我比他先到達高潮，直到那刻我仍沒有出聲，在雙腿緊繃幾秒，高潮退去後，我靠著牆滑坐到地上。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPLKybtDBy
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Evq3maCbq
然後看著他的體液沾滿手指、手掌和手銬。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYc7omDBWF2
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhn0LZIKFhQ
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxljLKB5ir
「豺姐…？」過了一會兒，他出聲。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfTuJVOGhc
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW09qchQgOU
我做了個深呼吸，站起來，拿起椅子上的裙子和內褲。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPpQMfwjdZ
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHYlEvaz4Q
「別動，等我一下。」我走進浴室清理自己。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nlA8mDSTn
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLWrKc2x1x
出來後，我從包包裡拿出濕紙巾，擦拭他的凌亂。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBOqvl9I6j
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMWmLcwuGf
「我自己弄就好了…」他窘迫。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1ChxfTxB1
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0yfOaUCdc
「不要動。」我說。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9Pcb0bwjs
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3mRNtQ7HT
擦拭完畢後，我解開他的手銬、取下眼罩。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgf7wnY9l12
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQkUY3Fu43
他慢慢地睜開眼，室內光線是柔和的黃光，他沒有花太多時間適應。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf01lZ4Boyc
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZjywHODzt
「妳臉好紅。」他盯著我。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftD8gA01pF
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKFR4NqSZM
「哪有你紅？」我笑了，對著他的身體使了個眼色。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYH0wscNXIf
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZeK7QJkrW
他才意識到自己一絲不掛，匆忙站起來跑進浴室。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTlwIQ2IOB
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWQa5ZolqX
而我的笑容在他進浴室後消失。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdoZX3eM18
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRliPAPaAUk
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoLrFYoUMY
待他出來後，我在桌旁等他，示意他坐到另一張椅子上。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyEfGw66lC
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKudcph5DoX
「我們結束這樣的關係吧。」
我直接講了重點，在他出來前的內心預演統統沒有用上。說出口後，他的表情定格了好幾秒。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtgbXuh3KS
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKG9ellZuDP
「為什麼？」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5RN8V8qmB
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuAAXU8J8Z
我想像得到他會問為什麼，但我卻沒辦法馬上回答他，只是看著他的眼睛，沉默。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9Sg1d1GvD
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0JqcOwBnF
「為什麼啊？」他稍稍提高了音量。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡau29VHccvU
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuX3n79BiM
「我做錯什麼了嗎？」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhuTwjwMwi
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtL8p1tRkq9
他不停追問，而我仍沒有出聲。有那麼片刻，我還以為我們是正在協議分手的情侶。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3BCcOYsHp
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7iscz37jCj
而那種錯覺正是必需結束的主因。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NRgBXXWjB
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx041yAY2cO
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGliOdDbyuA
「你是不是越來越依賴我了？」我輕輕的開口。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6C4nKtLsrg
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5iPmSUEmq
「什麼意思？我太黏妳了嗎？我可以不要太常去找妳吃飯啊。」他急著「改正」可能的錯誤。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQmGVRWiAi
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjVbidSHM3
我搖搖頭，「那不是問題，問題是我也開始依賴你了。」這刻，我還是盯著他的眼睛說話。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6lGfD77Vr
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEDKQogix0
「……」他語塞。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqleo14VVP
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3RQCCtpZf
「有時候我會覺得你像我的男朋友。」
「你從來沒有做過越線的事，就像你一開始保證的那樣。」
「可是當我開始希望你越線的時候，我們的關係就很難維持了。」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpYyMXGdnF
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwfrm8ErPb
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nJMPXMOz9
「…妳喜歡我？」他猶疑了一下才說出口。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACq1LPVIe4
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinb2fs4bMN
「可能有一點，或只是習慣你。無論如何，這樣不行。」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FLSjORppp
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtqMMMnb6X
「為什麼不行？」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4XViiK0Ne
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BAqinl1YW
「你喜歡我嗎？有想過跟我交往嗎？或你有想過要跟我上床嗎？」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBJvnLW0jF
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5Xv9YlB6l
他被我突然的問句嚇到，過了一會兒才回應。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYc5MKu0gZF
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMm3Tu2L4u
「我…沒想過。」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5S50lpfBRA
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1buFaCWzi
「是了。」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLo1VRQxvu
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy08FAbmFKv
「可是…可是我可以想想看啊，只是…可是…」他慌了，語無倫次。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuqatxZvv9
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeeq4fns6B
