我比他先到達高潮，直到那刻我仍沒有出聲，在雙腿緊繃幾秒，高潮退去後，我靠著牆滑坐到地上。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuO3BxzA41
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然後看著他的體液沾滿手指、手掌和手銬。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQiPjnBpmU
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviPygvy3CR
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcWpDipBSi
「豺姐…？」過了一會兒，他出聲。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDirmOGrl7
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIG4vF4D5c
我做了個深呼吸，站起來，拿起椅子上的裙子和內褲。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6pGgvsXfZ
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9vzwyZUfI
「別動，等我一下。」我走進浴室清理自己。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqebNZkqYXR
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ge4Svrcz7
出來後，我從包包裡拿出濕紙巾，擦拭他的凌亂。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUszLnA9K3z
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDWnXFMXa2
「我自己弄就好了…」他窘迫。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPySOsA27q6
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3raRYPFwUD
「不要動。」我說。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLx0HtYuNS
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxwlrZMxVH
擦拭完畢後，我解開他的手銬、取下眼罩。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLBLb8yQZT
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLv4En7PEtL
他慢慢地睜開眼，室內光線是柔和的黃光，他沒有花太多時間適應。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fn02hfLqB
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqY50JfwwA9
「妳臉好紅。」他盯著我。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡziU2c9oTN8
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqL8nrPNAS
「哪有你紅？」我笑了，對著他的身體使了個眼色。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kvCDX8GBP
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzoMvIqBmLd
他才意識到自己一絲不掛，匆忙站起來跑進浴室。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJxVZwzreU
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUpJ9x6hs0
而我的笑容在他進浴室後消失。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMtZhLuG5N
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjy8y9QQzZ8
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0kYbOEUqa
待他出來後，我在桌旁等他，示意他坐到另一張椅子上。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmTBwHNPjP
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfsZx2wjSJ
「我們結束這樣的關係吧。」
我直接講了重點，在他出來前的內心預演統統沒有用上。說出口後，他的表情定格了好幾秒。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OmOH6koJ1
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzvSP6SuqV
「為什麼？」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuY9MmIQMP
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMpsU0A2Fe
我想像得到他會問為什麼，但我卻沒辦法馬上回答他，只是看著他的眼睛，沉默。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oLINz7PLY
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgELmX3YphX
「為什麼啊？」他稍稍提高了音量。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltWKNOEPza
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vbLu3b74q
「我做錯什麼了嗎？」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXma5syPjSI
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVmrTWq3Ih
他不停追問，而我仍沒有出聲。有那麼片刻，我還以為我們是正在協議分手的情侶。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbOj1UgqgX
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSmD0fciCd
而那種錯覺正是必需結束的主因。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OfczZGmTM
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKzexYpufj
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡff5hhIfcPh
「你是不是越來越依賴我了？」我輕輕的開口。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusfXylKfue
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGKkNv9VgZ
「什麼意思？我太黏妳了嗎？我可以不要太常去找妳吃飯啊。」他急著「改正」可能的錯誤。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SA2Nhjek7
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3A6iT20ZLS
我搖搖頭，「那不是問題，問題是我也開始依賴你了。」這刻，我還是盯著他的眼睛說話。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53VFMrmWyD
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEK5GxbDAzR
「……」他語塞。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZFMgrNy3T
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1bgmjojB0
「有時候我會覺得你像我的男朋友。」
「你從來沒有做過越線的事，就像你一開始保證的那樣。」
「可是當我開始希望你越線的時候，我們的關係就很難維持了。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeouxT9BS1L
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1k5FMn6CA
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXkYGeEULd
「…妳喜歡我？」他猶疑了一下才說出口。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jwzU4M65I
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FN0bsEAcF
「可能有一點，或只是習慣你。無論如何，這樣不行。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwWKROIwbc
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bLLbP8ksY
「為什麼不行？」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4fYdFIqL8
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSEPHmxrlE
「你喜歡我嗎？有想過跟我交往嗎？或你有想過要跟我上床嗎？」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVGWEBnR28
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB447S9wvMj
他被我突然的問句嚇到，過了一會兒才回應。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpE7Ot0bj8V
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinROEzyefl
「我…沒想過。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LxIR8z1Ws
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZJnvDCIgS
「是了。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJXYgjmv8w
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7IJ9rB8en
「可是…可是我可以想想看啊，只是…可是…」他慌了，語無倫次。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5otZQTNu7P
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunjL1D5cIs
