大概是幼年時期成天黏著電視，看得夠多了，加上擁有了電腦，長大後才不愛看電視。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAW9WnIiCP
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某年家裡的電視壞掉，我們沒錢修、也沒打算修，就這麼開始了沒有電視的生活。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkn3RhymKT4
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父親聽廣播，我則玩電腦。朋友聽到「家裡沒電視」都覺得很稀奇。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGHFjL797c
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誰知道，有些事就是巧合的令人發毛。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQU0is1IBQ
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那一天我住在當時的男友家，到了中午，我們要出去吃飯。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNuL1wAYay4
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出門前經過客廳，男友的爸爸正在看新聞，我只是從客廳經過走到大門，便聽見熟悉的名字。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWuqkQm8ZV
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「嫌犯……英傑……槍枝……」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOubjBrSo60
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我停下腳步，望向電視。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVVXIJ8K0d
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正在報導的是一宗槍殺命案，英傑是涉入其中的嫌犯之一。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVpsmiV6zq
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電視上穿插著監視器與英傑被上銬的畫面，讓我更震驚的是，新聞裡還提到了英傑罹患癌症，已是末期。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsQlJ7tJkc
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我的腦子一下子空白了，突如其來的消息、太多且太重的資訊瞬間塞進腦裡，我還沒來得及消化，就已感到反胃。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XOB1Po3yF
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男友從房間走出來，見我盯著電視不動，也往電視瞧。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1enlqlC9Hj
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「那是…妳哥嗎？」男友聽我說過英傑的事，怕被他父親聽到，壓低聲音問我。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHurCCYs7lN
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我點點頭，眼睛還沒辦法離開電視螢幕。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV05LHJafrn
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直到開始報其他不相關的新聞，我才能移開目光。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvOv2LcGXX
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男友吃飯時和我說了什麼話，我沒聽進去，腦裡只有方才電視的畫面。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOFzDu3AFA
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我心裡有好多好多疑問。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7Cgd4ugNb
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為什麼？535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKeDXJ59CC
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為什麼這些年來都沒有消息？535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡouJIbK6E1M
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為什麼沒有好好的過日子，反而越來越糟？535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBlJTVJtB0
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為什麼殺人？535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHN5GlYNQPX
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為什麼…535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0XgQZUQxv
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我該高興你還活著？或該為你即將消逝而悲傷？535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsB7eY2Xef
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我想見他。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVem2xSnL7d
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就像當初我知道他被通緝後，急切地想見他一面的那種心情。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQoZBzPWZk
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我很想見他，問清楚這些年來發生什麼事。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysqg9lQxN8
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可是，我該怎麼做？535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2XENEYtYB
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待續。
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