等我能見到他時，又過了一個月。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEo3Yki4da
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深呼吸了好幾口氣，練習了幾次微笑，我才踏進病房。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UBBvNNuCy
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5EpFK3u74
他盯著我走近，待我在床前站定，見我微微一笑，他便咧開嘴笑了。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnf3zwLWqNX
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXYej1UJ8Y
「我妹怎麼變這麼漂亮啦？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxSVBpDRpL
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigDPKS7NmL
我沒理會他的玩笑，只是看著臉色蒼白的他，當下覺得自己的微笑只是一道不讓自己哭出來的防線。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWA0QmMNxJ
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfnskjLvGI
我查過他的病，既然已到末期，治癒機率已經極低，幾乎是零。也知道他會長期處在各種疼痛裡。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWII0PSzFK
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiV8ExLCjlC
所以我無法開口問他還好嗎，也沒辦法要他振作，更不能祝福他康復。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eVy7hcxrP
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGRozVexM9
只是他仍然對著我笑，笑得那麼真。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xMOIcHeWm
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaRw7plzJe
「幹嘛傻在那裡，過來這邊坐啊。」他指指床邊的椅子。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sQrD6Omqr
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yaS0XKOAL
我走過去，把椅子拉近病床，坐下。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDGwoo2VnN
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uvjBRWQbN
我們幾乎是同時伸出雙手的。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YTTwFbOhF
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxPwVTz2F1
碰到他的手時，我的鼻子就酸了，眼睛也模糊了。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5o6ulrkxq
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORZDnm8ZLh
「不是答應我不哭了嗎？」那句話有著溫柔的指責。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrfcLDGxA4
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「現在有沒有哪裡會痛…？」我開口問。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHU3EjNP0k
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdwRVuP13w
「每天都在痛啊，肚子也痛、頭也痛，骨頭也都會痛…」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1StLJwpvKb
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKBcXeL5tN
他數家珍地說出，而我的眉頭也因此糾結。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWaqDkWx6vd
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpm322ZRIY0
「現在不痛啦，看到妳都不痛啦。」見我皺眉，他胡亂地撒謊。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOcgVt1eLx
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGGuOarNby
我揉著他的手，好像有很多話要說，但又覺得沒什麼好說。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQ8eoZPiEW
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1gY8Wmqy8
「爸…妳爸爸，有說什麼嗎？他知道嗎？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnhPISpXHJ
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHgPlXQmzJ
我愣了一下，沒想到他會問這個問題。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5xMVo4j82
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCRnpc3iRv
「他應該知道，但他沒跟我說什麼…」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgMeB6Tuys
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmelhiC2ykD
「是嗎…我想也是啦。問問而已，妳不要多想。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKGlxg32aO
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNqLiYQhzP
那一瞬間，我覺得父親的無情是無法被原諒的。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefkTmoGjkN
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQo8ZTUhzn
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oNmfRVAiE
我拿出那晚編好的手繩，放到他手裡。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCfLQuXd5G
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3gGcYDKxe
「這是新編的。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMU4ddkSsR
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEGuUkpGOI
他看了看手繩，又看看我。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINLxtFQ99d
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgORWYazA0R
「妳幫我拿櫃子裡的皮夾出來。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAeRl4Q86E
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzBDrqGndp
我把皮夾遞給他，他從皮夾裡拿出了…好幾年前的那條幸運手繩。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKWobKpnSZ
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLT1ENRNze
白色的線都變成灰色，已經髒髒的了，他拿出來時還是小心翼翼。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iBSgX9ilu
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDIPxzT96o
「妳看。」他得意。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPJdoKJLZm
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EN6YVizXh
「虧你能留那麼久，我之前皮包掉了，你的照片也搞丟了…」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCajEVAx55
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZL5oKjMDyu
「幫我戴新的在手上。」他說。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQpgL63CqG
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFumwWRhGcb
我一邊把手繩綁上他變得好細的手腕，一邊說著…535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnk2ELffxT
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3ZfssQQLC
「我們以前還說要一起合照，但都沒有做到…」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCKV0jWsrG
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyhvCbOO9K
「現在拍。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUbYpHM8Qj
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGXVohqVgs
「啊？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOhKHH2NNR
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCFZQIu90q
「現在就拍啊，妳手機有照相功能吧？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjl8HocbwS
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2GWH0GQB2
「有。」我拿出手機，翻開摺疊螢幕，開啟相機功能。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeq035Q3Nn
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbJHTXWYbA
「等一下等一下。」他伸手拿了旁邊的眼鏡戴上。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EehKrGqfm
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs50jQBLHV4
「我這樣看起來比較不像流氓吧？」他又在笑。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjQyYrvzH5
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1twUqWa5QH
我笑了，起身貼近床，把頭靠在他臉旁，拿著手機對著我們倆的大頭拍了一張照片。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswQD7WMeUc
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1A1lG4ne3u
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJcUmExKmX
我坐回椅子上，有那麼一段時間，我們都沒有看著彼此，也沒有說話。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmaRilapsGJ
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zMyihqWDk
「我離婚了。」英傑突然說。
「我被抓後，妳嫂子自己提的。」
「簽字是一定要簽的，拖著她也不對。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntTqMcFpFV
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SiQE6CGAw
我想起那個沒有喊過他「爸爸」的兒子，但我沒有勇氣開口問。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1ZgtEzkXs
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGH0qKvLmNd
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFeqFMzkyz
