「這個擺飾真可愛。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLoYR0hSJ3m
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkcN1qyINJ
「牆上照片裡那個是妳同學嗎？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcYWd7elmh
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXY7EFsIV2a
「妳換拖鞋了啊？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6qUlb19U3
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xQxNKffPc
看著眼前顧左右而言他的人，我有種陌生的感覺。
我知道他想裝傻，想試試看這樣能不能讓我就此妥協。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHb1C7alJZ
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsTYxyiTgg
「這是妳最喜歡的一套小說，對吧？」
他指著床邊那套三冊的翻譯小說。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TazGIZv7l
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVSa889HQp
自他走進我房間，自在的坐下來時，我便如驚弓之鳥，站立一旁，拇指用力地按在食指上。
好像這裡才是他的房間。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOstoIcGEW8
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKCGUQuJ48
好像，做錯事情的是我。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwD2Or1tKD
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JVFPloseN
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94sfJ1rkue
「我記得叫妳看金庸的時候，妳也希望我看妳喜歡的書，就是這套吧。」
他還在講那套書。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8LxCkpXyG
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbguBttFNQ
「你來只是為了問小說的事情嗎？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2ZDmE8GyG
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2Miiiw8eI
「……當然不是，但這套小說可以借我嗎？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRaZHyHOgS
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEWywJA3mU
我盯著他，思考他這麼做的用意。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgGdDGBPVM
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaHhXKuhMJ
他仍笑吟吟的看著我。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqJUV2G0xX
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBG9sG1zDpq
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyszNcQ39k0
「為什麼是我？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6YJn3Ytau
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Q2jLYypDY
我真正想問的是，為什麼騙我？469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrLRMvU60f
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29XqFERPff
「我們本來就不認識，為什麼來招惹我？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3qnpgQG4r
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOGastFd0d
他的笑容漸漸退去，知道自己不能再嘻皮笑臉。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17IYG8ocaz
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnfvOpMdT5
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvYSO13B6g
「因為妳漂亮。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPJLQHmQrT
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskUyUlXK3B
「……………」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovF7so8Iio
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoE2tNjSbs
「所以喜歡妳。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Y5fSOmM6P
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡys09Ut1EY3
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vLFNsqik1
「你真的是爛透了。」我說。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzxrsQ0MnZ
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0HjkiSgBy
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrCnFtaJR8
「當妳懷疑我為什麼不帶妳認識家人朋友，質疑我為什麼把妳藏起來，還開始產生自卑心態的時候，我有想過跟妳坦白。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGk4uaBaRD
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyg0riyFwQ3
「妳現在知道了，不是因為妳帶不出去…而是我不能帶妳出去。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fALZTdbOP
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERUaRdqRQ1
「我一開始以為妳是愛玩的女生，誰知道…故意不理妳，故意發脾氣，想說趁吵架分手，但妳都不回嘴也不生氣，還跟我道歉，我根本沒有理由拋下妳。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMU5nmqhNCx
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCEYiZYIIc
他一貫的誠懇態度，加上我殘餘的依戀，讓我即使知道他在講屁話還是安靜地聽著。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTso0Fhumr
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ326x1Vkq78
他看我不說話，急了。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6Hwbm3Luy
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3eH7PaBBaI
「妳可以認識新朋友、新的異性、找下一個男朋友，但在找到之前，我還是可以陪著妳啊。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU57EaX64Lj
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tE0cuy9OC
我皺眉，這種話也說的出口啊。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6Z6C07C5f
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjZtRENcuV
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5s0n1hgqsy
「你從頭到尾，都在騙我，現在還想繼續？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvNXYjzX22
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAtSu5usIv
「我不會再騙妳了，我隱瞞的事情妳都知道了，還能騙妳什麼？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbA9O9m7gy2
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2IqJhUkui
當然是騙我你愛著我啊。我想著。
話到嘴邊卻沒能說出口。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHeVHq6ACL
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAAVYaEpqa
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecIVoWWBLh
「你在外面這樣玩，不覺得自己的妻子很可憐嗎？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyWeL350Bo
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIc8Uo42nH
「她不知道，怎麼會可憐？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOpeeSqKeJ
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8aF13sHxW
「她不知道，不代表你就可以這樣啊。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqNEv16Q6Q
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsftICqt3L7
「謊言要戳破才是謊言。如果妳沒發現，那我跟妳的這場戀愛跟真的有什麼兩樣？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0l6hZauavJ
