我比他先到達高潮，直到那刻我仍沒有出聲，在雙腿緊繃幾秒，高潮退去後，我靠著牆滑坐到地上。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZs66tPhYlA
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然後看著他的體液沾滿手指、手掌和手銬。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbo93cDDkHH
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「豺姐…？」過了一會兒，他出聲。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNO8w3FdIC9
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我做了個深呼吸，站起來，拿起椅子上的裙子和內褲。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZpuwYPHVc
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「別動，等我一下。」我走進浴室清理自己。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7IGZuVmjX
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出來後，我從包包裡拿出濕紙巾，擦拭他的凌亂。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLdS4KQ3lv
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「我自己弄就好了…」他窘迫。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHXegJkEVd
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「不要動。」我說。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztJ2gmVALt
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擦拭完畢後，我解開他的手銬、取下眼罩。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKf8e6Ge3a
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他慢慢地睜開眼，室內光線是柔和的黃光，他沒有花太多時間適應。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡastemyaE0u
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「妳臉好紅。」他盯著我。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8F8h4p5573
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「哪有你紅？」我笑了，對著他的身體使了個眼色。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hsY110e7o
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他才意識到自己一絲不掛，匆忙站起來跑進浴室。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1Bm2VUFxF
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而我的笑容在他進浴室後消失。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCPVGtn7Zo
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待他出來後，我在桌旁等他，示意他坐到另一張椅子上。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfrGLHQAyJ
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfitKh5f8XV
「我們結束這樣的關係吧。」
我直接講了重點，在他出來前的內心預演統統沒有用上。說出口後，他的表情定格了好幾秒。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGUZ2TqVqJ
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「為什麼？」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRfE697KEi
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我想像得到他會問為什麼，但我卻沒辦法馬上回答他，只是看著他的眼睛，沉默。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebcoI3sJmI
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjwXZ3wEgq
「為什麼啊？」他稍稍提高了音量。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWeafYTsbB
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0kKs5HOJY
「我做錯什麼了嗎？」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6USUYlxNE
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeluDCcg7lB
他不停追問，而我仍沒有出聲。有那麼片刻，我還以為我們是正在協議分手的情侶。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1D5vFBEJJ
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而那種錯覺正是必需結束的主因。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixnb3Vlk5k
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「你是不是越來越依賴我了？」我輕輕的開口。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSnfWJlYWq
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTro19zW94
「什麼意思？我太黏妳了嗎？我可以不要太常去找妳吃飯啊。」他急著「改正」可能的錯誤。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhG7P6jetB
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyFmDLW3gN
我搖搖頭，「那不是問題，問題是我也開始依賴你了。」這刻，我還是盯著他的眼睛說話。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04E8XgjJr0
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「……」他語塞。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf61dX79ntE
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「有時候我會覺得你像我的男朋友。」
「你從來沒有做過越線的事，就像你一開始保證的那樣。」
「可是當我開始希望你越線的時候，我們的關係就很難維持了。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuweZDyP84P
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「…妳喜歡我？」他猶疑了一下才說出口。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhchZz43d9f
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYpIzvQDBq
「可能有一點，或只是習慣你。無論如何，這樣不行。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaUlu68tJ2
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6AJY6fhLD
「為什麼不行？」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdiUaOWyBU
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayep9qnTzn
「你喜歡我嗎？有想過跟我交往嗎？或你有想過要跟我上床嗎？」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBaY0CoT2n
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8qyB5hbGv
他被我突然的問句嚇到，過了一會兒才回應。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuf6pvKdIZ
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqupWD589Y
「我…沒想過。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6j95Tmlnb
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「是了。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibaxTXdV18
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「可是…可是我可以想想看啊，只是…可是…」他慌了，語無倫次。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMsfyt5vJq
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「別想了，這樣結束就好。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAvZWGd4gd
