我比他先到達高潮，直到那刻我仍沒有出聲，在雙腿緊繃幾秒，高潮退去後，我靠著牆滑坐到地上。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70Cju9NrOs
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZifqZzVplq
然後看著他的體液沾滿手指、手掌和手銬。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7EKYcsHHp
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WWU82CNov
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOzCNs8yf1
「豺姐…？」過了一會兒，他出聲。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNIfb22mnt
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Trn2Jttg2
我做了個深呼吸，站起來，拿起椅子上的裙子和內褲。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhDcLUgIGh
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzz2XWOjKtJ
「別動，等我一下。」我走進浴室清理自己。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7hl5hzAAU
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXKfjqxbXw
出來後，我從包包裡拿出濕紙巾，擦拭他的凌亂。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYl1sG7bUh
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqoiaixroV
「我自己弄就好了…」他窘迫。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvZrr9Kgbb
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyg0M3w4Dl
「不要動。」我說。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1ie7Itfsb
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkH1jU8Yjj
擦拭完畢後，我解開他的手銬、取下眼罩。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2if4ucbKzp
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7rxp6MjM8
他慢慢地睜開眼，室內光線是柔和的黃光，他沒有花太多時間適應。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkF7anRfrSl
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrS9TSSH8s
「妳臉好紅。」他盯著我。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LEMfAtZh6
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJ18D2yedU
「哪有你紅？」我笑了，對著他的身體使了個眼色。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtuDDLTV9f
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0pM3CEkaR
他才意識到自己一絲不掛，匆忙站起來跑進浴室。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9eIPO6Opt
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVVBcXnwcm
而我的笑容在他進浴室後消失。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQyMlefrml
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wfYCgHkkd
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xD7CbWbkU
待他出來後，我在桌旁等他，示意他坐到另一張椅子上。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcCKD5YLcM
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3yGDbig0Y
「我們結束這樣的關係吧。」
我直接講了重點，在他出來前的內心預演統統沒有用上。說出口後，他的表情定格了好幾秒。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnybjkfs5gt
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVDF5OHdTh
「為什麼？」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6xBh4StzV
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WApKt64yn
我想像得到他會問為什麼，但我卻沒辦法馬上回答他，只是看著他的眼睛，沉默。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEF0YF2sTjy
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiczFX2pveQ
「為什麼啊？」他稍稍提高了音量。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6IDW0B5rQs
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8PMpR6mVe
「我做錯什麼了嗎？」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ATgblfjGa
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7v52picUq
他不停追問，而我仍沒有出聲。有那麼片刻，我還以為我們是正在協議分手的情侶。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09Co0wnz4S
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAk9DZpOQbx
而那種錯覺正是必需結束的主因。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzk8qfY7m0
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZunEqUxCWQ
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JbERarYl3
「你是不是越來越依賴我了？」我輕輕的開口。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeOwsLx7eC
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnAX5XSxH2
「什麼意思？我太黏妳了嗎？我可以不要太常去找妳吃飯啊。」他急著「改正」可能的錯誤。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAxpxN0N5n
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JoNak112t
我搖搖頭，「那不是問題，問題是我也開始依賴你了。」這刻，我還是盯著他的眼睛說話。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUArcJVQOdk
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQT2zeQLbq
「……」他語塞。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVm9Am3KzL
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGVRM9QYgR
「有時候我會覺得你像我的男朋友。」
「你從來沒有做過越線的事，就像你一開始保證的那樣。」
「可是當我開始希望你越線的時候，我們的關係就很難維持了。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiW8FbA7Fhf
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbM3RfFjvdZ
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcj6lnApzw
「…妳喜歡我？」他猶疑了一下才說出口。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UtN00eN9f
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2D6TkUuvn
「可能有一點，或只是習慣你。無論如何，這樣不行。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTE7slnj3gO
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUi3wHNAWY
「為什麼不行？」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFE5mXuMFV
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3EbGSdEex
「你喜歡我嗎？有想過跟我交往嗎？或你有想過要跟我上床嗎？」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIOXq7t1JT
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoKv8b5Ojj
他被我突然的問句嚇到，過了一會兒才回應。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTqzbDNRrK
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ih2bwdJnY
「我…沒想過。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjAsYlJ1X4
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgS35C2UMfa
「是了。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiJnoZkGyx
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqhFCc4vdE
「可是…可是我可以想想看啊，只是…可是…」他慌了，語無倫次。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAnBKv1kVM
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXyYzTYq5H