「別想了，這樣結束就好。」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4Xegr2Bbg
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvg6jAFcek
「我不要！這樣太突然了，我不要啦…」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KBZs022zf
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtRFUJFv4E
我摸摸他尚帶有水珠的頭髮，覺得他像隻淋濕的小狗，438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gAfz0fjUW
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WAJxQySF0
惹人憐愛。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYCJfj1qEF
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06PbfZseKZ
從一開始就是這樣看待他的，我心裡的情感疊了太多層，無法和他明說。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYFs6JH0YX
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pLqyfl8Kw
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqO3PjX95M
「你只是捨不得能陪你玩的對象而已，趁現在結束才不會有更多麻煩。」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHMhxV3uLE
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbo1MJsduFN
也許是被我冰冷的話語刺中了，他的眼睛滾下一顆淚珠。我預料中的反應。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKnX2dIUit
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5PE1Ri1dT
他離開椅子，跪到我面前，像犯錯的孩子。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvQ0YxKkg1
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqZjlWXKdi
如果是情侶，跪著的那個人大概會抱住坐著的人吧？438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvSofhoaDL
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbARbBiFZHj
但他沒有，就是隔著剛好的距離，恭敬的、卑微的，跪著。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnw61ZmskS
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFM4StrGEs
那就是我們之間的距離－－主與奴的，即便我從不肯承認。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tnFaZnzkA
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWoDILELfy
「如果我們變成男女朋友，我就能夠留下妳嗎？」他嗚咽的說。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vxkVmPUcs
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmaDvfa2siF
那語氣裡滿是委屈，被拋棄的、不情願的…438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLworD2pDOM
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTw0l8GB90
「我們不會變成男女朋友。」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkM1aGAyP37
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLDrzGroGm
我把椅子拉開，也跪坐到地上，與他平視－－不再是主與奴的視角。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtEDmv3Hlg
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnErCxzhte
「就算我們變成情侶，也沒辦法滿足彼此。」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbHLciaFXY
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewJyujlo1K
他看著我的眼神，表示不懂我說的意思。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPSZfQ32Ro
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IcUxwCzfa
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqk0y80veNb
我握住他的手，允許自己坦白。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTGv6ypGBA
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ81DKrXdjc
「你不是想知道我為什麼會使用麻繩嗎？不是一直覺得我對這些事很熟練嗎？」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLa9vxLpFdx
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlY3Fzm6sQX
「那是因為我以前也做過。」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQ1rH1KTBk
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyHy9UvgoO
他的眼睛倏地睜大，「我沒有別的奴。」我的雙手使了點力，示意要他繼續聽我說話。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdG8QGX1EQS
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWMc54LqZ8
「……我以前是服從的角色。」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUyavoMUaw
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXibzEF3Yl
「那些我對你做的事，都是以前別人對我做過的。」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcubBCWj7S
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawQnSF3uC6
「所以我才知道怎麼進行，但以前那個人很野蠻，我都被弄得很痛，所以我才不希望你受任何傷。」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2141RKrGmX
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKCFm30cOT
「我更不希望當你看見傷痕的時候會想起我。」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNAq80hhF2
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWctqVY6Fu
我看著他，沒有移開目光。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EhojTSQSZ
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5Vdlw9U2H
那些時候我看著他，會把自己的過去與他重疊。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMTYvFvgP8
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bCfabCj34
對他的處境所衍生的心疼，或許也參雜了更多私心，不曉得是心疼他，還是心疼過去的自己。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMpU2Lu9ay
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsN4uQW08w
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QgV7KRPCi
他傻住了，什麼話也說不出來。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyWVtAJ3LQ
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcCWOYoprI
我放開他的手，再次摸摸他的頭髮。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtUN6Yy7aG
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzXFVKoepU
「去吹乾頭髮吧，會感冒的。」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqIAJELxvb
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpFwLxANmq
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gx9mSPIpM
離開旅館後，我們再也沒有見過面了。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrfBiy5u8x
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2at7ob62fq
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3G7CErVOkO
那天晚上我在自己的記事本裡寫了一段這樣的話：438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MYqGKVuL8
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoN0KX7NHHK
「我們都只是被情慾支配的獸，你是狗，但你不知道我是狼。」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVvFdG4fgc
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQI9COwxfZ
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWXmqiiBlv
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5LLnYubSz
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