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZm8xdb0yI
「我不要！這樣太突然了，我不要啦…」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡboFMEn7M8a
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWQDbhjVSz
我摸摸他尚帶有水珠的頭髮，覺得他像隻淋濕的小狗，461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9zY5FdbZ2
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惹人憐愛。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyb1quqyRh
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從一開始就是這樣看待他的，我心裡的情感疊了太多層，無法和他明說。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTBi89UHX8
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtfT4MImtc
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡek6XITCSp5
「你只是捨不得能陪你玩的對象而已，趁現在結束才不會有更多麻煩。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4DjkYJqYP
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JNbAOW1Vw
也許是被我冰冷的話語刺中了，他的眼睛滾下一顆淚珠。我預料中的反應。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIjVRqgEY1
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVeu3kh7iz
他離開椅子，跪到我面前，像犯錯的孩子。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvtDwC1LiH
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEdMPwMzCl
如果是情侶，跪著的那個人大概會抱住坐著的人吧？461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqM3OOk06Mj
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但他沒有，就是隔著剛好的距離，恭敬的、卑微的，跪著。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBt356hutp
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNrjjjC7XR
那就是我們之間的距離－－主與奴的，即便我從不肯承認。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zEXSPsmbg
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZWLmUVP1a
「如果我們變成男女朋友，我就能夠留下妳嗎？」他嗚咽的說。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHCu7izivR
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8EnzSwtmqH
那語氣裡滿是委屈，被拋棄的、不情願的…461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpPyf9fCFq
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rA1HEMGAW
「我們不會變成男女朋友。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGTDzVK5pe
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIJVyr3cvq
我把椅子拉開，也跪坐到地上，與他平視－－不再是主與奴的視角。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUs8kjNk6Pt
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lE7xc3kWh
「就算我們變成情侶，也沒辦法滿足彼此。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8uAgWfbrR
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqel95cJjnz
他看著我的眼神，表示不懂我說的意思。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqgPgvfBsE
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmRX8bs6Dq
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGtDPgFblF
我握住他的手，允許自己坦白。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TvVGCupGU
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVb8o7oNLQi
「你不是想知道我為什麼會使用麻繩嗎？不是一直覺得我對這些事很熟練嗎？」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnTAMVATNZ
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JFMi0jkYT
「那是因為我以前也做過。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdYrSAPfpG
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQXPpoD1uF
他的眼睛倏地睜大，「我沒有別的奴。」我的雙手使了點力，示意要他繼續聽我說話。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXCQSnrS5x
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnItSiH6450
「……我以前是服從的角色。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKuBNRWZct
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfd2COAucbr
「那些我對你做的事，都是以前別人對我做過的。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PIhIyviQN
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwz1rmvIiJ
「所以我才知道怎麼進行，但以前那個人很野蠻，我都被弄得很痛，所以我才不希望你受任何傷。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnis2dXPaFw
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLn81a7tcZ
「我更不希望當你看見傷痕的時候會想起我。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhqNMLT6At
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBYyWobbK5
我看著他，沒有移開目光。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEBPjTr0gs
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZw7GLX8O8
那些時候我看著他，會把自己的過去與他重疊。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kFyQ6vtSb
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkF5ZGmPUS
對他的處境所衍生的心疼，或許也參雜了更多私心，不曉得是心疼他，還是心疼過去的自己。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhm9WAsdEr8
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他傻住了，什麼話也說不出來。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3ntL3q7Ct
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoHcyRglg8
我放開他的手，再次摸摸他的頭髮。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGap9a9jldt
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LqoLuQVjS
「去吹乾頭髮吧，會感冒的。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT62YTAIi4Q
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9TOEi7u80
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCybPkjPxz
離開旅館後，我們再也沒有見過面了。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZICqa7Gr5X
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那天晚上我在自己的記事本裡寫了一段這樣的話：461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zSJKEFl01
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「我們都只是被情慾支配的獸，你是狗，但你不知道我是狼。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9bxKQDuqI
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