預測錯誤，我以為風暴會先來臨，結果是溫暖先來了。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡba4nz1neCg
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鐘聲還沒響，夜間部的選修課程，教室裡只有幾隻貓。
我踏進教室，還沒挑好位置坐下，冷不防地就被一雙大手抱住。
那是我從入學開始就互相照顧及分享的同學兼家人，我們都互稱「夥伴」。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJkzV4Wngo
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「什麼都沒說，太不夠意思了。」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LCtzXsdwQ
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzQz2WASSB
怎麼能忘了資訊傳播的速度有多快呢？我勉強扯出一點微笑回應。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3zdRo7d8O
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMiTT5xCEF
「要現在蹺課去喝一杯還是要乖乖上課？」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJC5mvR7qOC
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAwd219PLO
「上課吧。」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBBFNpputb
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2HQslTEzb
「好 。」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchd7oQ7f8o
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkTVbcXb93
夥伴坐在我的左邊，時不時偷瞄我的表情，直到我轉頭跟他說「專心上課，下課再跟你聊啦」才肯好好上課。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsoVzt56WA0
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMRSnO14na
那堂課是詩經，中國最古老的情歌，本該美麗動人，好巧不巧，當天挑出來解說的是篇諷刺男女關係淫亂之詩。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nBMiAd5UQ
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1pYvsfD8P
下課後，我一邊和夥伴解釋這些事情的前因後果，一邊若無其事地將手機開機。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJl7iRiSCg
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErWMifmY6I
才剛有訊號，手機就開始大叫。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIw06z3QAv
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv89wGdF05n
來電顯示、訊息提示聲、各種通訊軟體的訊息顯示。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyowmUjkXU
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYCP6nuhXr
想必對方已經打了好幾通吧？496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHM1bLmXXv9
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAlPIDS9Zw
看了看來電顯示，按下拒絕。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzifk40bfx
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexXqWrtyUL
簡訊裡顯示在關機時共有56通來電為同一人。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6INuWfIb38
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKulyI44qj
我扯了一下嘴角。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvvwSyoErO
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSojsG5aNWe
「是那個劈腿男打來的？」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGtrrMfjkQ
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmiT9ZE4Yc
「對啊，他不可能讓他老婆知道我的號碼。」
話說完，我發現自己也不是不了解他。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYd0abRWXMA
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8Jd8N95St
「不接嗎？」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5065FQTc25
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1aJSDgul5N
「不用接，會很麻煩。」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwhl7kf8iN
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我打開和他的對話視窗。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRsTnAU0t3
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2adQxw1n8
〝有人在facebook跟我太太說我外遇，請妳叫妳朋友不要鬧了，趕快解釋說是開玩笑的。〞496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLpvWGFNaS
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYeh85gL1w
〝為什麼沒開機？難道是妳去說的嗎？〞496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbPfa3pavr
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvV4hh08B4
〝快回電給我！〞496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QLhgmZTA1
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWjlpP7fbe
諸如此類的訊息。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJFHcUDOSI
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所以是真的覺得我永遠都不會吭聲啊…496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hj9QwfzX0
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzby66KwOci
「是我密她的，不是我的朋友，你以為自己很了解我，但我不會永遠都任人擺佈。」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxcv9rKMtg
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhqbZg6Sgb
敲下這些回應，我又開啟了另一個程式。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtua2mNuch
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5Pdbmfgmp
她顯然是看到訊息後，先向他質問，得到他的回應後，再來回覆我的。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4wxm5cpuW
