAee4Rt37fx
「不會啦，字跡不會隨便改變的。」情感也是。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPFaNxDfF1
533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOxPQHVSQn
「妹。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCD6FqGu8o
533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvukISqshV
「嗯？」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpdSmdNsdV
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「人真的要走到末路的時候，才知道只有家人會無條件的陪在身邊。」
「所以妳一定要好好珍惜家人，不要交壞朋友，也不要太相信外面的人。」
「也不要抽菸、喝太多酒…」
「如果可以，就回去念書，這個社會還是很看學歷…」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUbNK60l03
533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmab9APwpKk
我突然意識到他正在做什麼。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2mFheILMM
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像是交代後事般的叮嚀，我聽在耳裡，痛在心裡，但我不能阻止他這麼做。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lrV5QR8Jm
533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKCfw5BANj
因為我甚至不知道還有沒有下一次見他的機會。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81Tz6UnDju
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那天我在醫院陪他直到晚上才離開，他始終笑著，在我面前不表現出痛苦或難過。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QF1xfvrDm
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他也答應讓我再去看他，只是要先跟他聯絡。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mL7giyzeH
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「我媽有點介意，所以不希望妳們碰到面。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVOrZce0Mm
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爾後我又見了他兩次，其中一次他告訴我，他信了主耶穌。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7936v5O8vC
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我知道是身體病痛的折磨，讓他尋求精神上的慰藉。他親自寫了信給教會的小孩子，用自己的經歷告誡孩子們勿入歧途。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrflwTNTgnb
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我知道他害怕，知道他尋求救贖。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJ4itZbk4Q
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我知道他就算把地獄或罪人掛在嘴邊，仍是害怕受苦的。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoa46c8bVvb
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我知道他也許到了這一刻才開始後悔。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW351tSWGvv
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但我是欣慰的。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcliTyzGCgU
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那一天來的又快又急。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEC8dDbwpd
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「妹…」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFN5qT9Hfz
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我接起電話，只聽到英傑喊了我，然後是沉重的喘息與啜泣。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VINFXBlM5
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「你怎麼了？怎麼了？」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7yDKaqzdf
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還拿著手機和他說話，我已經起身準備出門去醫院。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4DtgzQfEk
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「我還不想死…」他哭著說。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZTK8KgPdf
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那句話狠狠地撕裂了我的胸口。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Qkfo6J7rq
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我跑進病房，英傑似乎剛剛才穩定下來，吊著點滴、眼眶泛紅、面容消瘦，也比上次更加蒼白、手臂上都是青色與紫色的瘀青。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrU86xOs83
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他的母親與姐姐看見我，臉色明顯地不自在。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREUo7kM1K4
533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEx2kDcSkx
英傑打那通電話給我的時候，她們是不是也在呢？533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvg7iq2pPWm
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她們小聲地和英傑說了幾句話，就走出病房，留給我和他說話的空間。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAs8WoquNyZ
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我坐到上次的位置，握住他的手。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQewxu7a6oD
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那雙手已又更瘦更冰冷了。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuck7sf8sHn
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「我真的，還不想死。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLA4hu9roc
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我握著他的手出了點力。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhojBSnsha
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「我很害怕。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2IM6djpdQ
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「我很怕死…」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDf2Nh0BGj
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他沒看著我，只盯著手。說完，他的眼淚就掉下來。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbkY1cvyzt
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那是我第一次看見他掉眼淚，也是最後一次。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafyJvlP7J8
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「你已經悔改了，你一定會去天堂的。」我已經滿臉淚水，但還是看著他的眼睛說。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuoMKKTZED
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「全身都很痛…」他終於抬頭看我。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGrmoRSkrw
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我趕緊抽幾張衛生紙擦他的臉，他的雙頰與眼窩都已經凹陷，我的手盡可能地放輕力道，就怕他疼。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3qFXJmoLL
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「你很努力了，我知道你很努力了…」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFH12gTQBZs
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我抱住他，驚覺他已弱不禁風的事實。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEc3ICbDjcU
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這讓我倏地停止了自己的眼淚。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVLkGanLUt
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「沒事的，你的主會帶你離開，之後就不痛苦了。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxuW4zkLDg
533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICWRNW6zn4
