我比他先到達高潮，直到那刻我仍沒有出聲，在雙腿緊繃幾秒，高潮退去後，我靠著牆滑坐到地上。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTkS8LqP4q
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然後看著他的體液沾滿手指、手掌和手銬。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8bNf1Xdtn
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWOUl2wLWE
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyo6ijHdEB
「豺姐…？」過了一會兒，他出聲。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsW9DPnYHOo
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNzRwHRiEV
我做了個深呼吸，站起來，拿起椅子上的裙子和內褲。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzTkXnhdvS
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kEm1CUzDp
「別動，等我一下。」我走進浴室清理自己。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcP92hqNjf
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERTTByPsnW
出來後，我從包包裡拿出濕紙巾，擦拭他的凌亂。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPv9dIuqPz
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9zWy2dyyW
「我自己弄就好了…」他窘迫。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlIPM8i0mq
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsnXt3qfj6
「不要動。」我說。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOa7HCDk7u
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5kD5J0Kxd
擦拭完畢後，我解開他的手銬、取下眼罩。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ989nrntUIK
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzAwstizps
他慢慢地睜開眼，室內光線是柔和的黃光，他沒有花太多時間適應。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBixvvB6Ky
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqWWzDq5BE
「妳臉好紅。」他盯著我。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsofwUCvku7
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7z6yQfk9Tj
「哪有你紅？」我笑了，對著他的身體使了個眼色。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EflqNyPbY
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwGbQcVzeG
他才意識到自己一絲不掛，匆忙站起來跑進浴室。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fx9J551DI
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyPUBQyNPH
而我的笑容在他進浴室後消失。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9swPMpD1ID
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDZM3KWfPw
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPR8uxNBknw
待他出來後，我在桌旁等他，示意他坐到另一張椅子上。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxmeINZR26
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5sXAGG4rx
「我們結束這樣的關係吧。」
我直接講了重點，在他出來前的內心預演統統沒有用上。說出口後，他的表情定格了好幾秒。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnL6aUQ8dU
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RukJuuVu3
「為什麼？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSS88sbqh7T
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yckebelsJ
我想像得到他會問為什麼，但我卻沒辦法馬上回答他，只是看著他的眼睛，沉默。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8Qlj8J2dx
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEWDuYh0Tx
「為什麼啊？」他稍稍提高了音量。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrfRK1HUf7
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VZ7qaj5A9
「我做錯什麼了嗎？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqObICnJoW
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBUjE7u8mS
他不停追問，而我仍沒有出聲。有那麼片刻，我還以為我們是正在協議分手的情侶。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkYgfpOSNr
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxvbjgpmfa
而那種錯覺正是必需結束的主因。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5a6gjC1AnC
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyS1oksV3J4
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jCtxjl0nM
「你是不是越來越依賴我了？」我輕輕的開口。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqonOEtKOHP
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohjV7UfaZ9
「什麼意思？我太黏妳了嗎？我可以不要太常去找妳吃飯啊。」他急著「改正」可能的錯誤。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFu5IvFwRf
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2CA6Ib4vK
我搖搖頭，「那不是問題，問題是我也開始依賴你了。」這刻，我還是盯著他的眼睛說話。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vbzpAKGhs
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcc4RTCROGy
「……」他語塞。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNWaUEC5Rc
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vWDGmMueK
「有時候我會覺得你像我的男朋友。」
「你從來沒有做過越線的事，就像你一開始保證的那樣。」
「可是當我開始希望你越線的時候，我們的關係就很難維持了。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrPPFCnA39
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10delVkJjV
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwI20GI3FdE
「…妳喜歡我？」他猶疑了一下才說出口。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfPljXUAJs
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPKYQylpv3
「可能有一點，或只是習慣你。無論如何，這樣不行。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlUNAwLfbM
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcLCp3B0yr
「為什麼不行？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhd80Djxgdj
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5X1MF8sT1D
「你喜歡我嗎？有想過跟我交往嗎？或你有想過要跟我上床嗎？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFc3MqeZxFx
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj08xPGDuT5
他被我突然的問句嚇到，過了一會兒才回應。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vxpzFvCBh
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznaJkm1q6h
「我…沒想過。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2JF37QjbB
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUVB0lI4OY
「是了。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxECUROMeKi
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UoBAvMXCj
「可是…可是我可以想想看啊，只是…可是…」他慌了，語無倫次。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKUG7zU4c7
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiEfVc7jq2
「別想了，這樣結束就好。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknLeQo3ikl
