我比他先到達高潮，直到那刻我仍沒有出聲，在雙腿緊繃幾秒，高潮退去後，我靠著牆滑坐到地上。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zaj5uVLHs
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然後看著他的體液沾滿手指、手掌和手銬。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6ztUh2sIZ
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWMFzikXvx
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyQwDko63K
「豺姐…？」過了一會兒，他出聲。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBisKnuv1aR
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTL9SXWLmWR
我做了個深呼吸，站起來，拿起椅子上的裙子和內褲。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW32P9Bznam
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGYQB74aKx
「別動，等我一下。」我走進浴室清理自己。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXffFRCS14C
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBRlfcTQx6
出來後，我從包包裡拿出濕紙巾，擦拭他的凌亂。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAzZR7IBJI
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡliTCmGgLy1
「我自己弄就好了…」他窘迫。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsnefUjuD4
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrGrH6aEkU
「不要動。」我說。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcVCjARQI8
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9Kg0m6iYE
擦拭完畢後，我解開他的手銬、取下眼罩。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbX9rrLPKff
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0l0QrSB8l
他慢慢地睜開眼，室內光線是柔和的黃光，他沒有花太多時間適應。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkkLC80nWz
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPDXgbtZOl
「妳臉好紅。」他盯著我。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDKu6qVwXc
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BPxAijNvs
「哪有你紅？」我笑了，對著他的身體使了個眼色。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVlTkcGVWv
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwPw1Bdup8
他才意識到自己一絲不掛，匆忙站起來跑進浴室。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpb8Ofb6SeK
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxsrStmIjR
而我的笑容在他進浴室後消失。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwr3XVvZNM
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFjYNLJOke
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6vepXNoKI
待他出來後，我在桌旁等他，示意他坐到另一張椅子上。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTFImbnBZv
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTJLTsVaud
「我們結束這樣的關係吧。」
我直接講了重點，在他出來前的內心預演統統沒有用上。說出口後，他的表情定格了好幾秒。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkJ8wSg9ec
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuZpiuGoHX
「為什麼？」435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMHFYzuTEd
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfziTT0tza
我想像得到他會問為什麼，但我卻沒辦法馬上回答他，只是看著他的眼睛，沉默。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTYcPSqqTM
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhs9pOIBnTf
「為什麼啊？」他稍稍提高了音量。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyN83txQOki
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TX5jligQa
「我做錯什麼了嗎？」435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchFloJNdye
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOU0JolTHF
他不停追問，而我仍沒有出聲。有那麼片刻，我還以為我們是正在協議分手的情侶。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0x455dE0Xw
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQWenBXXzi
而那種錯覺正是必需結束的主因。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqfm9Hnu50
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLB4fVVgVy
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrP6i5YekM
「你是不是越來越依賴我了？」我輕輕的開口。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiRTFHPwkR
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnZVQwyGvV
「什麼意思？我太黏妳了嗎？我可以不要太常去找妳吃飯啊。」他急著「改正」可能的錯誤。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XXElFhGe3
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3a65BYzsa7
我搖搖頭，「那不是問題，問題是我也開始依賴你了。」這刻，我還是盯著他的眼睛說話。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uTdXRNtLW
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4fgAiDcIA
「……」他語塞。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIVl2pMtry
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJpwXYiEHi
「有時候我會覺得你像我的男朋友。」
「你從來沒有做過越線的事，就像你一開始保證的那樣。」
「可是當我開始希望你越線的時候，我們的關係就很難維持了。」435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhyid5Z1bW
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPg9d366aJp
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XrRGqHwpJ
「…妳喜歡我？」他猶疑了一下才說出口。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICfsryXljR
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROP6528rTS
「可能有一點，或只是習慣你。無論如何，這樣不行。」435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVaWXciQxL
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7uyUsJcAb
「為什麼不行？」435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb20zFNdPIR
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawR1fNExh0
「你喜歡我嗎？有想過跟我交往嗎？或你有想過要跟我上床嗎？」435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPKdqtXU7D
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GcfqENfMZ
他被我突然的問句嚇到，過了一會兒才回應。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPI6XqjBpg
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeRudFeq2W
「我…沒想過。」435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwDWV0YsT1
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoyJwdB94q
「是了。」435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpeHR3AWyT
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwBX2cNSKV
「可是…可是我可以想想看啊，只是…可是…」他慌了，語無倫次。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAY3kkCl5O0
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0Dl3Qt0WF
