等我能見到他時，又過了一個月。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xSx4mdg8p
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3JwQ0DBxC
深呼吸了好幾口氣，練習了幾次微笑，我才踏進病房。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3cYAcqyHW
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEljSPUQH1
他盯著我走近，待我在床前站定，見我微微一笑，他便咧開嘴笑了。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKsAAdexKe
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SXDVNMB0I
「我妹怎麼變這麼漂亮啦？」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0rCPhcppx
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwhbhRRp95
我沒理會他的玩笑，只是看著臉色蒼白的他，當下覺得自己的微笑只是一道不讓自己哭出來的防線。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqOu2D4Yms
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsG8sd5OYp0
我查過他的病，既然已到末期，治癒機率已經極低，幾乎是零。也知道他會長期處在各種疼痛裡。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS90M5rteEG
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKHBBp5oF0
所以我無法開口問他還好嗎，也沒辦法要他振作，更不能祝福他康復。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLA5vUqaMYN
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXhllrFzIu
只是他仍然對著我笑，笑得那麼真。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcNOBpGJyh
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIcWMZz3Gv
「幹嘛傻在那裡，過來這邊坐啊。」他指指床邊的椅子。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjyPM3scQd
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6We5zBZrz
我走過去，把椅子拉近病床，坐下。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVZFpf1XYe
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97qfmpTQIp
我們幾乎是同時伸出雙手的。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdsDDCeXAC
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTuwIsXjk9
碰到他的手時，我的鼻子就酸了，眼睛也模糊了。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSRrKSlx9w
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAGfhkS3o6
「不是答應我不哭了嗎？」那句話有著溫柔的指責。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBcGNQEaTe
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZ1qb9nh8Y
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ708QEcAF6T
「現在有沒有哪裡會痛…？」我開口問。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsES34RgHP
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8yikaPKPZ
「每天都在痛啊，肚子也痛、頭也痛，骨頭也都會痛…」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDoJVYCV7J
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrT9u569PA
他數家珍地說出，而我的眉頭也因此糾結。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAyn7oDAdz
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PEXlYMSbH
「現在不痛啦，看到妳都不痛啦。」見我皺眉，他胡亂地撒謊。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhfDD1IeqM
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCG80NBind
我揉著他的手，好像有很多話要說，但又覺得沒什麼好說。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJegG0XjVA
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55dR2YN4ey
「爸…妳爸爸，有說什麼嗎？他知道嗎？」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAT8QLuYXq
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLbs9JKsSa
我愣了一下，沒想到他會問這個問題。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXXc2OW9uc
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tielA70PE
「他應該知道，但他沒跟我說什麼…」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8WDBEBy5g
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXh839QuygL
「是嗎…我想也是啦。問問而已，妳不要多想。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCsPuxkdJ0
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5h1sMM37Wn
那一瞬間，我覺得父親的無情是無法被原諒的。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQApHMLen3p
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLdva0NEOP
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzBANKgER2
我拿出那晚編好的手繩，放到他手裡。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnOWInnT5j
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmRA9Ex6zt
「這是新編的。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJzLr8gNC3
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dQDJnLy9G
他看了看手繩，又看看我。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjsMVQGjWO
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhtc8qlbc4
「妳幫我拿櫃子裡的皮夾出來。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQ01HtVTQ0
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLn0aToeuTc
我把皮夾遞給他，他從皮夾裡拿出了…好幾年前的那條幸運手繩。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkinyBVWDS
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlPdhtMQza
白色的線都變成灰色，已經髒髒的了，他拿出來時還是小心翼翼。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRX7FW0RNCQ
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWx8SOoIuYd
「妳看。」他得意。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gj6i5yYeL
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3oGHWG0s9
「虧你能留那麼久，我之前皮包掉了，你的照片也搞丟了…」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0w7p8PMkj
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSESRggmwD
「幫我戴新的在手上。」他說。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRqzWwr6i8
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHj8sj0WGM
我一邊把手繩綁上他變得好細的手腕，一邊說著…562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1izUKb4LP5
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEGeXWqpTM
「我們以前還說要一起合照，但都沒有做到…」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwxOK2g3c3
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6GbDlF9zy
「現在拍。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVZVpjLgub
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOWSyi2qc7
