英傑的生日是五月三十,在那個數字諧音流行的年代,我總開玩笑地說「你的生日是想念的日子呢」。518Please respect copyright.PENANAdGJQMMvfVr
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在他生日時,我編了一條幸運手繩給他,夾在信裡。518Please respect copyright.PENANAnaNmVADfkR
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我們持續通信,我和他說生活中的每一件大小事;我繼續創作故事,他仍然為我寫詩;他總在信裡叮嚀我好好念書,我則在信裡鼓勵他出去後好好做人,就這麼寫到我國中畢業。518Please respect copyright.PENANANZKkUvSA9v
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在國中三年級的寒假裡,他寄來了最後一封「被檢查」的信,他即將可以換下那套制服,踏出大門。518Please respect copyright.PENANAOuMigrrkuB
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「出去後我會再寫一封信給妳,那時候我們再聯絡吧。」518Please respect copyright.PENANAy8YMlSAKEr
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過了一個月,我再度收到他的信,來信地址已不是那個地方。
信裡寫了一串電話。518Please respect copyright.PENANAWEFPqtQCpO
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「這是我的手機,打給我吧!」518Please respect copyright.PENANAc72ya8G7NJ
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「外面的世界比我想得還要明亮。」518Please respect copyright.PENANAtSMEhatf0J
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一個午後,我撥了他的電話。518Please respect copyright.PENANAFrai8y9BNQ
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「喂。」他很快就接了,聲音很低沉。518Please respect copyright.PENANAocuX6lzxTY
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「…喂。」我有些緊張的開口。518Please respect copyright.PENANAWpTitSr0g8
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「現在才打來。」518Please respect copyright.PENANAqxIQaquL9R
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「你知道我是誰?」518Please respect copyright.PENANARskccevgvv
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「除了我妹還有誰?」我彷彿能聽到他語中的笑。518Please respect copyright.PENANAc1pHsJN8T3
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他的聲音很低,活像布袋戲裡的藏鏡人,後來我曾要他學藏鏡人的笑聲,學起來還挺像的。518Please respect copyright.PENANAyvdI07ixht
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他說,他出來之後在當保鑣,保護別人。當時的我聽了很高興,覺得他有好好的工作。518Please respect copyright.PENANArmFSqzHVMI
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可我後來知道那不是我想像中的保鑣,現在來說的話,就是「圍事」吧。
很多更生人找工作時,會因為前科而四處碰壁,加上與社會脫節,重拾「老本行」是很常見的,「入獄的人往往會再次入獄」也是這個原因。518Please respect copyright.PENANA2ItCdG4W5a
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「那你會不會有危險啊?」518Please respect copyright.PENANAMz7hGJowur
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「安啦!我命大,死不了的!」518Please respect copyright.PENANAqnto7aEuVC
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國中的最後一個學期,每天都有寫不完的模擬試卷。518Please respect copyright.PENANAYHQLeCBSry
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我們偶爾打電話或傳簡訊給對方,抱怨一下自己的生活(多半是我在抱怨考試很多)、問一問對方的近況,卻從未提起要和對方見一面的事。518Please respect copyright.PENANALJN3p6n8rs
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「又不是什麼曖昧的網友急著見面,我們都有自己的事忙,以後還怕見不到嗎?」那時我總這麼想。518Please respect copyright.PENANAaZ2VOQZ9hu
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真不應該這麼想的。518Please respect copyright.PENANAsH9g7tHBzF
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國中畢業的那個暑假,我已確定好自己要念的學校,就開始不停地玩。518Please respect copyright.PENANA8lkJ5ZKFa9
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某天和一群朋友在撞球場時,手機響了,是英傑。518Please respect copyright.PENANApkxJiRIHrx
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「猴,妳在打撞球哦?」518Please respect copyright.PENANAKWzB3Bge1r
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「這樣也聽得見啊?」518Please respect copyright.PENANAlWsCnTXUMP
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「跟朋友嗎?」518Please respect copyright.PENANAlit97EMax6
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「對啊。」518Please respect copyright.PENANA1wplXWlK0F
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「我之後會換號碼,到時候再打給妳。」518Please respect copyright.PENANAjndjAuyOzV
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「哦,好啊。」518Please respect copyright.PENANAbmjZo3FtFd
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「……」518Please respect copyright.PENANAVVMTYmTFJl
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「怎麼了?」518Please respect copyright.PENANAAdLzXc7fPH
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「我跟妳說一件事,不要生氣喔。」518Please respect copyright.PENANAb1ajZXTi5z
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「什麼啊?」518Please respect copyright.PENANAwuYHkZ1Y7x
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「我現在被通緝了。」518Please respect copyright.PENANAiPZIJh5nZM
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「………」518Please respect copyright.PENANAWEMKxp28tP
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他和我說了被通緝的原因和他的近況。電話裡,他還是嘻嘻哈哈的,聽得出來他不希望氣氛太凝重,但我只是沉默的聽著。518Please respect copyright.PENANAXDD63P8lco
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「妳可以罵我,我知道我害妳很難過,對不起。」嘆口氣後,他這麼說。518Please respect copyright.PENANAvbkWTV0LGa
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「我去找你吧。」我說。518Please respect copyright.PENANAwfNBb92W9y
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「什麼?」518Please respect copyright.PENANAmvcvq7WjWT
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「我去找你。」518Please respect copyright.PENANAADzOor1qKP
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「真的嗎?」518Please respect copyright.PENANApDd3Wu3aFu
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「嗯。」518Please respect copyright.PENANAzGyEdbtGdK
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那個時候,我才十五歲,從來沒有搭過火車。518Please respect copyright.PENANAVaS3DzD4t7
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我沒敢和家人說我要去找他,怕家人不僅不讓我去,還會選擇報警。518Please respect copyright.PENANABgcaMKQJTK
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和家人說要和朋友出遊後,隔了兩天,我便獨自搭上火車,前往英傑所在的城市。518Please respect copyright.PENANAvKs3q92liK
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待續。
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