雖然懷疑的種子已經變成小樹，心裡仍有一部分希望全是自己多心，希望能夠推翻自己的懷疑。於是我一邊仔細觀察著，一邊持續和齊先生約會。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDp3awAwjLA
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然而每當看到他的時候，便又將懷疑拋諸腦後，老是要自己別想太多。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwO3UX4agT
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我們還是常常去爬山，也去了不少次他姊姊家。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaJT399M0V
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某天，他又將我帶到他姊姊家，我心知肚明他將這裡當成免費的旅館。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xuMVRN5GQ
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離開時，我們一起到了停車場。
他突然想起什麼似的，說要回去一下，要我先走。
大概是什麼東西忘了吧？我表示想等他一起走，他卻執意讓我先走。
那個表情非常古怪。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nwxZPIqsq
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他往回走進了電梯，我看著他的背影，看著這個我很常看的背影…446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfcy4d8mhV
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一起去爬山時，只有幾次，我們爬的是較危險的山，需要拉繩攀岩，他才會走在我後面。「如果妳跌倒了，我才能接住妳。」
除了那幾次，他總是走在我前面，嘴裡念著「妳好慢，怎麼不走快一點？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzAsE2JMIf
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他不知道，我是故意放慢速度的。
這樣一來，我們就要花更多時間爬完那座山，我就更多時間和他相處。
我總是在他後面看著他的背影。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CukXpK4c9
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是從什麼時候開始這麼喜歡他的呢？446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCm5PJzYbK
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回過神來，我還在停車場。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKW9SD2nguq
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二十分鐘過去，他沒有下樓。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmG4mIVPuSR
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我知道，他不會下樓了。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9ucE7UhEB
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「你讓我覺得自己像個情婦。」
打開手機，我傳了這句話給齊先生。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEj66U3eCYM
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騎車回家的路上，眼淚不停掉，浸濕口罩，霧氣也模糊了鏡片。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtobNjTd2OQ
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「我是忘記關總電源才回去。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlriLWCHagY
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隔天早上，他才回傳訊息。
而我沒有戳破他沒下樓的謊言。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMV484z32Tk
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那天我在網路上看到一則新聞，房仲將客戶的房子當成旅館，假借帶看之名行免費炮房之實。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rigGLkHje
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正當我在回想那間房子的不對勁時，黑兔子傳訊息來，打斷我的思緒。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQU2cuqhmLh
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「那台車的車主姓名是黃添財。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsd0uZlTCi
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拜時代潮流所賜，總有一些名字，你一看就知道是什麼年代出生的人。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwjoeevavQ
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但這個名字也是那個年代的菜市場名，就算丟到google上，也不會有任何結果。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BpyIEAs6F
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齊先生也很早就說過車子是家人的，即使車主不姓齊，也不能因此判斷車子不是他家的，所以我便沒有再多對這個名字或那台車多做調查。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MtQHshpHE
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患得患失的情形更嚴重了。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAyckJ9vMj
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某個晴朗的早晨，我睜開眼睛，想著剛剛的夢，夢裡，我偷看了齊先生的身分證，配偶欄不是空的。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjo6Oz13IM9
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我躺在床上，不停地審視自己內心。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzelcUQpPr
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在單身四年之前，我有一段狼狽坎坷的戀愛，對方劈腿成性，造就了我一身「抓猴」的能力。但是即使不停的抓到對方偷吃，我也因為自己的執著離不開對方，整整糾纏了三年。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtTSO5LIc0
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後來選擇單身，除了忙碌，也是怕了，累了。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFwDSzLfxC
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為什麼經過了這麼久，當我想再次嘗試戀愛，卻又遇見不太適宜的對象呢？
是我經過單身四年，仍然沒有長進嗎？446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCzoVaIBE9
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人說傻瓜都比較幸福，因為太多事情不知道。但像我們這種容易觀察到細節不對勁處的「聰明人」，難道只有裝傻才能獲得幸福？446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEF0PxwWc9
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我以為談了戀愛應該是要比較快樂，但快樂似乎離自己有些遙遠了。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmunMRIcsA
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我坐起來，知道不能再這樣下去。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHQNnWmxUv
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「如果你的配偶欄有人，能不能早點對我坦白？因為你，我覺得自己很不快樂。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFq2nKWXyIR
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看著發出去的訊息，這是第一次開門見山的說明問題，先前我總是試探，不曉得是害怕誤會他，還是害怕知道真相。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAA7KOCmBZ9
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齊先生也像是讀懂我的難受，很快就回訊息了。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CSo5GZsFU
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「我不姓齊，名字也不是妳知道的那個。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeOZzd3cok
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「我和前女友復合了，但是也放不下妳。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopgugwmB91
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「對不起。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7uQtyEm4w
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待續。
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