「啊？」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡso4PTYePbg
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQtT2BBfK8
「現在就拍啊，妳手機有照相功能吧？」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6pHpRXo5V
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjishdDUtN2
「有。」我拿出手機，翻開摺疊螢幕，開啟相機功能。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Ot3vVx61P
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNGqIPABOV
「等一下等一下。」他伸手拿了旁邊的眼鏡戴上。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCt3DBKOvSw
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhqzJlbgPj
「我這樣看起來比較不像流氓吧？」他又在笑。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsFUkFdTlb
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2q42w9x3iq
我笑了，起身貼近床，把頭靠在他臉旁，拿著手機對著我們倆的大頭拍了一張照片。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AEidJnIN6
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0BQ4Luq31
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kQJWxd10F
我坐回椅子上，有那麼一段時間，我們都沒有看著彼此，也沒有說話。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvDkwSYKMg
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iwkJVjzIu
「我離婚了。」英傑突然說。
「我被抓後，妳嫂子自己提的。」
「簽字是一定要簽的，拖著她也不對。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbwTm0dlEZ
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66yUpbpa0D
我想起那個沒有喊過他「爸爸」的兒子，但我沒有勇氣開口問。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj96yfW2vYE
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzNkxPvsCR
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpflZTHnGdv
「妳還有在寫小說嗎？」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RPymmho6I
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwJu2dWRYv
「…有寫一些小故事。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrBaPpXFNs
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBAv1ywcrW
「那就好，不要隨便放棄喔。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQFoUmzFUQ
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE254wDG7jl
「嗯。我好久沒看到你寫的詩了。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMNBrTQKru
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkUlcFaBCD
「我太久沒寫字啦…字已經不漂亮，腦子也沒東西了。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kvy2LnUBt
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKR6wxUoqL
「不會啦，字跡不會隨便改變的。」情感也是。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyBR5hH3OF
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHkr00y7Xq
「妹。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAGr0vRjHI
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0psNp5emxW
「嗯？」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6AdT5hndU
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KEAKWfmt9
「人真的要走到末路的時候，才知道只有家人會無條件的陪在身邊。」
「所以妳一定要好好珍惜家人，不要交壞朋友，也不要太相信外面的人。」
「也不要抽菸、喝太多酒…」
「如果可以，就回去念書，這個社會還是很看學歷…」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzev58X6YS
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqyyIlWgcf
我突然意識到他正在做什麼。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2U9YcbnCQ
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97uaRclOqb
像是交代後事般的叮嚀，我聽在耳裡，痛在心裡，但我不能阻止他這麼做。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0Yeyj4ldy
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1ssKJFR64
因為我甚至不知道還有沒有下一次見他的機會。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGNTdGTpku
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KeYIUuUd9
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvBM61OI18
那天我在醫院陪他直到晚上才離開，他始終笑著，在我面前不表現出痛苦或難過。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB41Qoqa8Jn
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioEsOeMhor
他也答應讓我再去看他，只是要先跟他聯絡。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4XUI1aN8a
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKNsUyMlLb
「我媽有點介意，所以不希望妳們碰到面。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLy38wLgg0
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNbNaAKiQj
爾後我又見了他兩次，其中一次他告訴我，他信了主耶穌。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvl5EM0iepH
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxKh2VZ672
我知道是身體病痛的折磨，讓他尋求精神上的慰藉。他親自寫了信給教會的小孩子，用自己的經歷告誡孩子們勿入歧途。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nI0xX1GDc
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerDpJPhrlJ
我知道他害怕，知道他尋求救贖。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0emnIGeCyc
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9C5qGDnFpz
我知道他就算把地獄或罪人掛在嘴邊，仍是害怕受苦的。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZjepyLVIX
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tldxuravw
我知道他也許到了這一刻才開始後悔。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TEmo78iKu
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGE5wNd9TW
但我是欣慰的。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cy7YV10Jf
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMROHSqAE5m
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCysgKJ6rL
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9NLSUxzOs
那一天來的又快又急。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lEYUapTY1
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztlc64RRdy
「妹…」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ciWHEf4Lw
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLMio8vxCI
我接起電話，只聽到英傑喊了我，然後是沉重的喘息與啜泣。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6S5UmrEFb3
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBSE4pJrSoM
「你怎麼了？怎麼了？」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OxsGD6Kz3
