「這個擺飾真可愛。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGVVuJs0uT
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0c8jAGsc78
「牆上照片裡那個是妳同學嗎？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCvGqIMcq4
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rSfOp3WYC
「妳換拖鞋了啊？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VIkHtNCHc
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXyyj3zZfI
看著眼前顧左右而言他的人，我有種陌生的感覺。
我知道他想裝傻，想試試看這樣能不能讓我就此妥協。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOJA7AlNpP
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuE9uZyw2u
「這是妳最喜歡的一套小說，對吧？」
他指著床邊那套三冊的翻譯小說。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZG2ljh3aD
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfvSiAFCR4
自他走進我房間，自在的坐下來時，我便如驚弓之鳥，站立一旁，拇指用力地按在食指上。
好像這裡才是他的房間。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpcfO1wUEY
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBtTXuQaAY
好像，做錯事情的是我。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDW4ipvsXwZ
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJaqi7QY9Ko
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfbQjT3UCl
「我記得叫妳看金庸的時候，妳也希望我看妳喜歡的書，就是這套吧。」
他還在講那套書。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcapeKptLGH
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcSvsvIdj8
「你來只是為了問小說的事情嗎？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvjepEyzOT
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPebSV9yMj
「……當然不是，但這套小說可以借我嗎？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡID58TfADQl
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kN7mtoE0v
我盯著他，思考他這麼做的用意。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpJtaYD0ph
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe98hf5uWvE
他仍笑吟吟的看著我。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQY5Kkd3Z0f
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzoB3xuNx2e
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡle26NaFWY7
「為什麼是我？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXjCeo8vnm
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRS8samLH2M
我真正想問的是，為什麼騙我？493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjKxhvNlbK
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczWPJOxV1F
「我們本來就不認識，為什麼來招惹我？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocCr1wPLIX
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0XVbmk6YB
他的笑容漸漸退去，知道自己不能再嘻皮笑臉。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXcLPwqAMe
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0WFKKvMyt
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjQRaJFN18
「因為妳漂亮。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZc2vtUOMl7
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「……………」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdxdEeWm7T
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「所以喜歡妳。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1R577lZWo3
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOhmzHyDJw
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「你真的是爛透了。」我說。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14zVHyPMqd
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Sk8gnmwHz
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAce9aLU5I5
「當妳懷疑我為什麼不帶妳認識家人朋友，質疑我為什麼把妳藏起來，還開始產生自卑心態的時候，我有想過跟妳坦白。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnayKKQPcR
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7HXiWAdyh
「妳現在知道了，不是因為妳帶不出去…而是我不能帶妳出去。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlRMQ214Pq
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TSMQg4tiU
「我一開始以為妳是愛玩的女生，誰知道…故意不理妳，故意發脾氣，想說趁吵架分手，但妳都不回嘴也不生氣，還跟我道歉，我根本沒有理由拋下妳。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkFSQQ6e9A
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡta2fPURYF3
他一貫的誠懇態度，加上我殘餘的依戀，讓我即使知道他在講屁話還是安靜地聽著。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIdabcFBFw
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz48Z3BxPHc
他看我不說話，急了。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6MzYOICTK
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UTa0gBW98
「妳可以認識新朋友、新的異性、找下一個男朋友，但在找到之前，我還是可以陪著妳啊。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8Vjj4rNrz
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgavn1woqc
我皺眉，這種話也說的出口啊。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZbsZYLUZy
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDZIctlVCh
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrIRcWCRHh
「你從頭到尾，都在騙我，現在還想繼續？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KcJiifcDw
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbV66X7132s
「我不會再騙妳了，我隱瞞的事情妳都知道了，還能騙妳什麼？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VDTkWzMz4
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtxNnY7MwN
當然是騙我你愛著我啊。我想著。
話到嘴邊卻沒能說出口。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCy9CiC5lB
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvRBIsR2Tx
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlM89VDd8vv
「你在外面這樣玩，不覺得自己的妻子很可憐嗎？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1BCVU8zGT
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53TnkwaocE
「她不知道，怎麼會可憐？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqo8obK4zVh
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wtblhmpYg
「她不知道，不代表你就可以這樣啊。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVAQtjLQ20
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrVya1VRNu
