那天後，我跟阿龍又開始常常一起出門吃吃喝喝、逛街看電影、去山上或海邊…就好像這半年我們未曾斷過聯繫一樣。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCHXvoYMgd
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這天，阿龍說要帶我去「秘密基地」，他開車載著我到離家不遠的一所大學，繞過學校後方的巷子，有條小徑通往山上。
那是一條無法會車的路，非常陡峭。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpolwsAN5N
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車很快就開到了山頂，只見一塊空地，有個簡易的涼亭佇立於此。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmkahuoIsT
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涼亭滿大的，我們到的時候，有兩個老奶奶在涼亭裡聊天。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYBcx3zPlI
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「這邊有一些老人家會來爬山散步。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIyFXdmE7Z
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「這就是秘密基地哦？哪裡秘密了？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCFKqN8pIR
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「妳不懂，我們以前都會來這裡喝酒聊天，失戀了也來這，談戀愛了也來這！」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegaNXQ0MVY
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「啊？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0BWwCCTUS
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「班上男生都知道的秘密基地啊！」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaRefO7L0r
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「什麼！那我為什麼不知道？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHhZdYfL13
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「誰叫妳是女生。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQO19bFxxu
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「我這個時候又是女生了？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxPQDcMD2v
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「不要計較這個啦，妳來這邊。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTEZ0XtKTG
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他帶我繞過涼亭，後方是一小塊泥土地，再往外是山崖，山崖的後面，則是整個城市。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTudY8vjGIm
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「這裡可以看到妳家。」他指著我家的方向。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEvOLr7hWy
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「對耶！還看得到夜市，跟我們學校！」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUjfPTKhW4
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「以前阿彥在這裡踢飛一隻鞋。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bCVli5blm
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「啊？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFtCOznYp4
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「他想耍帥踢罐子，結果連鞋子一起飛出去。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3Qk12JZAS
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他笑起來，我也跟著笑。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV27QLlIZfR
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他走到涼亭裡坐下，伸手拍了他旁邊的位置，示意我坐到他旁邊。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdGosewU8K
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「以前我們會在這裡玩真心話大冒險。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRuBOKN0jg
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「男生也玩這套？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7i8IT1zWrw
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「妳不知道哦，大家都愛聽秘密跟八卦啊。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnwFc8KWcG
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「所以才叫秘密基地囉。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhswlDoE49a
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「對啊。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9yVDAqjjU
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「都是些什麼秘密？」我賊賊的笑。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTg1X9MHMH
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「高中男生的秘密…不就是誰有腳臭、誰亂勃起、誰喜歡哪個女生這種事情而已啊…」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcv46WC6cE
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「我一點也不想知道誰有腳臭。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlx1FDfygQn
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「哈哈哈，那勃起的要知道嗎？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazs9waRy5n
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「不用，如果有不舉的再跟我說好了，說不定可以當成把柄哈。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1VFI1lPaB
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「阿彥當時跟我們說他要橫刀奪愛的女生，就是他前陣子分手的女朋友啊。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcy76S5ZPw
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「哇，你幹嘛開始出賣同學啊！」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zshKN7N1w
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「反正都過去了嘛。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqhFvXTf9f
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我轉頭看他望著遠處的側臉。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7YkEOkZTr
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「那你呢？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlanrABGzoj
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「我怎樣？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoFWmLG5Jd
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「你當時喜歡的女生呢？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡps9k2htgM2
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他轉過來，看著我，不發一語。
有幾秒鐘，我還以為這是偶像劇的告白場景。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPicPI34k16
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「我忘記了。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4RaLpabcx
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「最好是。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKw220lM3HG
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他笑了，又把頭轉開。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtynpoYtTw
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「我覺得…我下一任女朋友應該會很累。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0Na4fkF5d
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「為什麼？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1SEz9UFYY
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「到現在還是每個禮拜都在復健，雖然看起來好好的，可是時不時就會痛，官司也還在打，對方一直擺爛，出庭要嘛請假，要嘛一出現就哭啊裝可憐啊，不知道要拖幾年…」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbFRGLoW8L
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「那跟你下一任女友有什麼關係？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0QPuRPaBM
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「復健到我都煩了，難道還要女朋友陪著復健啊？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIEkJ3JIKF
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「這…應該還好吧？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIU3bbAMJL
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「唉不是啦，就有時候覺得自己是個廢人，跟誰在一起都只是拖累別人而已。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mmxIht8Bu
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「你幹嘛這樣說啊。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jMMINq63I
