我坐在一間隱密的咖啡店裡，這裡只賣咖啡，和那些打著咖啡招牌卻賣蛋糕簡餐的「假咖啡店」不同。他坐在我的對面，一臉饒富趣味看著眼神在店裡四處打量的我。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQ3O7RhStL
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「我就知道妳會喜歡這裡。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59oLyZiyF0
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我將目光擺回他臉上，挑了個眉。
「我不喝咖啡，所以不曾來這種地方，覺得新奇囉。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjl32Rewvap
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「妳不喝咖啡？那以前上班妳桌上泡的都是什麼？」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVLEYe1Km5
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「好吧，我換個說法，我不『品』咖啡，三合一、二合一的沖下去就喝了，跟在喝便利商店買的奶茶一樣。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWv4tWB6zMn
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「聽起來好隨便啊。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXDAwJCZj1
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「是很隨便啊，像這種…」我指了指面前的拿鐵。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwnuon7b8r
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「這種一杯要兩三百元的咖啡給我喝還真是浪費了，下次麻煩約在麥當勞，兩三百塊吶，我可以吃兩個套餐、喝兩杯大杯可樂。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2Yrj8V6od
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他笑。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfp3eWbzik
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「這和我印象中的妳不一樣啊。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iCbgbxv8H
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「你到底對我有什麼錯誤的印象？」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVnQ0Sn4jR
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「文青女孩？」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zgVL71Axa
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「我不是。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxecryiByY
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「充滿幻想跟粉色泡泡？」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoprOVfcLg
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「這更扯了，不過對了一半。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgF0Jh6oac
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「哪一半？」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOKeVa04Ur
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「幻想的部份，但應該是暗紅色的吧。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKTn50Q4qz
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「為什麼？」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXUvpyPrMk
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「暗紅色臭臭的，像豬血湯的顏色。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyxqTbCyxJ
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「呃……」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWH0xDw5jE
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「越講越遠了喔。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanHQSCAWqo
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「好像是。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUVhHrJi1E
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我拿起咖啡啜了一口，等他切入今天的主題。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JeRpuUlS8
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「妳覺得我要離婚嗎？」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqqwCDesRD
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這個傢伙在睡了一覺又過了一天之後還沒醉醒嗎？怎麼又是這個問題！？430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2KsKu06xv
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「我覺得嗎？我覺得不要，那你覺得勒？」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbEw3ileii
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「我不確定…」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtgZXPBbZs
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還好，不是肯定句，不然我要浪費貴鬆鬆的咖啡了，無論是噴出來還是倒他頭上。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmdzdsdfP4
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「等我一下，」他低頭看發亮的手機螢幕。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLpTjJJoAQ
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「是她。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LfXwt6XEm
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「我接個電話。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZ0gm3Tt1g
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他在我面前接起了電話，電話另一頭是那個女孩。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIsaew6nRN
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「妳現在還好嗎…？哪裡痛？乖…家裡有熱敷袋嗎？還是我晚點買過去…？好啦，乖…我在外面，跟朋友，不是，是朋友啊，女生，不是啦，是朋友，真的…」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuktJUZiBL
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我翻了七個白眼。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8UL5VnnKA
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好不容易他掛了那通沒有重點的電話，笑著道歉說女孩月事來身體不舒服…430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FbGD79kw5
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「打電話給你就會比較舒服嗎？」如果這是漫畫，我頭上一定有青筋浮出。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPefYxBbg0O
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「她只是需要安慰…」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbo6l61JzS
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「安慰就會比較舒服嗎？」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsjbHDv5nE
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「她很需要我啊…」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUcyJ3h5fe
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「我想吐了我。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyIUGh8ClR
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「幹嘛這樣…」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMKrEyuRPx
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「你現在幾歲了？」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BwSUGlPHf
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「啊？三十五歲，怎麼了？」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONgxMZOhhD
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「我以為你才十六歲勒。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtHjf1PNeX
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「妳在挖苦我哦。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpfyOmdwOH
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「原來聽得出來在挖苦啊。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4jeTvOtWG
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「欸…別這樣，唔，等我一下…」他的手機螢幕又亮了。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0V9h8mAsk
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我一把將他的手機搶過來，丟進我的包包。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25Awjlw62D
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「欸！…」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamHZHsbmwz
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「你現在是要跟我討論你的婚姻危機，還是要繼續跟外遇對象講電話？我覺得你在浪費我的時間。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBB1qtTypH
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「……抱歉。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3WJLVBFmG
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「我的人生平淡無奇。」過了兩分鐘的重整情緒後，他這麼說。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQe4iAYzqU
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「嗯？」雖然覺得這是一句屁話，但還是忍住了。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFdAC1TeNw
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「從小就好像沒有什麼特別想要的、渴望的東西。國小國中高中到大學，也就是這樣讀上來，畢業工作、當兵退伍、就職升官，女朋友來追我我答應，交往好像也沒熱戀，就這樣交往了九年，身邊的人一直催，所以我也娶了她…好像人生就是應該要這樣，該來的面對、該負責任的負責任，但我不確定這些都是我想要的…」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJG2XUGOxD
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「直到她出現，你的人生突然從黑白變成彩色的？」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFszcNoW8J
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「是沒有這麼誇張，但也差不多了…」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydPt0xNDrg
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唉。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFd7gAI8G0
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「你活到現在，有沒有感受過很窒息的壓力？沒辦法排解，又不得不面對的壓力？」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQOiZErkUK
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「………………」他沉默了很久，果然。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsvIthhfhF
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「沒有？」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruxBCafSQh
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「也許大學聯考的時候有一點…吧？」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuE2c3totM
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「那就是沒有。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppZmGrRS0V
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「呃…嗯。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gVhKreqU3
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就像他錯看我是個溫室花朵般的，我也錯看他了。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhFUMb8I9M
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我在腦裡組織等一下要說的話，試著找些沒那麼激烈的句子使用，430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgS5nXx7vd9
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畢竟坐在對面的，才是真正的溫室花朵。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpM6oq1liuD
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待續。
