「這個擺飾真可愛。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2dmt159AO
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「牆上照片裡那個是妳同學嗎？」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTC5DaT2lk
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「妳換拖鞋了啊？」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHpSXMdzRy
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9tO7dElgw
看著眼前顧左右而言他的人，我有種陌生的感覺。
我知道他想裝傻，想試試看這樣能不能讓我就此妥協。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pqa8wzRr5
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQw9i305y8G
「這是妳最喜歡的一套小說，對吧？」
他指著床邊那套三冊的翻譯小說。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8LtMFvPTm
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaX2DA5TkU
自他走進我房間，自在的坐下來時，我便如驚弓之鳥，站立一旁，拇指用力地按在食指上。
好像這裡才是他的房間。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROy5UF2soE
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZTxCai2Yz
好像，做錯事情的是我。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFJThN5k6S
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPxcAburDz
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmnSFEVYhu
「我記得叫妳看金庸的時候，妳也希望我看妳喜歡的書，就是這套吧。」
他還在講那套書。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeavJ1zy4Cg
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvhhf86tM8
「你來只是為了問小說的事情嗎？」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ET7fhS1BZ
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqbk8KWXBk
「……當然不是，但這套小說可以借我嗎？」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3AbWNGLDw
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDI9C0s5NfB
我盯著他，思考他這麼做的用意。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDikQx6pgr
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5LYxGqDEI
他仍笑吟吟的看著我。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhExApylIOD
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOzymM5AL7
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFI7uzjRCSr
「為什麼是我？」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJI3Il4a9z
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcZ1UwG5Ug
我真正想問的是，為什麼騙我？524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkWoPBj1dE
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIU4YJVgbT
「我們本來就不認識，為什麼來招惹我？」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfzZAPu9nw
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GAQzORhlR
他的笑容漸漸退去，知道自己不能再嘻皮笑臉。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0Vq7Nul3T
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWqefu0VfT
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHwjzt6AYd
「因為妳漂亮。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3U8H7HZg3m
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElxZLLWNdD
「……………」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIwh3LIQca
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjMkuTVjFO
「所以喜歡妳。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQjb5lAYkc
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRn7PeUX6e
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBK0KmFYPeu
「你真的是爛透了。」我說。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGzYYOjchF
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMBYpEGNGZ
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBzJkYou52
「當妳懷疑我為什麼不帶妳認識家人朋友，質疑我為什麼把妳藏起來，還開始產生自卑心態的時候，我有想過跟妳坦白。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWufgltQsM
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepwvyLx51W
「妳現在知道了，不是因為妳帶不出去…而是我不能帶妳出去。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sbAEYoKAt
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbtVaydChx
「我一開始以為妳是愛玩的女生，誰知道…故意不理妳，故意發脾氣，想說趁吵架分手，但妳都不回嘴也不生氣，還跟我道歉，我根本沒有理由拋下妳。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UD1nTnNvE
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxrmbFk8yb
他一貫的誠懇態度，加上我殘餘的依戀，讓我即使知道他在講屁話還是安靜地聽著。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsK3H1CoBpl
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeHNoNC69V
他看我不說話，急了。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBD0jT4B8y7
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9CCUAkaEj
「妳可以認識新朋友、新的異性、找下一個男朋友，但在找到之前，我還是可以陪著妳啊。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Ow0w4vOdR
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡse2fNPzw3J
我皺眉，這種話也說的出口啊。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7sfqpwaeN
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsbQFC2AaD
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUcuL7tpcl
「你從頭到尾，都在騙我，現在還想繼續？」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQzSRrWvQY
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEccxldGEk7
「我不會再騙妳了，我隱瞞的事情妳都知道了，還能騙妳什麼？」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5btyu9Ku6
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYFOVxQsI6
當然是騙我你愛著我啊。我想著。
話到嘴邊卻沒能說出口。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM16N5Ow10R
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVBl7079Yv
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSonLtr2ghJ
「你在外面這樣玩，不覺得自己的妻子很可憐嗎？」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBqf3YgXaI
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsGzZ3pwAv
「她不知道，怎麼會可憐？」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKH8m4EsqyV
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qeR9mReGj
「她不知道，不代表你就可以這樣啊。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpYr0Mlwrn
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRrz5t7M0T
「謊言要戳破才是謊言。如果妳沒發現，那我跟妳的這場戀愛跟真的有什麼兩樣？」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5z3z3JmTQ