「謊言要戳破才是謊言。如果妳沒發現，那我跟妳的這場戀愛跟真的有什麼兩樣？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4f1aTYrCkx
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「…………」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUvIgxAoAi
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他不覺得他有錯，完完全全。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJe5ktDmnr
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohrGmedwlr
而我除了後悔讓他進門以外，還不停地反省自己為什麼沒有再更謹慎一些。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uaEBJsusH
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZedijaZFGw
妳怎麼會，如此盲目？493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcqnlUvXGM
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSMqq2k0bc
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdvJ7wKFss
「你還想跟我在一起是為了性嗎？」
我問了會讓自己難堪的問題。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDcXqLqvKe
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqMrOAkqvX
「妳怎麼想得這麼膚淺！感情才是絕大部份的原因啊！」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlO5mpkMM9b
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPid0r4pAx
他的反應很大，看來是說中了啊。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFqF1Ny9C8
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ii0cH48ts
「是喔，這麼喜歡我，那怎麼不離婚。」說完，我笑了，居然笑了。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CQAXpQguz
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMryofpK7W
「………那個，男人不管在外面玩得多兇，最終都是要回家的。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwVefkWR6d
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSbLrUj6UR
他短暫停頓後說的話狠狠地打了自己嘴巴卻不自知。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8MtfN61T3
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHGuMUkRCH
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「你回去吧。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWonvM9fUlV
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvQX6Ku8vG
「妳還沒給我答案，我不要走。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59g9fHGK3w
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyVinywSPS
「你是要逼我跟你老婆說你外遇嗎？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWpSkEXU7P
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEe7JNx4DMh
「妳不會這麼做的。」
他說的信誓旦旦。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sYHCc42IJ
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdsVLRV8jX
「憑什麼這樣認為？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Oq2njwH7J
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsi79zRjMey
「因為妳不忍心讓所有人難過。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMe8WjgOXTX
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNTmjNGPeI
我的心痛了一大下。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvui36eBvm
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSuawpAQHCA
怎麼會把自己完全交出去，讓人摸透了底，看清了弱點，讓別人，還是妳愛的那個人，拿著利器，戳進自己最不堪一擊的地方？493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFvjMIXRjS
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl56cxedH7W
「你回去吧，拜託你。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgpNWlxvZA
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtq9vOo7vWB
「那我就當妳答應了喔。」他又開始嘻皮笑臉。「小說借我。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RxM7Jkthu
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOigKMPHVvC
「拿去。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVnsIIkidk
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493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqOFHsaU7W
他離開之前，無視我冷冰冰的表情，親暱的抱了我，還吻了我一下。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpGCSHBZve
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYy0pJ74KdB
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENAuIWNBoU
「知道我為什麼跟妳借妳最喜歡的小說嗎？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdEXLS3f8M
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakSWNkI5r7
「因為這樣就有下一次見妳的理由。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVP6hsWCHV
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpS6SxpLSrk
「對不起，騙了妳。我還沒有準備好接受妳離開我的生活。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cuYInEcM8
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Uhqm5Ns46
他傳來的訊息，讓我知道他根本不是想試著接觸我喜歡的東西。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUckGq4JG35
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFc9dDLnc8C
這場戀愛不是戀愛，是他強硬地將他的世界、他的喜好，塞進我的世界，而我還全盤接受。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtd0PLyPLO5
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZrog305DV
說是戀愛，還不如說是一場他的秀。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5i8mJVff7F
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXLySyP4kC
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqVU97e3Oe
我成了婚姻裡的第三者，自己最看不起的小三。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpgGoqPDKJ
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzROKYmYSm
開始厭惡自己，每一天，都狠狠地詛咒鏡子裡的人。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAWnmMHSxp
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7kRmc3jIw
我沒有讓任何人知道，甚至是最親密的黑兔子，也不知情。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVtAiRTkyy
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrpAu5TCZG
然後我開始下載各式各樣的交友軟體，假裝自己好像想認識新的異性，事實上我的確在那個時候認識了很多新朋友，但…也就僅只於朋友。當有人問自己有沒有考慮進一步交往，總是很快地拒絕對方。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0aJjgbEmyW
493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrK54pCqgxa
因為我仍被他拖著，無法前進。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVB3V8xIcAa
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待續。
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