那天後，我跟阿龍又開始常常一起出門吃吃喝喝、逛街看電影、去山上或海邊…就好像這半年我們未曾斷過聯繫一樣。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDcEba0gJu
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這天，阿龍說要帶我去「秘密基地」，他開車載著我到離家不遠的一所大學，繞過學校後方的巷子，有條小徑通往山上。
那是一條無法會車的路，非常陡峭。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETQJoO3KRx
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車很快就開到了山頂，只見一塊空地，有個簡易的涼亭佇立於此。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8duH5P1inf
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涼亭滿大的，我們到的時候，有兩個老奶奶在涼亭裡聊天。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCMAg7O9bu
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「這邊有一些老人家會來爬山散步。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhv6e8cJvdX
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「這就是秘密基地哦？哪裡秘密了？」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qWEEMsgIv
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「妳不懂，我們以前都會來這裡喝酒聊天，失戀了也來這，談戀愛了也來這！」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlspUly2ux
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「啊？」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFjOaj8Jxj
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「班上男生都知道的秘密基地啊！」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxiILz7kxd
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「什麼！那我為什麼不知道？」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVWw7vCfH7
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「誰叫妳是女生。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdzgKvAjWV
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「我這個時候又是女生了？」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifgsGlDW16
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「不要計較這個啦，妳來這邊。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWm5pf37Sr
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他帶我繞過涼亭，後方是一小塊泥土地，再往外是山崖，山崖的後面，則是整個城市。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡml5erwvK3h
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「這裡可以看到妳家。」他指著我家的方向。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfTwyIWhwX
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「對耶！還看得到夜市，跟我們學校！」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2wLqVG3Bu
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「以前阿彥在這裡踢飛一隻鞋。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1iNnJ3BFB
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「啊？」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2ayDg8HL9
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「他想耍帥踢罐子，結果連鞋子一起飛出去。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrRhKa9OSd
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他笑起來，我也跟著笑。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHme0go62N
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他走到涼亭裡坐下，伸手拍了他旁邊的位置，示意我坐到他旁邊。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmazXEgXXp
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「以前我們會在這裡玩真心話大冒險。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxlxq7qclb
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「男生也玩這套？」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nkKbFHFZm
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「妳不知道哦，大家都愛聽秘密跟八卦啊。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulwix5Gpfa
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「所以才叫秘密基地囉。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LlbDHiVRt
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「對啊。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkORAJpkKmg
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「都是些什麼秘密？」我賊賊的笑。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycnNOu5b1h
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「高中男生的秘密…不就是誰有腳臭、誰亂勃起、誰喜歡哪個女生這種事情而已啊…」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0vI0Muswl
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「我一點也不想知道誰有腳臭。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQRmhLZYNF
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「哈哈哈，那勃起的要知道嗎？」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4a6zEIN4Eq
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「不用，如果有不舉的再跟我說好了，說不定可以當成把柄哈。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KJs5B9XPK
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「阿彥當時跟我們說他要橫刀奪愛的女生，就是他前陣子分手的女朋友啊。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMOqHFnTVG
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「哇，你幹嘛開始出賣同學啊！」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUW9HJOaCi
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「反正都過去了嘛。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LjZFnnV4m
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我轉頭看他望著遠處的側臉。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJHbSzhrQO
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「那你呢？」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIeSRpYs4U
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「我怎樣？」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZasQXib13
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「你當時喜歡的女生呢？」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMeMh4tRM1
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他轉過來，看著我，不發一語。
有幾秒鐘，我還以為這是偶像劇的告白場景。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Flu4nUFVt
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「我忘記了。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDcYyYrXFC
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「最好是。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNQlBDWTDn
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他笑了，又把頭轉開。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yQvQKFii6
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「我覺得…我下一任女朋友應該會很累。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKJ7vDf4K4
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「為什麼？」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDACNTK2Vro
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「到現在還是每個禮拜都在復健，雖然看起來好好的，可是時不時就會痛，官司也還在打，對方一直擺爛，出庭要嘛請假，要嘛一出現就哭啊裝可憐啊，不知道要拖幾年…」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltCT86DWId
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「那跟你下一任女友有什麼關係？」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhz5MmyyG7y
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「復健到我都煩了，難道還要女朋友陪著復健啊？」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FLjh8X8Xx
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「這…應該還好吧？」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXHsr5jL56
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「唉不是啦，就有時候覺得自己是個廢人，跟誰在一起都只是拖累別人而已。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBShsnRjUcB
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「你幹嘛這樣說啊。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDzm40kAn8