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1clL98WQuH
「我不要！這樣太突然了，我不要啦…」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRzO62TSVV
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcDqxkgIvP
我摸摸他尚帶有水珠的頭髮，覺得他像隻淋濕的小狗，432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡloyBMkK8GE
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XRhyrDe5j
惹人憐愛。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OfCPom1dN
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBx9YHuVn3F
從一開始就是這樣看待他的，我心裡的情感疊了太多層，無法和他明說。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqTChM7Rra
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKSoaW4yPc
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DxPttLOi1
「你只是捨不得能陪你玩的對象而已，趁現在結束才不會有更多麻煩。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLGgvzNKdv
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfNtBPeNwk
也許是被我冰冷的話語刺中了，他的眼睛滾下一顆淚珠。我預料中的反應。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdf1R8oNgh
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTycpQ1YAQ
他離開椅子，跪到我面前，像犯錯的孩子。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwCJ2Vaiy5
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJoKdpwh1S
如果是情侶，跪著的那個人大概會抱住坐著的人吧？432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CPOQgVMDa
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsDenUqbGm
但他沒有，就是隔著剛好的距離，恭敬的、卑微的，跪著。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXhATzDfpx
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJk2npKZxw
那就是我們之間的距離－－主與奴的，即便我從不肯承認。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzs6HRtPCkz
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8EEQd8BKR
「如果我們變成男女朋友，我就能夠留下妳嗎？」他嗚咽的說。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvxMe3RvCH
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbu7MnFGGn9
那語氣裡滿是委屈，被拋棄的、不情願的…432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24ZaaMCeMM
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CCP8eqI5q
「我們不會變成男女朋友。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDktBWlz7jz
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBtAWuCTuw
我把椅子拉開，也跪坐到地上，與他平視－－不再是主與奴的視角。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9mxIG7ham
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjXGZG9R6R
「就算我們變成情侶，也沒辦法滿足彼此。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrz2XIbiNND
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSe8tatBUaq
他看著我的眼神，表示不懂我說的意思。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnOmFAnC1a
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnh3qP4qcnQ
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0coe7vmBd5
我握住他的手，允許自己坦白。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiDM336Dth
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqM0gjBoD2
「你不是想知道我為什麼會使用麻繩嗎？不是一直覺得我對這些事很熟練嗎？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDWWerf7PI
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTnexkNgqj
「那是因為我以前也做過。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvZXFGiZTj
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvPIKGdjl5
他的眼睛倏地睜大，「我沒有別的奴。」我的雙手使了點力，示意要他繼續聽我說話。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGwwZ7s1U9
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdW2Qtol9Qe
「……我以前是服從的角色。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcoufDj0eRR
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpO34OvRdKc
「那些我對你做的事，都是以前別人對我做過的。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFC30q43in
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJD2aY0eHG
「所以我才知道怎麼進行，但以前那個人很野蠻，我都被弄得很痛，所以我才不希望你受任何傷。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgzIkC1dO4
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb21e2eqOD2
「我更不希望當你看見傷痕的時候會想起我。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8ZItVQb7w
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvvnTR3Rnh
我看著他，沒有移開目光。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsy60vDi1i
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwywWhNGCnQ
那些時候我看著他，會把自己的過去與他重疊。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZr0nRfLL9r
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8plDWNQjok
對他的處境所衍生的心疼，或許也參雜了更多私心，不曉得是心疼他，還是心疼過去的自己。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvi7oWjKC0
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNYVrvvE62
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIN5iKKqZj
他傻住了，什麼話也說不出來。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCT0NwUw1MP
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrFFgbSRxt
我放開他的手，再次摸摸他的頭髮。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zCw9X9v2O
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfHZnCEcgd
「去吹乾頭髮吧，會感冒的。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjTOGZguoD
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeI30pswhVt
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfBaxs0gfn
離開旅館後，我們再也沒有見過面了。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xjDhSFfqI
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZAQ0GjdUd
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayWdfE2UHR
那天晚上我在自己的記事本裡寫了一段這樣的話：432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGo5xYXKpB
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwnSwwLI1k
「我們都只是被情慾支配的獸，你是狗，但你不知道我是狼。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkys9PN8Fke
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXYF99ZiI3
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56VSSbaamW
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctvJFATVWm
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