英傑在我的臂彎裡哭泣了許久，才安靜下來。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYFNbcbmPw
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「妹。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYFRF3x3OB
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「嗯？」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgMSOZqlP8
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「抽屜裡有一封信是給妳的。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5y3Afud1NB
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我打開抽屜，拿起那個信封。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKFO42gtgG
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「回去再看。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygm4lU170Q
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「好。」我收起信。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwMUU8pRAI
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「妳回去吧。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMrQ0qcIV5
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「什麼？」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVkFXRZXFZ
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「謝謝妳來…可是不要再來了。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSI4ka2XrG
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「為什麼？」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznkK2cVb5D
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「我不想要妳送我離開，妳會很傷心，我也不想要看到妳那麼傷心。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgZTEi2RjB
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「……」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmDYajfKLI
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「回去吧。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPl9rnRAGJ
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他看著我，又對我笑了，那個笑看起來很費勁，也是他一直以來對我的溫柔表現。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6ahYBnnVi
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不讓我送他走，也是哥哥對妹妹的溫柔。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyLyep8KqW
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我又抱了抱他才離開。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvHTV15NMK
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當天晚上十點多，我收到他姊姊的簡訊。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69Ntd5PrhK
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「英傑已經走了。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADYURFvEkb
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那一瞬間我向心裡所有知道的神祈求，希望英傑能到更好的地方，希望他不要再受苦了。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMTVfqi8N4
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我打開信封，裡面只有一張書籤大的紙。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCm8Pxjb3d
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「Dear 妹：」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFDSpMObLb
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「妳永遠是我的天使，533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2MipIR0jV
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請不要忘記我。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60TvxfSGKI
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「哥 英傑」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNO1220SHr
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我抱著自己，放任自己哭到睡著。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9M5DUylIX
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之後的每一年，我不選在英傑的忌日，而是在他的冥誕當天悼念他。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqD7tzbzJO
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每一年的五月三十，我都會寫一封信，表達我的思念，讓他知道「我沒有忘記他」。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOtFpt0SbL
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前幾年每到這天，我總是哭，總是放任自己因為想念而哭得泣不成聲。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KsdaaVqWr
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後來的後來，我漸漸不哭了，但沒有改變在這一天寫信的習慣。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknMo19r2Iz
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英傑的回憶有時像巨石背在背上，有時像羽毛沾在胸口，無論哪一種，都是無法遺棄。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2614Uik3MH
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他走後，我便不再輕易評論一個人的好與壞。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrHIIphMdU
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曾經我在英傑的新聞底下看見很多網友的謾罵、抨擊甚至是汙辱，我感到憤怒與心痛，想一個一個回應他們「你們什麼都不知道！」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajF2dcKkk1
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但我什麼也沒做。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Uj9QWSzoC
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因為那些人不認識他，也永遠不會認識他。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxV0Ahq6hq
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所以我再也不對任何新聞或社會事件做評論。因為我知道，我不認識當事人，更不能體會當事人的親屬心情。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HhxhbqYgL
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我回去念書，考進了大學，年年以取得獎學金為目標，只為不要白學。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedni03Kj8X
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一直沒有放棄創作，可能也是因為惦記著他說過的話。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NKbAxHUW3
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說起遺憾，大概是我喊他「英傑」比喊他「哥哥」的次數要多更多了吧。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnh1q3B0W9M
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去年，我沒有寫信。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuignTwi09S
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我選擇在當天完成他的故事。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tbGXBZZQF
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他是一隻孤傲的鷹，獨自在天空闖蕩，受盡風霜，最後回巢，在家人身邊闔上眼。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4LhupkOfE
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我是活在地面的狼，只能抬頭望著，用我的爪在沙上畫下他在天空翱翔的姿態。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvh8kud7Hjp
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這是，我哥哥的故事。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5GIQOWcym
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