「這個擺飾真可愛。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLcyfFQh2N
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「牆上照片裡那個是妳同學嗎？」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIH0Xh010w
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「妳換拖鞋了啊？」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Yhovhb3NK
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看著眼前顧左右而言他的人，我有種陌生的感覺。
我知道他想裝傻，想試試看這樣能不能讓我就此妥協。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYPlW0Biz2
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「這是妳最喜歡的一套小說，對吧？」
他指著床邊那套三冊的翻譯小說。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvTPQNKM7Z
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自他走進我房間，自在的坐下來時，我便如驚弓之鳥，站立一旁，拇指用力地按在食指上。
好像這裡才是他的房間。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoN2EwUzd9A
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好像，做錯事情的是我。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kGmyQjw10
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「我記得叫妳看金庸的時候，妳也希望我看妳喜歡的書，就是這套吧。」
他還在講那套書。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOkSzsNmGn
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「你來只是為了問小說的事情嗎？」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeM2PNmN0ld
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「……當然不是，但這套小說可以借我嗎？」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxE8eFH0IA
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我盯著他，思考他這麼做的用意。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBu9RZ4lsN
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他仍笑吟吟的看著我。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLipnbJ6nYW
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「為什麼是我？」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1hwqWh0EE
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我真正想問的是，為什麼騙我？465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MkWHPMmVx
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「我們本來就不認識，為什麼來招惹我？」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJGoK7erFj
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他的笑容漸漸退去，知道自己不能再嘻皮笑臉。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRmYI3pVa9
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「因為妳漂亮。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbt2Q9aM6hF
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「……………」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BlAXahkEe
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「所以喜歡妳。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXd0SwAOSOO
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「你真的是爛透了。」我說。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7r3loRRW8r
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「當妳懷疑我為什麼不帶妳認識家人朋友，質疑我為什麼把妳藏起來，還開始產生自卑心態的時候，我有想過跟妳坦白。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7jeFIo8VG
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「妳現在知道了，不是因為妳帶不出去…而是我不能帶妳出去。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDLUrwuYDQ
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「我一開始以為妳是愛玩的女生，誰知道…故意不理妳，故意發脾氣，想說趁吵架分手，但妳都不回嘴也不生氣，還跟我道歉，我根本沒有理由拋下妳。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJKM3AXN8o
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他一貫的誠懇態度，加上我殘餘的依戀，讓我即使知道他在講屁話還是安靜地聽著。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAgjzOM3i9
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他看我不說話，急了。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TwRRFvHhc
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「妳可以認識新朋友、新的異性、找下一個男朋友，但在找到之前，我還是可以陪著妳啊。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5u5sHhjc0Z
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我皺眉，這種話也說的出口啊。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGj7RUAmMMg
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「你從頭到尾，都在騙我，現在還想繼續？」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFJ2HdYMDO
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「我不會再騙妳了，我隱瞞的事情妳都知道了，還能騙妳什麼？」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdH6qoX29F
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當然是騙我你愛著我啊。我想著。
話到嘴邊卻沒能說出口。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNR74v0F7sp
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「你在外面這樣玩，不覺得自己的妻子很可憐嗎？」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6ZMkQMyg1
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「她不知道，怎麼會可憐？」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOAI2aw8Hk
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「她不知道，不代表你就可以這樣啊。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WtjzvdueF
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「謊言要戳破才是謊言。如果妳沒發現，那我跟妳的這場戀愛跟真的有什麼兩樣？」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTRhy3UpNs
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「…………」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTwCRYPxWJ
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他不覺得他有錯，完完全全。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxdJKaloxT
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而我除了後悔讓他進門以外，還不停地反省自己為什麼沒有再更謹慎一些。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsH4VD3mGza
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妳怎麼會，如此盲目？465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvirdx9G5o
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「你還想跟我在一起是為了性嗎？」
我問了會讓自己難堪的問題。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvwXFDKvt2
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「妳怎麼想得這麼膚淺！感情才是絕大部份的原因啊！」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvY8tAsOByt
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他的反應很大，看來是說中了啊。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgvMEZW01y
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「是喔，這麼喜歡我，那怎麼不離婚。」說完，我笑了，居然笑了。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVq7wMwQbgA
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「………那個，男人不管在外面玩得多兇，最終都是要回家的。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKpn6w443C
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他短暫停頓後說的話狠狠地打了自己嘴巴卻不自知。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0iyPtwwHx
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「你回去吧。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2mDYXyjwj
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「妳還沒給我答案，我不要走。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzI7aQqCwr3
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「你是要逼我跟你老婆說你外遇嗎？」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0dDaxAbfo
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「妳不會這麼做的。」
他說的信誓旦旦。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dfaT0xZDz
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「憑什麼這樣認為？」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39pTOa08dA
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「因為妳不忍心讓所有人難過。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7iaSljtWI
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我的心痛了一大下。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QqbNO9Vn3
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怎麼會把自己完全交出去，讓人摸透了底，看清了弱點，讓別人，還是妳愛的那個人，拿著利器，戳進自己最不堪一擊的地方？465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZeFXuEwG3
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「你回去吧，拜託你。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCwsIgYZq1
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「那我就當妳答應了喔。」他又開始嘻皮笑臉。「小說借我。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH524OrPDWn
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「拿去。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cAYX8j8Bn
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他離開之前，無視我冷冰冰的表情，親暱的抱了我，還吻了我一下。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJxaWPfTGh
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「知道我為什麼跟妳借妳最喜歡的小說嗎？」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQt2TcAahjT
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「因為這樣就有下一次見妳的理由。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKo7HvJrl9
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「對不起，騙了妳。我還沒有準備好接受妳離開我的生活。」465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9v2NQU3ds2
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他傳來的訊息，讓我知道他根本不是想試著接觸我喜歡的東西。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKuFpRlq72
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這場戀愛不是戀愛，是他強硬地將他的世界、他的喜好，塞進我的世界，而我還全盤接受。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVap3dNfsnu
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說是戀愛，還不如說是一場他的秀。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEfjikjrci
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我成了婚姻裡的第三者，自己最看不起的小三。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZyxtwuXP6
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開始厭惡自己，每一天，都狠狠地詛咒鏡子裡的人。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oGBkj2av2
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我沒有讓任何人知道，甚至是最親密的黑兔子，也不知情。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJf7ndZ6t4
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然後我開始下載各式各樣的交友軟體，假裝自己好像想認識新的異性，事實上我的確在那個時候認識了很多新朋友，但…也就僅只於朋友。當有人問自己有沒有考慮進一步交往，總是很快地拒絕對方。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrm5uPDE0JV
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因為我仍被他拖著，無法前進。465Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCc4Tt1q16
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待續。
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