「這個擺飾真可愛。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxwmeXgvrR
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjE47GWtCO
「牆上照片裡那個是妳同學嗎？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqDy35kY4l
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUeOcnfyngs
「妳換拖鞋了啊？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnaJIkDFkY
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52hFPnr5T1
看著眼前顧左右而言他的人，我有種陌生的感覺。
我知道他想裝傻，想試試看這樣能不能讓我就此妥協。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWHshNCQ6W
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWuODkv2mEP
「這是妳最喜歡的一套小說，對吧？」
他指著床邊那套三冊的翻譯小說。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5j2a4NLQOX
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5wKsTNEUq
自他走進我房間，自在的坐下來時，我便如驚弓之鳥，站立一旁，拇指用力地按在食指上。
好像這裡才是他的房間。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaZeBJnnlj
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMnmD1BRZK
好像，做錯事情的是我。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgb8wM5E81
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOIab1WWo6
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeudlTjt9or
「我記得叫妳看金庸的時候，妳也希望我看妳喜歡的書，就是這套吧。」
他還在講那套書。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6SADV6Dje
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJcNUH3Bgg
「你來只是為了問小說的事情嗎？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnRAcw07xt
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7J7Ty4h9bS
「……當然不是，但這套小說可以借我嗎？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJwcfJbPev
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7emCIIrTe
我盯著他，思考他這麼做的用意。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG08zu05HV3
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBayEtdAVB
他仍笑吟吟的看著我。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIDYdY3TPl
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyhSO2vOuV
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpmzHGvdJ8
「為什麼是我？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgSSqEnnVy
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ubk7AdmG3
我真正想問的是，為什麼騙我？498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13DDBJUDit
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Dut8CjmF1
「我們本來就不認識，為什麼來招惹我？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2G3fLpMgm
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrV39wlOwmh
他的笑容漸漸退去，知道自己不能再嘻皮笑臉。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJTWlLg5Ar
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA43HEmaouK
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzRjfb71TG
「因為妳漂亮。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefEIRBoPwE
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbF3Ke7OrD
「……………」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CDBgeqrDh
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTjT80XtKR
「所以喜歡妳。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3KBdkfYeD
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOn8DK36lo
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaWcReRkSy
「你真的是爛透了。」我說。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdgLhQp9fM
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebkkXMaiSN
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNTm0WJOm4
「當妳懷疑我為什麼不帶妳認識家人朋友，質疑我為什麼把妳藏起來，還開始產生自卑心態的時候，我有想過跟妳坦白。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgjP3hTatm
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTneVOUy6L
「妳現在知道了，不是因為妳帶不出去…而是我不能帶妳出去。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxgoTl0Lf8
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgwUIhiMrn
「我一開始以為妳是愛玩的女生，誰知道…故意不理妳，故意發脾氣，想說趁吵架分手，但妳都不回嘴也不生氣，還跟我道歉，我根本沒有理由拋下妳。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLXkZu4TPs
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWzAaXBsUL
他一貫的誠懇態度，加上我殘餘的依戀，讓我即使知道他在講屁話還是安靜地聽著。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasmW2dMZaB
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsvV9sjaCh
他看我不說話，急了。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopXPb4ldKo
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnyELiXFCf
「妳可以認識新朋友、新的異性、找下一個男朋友，但在找到之前，我還是可以陪著妳啊。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0HjskyGZe
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPkj1aBMKz
我皺眉，這種話也說的出口啊。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywzoR9zd6g
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZwCzumgxX
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwWH7ZiXbh
「你從頭到尾，都在騙我，現在還想繼續？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbTO0fCKdc
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdvhCfIbef
「我不會再騙妳了，我隱瞞的事情妳都知道了，還能騙妳什麼？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwE6hqjXewR
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBZH62CEXB
當然是騙我你愛著我啊。我想著。
話到嘴邊卻沒能說出口。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAUdEl6ehR
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBNyXNbRp3
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8kwRPuhSS
「你在外面這樣玩，不覺得自己的妻子很可憐嗎？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIsRF4EORH
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggfOaHdhZe
「她不知道，怎麼會可憐？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVFRw4CIoZ
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTnpvXqlwy
「她不知道，不代表你就可以這樣啊。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdccThe5PE
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMREJhbLHE
「謊言要戳破才是謊言。如果妳沒發現，那我跟妳的這場戀愛跟真的有什麼兩樣？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvk6wh1vMUO
