那天後，我跟阿龍又開始常常一起出門吃吃喝喝、逛街看電影、去山上或海邊…就好像這半年我們未曾斷過聯繫一樣。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXX9dXbyzkf
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這天，阿龍說要帶我去「秘密基地」，他開車載著我到離家不遠的一所大學，繞過學校後方的巷子，有條小徑通往山上。
那是一條無法會車的路，非常陡峭。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYa25yHevbW
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車很快就開到了山頂，只見一塊空地，有個簡易的涼亭佇立於此。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FzL7bNhLl
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涼亭滿大的，我們到的時候，有兩個老奶奶在涼亭裡聊天。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvusmiqavS7
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「這邊有一些老人家會來爬山散步。」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxeNRFRAPQW
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「這就是秘密基地哦？哪裡秘密了？」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvQmSrHG6s
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「妳不懂，我們以前都會來這裡喝酒聊天，失戀了也來這，談戀愛了也來這！」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTYDc6ASM7
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「啊？」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZUe12HzTF
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「班上男生都知道的秘密基地啊！」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWz2bFv6ho8
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「什麼！那我為什麼不知道？」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMqy8ly7SI
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「誰叫妳是女生。」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlBH8fWZMC
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「我這個時候又是女生了？」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKx53JuZrqf
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「不要計較這個啦，妳來這邊。」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFLWR79h6x
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他帶我繞過涼亭，後方是一小塊泥土地，再往外是山崖，山崖的後面，則是整個城市。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhvvKaCk00
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「這裡可以看到妳家。」他指著我家的方向。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9YmKcLxdK
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「對耶！還看得到夜市，跟我們學校！」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NNToyma1c
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「以前阿彥在這裡踢飛一隻鞋。」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHAdKLe39x
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「啊？」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnm8r45IM0
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「他想耍帥踢罐子，結果連鞋子一起飛出去。」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnC8Riv27Wl
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他笑起來，我也跟著笑。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviis9YX03Y
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他走到涼亭裡坐下，伸手拍了他旁邊的位置，示意我坐到他旁邊。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAseCfk01r
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「以前我們會在這裡玩真心話大冒險。」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRH8SeuXB2M
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「男生也玩這套？」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RU2aQ7viH
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「妳不知道哦，大家都愛聽秘密跟八卦啊。」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvoW9UmDAaA
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「所以才叫秘密基地囉。」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6xGDMPzGg
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「對啊。」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfL7TW0FFC
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「都是些什麼秘密？」我賊賊的笑。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbe306eqgA9
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「高中男生的秘密…不就是誰有腳臭、誰亂勃起、誰喜歡哪個女生這種事情而已啊…」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eQG9TWE5Z
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「我一點也不想知道誰有腳臭。」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfyM6QPwZMt
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「哈哈哈，那勃起的要知道嗎？」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwhKVDMsC7
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「不用，如果有不舉的再跟我說好了，說不定可以當成把柄哈。」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvns8VSwxxk
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「阿彥當時跟我們說他要橫刀奪愛的女生，就是他前陣子分手的女朋友啊。」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4yOCXofEz
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「哇，你幹嘛開始出賣同學啊！」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJewU87JDJ6
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「反正都過去了嘛。」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzaYPuortz
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我轉頭看他望著遠處的側臉。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9yBoZRG76
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「那你呢？」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Z1Wo2Er0h
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「我怎樣？」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYS9Y1t4PA
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「你當時喜歡的女生呢？」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqDKmABf3e
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他轉過來，看著我，不發一語。
有幾秒鐘，我還以為這是偶像劇的告白場景。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2T6g6FMQQ
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「我忘記了。」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUWpEH0CsN
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「最好是。」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡip2101uEI1
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他笑了，又把頭轉開。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmRQXO5JKw
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「我覺得…我下一任女朋友應該會很累。」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoPWYIUsm1
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「為什麼？」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6uButpWtX
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「到現在還是每個禮拜都在復健，雖然看起來好好的，可是時不時就會痛，官司也還在打，對方一直擺爛，出庭要嘛請假，要嘛一出現就哭啊裝可憐啊，不知道要拖幾年…」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhLHw7bGWL
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「那跟你下一任女友有什麼關係？」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7APnI4bIB
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「復健到我都煩了，難道還要女朋友陪著復健啊？」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2okTA4Vbp
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「這…應該還好吧？」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVcZLKEknR
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「唉不是啦，就有時候覺得自己是個廢人，跟誰在一起都只是拖累別人而已。」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjAScFIsEa
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「你幹嘛這樣說啊。」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAscJTqbs1w
