我比他先到達高潮，直到那刻我仍沒有出聲，在雙腿緊繃幾秒，高潮退去後，我靠著牆滑坐到地上。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6A5T1qBzI
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然後看著他的體液沾滿手指、手掌和手銬。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OqBTetuId
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「豺姐…？」過了一會兒，他出聲。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYliJfTvSwP
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19OudbhCAA
我做了個深呼吸，站起來，拿起椅子上的裙子和內褲。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzABu7eJ4A
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「別動，等我一下。」我走進浴室清理自己。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡox0DpU6Q3z
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出來後，我從包包裡拿出濕紙巾，擦拭他的凌亂。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLGbiyWAmi
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8FaZYYq89
「我自己弄就好了…」他窘迫。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8mhmxNaaj
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMBc10gCO5
「不要動。」我說。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8ZWmqumcc
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo24oythHb5
擦拭完畢後，我解開他的手銬、取下眼罩。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwG4qyX8BO
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FJjWfr5iA
他慢慢地睜開眼，室內光線是柔和的黃光，他沒有花太多時間適應。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeXamRnypP
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「妳臉好紅。」他盯著我。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQzr08D6Uy
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkVbdrh6RD
「哪有你紅？」我笑了，對著他的身體使了個眼色。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGSiN5avQx
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0N4T2ULoAj
他才意識到自己一絲不掛，匆忙站起來跑進浴室。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7pBA9SVTu
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而我的笑容在他進浴室後消失。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89i5SmPywm
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待他出來後，我在桌旁等他，示意他坐到另一張椅子上。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbSaGESrj5
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXDf9hlyOq
「我們結束這樣的關係吧。」
我直接講了重點，在他出來前的內心預演統統沒有用上。說出口後，他的表情定格了好幾秒。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZP61GibxBt
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「為什麼？」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21l6SDvW5i
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrkxHO0aEr
我想像得到他會問為什麼，但我卻沒辦法馬上回答他，只是看著他的眼睛，沉默。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlDDLtQdu5
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GKol8OryX
「為什麼啊？」他稍稍提高了音量。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPTtpiSDb2
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErBCl3u8ZN
「我做錯什麼了嗎？」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwomdl1GdX
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79jthsQTmo
他不停追問，而我仍沒有出聲。有那麼片刻，我還以為我們是正在協議分手的情侶。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOsHjDE3R9
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而那種錯覺正是必需結束的主因。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ925KIes2OH
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fi9ELrwUK
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8YbkEZrsr
「你是不是越來越依賴我了？」我輕輕的開口。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZ7UMY1Xfy
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqy4ji5sLBg
「什麼意思？我太黏妳了嗎？我可以不要太常去找妳吃飯啊。」他急著「改正」可能的錯誤。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4V9BAT0n1
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEJvfbImok
我搖搖頭，「那不是問題，問題是我也開始依賴你了。」這刻，我還是盯著他的眼睛說話。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMJX3C2EsV
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWtqn7d9fM
「……」他語塞。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3D6SX002lS
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmoXmqAfeR
「有時候我會覺得你像我的男朋友。」
「你從來沒有做過越線的事，就像你一開始保證的那樣。」
「可是當我開始希望你越線的時候，我們的關係就很難維持了。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpyOAD1mZf
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGF1XDtVcA
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「…妳喜歡我？」他猶疑了一下才說出口。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpBEPfU54B
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8THVAFzL67
「可能有一點，或只是習慣你。無論如何，這樣不行。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnMvJ0bPyD
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhhOfKwK7H
「為什麼不行？」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTw3iYlEj3Z
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBukR3IGgm
「你喜歡我嗎？有想過跟我交往嗎？或你有想過要跟我上床嗎？」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjCmIF8Lad
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyb5OikyThb
他被我突然的問句嚇到，過了一會兒才回應。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VTjOsD7Yq
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDvV1MdMf4
「我…沒想過。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IR7oqUotr
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「是了。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dYpFNicmZ
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICtBIfNQN3
「可是…可是我可以想想看啊，只是…可是…」他慌了，語無倫次。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEsrHKIZqy
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UHdaIUAG5
「別想了，這樣結束就好。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViF8rY0pCW