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQutP9Bsch
還拿著手機和他說話，我已經起身準備出門去醫院。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCSESG7AlA
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQw0tIrp5J
「我還不想死…」他哭著說。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI43aeEOKyI
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwZT5bwLR4
那句話狠狠地撕裂了我的胸口。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kheeDlrwY
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhLDD79srY
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QgA6kYyc0
我跑進病房，英傑似乎剛剛才穩定下來，吊著點滴、眼眶泛紅、面容消瘦，也比上次更加蒼白、手臂上都是青色與紫色的瘀青。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvTAGCMGnX
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SzMiPqBpj
他的母親與姐姐看見我，臉色明顯地不自在。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VdytPTVt9
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjDnl3eVzM
英傑打那通電話給我的時候，她們是不是也在呢？562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwe9BCs3VFp
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3In5XVrTz
她們小聲地和英傑說了幾句話，就走出病房，留給我和他說話的空間。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkY6tBCWY8H
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzb4u4lZvt
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVQ7q2JP82
我坐到上次的位置，握住他的手。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡct8FSeK7u5
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSzOGrFsYk
那雙手已又更瘦更冰冷了。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6RpZlMaoC
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX279zTRq52
「我真的，還不想死。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBuTv4mnd5
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0st1WUoPr
我握著他的手出了點力。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObM14fxSuA
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4fJYK56UB
「我很害怕。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3l57FrAvdH
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaTL3AMTkW
「我很怕死…」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMY4lpSLw4L
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktkhOV3wBY
他沒看著我，只盯著手。說完，他的眼淚就掉下來。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0dPNxGZGc
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3awiX17ZK4
那是我第一次看見他掉眼淚，也是最後一次。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQb7qjkCsD3
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclE0Z74BvQ
「你已經悔改了，你一定會去天堂的。」我已經滿臉淚水，但還是看著他的眼睛說。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAohxKK96sQ
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVN6jPBM0v
「全身都很痛…」他終於抬頭看我。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4k80W13voo
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuJb2mcwuQ
我趕緊抽幾張衛生紙擦他的臉，他的雙頰與眼窩都已經凹陷，我的手盡可能地放輕力道，就怕他疼。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrfNHeRXlw
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohh3bxRd0t
「你很努力了，我知道你很努力了…」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8q65o6UhU
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJuOH1SQ9x
我抱住他，驚覺他已弱不禁風的事實。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVD78A28z7S
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVOsgsjTci
這讓我倏地停止了自己的眼淚。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LqR03Imi3
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtAE5BSU7W
「沒事的，你的主會帶你離開，之後就不痛苦了。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡua7VOPkZbO
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dPaZpIvXX
英傑在我的臂彎裡哭泣了許久，才安靜下來。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXDJ08xqbS
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHcTRudnw1
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIHwQfwINy
「妹。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWfARa6BgS
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBusgzxy41K
「嗯？」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXokqEAmrv
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypPhpxL1Gv
「抽屜裡有一封信是給妳的。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97QMrIR9wG
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJVNrKVfHh
我打開抽屜，拿起那個信封。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfqlXmOYDI
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDwqTVvtf3
「回去再看。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEyeuZfEGb
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNk5AGQW5l
「好。」我收起信。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EBQdNA8Pk
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFZ27WI52N
「妳回去吧。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkaCaLLRby
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBum7xtPXL
「什麼？」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SzCTBJe9I
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllGUSd4btR
「謝謝妳來…可是不要再來了。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uCI0ZnxC9
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcg8sRgENKx
「為什麼？」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFppfU3cJKJ
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjKewEpvYV
「我不想要妳送我離開，妳會很傷心，我也不想要看到妳那麼傷心。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZb2TJuocd
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEd1IQVg8u
「……」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oNOhsjUjM
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkJt6rYFU7