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「我爸媽啊，親戚啊朋友啊都說我死裡逃生，福大命大，每個人都要我加油、要我樂觀，可是復健這麼久了，還是一直沒有完全好，就會覺得對不起家人…」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VZITivEHx
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「……………」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpC4ewOR3NJ
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他說這些話的時候，一直沒看我。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOB1HkynWUQ
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「乾脆追我的復健師好了？雖然不是很正，但人很溫柔哈…」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3525mQdGCw
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「……嗯。」我一時語塞。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SCQ2lsYcs
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「開玩笑啦，我沒膽要電話。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGH3JiKMXB
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你喜歡我嗎？417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNP7Ei7wvOw
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你是因為覺得自己不該拖累別人，所以不願意承認對我的感情嗎？417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvc4NTrFSF
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這些疑問句已衝到了喉頭，還是給硬生生吞回肚子了。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVNp8UmWqr
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如果他不說，那就是不說，不會因為我的問句而改變的。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡum9A0xy00I
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不管他喜歡我或不喜歡，問了都是白問。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiahNJ3Kos
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「欸我們好久沒合照了，來拍一下。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKKNhbVfgH
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我舉起手機，和他拍了張擠眉弄眼的自拍。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjBbDyOm0V
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〝你們這些臭男生的秘密基地，十年後仍然被我給侵略了吧！〞
上傳facebook。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAIoIJ3w0E
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〝阿龍居然帶妳去！〞417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lOwhlQpby
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〝背叛者阿龍！〞417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5x2Cqp19We
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〝不！我們的基地啊…〞417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSntFQbpBFY
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各種浮誇的留言瞬間湧入。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc53mDFsnrD
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〝聽說你在這裡踢飛一隻鞋。〞
我笑著輸入。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUYLFnL3QO
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〝對，媽的，妳怎麼連這都知道…〞417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZEqVr2KC6
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〝你們被阿龍賣了，我知道你們所有的秘密！〞417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcAWzgVjAX
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〝靠，那我也要賣阿龍！〞417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaVd6V1UFZ
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本來笑嘻嘻的，跟我一起看著對話的阿龍一把將手機搶過去，直接撥出阿彥的電話。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZ7i4a9kLu
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「幹，不要鬧喔。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZy3XaMFlz
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電話那頭的阿彥不知道跟他說了什麼，他講了幾句後就掛掉電話。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeDXP5ZQ3C
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我看著他緊張的臉，瞬間明白了些什麼。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEDcehJQa3
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「妳不要理他們哦。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OfSnWZicS
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「嗯，好啦…我知道你就是有腳臭的那個，我不會說出去啦。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8j0lNPl1p
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「…………靠腰。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbOH55RoBO
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他放鬆了下來，而我慶幸著自己剛剛什麼也沒問。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAb5Sz9Myh
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我們又陷入了沉默，肩靠著肩，一起看著這個，我們居住的城市。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrn2jjCvYZK
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不知道在哪裡看過這樣的話：「真正的朋友不是見面的時候要多有話聊，而是就算一句話都不說，也不會感到尷尬。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwcSMXFhbH
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我們就那樣持續了好久，直到天空變成淡橘色。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3B4RwJB5F
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我想起在阿龍家看夕陽的那一天。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLBRWYB2zn
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好多以前不曾注意的事情，都清晰了起來。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNX21cQSoE
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「我覺得妳像我的家人。」
阿龍忽然開口。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGy6c0u9e2
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「嗯。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQl994QHMI
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「感覺妳永遠都不會消失，隨時都可以信賴，也都會支持我。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygnhyqZbut
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「嗯。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMzGjhaV7m
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「阿龍。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjDKY06pCf
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「嗯？」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgnA6iZPbR
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「不管我們是怎樣的人，都應該要相信自己可以更好，我們才會更好。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDSPHGKMzp
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「嗯。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkYxyJYMBR
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回家之後，我掉了幾滴眼淚 。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufFIeZynaE
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像是出去和戀人談完分手回來，一切終於劃上句點的感覺。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WqsTxknQZ
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但明明我們什麼也沒有發生，話題也沒有那麼深入。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMz7A1vm96
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只是你就是明白，結束了。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMOf7nl8ez
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結束的是那些我們不敢觸碰、不願涉及的情感，關於男女之間的。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj76Mk8Zm0u
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留下的則是兩人的牽絆，如同家人一樣的情感。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAC3MKHY6I
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待續。
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