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「我爸媽啊，親戚啊朋友啊都說我死裡逃生，福大命大，每個人都要我加油、要我樂觀，可是復健這麼久了，還是一直沒有完全好，就會覺得對不起家人…」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFsRWqxiCY
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「……………」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpV3M1uWPdc
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他說這些話的時候，一直沒看我。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7GYQnTAYN
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「乾脆追我的復健師好了？雖然不是很正，但人很溫柔哈…」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYYur4bLI2
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「……嗯。」我一時語塞。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwxdRsAaZz
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「開玩笑啦，我沒膽要電話。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpWgpcFMgm
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你喜歡我嗎？493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJH1MLnS9X
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你是因為覺得自己不該拖累別人，所以不願意承認對我的感情嗎？493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1hiNzXnl3
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這些疑問句已衝到了喉頭，還是給硬生生吞回肚子了。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcR8nJXPUBQ
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如果他不說，那就是不說，不會因為我的問句而改變的。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzACiLSwTO
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不管他喜歡我或不喜歡，問了都是白問。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6Uv2O9UrK
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「欸我們好久沒合照了，來拍一下。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6DwYKiztW
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我舉起手機，和他拍了張擠眉弄眼的自拍。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQy0qSgAkJJ
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〝你們這些臭男生的秘密基地，十年後仍然被我給侵略了吧！〞
上傳facebook。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMHfurWnww
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〝阿龍居然帶妳去！〞493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9Ev1j46VJ
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〝背叛者阿龍！〞493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxxZhvzaB8
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〝不！我們的基地啊…〞493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6LNNho4VB
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各種浮誇的留言瞬間湧入。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwEYNwLx8p
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〝聽說你在這裡踢飛一隻鞋。〞
我笑著輸入。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBSWZSVtII
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〝對，媽的，妳怎麼連這都知道…〞493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXNjAi6Eiq
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〝你們被阿龍賣了，我知道你們所有的秘密！〞493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRHKGeLoSY
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〝靠，那我也要賣阿龍！〞493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4ET4DqueS
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本來笑嘻嘻的，跟我一起看著對話的阿龍一把將手機搶過去，直接撥出阿彥的電話。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZdNdrK7Me
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「幹，不要鬧喔。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Rkw9osCaw
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電話那頭的阿彥不知道跟他說了什麼，他講了幾句後就掛掉電話。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzoeRSE9WGK
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我看著他緊張的臉，瞬間明白了些什麼。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDZau88yeW
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「妳不要理他們哦。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZIg4QA7RT
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「嗯，好啦…我知道你就是有腳臭的那個，我不會說出去啦。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZ518OJObz
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「…………靠腰。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDMXWC8HD5
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他放鬆了下來，而我慶幸著自己剛剛什麼也沒問。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPFImjvJin
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我們又陷入了沉默，肩靠著肩，一起看著這個，我們居住的城市。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlKd7lOJ3O
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不知道在哪裡看過這樣的話：「真正的朋友不是見面的時候要多有話聊，而是就算一句話都不說，也不會感到尷尬。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEmqFMnuq7
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我們就那樣持續了好久，直到天空變成淡橘色。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3j4mBi1U8
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我想起在阿龍家看夕陽的那一天。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00cC1pxie4
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好多以前不曾注意的事情，都清晰了起來。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaeVlFV1Onn
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「我覺得妳像我的家人。」
阿龍忽然開口。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qkzYbnjpq
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「嗯。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6covczBZI
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「感覺妳永遠都不會消失，隨時都可以信賴，也都會支持我。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlO3iEXFijK
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「嗯。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VxyJakxd3
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「阿龍。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhteYiXh7lq
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「嗯？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabVNkSNrNL
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「不管我們是怎樣的人，都應該要相信自己可以更好，我們才會更好。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYK9CjTIjU
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「嗯。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SgVZf7fvB
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回家之後，我掉了幾滴眼淚 。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9E2PZiLW2S
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像是出去和戀人談完分手回來，一切終於劃上句點的感覺。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9wBPoedbE
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但明明我們什麼也沒有發生，話題也沒有那麼深入。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzK65C0Srh
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只是你就是明白，結束了。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kGQlom5sS
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結束的是那些我們不敢觸碰、不願涉及的情感，關於男女之間的。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFfvVFVV4T
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留下的則是兩人的牽絆，如同家人一樣的情感。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47jKB9iDXT
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo52jBPuVhv
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoJMF72hwz
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcHwZMScTW
待續。
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