「回去吧。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJBGC5tsSF
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwk9JWGCl4L
他看著我，又對我笑了，那個笑看起來很費勁，也是他一直以來對我的溫柔表現。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyyI7h90p5
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7o7hYchU6B
不讓我送他走，也是哥哥對妹妹的溫柔。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFOPFlVWTn
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCT0WOPKi8c
我又抱了抱他才離開。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTt1Ww9892N
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BEna19SAk
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6NRZlZklG
當天晚上十點多，我收到他姊姊的簡訊。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOSEIuZLSD
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAdUeIA3zL
「英傑已經走了。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfklc3jnHwG
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBp1f2mLky
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMyrC2BytW
那一瞬間我向心裡所有知道的神祈求，希望英傑能到更好的地方，希望他不要再受苦了。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAJ0ObUv3A
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFXoTLgJ9T
我打開信封，裡面只有一張書籤大的紙。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccCvsKhG3R
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yGK4UAqU6
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7AUpJ2rd8
「Dear 妹：」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINye1nFxK5
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HCib5VyWH
「妳永遠是我的天使，562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujScW3OCzj
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVEmlLzqhU
請不要忘記我。」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoaaO0j2aU1
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVpQXIyUGf
「哥 英傑」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BHXHLQXgb
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlC24FbZCT
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2pNNGzhjY
我抱著自己，放任自己哭到睡著。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2UOHgJLwL
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3MChArGlv
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0kDS2BPXJ
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75j8FsnFFY
之後的每一年，我不選在英傑的忌日，而是在他的冥誕當天悼念他。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCNyzURGZu
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6r9osf4tl
每一年的五月三十，我都會寫一封信，表達我的思念，讓他知道「我沒有忘記他」。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpvQomI4aC
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBlV82RjbH
前幾年每到這天，我總是哭，總是放任自己因為想念而哭得泣不成聲。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeb1KlaAID
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gwOW5a7hV
後來的後來，我漸漸不哭了，但沒有改變在這一天寫信的習慣。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumeRokHCWP
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCxkCEHQOG
英傑的回憶有時像巨石背在背上，有時像羽毛沾在胸口，無論哪一種，都是無法遺棄。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsmlxpMlzh
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFBTskNApI
他走後，我便不再輕易評論一個人的好與壞。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTAc4yDDzh
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yRr1QEWeF
曾經我在英傑的新聞底下看見很多網友的謾罵、抨擊甚至是汙辱，我感到憤怒與心痛，想一個一個回應他們「你們什麼都不知道！」562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjzg3BxYW2
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Ga7uS9Nxw
但我什麼也沒做。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvQxawH3bQ
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDp2Bo0S5Lv
因為那些人不認識他，也永遠不會認識他。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetVO2Z12eq
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnFqNpRixD
所以我再也不對任何新聞或社會事件做評論。因為我知道，我不認識當事人，更不能體會當事人的親屬心情。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVRWmVnvNo
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9Wi5VEmMS
我回去念書，考進了大學，年年以取得獎學金為目標，只為不要白學。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wFeopk6Hd
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMfzJAGpFh
一直沒有放棄創作，可能也是因為惦記著他說過的話。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWP04XFPja0
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPlBYUiCAs
說起遺憾，大概是我喊他「英傑」比喊他「哥哥」的次數要多更多了吧。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2lyXvqBag
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkxBgTK80L
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cdvky2jj7
去年，我沒有寫信。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8AAWz2aO5
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYWW1DOwx5
我選擇在當天完成他的故事。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomeAQoGEhD
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawWMux8LHT
他是一隻孤傲的鷹，獨自在天空闖蕩，受盡風霜，最後回巢，在家人身邊闔上眼。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPdk7VsUh3
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rRNe5jPz5
我是活在地面的狼，只能抬頭望著，用我的爪在沙上畫下他在天空翱翔的姿態。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVEWKIUKJj
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdvPECLpsG
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2L5sQEnWo
這是，我哥哥的故事。562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vh4YZgi79
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTFjtVOzSt
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlT3tSP0SH
562Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGKrg3Vnsq
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