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6pWEje2IJ
「我不要！這樣太突然了，我不要啦…」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ygxVy9bRi
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRbZc1pijc
我摸摸他尚帶有水珠的頭髮，覺得他像隻淋濕的小狗，430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJW5r9SAWA
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惹人憐愛。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2ot4KNUfa
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9oEjWN2LG
從一開始就是這樣看待他的，我心裡的情感疊了太多層，無法和他明說。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVE2zkk75jW
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkar8qM2at
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTluzhTMs9p
「你只是捨不得能陪你玩的對象而已，趁現在結束才不會有更多麻煩。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1Rfp5O829
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6IhPo0QuMz
也許是被我冰冷的話語刺中了，他的眼睛滾下一顆淚珠。我預料中的反應。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqSSMhHU04
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IVXcWfz26
他離開椅子，跪到我面前，像犯錯的孩子。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgicHgAnaxw
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdBkKeofRD
如果是情侶，跪著的那個人大概會抱住坐著的人吧？430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡposRpHUD4F
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOeplZeTI5
但他沒有，就是隔著剛好的距離，恭敬的、卑微的，跪著。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJ9635Yt37
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfBgi4soHP
那就是我們之間的距離－－主與奴的，即便我從不肯承認。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AbjNXzJPu
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopCe8O4FzO
「如果我們變成男女朋友，我就能夠留下妳嗎？」他嗚咽的說。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0g4dEj4BM
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oQBGliXGa
那語氣裡滿是委屈，被拋棄的、不情願的…430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkt27IUMk82
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4e1XKLurl5
「我們不會變成男女朋友。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMesvEvB6TP
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqMc2nZ3pr
我把椅子拉開，也跪坐到地上，與他平視－－不再是主與奴的視角。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2nOj9qLHJ
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡep9LmLkqK7
「就算我們變成情侶，也沒辦法滿足彼此。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8W2eTQwMgD
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWrSC9A5N7
他看著我的眼神，表示不懂我說的意思。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivHDHQQPKK
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPwM77dPru
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我握住他的手，允許自己坦白。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbz3cAt0ur
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1ru5Syh13
「你不是想知道我為什麼會使用麻繩嗎？不是一直覺得我對這些事很熟練嗎？」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAga8YC2RR
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8rKlDXAkQ
「那是因為我以前也做過。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwTHBn19OO
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIYU53eNIi
他的眼睛倏地睜大，「我沒有別的奴。」我的雙手使了點力，示意要他繼續聽我說話。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2R9qLbRYy5
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrqFYjt22q
「……我以前是服從的角色。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHv7dkPgip
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJ5ABiBu8U
「那些我對你做的事，都是以前別人對我做過的。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡml4poaTAbX
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEIQuoAM6n
「所以我才知道怎麼進行，但以前那個人很野蠻，我都被弄得很痛，所以我才不希望你受任何傷。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡln3LraKTeQ
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9Cu42ScqF
「我更不希望當你看見傷痕的時候會想起我。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1bZbASlfN
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMko0tXBMSZ
我看著他，沒有移開目光。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZZFx2nc40
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgotfCkPZu
那些時候我看著他，會把自己的過去與他重疊。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDh1BbDM05p
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRR7h0EXEqb
對他的處境所衍生的心疼，或許也參雜了更多私心，不曉得是心疼他，還是心疼過去的自己。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuChOdjbm1T
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQMUMj3stS
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2t4OMA5sS
他傻住了，什麼話也說不出來。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7UdkhNjLP
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6au8h34j0f
我放開他的手，再次摸摸他的頭髮。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmZcQqtoGq
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXuxz4R27y
「去吹乾頭髮吧，會感冒的。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRj7qCSYFU
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy11F8R5Jbm
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8MaQ96Lrm
離開旅館後，我們再也沒有見過面了。430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaeSOF7vY6
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8FEx8iYCN
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfl4st4ohH
那天晚上我在自己的記事本裡寫了一段這樣的話：430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwS7QT0rUl
430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrXpN8lKJQ
「我們都只是被情慾支配的獸，你是狗，但你不知道我是狼。」430Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohcLJNEoGH
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