「妳還有在寫小說嗎？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWcVM1tzpS
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3p2cfJdFn
「…有寫一些小故事。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSAoYZibp2
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XilJMBvd5
「那就好，不要隨便放棄喔。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1EstS2wFs
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfQbvnNaMo
「嗯。我好久沒看到你寫的詩了。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaL9Ug1ImD
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7zIJeFv5M
「我太久沒寫字啦…字已經不漂亮，腦子也沒東西了。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8dlEaZZjA
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyx5i485kVr
「不會啦，字跡不會隨便改變的。」情感也是。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2jTPo564p
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszGBeiBUiQ
「妹。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPo4FIMBtaS
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4V8hE9trEW
「嗯？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzu6sPM8yw7
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80pZVJUnQS
「人真的要走到末路的時候，才知道只有家人會無條件的陪在身邊。」
「所以妳一定要好好珍惜家人，不要交壞朋友，也不要太相信外面的人。」
「也不要抽菸、喝太多酒…」
「如果可以，就回去念書，這個社會還是很看學歷…」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31djEncp9k
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoJyTaqm6O
我突然意識到他正在做什麼。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKby8bfMKT0
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9mnX0vHTI
像是交代後事般的叮嚀，我聽在耳裡，痛在心裡，但我不能阻止他這麼做。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ283UJcMcHE
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4M3b4L8yZ4
因為我甚至不知道還有沒有下一次見他的機會。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEMQw1KwlY
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zkDbDNWkT
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObCjPo6shX
那天我在醫院陪他直到晚上才離開，他始終笑著，在我面前不表現出痛苦或難過。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sdnWGG1uj
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAS0nBuwP6e
他也答應讓我再去看他，只是要先跟他聯絡。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHUtxrFbiN
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDIQKSiAZU
「我媽有點介意，所以不希望妳們碰到面。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaeBdrBpExy
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wPuI7xBrC
爾後我又見了他兩次，其中一次他告訴我，他信了主耶穌。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYJbaW0BSs
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzKgtyhm5N
我知道是身體病痛的折磨，讓他尋求精神上的慰藉。他親自寫了信給教會的小孩子，用自己的經歷告誡孩子們勿入歧途。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8XSU1IXs6
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcP8ZMGlWab
我知道他害怕，知道他尋求救贖。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRp9QjYNfn
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEHe3dUel9
我知道他就算把地獄或罪人掛在嘴邊，仍是害怕受苦的。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGiKmXvud2
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgQt8c6vfC
我知道他也許到了這一刻才開始後悔。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFASRCGZ7Y
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGh281TjPv2
但我是欣慰的。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjH5zr3k7g
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535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8652XMNA5b
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYaw3hau6Xl
那一天來的又快又急。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB76OeMhA1c
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61hCHm0Odu
「妹…」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IstgxiPUN
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOSRParyJP
我接起電話，只聽到英傑喊了我，然後是沉重的喘息與啜泣。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIrDwU8nTU
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbazqBF5MPK
「你怎麼了？怎麼了？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVIC8VKVKs
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnH1OPIX1b
還拿著手機和他說話，我已經起身準備出門去醫院。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVONxLHZTi
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZj0mWqL1a
「我還不想死…」他哭著說。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9AUCBkkFI
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSD1Yu9IOBE
那句話狠狠地撕裂了我的胸口。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtZ00KCPN6
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAU4E77xAVw
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujK6j5uWUH
我跑進病房，英傑似乎剛剛才穩定下來，吊著點滴、眼眶泛紅、面容消瘦，也比上次更加蒼白、手臂上都是青色與紫色的瘀青。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EttOuGStl
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NTnJymoYz
他的母親與姐姐看見我，臉色明顯地不自在。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2y3cPm1mN
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2eQwURQVw
英傑打那通電話給我的時候，她們是不是也在呢？535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ564EHavzLK
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqykeUglGu
她們小聲地和英傑說了幾句話，就走出病房，留給我和他說話的空間。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKg3IMEzJk
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8ySsjFU93
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXOBwJxsqV
我坐到上次的位置，握住他的手。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqlKEfpkGH
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQBKJVOHl5
那雙手已又更瘦更冰冷了。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TieYL5SNu
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTcu6xsJEM
「我真的，還不想死。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeC3MKrvA0Y
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CzF7KOwLB
我握著他的手出了點力。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ617YW0ZVqy
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfNDwHParS
「我很害怕。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgNFI9dcCp
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46izXXodUY
「我很怕死…」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm08JkjACVC
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTl77fBObMy
他沒看著我，只盯著手。說完，他的眼淚就掉下來。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW54QjmD9VJ
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6iKvEp8qe
那是我第一次看見他掉眼淚，也是最後一次。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6BkHVJmhW
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWl7N6G3G9
「你已經悔改了，你一定會去天堂的。」我已經滿臉淚水，但還是看著他的眼睛說。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuCjBTrlc6
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98mmg5B3Jg
「全身都很痛…」他終於抬頭看我。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXNQxT3GEZ
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfG1QInr3I
我趕緊抽幾張衛生紙擦他的臉，他的雙頰與眼窩都已經凹陷，我的手盡可能地放輕力道，就怕他疼。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNNg91l20C