「別想了，這樣結束就好。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dyefO6p8K
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8uhWlxBfv
「我不要！這樣太突然了，我不要啦…」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIH4UUTKuAT
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyMIfGXmp2
我摸摸他尚帶有水珠的頭髮，覺得他像隻淋濕的小狗，439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SedQbpaKb
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczPSXUGUVO
惹人憐愛。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOvU5Xv2yu
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsJy4Ki5Vk
從一開始就是這樣看待他的，我心裡的情感疊了太多層，無法和他明說。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtf5N8PPjBk
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oOC4N2q9a
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaWBfd0Nc4
「你只是捨不得能陪你玩的對象而已，趁現在結束才不會有更多麻煩。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE63UtcVlOo
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXrzPMhwzj
也許是被我冰冷的話語刺中了，他的眼睛滾下一顆淚珠。我預料中的反應。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3a6DUPDUu
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4yHi7PyfL
他離開椅子，跪到我面前，像犯錯的孩子。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOHCBTczrs
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHYl4Plon7
如果是情侶，跪著的那個人大概會抱住坐著的人吧？439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwsldcr8qQ
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAKSHwDiPa
但他沒有，就是隔著剛好的距離，恭敬的、卑微的，跪著。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIS4tyEEFc8
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKTVzjX01O
那就是我們之間的距離－－主與奴的，即便我從不肯承認。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdU0qGYIYRu
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cDxWpgJ38
「如果我們變成男女朋友，我就能夠留下妳嗎？」他嗚咽的說。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxggGyvyCoH
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtozDaOvKr
那語氣裡滿是委屈，被拋棄的、不情願的…439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMK1gSuBjA
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmP55tU3kK
「我們不會變成男女朋友。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwe27XxGWEH
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0z0gkD4yK
我把椅子拉開，也跪坐到地上，與他平視－－不再是主與奴的視角。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsy5cwiKic
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdKn5iyXkK
「就算我們變成情侶，也沒辦法滿足彼此。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd66cqWm1vC
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnmwhCUe8X
他看著我的眼神，表示不懂我說的意思。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5psLwwkhm
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5q6Hb8M9UN
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYi7gElVYm7
我握住他的手，允許自己坦白。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wSx9hDg1S
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGj3qpt7Wt6
「你不是想知道我為什麼會使用麻繩嗎？不是一直覺得我對這些事很熟練嗎？」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhecj4ROzk
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmNnZ0sfbw
「那是因為我以前也做過。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUISK8P8OF
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jc7HPXBEC
他的眼睛倏地睜大，「我沒有別的奴。」我的雙手使了點力，示意要他繼續聽我說話。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8ghnIAsDA
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKRuWTi321
「……我以前是服從的角色。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYYUSXlUYs
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9ZoSdVe2S
「那些我對你做的事，都是以前別人對我做過的。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyJ9jV1hAp
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdePFOkBMS4
「所以我才知道怎麼進行，但以前那個人很野蠻，我都被弄得很痛，所以我才不希望你受任何傷。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYn3LJcDBs
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHx65pt1WhF
「我更不希望當你看見傷痕的時候會想起我。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dEQhxj2fs
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXN7scb76dL
我看著他，沒有移開目光。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSFHZiaeWR
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKIRTWqF6l
那些時候我看著他，會把自己的過去與他重疊。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Yawz6MqIz
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfs0q6j9XlS
對他的處境所衍生的心疼，或許也參雜了更多私心，不曉得是心疼他，還是心疼過去的自己。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwKxwhbqn6
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEC9RF0Gg87
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXBr3fMg22
他傻住了，什麼話也說不出來。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqDHbOJ5WF
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnM8g6RbERg
我放開他的手，再次摸摸他的頭髮。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMBzgf9wHM
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZIrodqwsw
「去吹乾頭髮吧，會感冒的。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlWmY9hFeK
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaF0vF1WN6f
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOFEViTFdm
離開旅館後，我們再也沒有見過面了。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNNw32lga0
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqdTXvKABL
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvX0UpxSho
那天晚上我在自己的記事本裡寫了一段這樣的話：439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1S3cgi9F0j
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmGrmEBFsF
「我們都只是被情慾支配的獸，你是狗，但你不知道我是狼。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RVcCuBYJ7
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK44Ge48ay1
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntrIdvHOFl
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