我比他先到達高潮，直到那刻我仍沒有出聲，在雙腿緊繃幾秒，高潮退去後，我靠著牆滑坐到地上。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIMMIFFJps
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然後看著他的體液沾滿手指、手掌和手銬。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NyykHD7Zc
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3I20SQfbyA
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRk0pgP5In
「豺姐…？」過了一會兒，他出聲。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCN0NoLcGB
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycDZHiUwij
我做了個深呼吸，站起來，拿起椅子上的裙子和內褲。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPI3bqtqnam
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwukvusxDy
「別動，等我一下。」我走進浴室清理自己。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LRJD35lbT
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSiKnKSGoe
出來後，我從包包裡拿出濕紙巾，擦拭他的凌亂。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwK5tv3hOb4
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHT7Xinoxh1
「我自己弄就好了…」他窘迫。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ113gXLWMdb
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkQsJS1JtY
「不要動。」我說。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6t4gi7zc6
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡII2RqWrZTO
擦拭完畢後，我解開他的手銬、取下眼罩。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGjpRAv8VU
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMW8AxwJRO
他慢慢地睜開眼，室內光線是柔和的黃光，他沒有花太多時間適應。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzzg8MIkoA
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ddZivlTFr
「妳臉好紅。」他盯著我。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqfrJCBVN6
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHa8LyGnIR
「哪有你紅？」我笑了，對著他的身體使了個眼色。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAoqsXHL16
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQdbMeGQFP
他才意識到自己一絲不掛，匆忙站起來跑進浴室。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0ej1g9EZO
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXFG6gKLQa
而我的笑容在他進浴室後消失。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrxeundzSS
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoR57AAu4xb
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfanvOjCpH
待他出來後，我在桌旁等他，示意他坐到另一張椅子上。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmD7Ss3RAX
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbETP06MvWa
「我們結束這樣的關係吧。」
我直接講了重點，在他出來前的內心預演統統沒有用上。說出口後，他的表情定格了好幾秒。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhiw3LwXsE
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyl5p1tSpf
「為什麼？」437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HgJS7LJ4n
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16up65R6uk
我想像得到他會問為什麼，但我卻沒辦法馬上回答他，只是看著他的眼睛，沉默。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsDE8hCE9s
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjChKx1Twsf
「為什麼啊？」他稍稍提高了音量。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5r4x2mnoO
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJxWcBsy3E
「我做錯什麼了嗎？」437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RsSwC8R0I
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXvib686Dz
他不停追問，而我仍沒有出聲。有那麼片刻，我還以為我們是正在協議分手的情侶。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOADpg1if4
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDmReH5DQs
而那種錯覺正是必需結束的主因。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsqTj0kjSY
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2EWfLuDF2
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3RVEEPQUJ
「你是不是越來越依賴我了？」我輕輕的開口。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLdPmcFkXO
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0k1Y0bP5Z
「什麼意思？我太黏妳了嗎？我可以不要太常去找妳吃飯啊。」他急著「改正」可能的錯誤。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVl82K5PQJy
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvey7TVaDB
我搖搖頭，「那不是問題，問題是我也開始依賴你了。」這刻，我還是盯著他的眼睛說話。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX431auswez
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaiuJ5PTktm
「……」他語塞。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfFBgvGhde
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSUqAFq2VO
「有時候我會覺得你像我的男朋友。」
「你從來沒有做過越線的事，就像你一開始保證的那樣。」
「可是當我開始希望你越線的時候，我們的關係就很難維持了。」437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DVUaO85Iv
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevYcDNuehB
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOnAbyqSEY
「…妳喜歡我？」他猶疑了一下才說出口。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFe6Amw9RVd
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTivWzLTDO
「可能有一點，或只是習慣你。無論如何，這樣不行。」437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKMZk3InVU
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwZyJ9Wsj4
「為什麼不行？」437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcRI7WNY2s
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5hvgCmTjy
「你喜歡我嗎？有想過跟我交往嗎？或你有想過要跟我上床嗎？」437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSWTtgGV0n
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HkJls2Ei7
他被我突然的問句嚇到，過了一會兒才回應。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnWOadsJHP
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdDgb1B8cq
「我…沒想過。」437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbldB0X0PM
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZKRcur2Mh
「是了。」437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSzZb8DJUm
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVMVCBq4Ty
「可是…可是我可以想想看啊，只是…可是…」他慌了，語無倫次。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoTDz6RI0b
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWLr12IfeP
「別想了，這樣結束就好。」437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nw6xQbyKy