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMvwORIQVD
她氣沖沖的回了一大篇文字，強調自己不在乎我這個「暗戀她老公的神經病」，也不認為他老公會看上我這種「顏質低下的醜妹」，說是我倒貼她的丈夫，說是我有幻想症，說我不要再打擾他們，說她一點都不在乎我跟她說了什麼鬼話，說她相信自己的丈夫，最後還用力的強調自己外表過人，「完全不擔心」我比得過她。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGpPClpha6
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唉。
我嘆了一口長氣。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3wc18D4FF
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnOWl1TM0S
因為我想起當我問張先生「為什麼是我」時，他的第一個回答：「因為妳漂亮」。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBehgdy0Oy
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQFSbiEUMq
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmOmatovlo
「有本事就拿出更厲害的證據、更露骨的照片來證明你們在一起啊！」
好像怕我沒看到訊息似的，她又補傳了一句話來。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgVHDsrBy2
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SxQv5jBB0
「要證據 什麼都可以是證據
是要說出你們家的擺設細節 還是說出他身體的特徵
但是 有必要嗎
就算有妳要的照片 又有必要傳給妳嗎
就算傳給妳了 證明了 又怎麼樣呢
這是所謂的"本事"? 什麼本事? 我不認為496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlJOSgwgSI
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjF0HgISuI
全心全意相信一個人 是幸福的
無論妳是為了捍衛自己的幸福 或聽了妳覺得是實話的謊話
用外表來評斷可能性都太輕率且可笑了
待妳冷靜之後 也許能自行判斷真偽
但也許相信原來相信的 不判斷 也是好的496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRo8bIWNEc
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHRIyMW9Ci
其實 也不關我的事了 不是嗎」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEKQ7xEoH2
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEoop7gSLJ
發送之後，覺得自己很過份，明明知道她是因為受傷了才大肆攻擊，明明看得出來她那逞強的個性禁不起這樣的事情發生，我還是冷冷的放箭傷人。
她是標準的強勢女人，充滿自信，覺得自己永遠掌控情況，所以情況突然改變時，她只能先武裝，展現一切都在控制中的模樣。
我大可以再多傳幾張會讓她崩潰的照片，但我雖笨，還不至於蠢到害死自己，她的自信絕不容許自己出醜，除非我已將她逼到角落。
況且讓她痛苦並非我的本意。在與她通話時，內心很自責，我的確是小三，但我也是被騙的人，同時，我還懂得那種「不願承認自己是弱者」的受害感。她的一字一句都讓我為她、也為自己難過，而這一切都是那個男人一手造成的。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡko2ud2KNvu
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsniTMCl4fW
「怎樣都好，請妳的丈夫不要再與我聯絡。」
我敲下了最後一句話，然後不再理會她的咒罵，按下封鎖。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdi0eeOFHv
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQZdTEpPWG
另一邊又傳訊息來了。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncgmST2LeX
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeCzkiIazl
「她沒有錯，妳不該傷害她的。」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWkaL9LOpl
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakJ4Vkqbk8
「這段關係裡，唯一錯的是你，傷害，也是由你造成。」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhoK6J2mkHf
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofP9klsCoP
這邊，我也按下了封鎖。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlM7tftvzLN
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGc9g08bmqZ
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5S0LiIANv
然後我把手機丟給夥伴，讓他看看方才的激烈對話。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTYUyREkXC
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9TGHfCpx4
「看來妳真的需要喝一杯。」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfotZXo4zdf
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡca6z8ZYFky
「我是需要喝一杯…奶茶。」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQcOEroIRx
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2DWsosgdk
「討厭甜食還需要奶茶，看來很糟喔。」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2QwLsTp0H
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9kGDPQ8JP
「是啊。」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqo7rLwj8w8
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvjTEYcK4J
「再兩週期末考，熬得過吧，hold住妳學霸的位置啊，別忘了獎學金。」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ag2gULAfz
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPwCGBaV2B
「…謝啦。」我給了一個感謝的微笑。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfwXp8xIbH
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwlaMZ5Kca
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnFXQznG2U
事情到這裡，算是結束了，剩下的只有收拾自己的殘餘，努力振作。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukbQbBa7hm
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsn6KLboz2C
但那得花上一些時間。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFOIrHIuVQ
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496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjynMVtAuNh
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待續。
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