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIabXJgdxrN
「…………」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbbYMbQhgj
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaaZXzb5nmn
他不覺得他有錯，完完全全。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSw0R7qloH
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRK0BiaLHpe
而我除了後悔讓他進門以外，還不停地反省自己為什麼沒有再更謹慎一些。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TLSLcDhPs
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WQpQO3BSL
妳怎麼會，如此盲目？498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttm5s67k4P
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUBANOJDf0
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdaeZKn6Ot
「你還想跟我在一起是為了性嗎？」
我問了會讓自己難堪的問題。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUevsbV2oce
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLN8QONOnxc
「妳怎麼想得這麼膚淺！感情才是絕大部份的原因啊！」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQ79veXofl
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJC52jhtulM
他的反應很大，看來是說中了啊。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hbzO25FDf
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUDrXN1QzI
「是喔，這麼喜歡我，那怎麼不離婚。」說完，我笑了，居然笑了。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAi3S2YiNhb
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcWsc9XJNz
「………那個，男人不管在外面玩得多兇，最終都是要回家的。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBn6tOn5RB
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1u22VxdMN
他短暫停頓後說的話狠狠地打了自己嘴巴卻不自知。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPioEuFoSa
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7Nlp16Vqb
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NbWmZWeqr
「你回去吧。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7L8bQDaAfR
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYYQ1eaNGJ
「妳還沒給我答案，我不要走。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPn0c2csJxT
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ByYh7EPkp
「你是要逼我跟你老婆說你外遇嗎？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeo9OokE3qO
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Epn3xAFLV
「妳不會這麼做的。」
他說的信誓旦旦。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZN3vz25tM
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxdTYath1P
「憑什麼這樣認為？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPfGiweeZ6
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQkQS8VBtb
「因為妳不忍心讓所有人難過。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVjb2Y55aJ
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPDFAH5Zuq
我的心痛了一大下。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VFz88hQZY
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ980KrNBIxv
怎麼會把自己完全交出去，讓人摸透了底，看清了弱點，讓別人，還是妳愛的那個人，拿著利器，戳進自己最不堪一擊的地方？498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62kN4HS6tp
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwvZeEUXKv
「你回去吧，拜託你。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLehqLsYuO3
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyQGXUtVZk
「那我就當妳答應了喔。」他又開始嘻皮笑臉。「小說借我。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAKdZAlZUP
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ384yygoR9T
「拿去。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3W1SJReK3N
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6rmTarMZT
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYLDYl8VRt
他離開之前，無視我冷冰冰的表情，親暱的抱了我，還吻了我一下。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLnmxUyjIR
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4MpxLVznu
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrONXWu0oJ
「知道我為什麼跟妳借妳最喜歡的小說嗎？」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SRpaFjXHT
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerfcP7RdRx
「因為這樣就有下一次見妳的理由。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtrLVcLisS
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRXA9hkfXE
「對不起，騙了妳。我還沒有準備好接受妳離開我的生活。」498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFStxudw84
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQwQyUhyEx
他傳來的訊息，讓我知道他根本不是想試著接觸我喜歡的東西。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3guinYCbN
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1MMJl4kaF
這場戀愛不是戀愛，是他強硬地將他的世界、他的喜好，塞進我的世界，而我還全盤接受。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6nJ4JI1Es
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNVCpBwQhc
說是戀愛，還不如說是一場他的秀。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Hs59Pzikb
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASfXtECMYv
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KZssf1Nq0
我成了婚姻裡的第三者，自己最看不起的小三。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDEd3978D2
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRDVchppUH
開始厭惡自己，每一天，都狠狠地詛咒鏡子裡的人。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ882fOOWFN2
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kGKeMY9zC
我沒有讓任何人知道，甚至是最親密的黑兔子，也不知情。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzk0rYMikoa
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOubMoWfSU
然後我開始下載各式各樣的交友軟體，假裝自己好像想認識新的異性，事實上我的確在那個時候認識了很多新朋友，但…也就僅只於朋友。當有人問自己有沒有考慮進一步交往，總是很快地拒絕對方。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKH4Yhb4qH0
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBVhcbtjU2
因為我仍被他拖著，無法前進。498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnWfB5y2Y1
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGyMF7wBLk
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVTq2PsmwH
498Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gKi0Gnn4H
待續。
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