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJFHcq4c2f
「我不要！這樣太突然了，我不要啦…」437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJ5i4m3UT3
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7rSM5lv7Y
我摸摸他尚帶有水珠的頭髮，覺得他像隻淋濕的小狗，437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB41HzfSaPT
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaxD9TsHTl
惹人憐愛。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0uj7ZnniW
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKIrFP5Xp2
從一開始就是這樣看待他的，我心裡的情感疊了太多層，無法和他明說。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmfOjh0V2M
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7FfqTeu2v
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnoLzxs5eSJ
「你只是捨不得能陪你玩的對象而已，趁現在結束才不會有更多麻煩。」437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgRGyV76tK
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvomEVvlfJ
也許是被我冰冷的話語刺中了，他的眼睛滾下一顆淚珠。我預料中的反應。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfQTKZdeBY
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mcUsmQvER
他離開椅子，跪到我面前，像犯錯的孩子。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8tDp6sncL
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbCkUUHLop
如果是情侶，跪著的那個人大概會抱住坐著的人吧？437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDrpwUko5u
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9daXpFAv5d
但他沒有，就是隔著剛好的距離，恭敬的、卑微的，跪著。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhiXPB8VWa
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCJKZzBpDu
那就是我們之間的距離－－主與奴的，即便我從不肯承認。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF21hsbQfpl
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOHif2YnZY
「如果我們變成男女朋友，我就能夠留下妳嗎？」他嗚咽的說。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZxcRG2FNr
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1nEnKFont
那語氣裡滿是委屈，被拋棄的、不情願的…437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejXNXJO5Jq
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGfFa9j80N
「我們不會變成男女朋友。」437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhlfkOp7c0
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckK2ov2UL7
我把椅子拉開，也跪坐到地上，與他平視－－不再是主與奴的視角。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwAzfNrGeK
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgfo0EL9ZQ
「就算我們變成情侶，也沒辦法滿足彼此。」437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIyGZvXvKq
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOSH9Uag8A
他看著我的眼神，表示不懂我說的意思。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjn4jBnfNo
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XVbQEPy9N
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV50UBBF0eD
我握住他的手，允許自己坦白。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWGc6Vhr6z
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SqUTeLZ51
「你不是想知道我為什麼會使用麻繩嗎？不是一直覺得我對這些事很熟練嗎？」437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuQRybGKY4
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTTkPDeKgp
「那是因為我以前也做過。」437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Wl4T1qRd2
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMK2hvUrhYg
他的眼睛倏地睜大，「我沒有別的奴。」我的雙手使了點力，示意要他繼續聽我說話。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjf54MsCzPR
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkv5meIZEHD
「……我以前是服從的角色。」437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXuEEomtcU
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcA7v6j88Ob
「那些我對你做的事，都是以前別人對我做過的。」437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvR3WiD9kt
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXLPLwLlHz
「所以我才知道怎麼進行，但以前那個人很野蠻，我都被弄得很痛，所以我才不希望你受任何傷。」437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7NOhtJgeS
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTDQ3zvUgJ
「我更不希望當你看見傷痕的時候會想起我。」437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZN4Imq8s6
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnM3q09bDtF
我看著他，沒有移開目光。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97sVlXqFdn
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVmS2LyhD4
那些時候我看著他，會把自己的過去與他重疊。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhw9Xp9DvMh
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhB2iWdIijM
對他的處境所衍生的心疼，或許也參雜了更多私心，不曉得是心疼他，還是心疼過去的自己。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpd8qxl5DeD
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOSyfSuPEf
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzNBmgYcQ4
他傻住了，什麼話也說不出來。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7n3Pyh0LAy
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxMon8h46n
我放開他的手，再次摸摸他的頭髮。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXroBXMOf2t
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9PXi6Z8sh
「去吹乾頭髮吧，會感冒的。」437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdIVfqBcap
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwxEQvbTnL
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRlZdmjbc5
離開旅館後，我們再也沒有見過面了。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv56X4ZYWXC
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4YBWEq4Ja
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbJkDA1Axr
那天晚上我在自己的記事本裡寫了一段這樣的話：437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEgcJcKvE2
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifbXsAVnWF
「我們都只是被情慾支配的獸，你是狗，但你不知道我是狼。」437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8huWtlUDm
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcVyQDhmo8
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwuRIYZ2mH
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2sb350KST
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