「別想了，這樣結束就好。」435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyKV6TeNwh
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMHAxc39nq
「我不要！這樣太突然了，我不要啦…」435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBALn6kJtC
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6DMSFqmli
我摸摸他尚帶有水珠的頭髮，覺得他像隻淋濕的小狗，435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSu8oGhG0SX
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXHVCwOdCF
惹人憐愛。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBDsnbrWpg
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BJBZtQK67
從一開始就是這樣看待他的，我心裡的情感疊了太多層，無法和他明說。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qMGX4CtaC
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBBMi5c5Yx
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4Kuxyf6WC
「你只是捨不得能陪你玩的對象而已，趁現在結束才不會有更多麻煩。」435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmmACuLxDe
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYhdM6ZAMo
也許是被我冰冷的話語刺中了，他的眼睛滾下一顆淚珠。我預料中的反應。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHslWT1BXit
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwqaCJHZr6
他離開椅子，跪到我面前，像犯錯的孩子。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9dHDzKzuQ
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXuSPQEPQj
如果是情侶，跪著的那個人大概會抱住坐著的人吧？435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwSh6f7I7r
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4TsxFkTKx
但他沒有，就是隔著剛好的距離，恭敬的、卑微的，跪著。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVHiEidqiK
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFi3KmBoEF
那就是我們之間的距離－－主與奴的，即便我從不肯承認。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpQwJMFIOM
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJBJPM1KT2
「如果我們變成男女朋友，我就能夠留下妳嗎？」他嗚咽的說。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXic3UCIGbl
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINyVutQ4QT
那語氣裡滿是委屈，被拋棄的、不情願的…435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDeCoiz6T1
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsi3Aj9KcD
「我們不會變成男女朋友。」435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvfBAMisNC
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJPRzeqi9U
我把椅子拉開，也跪坐到地上，與他平視－－不再是主與奴的視角。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhshKfiz40O
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6r34Cx15i5
「就算我們變成情侶，也沒辦法滿足彼此。」435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGE0JOcPmW
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgkzRHmZcH
他看著我的眼神，表示不懂我說的意思。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysGpm8tDau
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWa7LC3BVB0
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzVieCYNU6
我握住他的手，允許自己坦白。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEL1Lj9nFA
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4ahw1SII9
「你不是想知道我為什麼會使用麻繩嗎？不是一直覺得我對這些事很熟練嗎？」435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhazPkePQ4z
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0c9NBikuNM
「那是因為我以前也做過。」435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKc9O7lIRdY
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOabSLntGTH
他的眼睛倏地睜大，「我沒有別的奴。」我的雙手使了點力，示意要他繼續聽我說話。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGP7HSoQDoA
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nwIQ408Aw
「……我以前是服從的角色。」435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yztikl5KL
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOMhua7UPe
「那些我對你做的事，都是以前別人對我做過的。」435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTwWf3cmsF
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgiXgalU4X
「所以我才知道怎麼進行，但以前那個人很野蠻，我都被弄得很痛，所以我才不希望你受任何傷。」435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcN2mwHxChO
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkYWYEJ8p4
「我更不希望當你看見傷痕的時候會想起我。」435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TYEqyuMgb
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fZagrmpTf
我看著他，沒有移開目光。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdhcWlT8Jd
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLs9vuCzwi
那些時候我看著他，會把自己的過去與他重疊。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRImY6h11p
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOj2Zx5Ram
對他的處境所衍生的心疼，或許也參雜了更多私心，不曉得是心疼他，還是心疼過去的自己。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9Ie8HN4Al
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uoOYTEdHx
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgaphigVJ3
他傻住了，什麼話也說不出來。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWcmqaRv0d
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGF601VyiPz
我放開他的手，再次摸摸他的頭髮。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWh5I3GfQqG
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRkjq1jzXz
「去吹乾頭髮吧，會感冒的。」435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCpUnlS4GS
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU22NEzIG5A
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vKTDf9Jqd
離開旅館後，我們再也沒有見過面了。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMaqAIfQcB
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPQH2fOlxv
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeS1HnYVyvZ
那天晚上我在自己的記事本裡寫了一段這樣的話：435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQO9MG0qHIX
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vAzz19dPi
「我們都只是被情慾支配的獸，你是狗，但你不知道我是狼。」435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiLDyujC2l
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rljmIjwdn
435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMBeGly2DY
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