「別想了，這樣結束就好。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrD6buTMuIp
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGXvlf579j
「我不要！這樣太突然了，我不要啦…」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LVuSKfKpl
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXH9Td6XOaE
我摸摸他尚帶有水珠的頭髮，覺得他像隻淋濕的小狗，464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfEfOdBFQ6
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6Peuz5nvz
惹人憐愛。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ysDur9qbi
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHtCNigZK4
從一開始就是這樣看待他的，我心裡的情感疊了太多層，無法和他明說。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFA622ls503
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLUcApEsnP
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm21IGq0AC0
「你只是捨不得能陪你玩的對象而已，趁現在結束才不會有更多麻煩。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxpM7s1qUh
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIT8TbjPl10
也許是被我冰冷的話語刺中了，他的眼睛滾下一顆淚珠。我預料中的反應。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUtyT8G5AX
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ewnQbVZkn
他離開椅子，跪到我面前，像犯錯的孩子。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclMBnpdKUT
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbIa57vnA8
如果是情侶，跪著的那個人大概會抱住坐著的人吧？464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzn9UuJIW7
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGkWJeLL2A
但他沒有，就是隔著剛好的距離，恭敬的、卑微的，跪著。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0U9Vh1u8T
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MPYb4e5FL
那就是我們之間的距離－－主與奴的，即便我從不肯承認。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yHy6SNqON
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvKbOYNrTI
「如果我們變成男女朋友，我就能夠留下妳嗎？」他嗚咽的說。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtfjP3ysFa
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6DtVJpfPO
那語氣裡滿是委屈，被拋棄的、不情願的…464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgrQalRwdo
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Xm9Dr7HAw
「我們不會變成男女朋友。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMUxzUNdXo
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocXLrtVgyr
我把椅子拉開，也跪坐到地上，與他平視－－不再是主與奴的視角。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9u8SG1aFM
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzxTM2fj56
「就算我們變成情侶，也沒辦法滿足彼此。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprf1IneT0b
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qDuw3wn98
他看著我的眼神，表示不懂我說的意思。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTwNUSfJ5y
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuF7pxh92Q
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoR7BrYMJan
我握住他的手，允許自己坦白。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGLvJly35e
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDGeA5yiw4
「你不是想知道我為什麼會使用麻繩嗎？不是一直覺得我對這些事很熟練嗎？」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlt3Bny5a5o
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4Itm1LIRx
「那是因為我以前也做過。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ikoBUQD5Z
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNBPDzlPlj
他的眼睛倏地睜大，「我沒有別的奴。」我的雙手使了點力，示意要他繼續聽我說話。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONndVdlYgj
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZL4l5NjgCz
「……我以前是服從的角色。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkrSQOLmrX
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIWypdeqtC
「那些我對你做的事，都是以前別人對我做過的。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSguWltlgc
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWOTiwxKh7
「所以我才知道怎麼進行，但以前那個人很野蠻，我都被弄得很痛，所以我才不希望你受任何傷。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABLn32TkSh
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8EZfXhfI7
「我更不希望當你看見傷痕的時候會想起我。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytnGZ9pCBX
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1RZ8v2wWY
我看著他，沒有移開目光。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpHOGDNHop
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbf4Fjk2ih
那些時候我看著他，會把自己的過去與他重疊。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsx3hfKaTQx
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Cz9FQKwjN
對他的處境所衍生的心疼，或許也參雜了更多私心，不曉得是心疼他，還是心疼過去的自己。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGYbLKxMAA
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03TwzR3gHG
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ49Qw6zDBr
他傻住了，什麼話也說不出來。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEe3MbTvWhN
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJa9HObXRD
我放開他的手，再次摸摸他的頭髮。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKi8lMBuk7I
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2hvEh6Pd3
「去吹乾頭髮吧，會感冒的。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIPrnxnkwG
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1ARBTts5Z
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFeBmPilbQ
離開旅館後，我們再也沒有見過面了。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGE93po1cn9
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9bqqJ1bnT
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVS5OhEpCs8
那天晚上我在自己的記事本裡寫了一段這樣的話：464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbjbl9mstK
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9p0wsYUwVN
「我們都只是被情慾支配的獸，你是狗，但你不知道我是狼。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMasIuM9qTm
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOTsg6gLcb
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQa8JJSf7c
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwTXyZ2WLv
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