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dO5y0fR7I
「…………」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhozbCcXEJn
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfax7JDBLXO
他不覺得他有錯，完完全全。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFI1wO3MWCc
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOQqixOSKn
而我除了後悔讓他進門以外，還不停地反省自己為什麼沒有再更謹慎一些。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGtCkRL6ix
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4KDmDQGcd
妳怎麼會，如此盲目？524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzMn8a98J6
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRQDxe31yY
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Bo1WbtgDO
「你還想跟我在一起是為了性嗎？」
我問了會讓自己難堪的問題。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡws2famtUR3
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7l4sE6jjsm
「妳怎麼想得這麼膚淺！感情才是絕大部份的原因啊！」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4B1eOUPvTX
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4aPBwWe1ad
他的反應很大，看來是說中了啊。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFmhsOel42
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡab8EmRNPmD
「是喔，這麼喜歡我，那怎麼不離婚。」說完，我笑了，居然笑了。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXqazvwgYG
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQFSKvlI3k
「………那個，男人不管在外面玩得多兇，最終都是要回家的。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6yKxo2BQ6
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2P6xaYAMz
他短暫停頓後說的話狠狠地打了自己嘴巴卻不自知。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiw2cYJlTq
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG50ZKjreN8
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoaKTkLPUJR
「你回去吧。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiA1GuBa1z
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsaIZZu92Ic
「妳還沒給我答案，我不要走。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9eRiFQZiKw
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「你是要逼我跟你老婆說你外遇嗎？」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77JSBN6IGI
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2gncIq7f9
「妳不會這麼做的。」
他說的信誓旦旦。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77GTwKtDo1
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PqLXW0oHn
「憑什麼這樣認為？」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPilCZBJ5I
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGjG5Y5qXz
「因為妳不忍心讓所有人難過。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa33kE74XSr
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZg4MY8yMfy
我的心痛了一大下。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOfolzHFjY
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtyJps96Me
怎麼會把自己完全交出去，讓人摸透了底，看清了弱點，讓別人，還是妳愛的那個人，拿著利器，戳進自己最不堪一擊的地方？524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdM6Fk2Bbgs
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxOI8nDGmp
「你回去吧，拜託你。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXFCbKDRzs
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUM0YP0gkt
「那我就當妳答應了喔。」他又開始嘻皮笑臉。「小說借我。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkj083DORj
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlohSptPQ0
「拿去。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqR7mAkcXh
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9jCItJQjz
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKD9gpsPEZ0
他離開之前，無視我冷冰冰的表情，親暱的抱了我，還吻了我一下。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rsBaq23OW
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2ZPdd9ryk
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqf4bhk4zu
「知道我為什麼跟妳借妳最喜歡的小說嗎？」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzoHmjMXhCi
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72DCl374L4
「因為這樣就有下一次見妳的理由。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqFUvMYMNq
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCR7p2JSPg
「對不起，騙了妳。我還沒有準備好接受妳離開我的生活。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8FSTyS4Ic
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsSSrlpIGq
他傳來的訊息，讓我知道他根本不是想試著接觸我喜歡的東西。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjK9TuzvQf
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeg8F0HOwK
這場戀愛不是戀愛，是他強硬地將他的世界、他的喜好，塞進我的世界，而我還全盤接受。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1TK9dx00B
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiV7kmhhOW
說是戀愛，還不如說是一場他的秀。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoM7ZqT7tL
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFBFmtDk13
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsezYdBFWi
我成了婚姻裡的第三者，自己最看不起的小三。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZGpAWqkLP
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZvc6Zbu5P
開始厭惡自己，每一天，都狠狠地詛咒鏡子裡的人。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjrP5MwYTl
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrFQvyOMvo
我沒有讓任何人知道，甚至是最親密的黑兔子，也不知情。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ250OgCWFu9
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmDHOysWh3
然後我開始下載各式各樣的交友軟體，假裝自己好像想認識新的異性，事實上我的確在那個時候認識了很多新朋友，但…也就僅只於朋友。當有人問自己有沒有考慮進一步交往，總是很快地拒絕對方。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnUKiqQEAY
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVnmDkcM8d
因為我仍被他拖著，無法前進。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPC7NhaXwj9
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSgVYUAVWO
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待續。
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