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUPPIWJbJv
「你很努力了，我知道你很努力了…」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1OcqY9oNTP
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVcaO8d9fO
我抱住他，驚覺他已弱不禁風的事實。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUQKFyxF2N
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FNIOB8rXO
這讓我倏地停止了自己的眼淚。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4QlDQJRg3
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwB43iILRG
「沒事的，你的主會帶你離開，之後就不痛苦了。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmTXsQrIhg
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOov4ixQLk
英傑在我的臂彎裡哭泣了許久，才安靜下來。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAzJkwxdI1
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAEYjJCAqN
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9QCuwQCNx
「妹。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1exUbO5mF
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPvNhPWjac
「嗯？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRv6gzUGmK9
535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4xAxuBRMg
「抽屜裡有一封信是給妳的。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHpKgTKlnO
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我打開抽屜，拿起那個信封。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6vxdN4YCa
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「回去再看。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjyHciKmsX
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「好。」我收起信。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvi1ohkU3s
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「妳回去吧。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzykpBhEBW
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「什麼？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsYkB2b60t
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「謝謝妳來…可是不要再來了。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9jaeuYzQI
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「為什麼？」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzKl5dsZAn
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「我不想要妳送我離開，妳會很傷心，我也不想要看到妳那麼傷心。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUJ2aGMJRk
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「……」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREK3FF3hS8
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「回去吧。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKpqp9YVaQ
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他看著我，又對我笑了，那個笑看起來很費勁，也是他一直以來對我的溫柔表現。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLfVBnAXWr
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不讓我送他走，也是哥哥對妹妹的溫柔。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFentq2H0M
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我又抱了抱他才離開。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdT8ja9n8f
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當天晚上十點多，我收到他姊姊的簡訊。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbci438iEU
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「英傑已經走了。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mJno4piSM
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那一瞬間我向心裡所有知道的神祈求，希望英傑能到更好的地方，希望他不要再受苦了。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6T41vI5kEC
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我打開信封，裡面只有一張書籤大的紙。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuL6gQ0hGVw
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「Dear 妹：」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFRYN2Lj6I
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「妳永遠是我的天使，535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnLIExakGt
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請不要忘記我。」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzlHigpWlu
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「哥 英傑」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4w3iXbuhb
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我抱著自己，放任自己哭到睡著。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7z5aud0YW6
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之後的每一年，我不選在英傑的忌日，而是在他的冥誕當天悼念他。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4wezBBsI3
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每一年的五月三十，我都會寫一封信，表達我的思念，讓他知道「我沒有忘記他」。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLMDmAAWHQ
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前幾年每到這天，我總是哭，總是放任自己因為想念而哭得泣不成聲。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXmAPZtgkB
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後來的後來，我漸漸不哭了，但沒有改變在這一天寫信的習慣。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZq4zr0YXi9
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英傑的回憶有時像巨石背在背上，有時像羽毛沾在胸口，無論哪一種，都是無法遺棄。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVU1ZKBWjS8
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他走後，我便不再輕易評論一個人的好與壞。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MrqcI3cTE
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曾經我在英傑的新聞底下看見很多網友的謾罵、抨擊甚至是汙辱，我感到憤怒與心痛，想一個一個回應他們「你們什麼都不知道！」535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBoXL30zaN
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但我什麼也沒做。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TBZiGhcDh
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因為那些人不認識他，也永遠不會認識他。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TpMVCkCqU
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所以我再也不對任何新聞或社會事件做評論。因為我知道，我不認識當事人，更不能體會當事人的親屬心情。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuelXbjetRX
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我回去念書，考進了大學，年年以取得獎學金為目標，只為不要白學。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCelBp5Vml
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一直沒有放棄創作，可能也是因為惦記著他說過的話。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfzQiDerWY
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說起遺憾，大概是我喊他「英傑」比喊他「哥哥」的次數要多更多了吧。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqy4Nbcrfu
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去年，我沒有寫信。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDidwlFaG9f
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我選擇在當天完成他的故事。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcuXXXoxUa
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他是一隻孤傲的鷹，獨自在天空闖蕩，受盡風霜，最後回巢，在家人身邊闔上眼。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpND8eWhIa0
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我是活在地面的狼，只能抬頭望著，用我的爪在沙上畫下他在天空翱翔的姿態。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwTW4xkow0
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這是，我哥哥的故事。535Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nckNHfohS
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