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「我爸媽啊，親戚啊朋友啊都說我死裡逃生，福大命大，每個人都要我加油、要我樂觀，可是復健這麼久了，還是一直沒有完全好，就會覺得對不起家人…」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3M9O5xwGBk
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「……………」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvw3n39Bx38
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他說這些話的時候，一直沒看我。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIRIEPGUr9
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「乾脆追我的復健師好了？雖然不是很正，但人很溫柔哈…」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KIv34g3MZ
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「……嗯。」我一時語塞。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8OWKJqlbf
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「開玩笑啦，我沒膽要電話。」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqglJ11QlK
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你喜歡我嗎？453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXx0wrZ05l4
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你是因為覺得自己不該拖累別人，所以不願意承認對我的感情嗎？453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBhGD5U8jX
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這些疑問句已衝到了喉頭，還是給硬生生吞回肚子了。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRaLym14EK
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如果他不說，那就是不說，不會因為我的問句而改變的。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfEPpIilbf
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不管他喜歡我或不喜歡，問了都是白問。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dSULe308e
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「欸我們好久沒合照了，來拍一下。」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8cTIlbRPI
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我舉起手機，和他拍了張擠眉弄眼的自拍。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxqdPwtypH
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〝你們這些臭男生的秘密基地，十年後仍然被我給侵略了吧！〞
上傳facebook。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxGR26BdCQ
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〝阿龍居然帶妳去！〞453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpeePoubqOB
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〝背叛者阿龍！〞453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOzdoxRR6h
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〝不！我們的基地啊…〞453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrPawTS9VZ
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各種浮誇的留言瞬間湧入。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83a2pkl933
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〝聽說你在這裡踢飛一隻鞋。〞
我笑著輸入。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdUM8inaGk
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〝對，媽的，妳怎麼連這都知道…〞453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzYOmUbdTP
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〝你們被阿龍賣了，我知道你們所有的秘密！〞453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oW1ZWrWNd
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〝靠，那我也要賣阿龍！〞453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvE1R7F9XOF
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本來笑嘻嘻的，跟我一起看著對話的阿龍一把將手機搶過去，直接撥出阿彥的電話。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbD4B0IcnaD
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「幹，不要鬧喔。」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFsrZM1ACC
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電話那頭的阿彥不知道跟他說了什麼，他講了幾句後就掛掉電話。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9Xh8I9eUw
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我看著他緊張的臉，瞬間明白了些什麼。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEw7E02EN8
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「妳不要理他們哦。」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKCnoG0d9P
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「嗯，好啦…我知道你就是有腳臭的那個，我不會說出去啦。」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdxymXO5dT
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「…………靠腰。」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRb0Em3vr6
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他放鬆了下來，而我慶幸著自己剛剛什麼也沒問。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1zihuE3sW
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我們又陷入了沉默，肩靠著肩，一起看著這個，我們居住的城市。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZ4u29JvEG
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不知道在哪裡看過這樣的話：「真正的朋友不是見面的時候要多有話聊，而是就算一句話都不說，也不會感到尷尬。」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhoOvKL656Q
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我們就那樣持續了好久，直到天空變成淡橘色。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwWfhTQMyy
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我想起在阿龍家看夕陽的那一天。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxiBI71Jrc
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好多以前不曾注意的事情，都清晰了起來。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyLzPJL6uw
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「我覺得妳像我的家人。」
阿龍忽然開口。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Yx2WOErUb
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「嗯。」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9XRfPDTUq
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「感覺妳永遠都不會消失，隨時都可以信賴，也都會支持我。」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJyU5p2a8V
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「嗯。」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVH1cvA09c
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「阿龍。」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXm8TwSlK6r
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「嗯？」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoWEKO9yn1
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「不管我們是怎樣的人，都應該要相信自己可以更好，我們才會更好。」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27r0yYaip3
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「嗯。」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaW7f3luaeQ
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回家之後，我掉了幾滴眼淚 。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYdg6C53Zs
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像是出去和戀人談完分手回來，一切終於劃上句點的感覺。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3bhOAwFLJ
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但明明我們什麼也沒有發生，話題也沒有那麼深入。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAkf95gGen
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只是你就是明白，結束了。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESztJv4MwD
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結束的是那些我們不敢觸碰、不願涉及的情感，關於男女之間的。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6cn247awQ
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留下的則是兩人的牽絆，如同家人一樣的情感。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXXrorIypb
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