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtxIujqyh7
「…………」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AD3jHZSP6
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKF7u5V77w1
他不覺得他有錯，完完全全。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBWVVnpbn6
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclaea2KOqi
而我除了後悔讓他進門以外，還不停地反省自己為什麼沒有再更謹慎一些。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLR1VS2bhJn
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbERfUxKkR
妳怎麼會，如此盲目？469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnE7j22LdPY
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhZ8oYI7xt
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxitpi5abfo
「你還想跟我在一起是為了性嗎？」
我問了會讓自己難堪的問題。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZtnVSLGd6
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMG6I6Z05kY
「妳怎麼想得這麼膚淺！感情才是絕大部份的原因啊！」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pupjayUoX
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDXBCflama
他的反應很大，看來是說中了啊。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjowpigh5j
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjZUpEPoQM
「是喔，這麼喜歡我，那怎麼不離婚。」說完，我笑了，居然笑了。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCyyASjUMJ
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOuU6mvQio
「………那個，男人不管在外面玩得多兇，最終都是要回家的。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMRriw8bEN
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaU2xESDCah
他短暫停頓後說的話狠狠地打了自己嘴巴卻不自知。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZHaAgvNFm
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdb8NMR7RKY
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjrLs1K02E
「你回去吧。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXbQ0jTaTz
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrq5KL13xel
「妳還沒給我答案，我不要走。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgvIOzm6aA
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxL54ILtkr
「你是要逼我跟你老婆說你外遇嗎？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxCIXPnp2l
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfY0qwAaVD
「妳不會這麼做的。」
他說的信誓旦旦。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgK1dRpnsIi
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16Tn3JP7Tl
「憑什麼這樣認為？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpbMjVqyi7
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgNkBRmXzo
「因為妳不忍心讓所有人難過。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuDMT1XeLW
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wl4BeuoFE
我的心痛了一大下。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7Z2W61mEe
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gvMoFAcP6
怎麼會把自己完全交出去，讓人摸透了底，看清了弱點，讓別人，還是妳愛的那個人，拿著利器，戳進自己最不堪一擊的地方？469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFdHSeBEGN
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIv0DqbNkL
「你回去吧，拜託你。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigOIoxTLXY
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCo0JLKdUAJ
「那我就當妳答應了喔。」他又開始嘻皮笑臉。「小說借我。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00lwPXFLjy
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSSFZmZteV
「拿去。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHskLv6UDVL
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN45A2FU3NM
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQ4phNZrTv
他離開之前，無視我冷冰冰的表情，親暱的抱了我，還吻了我一下。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmHiRadoce
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSTs7mm9MN
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Ct0NdKmXv
「知道我為什麼跟妳借妳最喜歡的小說嗎？」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iqgXsSjAT
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyk5VTQftdW
「因為這樣就有下一次見妳的理由。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXF35mQFqL
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IyYmz6MUa
「對不起，騙了妳。我還沒有準備好接受妳離開我的生活。」469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpyGNtq9Ib
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJh6HqNjY3
他傳來的訊息，讓我知道他根本不是想試著接觸我喜歡的東西。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUn8I9P3ORM
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1ogafGqT8
這場戀愛不是戀愛，是他強硬地將他的世界、他的喜好，塞進我的世界，而我還全盤接受。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHldzI4cFdd
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy36ZyDeAYW
說是戀愛，還不如說是一場他的秀。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMql1rtgToK
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuH1Xj8yzw
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctVtz8ZlZ6
我成了婚姻裡的第三者，自己最看不起的小三。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszAyk0bLHs
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfqZqWJYz1
開始厭惡自己，每一天，都狠狠地詛咒鏡子裡的人。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRk5rKiYSS
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBr8RH5q0YP
我沒有讓任何人知道，甚至是最親密的黑兔子，也不知情。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6ZlvXnZkU
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnQu4Is1nK
然後我開始下載各式各樣的交友軟體，假裝自己好像想認識新的異性，事實上我的確在那個時候認識了很多新朋友，但…也就僅只於朋友。當有人問自己有沒有考慮進一步交往，總是很快地拒絕對方。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXIVwYQo9X
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bwk56uwlE
因為我仍被他拖著，無法前進。469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCggGF8ARn
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ENbnBAI52
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6lRmb6FPE
469Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TgRXezUGy
待續。
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