「那，你叫什麼名字？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUqwOV4IlR
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說也奇怪，那麼多問題，我最在意的竟是這一個。
想起了剛認識時，曾經跟他要名片，而他推託說名片正在重新製作的事。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVnrrzbNj7
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「下次去找妳的時候再跟妳說。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4e37yCK72
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「你還想來找我！？」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkMdQpbfWf
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「我還放不下妳。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vIeDB8HFv
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「你不能這麼自私。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHgfGt8fNf
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「再給我一點時間，我會做出選擇的。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wcSWeJzxr
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我妥協了。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVXvdOoHWG
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但我還是傷心不已，為了不讓身旁的人看出來，我每天準時上班、上課，一有空閒的時間，就往外跑。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTmfShrhJP
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我開始自己去爬山，對山的狂熱應該也是從這個時候開始的。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BY14PyF1A
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幸好我住在靠近山區的地方，騎上摩托車，很快就能到達各個山腳下。背包裡裝著一塊麵包，一壺水，戴上帽子就一個勁兒的往上爬。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmswXpY0zf
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腳力慢慢的增加了，氣管與心肺功能卻沒有明顯的進步。我總在半山腰時，滿臉漲紅，呼吸困難，胸口疼痛難耐…
每當這個時候，腦子裡就會出現要我放棄的聲音。
放棄吧，妳不適合這裡，就像妳跟他一樣。
但我總是固執地，繼續往上爬，直到頂端，待我看見山頂的展望時，便覺得一切都值得。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohNHqgZYjf
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如同我固執地的等待他一般。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9uUcO41GN
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歸功於他想要的「低調」，我身邊的人沒幾個知道我談戀愛，更別說知道我的戀情出現問題了。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnG3RqsKuZ
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年節來了。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5EG7bL2gU
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媽媽問我，為什麼男友沒有來家裡拜年。
我隨便說了他回南部的理由搪塞過去，媽媽懷疑的眼神說明了她不相信，但她沒有戳破我。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4DhXozZU2
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沒有上班與上課的日子，時間更多，也更難熬。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIgphIbZAN
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除了爬山，我同時也繼續投入在「他的興趣」裡，金庸小說，以及韓劇。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6MYS5tg9F
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「金三順是我看過最好看的韓劇，妳快點看。」他一開始就要我看這部已經很久的韓劇。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitDf0EEvWJ
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那段時間裡，我看了這部，當劇情走到男主角與前女友復合，拋下女主角不管時，我就哭了，狠狠的哭了，嚇到幫我買晚餐的爸爸。
「電視劇都是假的妳還這麼認真。」459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7zUI0VsMn
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是啊，都是假的，我還這麼認真。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Tc0ysxhwA
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年節過完，他來找我了。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YxEEVE39v
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以為他也像我一樣，準備在這天做出選擇，我做好分手的心理準備，才讓他進屋。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vLUARb7y3
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然而他只是握著我的手，捏捏我的手臂跟臉頰，看似很心疼的問我為什麼瘦了；抱著我說他很想我，揉揉我的頭髮，說一些言不及義的情話。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVT7gNKRnGO
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我像一隻本來繃緊神經，弓起身體的貓，突然被溫柔的撫摸愛護，瞬間癱軟了自己，也忘了本來應該講清楚的事，沉溺在他短暫的溫柔裡。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaHirnOJZo
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接著，在他離開我的住處後懊悔不已。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kO2lTtMnC
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某天睜開眼睛，我就像被按下了什麼開關，覺得今天一定要做些什麼，一定要了斷某些事情。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gP1h9a7wc
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於是我把交往開始就寫的小本子，裡頭盡是一些訴說自己滿腔愛意的傻話、向他借的書、以及先前就準備好在情人節送的禮物，裝進紙袋，準備去找他。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKY0UwxiMg
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即使他曾告誡我，他不愛女生去他的公司打擾他工作。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3A4TCge7v
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「管他的。」我這麼想。459Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqXHXg2dct
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待續。
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