我比他先到達高潮，直到那刻我仍沒有出聲，在雙腿緊繃幾秒，高潮退去後，我靠著牆滑坐到地上。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgkCIzY2m6
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTSsjWB6YX
然後看著他的體液沾滿手指、手掌和手銬。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sWJd7QF9X
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vWR6NPfox
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVK6TjjZ5u
「豺姐…？」過了一會兒，他出聲。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPTpEuiGX6
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3W1QkmnAKm
我做了個深呼吸，站起來，拿起椅子上的裙子和內褲。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4mElLheTD
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtM0kHTeHy
「別動，等我一下。」我走進浴室清理自己。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97Pba41lda
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7b5UlqR0s0
出來後，我從包包裡拿出濕紙巾，擦拭他的凌亂。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTc2eSAq0XD
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡry1dVk6vs4
「我自己弄就好了…」他窘迫。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPbSEETSf9
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReN63l8BnZ
「不要動。」我說。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYP5pJhuf9
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrpNxSWKxZ
擦拭完畢後，我解開他的手銬、取下眼罩。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJmEXjvW8D
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oVsiuUh3M
他慢慢地睜開眼，室內光線是柔和的黃光，他沒有花太多時間適應。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRN31yEQ62
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeF8bM4dqKY
「妳臉好紅。」他盯著我。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrNaknpc8d
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0geBSp8mn
「哪有你紅？」我笑了，對著他的身體使了個眼色。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnft5BXGgNY
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkugUH5Ejg
他才意識到自己一絲不掛，匆忙站起來跑進浴室。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7l3qHuUbJ
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpT3hQkAt8
而我的笑容在他進浴室後消失。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmmBMY54xy
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEMkwa8uSk
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxkTLT9Ek0
待他出來後，我在桌旁等他，示意他坐到另一張椅子上。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofVwd29Z84
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhLDVGVHaC
「我們結束這樣的關係吧。」
我直接講了重點，在他出來前的內心預演統統沒有用上。說出口後，他的表情定格了好幾秒。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0O2IZXH86
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcSJ8X4z7A
「為什麼？」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlFcCRec1E
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6f8Gn9iZwq
我想像得到他會問為什麼，但我卻沒辦法馬上回答他，只是看著他的眼睛，沉默。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiNqgQL0nD
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrDGFgzGUy
「為什麼啊？」他稍稍提高了音量。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyVvomHFU9
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUevRdiyOo
「我做錯什麼了嗎？」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaf8GIPtgAr
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSb9oxQhyY
他不停追問，而我仍沒有出聲。有那麼片刻，我還以為我們是正在協議分手的情侶。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoU6wMh0f2z
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMGwtkZy3h
而那種錯覺正是必需結束的主因。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalJxp6Lg3f
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hkOqxrLPZ
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkorl84TFMV
「你是不是越來越依賴我了？」我輕輕的開口。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNLBPQkKnm
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HKfK0o33i
「什麼意思？我太黏妳了嗎？我可以不要太常去找妳吃飯啊。」他急著「改正」可能的錯誤。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWiQZmw6Zq0
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQtZI6FhyG
我搖搖頭，「那不是問題，問題是我也開始依賴你了。」這刻，我還是盯著他的眼睛說話。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQ0LfFWQUh
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbv3aShupot
「……」他語塞。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3M7ERCjGDK
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyVbSgxsM5
「有時候我會覺得你像我的男朋友。」
「你從來沒有做過越線的事，就像你一開始保證的那樣。」
「可是當我開始希望你越線的時候，我們的關係就很難維持了。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9C8CuOvza
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOEm3I8Lq5
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzfJE95NTB
「…妳喜歡我？」他猶疑了一下才說出口。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNry8yDMqhA
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlt9DemlQw
「可能有一點，或只是習慣你。無論如何，這樣不行。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4jfHbHrhE
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNktxjNaa0
「為什麼不行？」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuA8jJKa8Q
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfO4lyKxoQm
「你喜歡我嗎？有想過跟我交往嗎？或你有想過要跟我上床嗎？」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XIkcIElvE
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqedOcLSgdX
他被我突然的問句嚇到，過了一會兒才回應。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kqFqpgMsm
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrasvXKrGnY
「我…沒想過。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9sUtGIEVF
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjIPHnAFE0
「是了。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkkzvl8wyk
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjytUHI74K
「可是…可是我可以想想看啊，只是…可是…」他慌了，語無倫次。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSsiTzrpRD
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogXgq1EwP0
「別想了，這樣結束就好。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nqPonArf4
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLOw1EryJO
「我不要！這樣太突然了，我不要啦…」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKjHaAn36D
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8NKehbeuG
我摸摸他尚帶有水珠的頭髮，覺得他像隻淋濕的小狗，436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cmhhHv5JK
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0CI02nt3X
惹人憐愛。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKccemqIuZA
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYreVn7vfaH
從一開始就是這樣看待他的，我心裡的情感疊了太多層，無法和他明說。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rhIaVKqFo
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVQgIc2rOo
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgqvzhg9YX
「你只是捨不得能陪你玩的對象而已，趁現在結束才不會有更多麻煩。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEsI0ui6sp
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROBF5cMfNW
也許是被我冰冷的話語刺中了，他的眼睛滾下一顆淚珠。我預料中的反應。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6WfjM0Ax5
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQSkl2RKoQ
他離開椅子，跪到我面前，像犯錯的孩子。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPWJ8kJv8u
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUuLXX50bV
如果是情侶，跪著的那個人大概會抱住坐著的人吧？436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkZpBWR6fw
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHsQ0qJqsS
但他沒有，就是隔著剛好的距離，恭敬的、卑微的，跪著。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjq6FtIYen
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpWeNDa1Kn
那就是我們之間的距離－－主與奴的，即便我從不肯承認。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhS3hJkt9dn
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJztguMonK
「如果我們變成男女朋友，我就能夠留下妳嗎？」他嗚咽的說。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn58yX6lrBr
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1DXYqjTGY
那語氣裡滿是委屈，被拋棄的、不情願的…436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPYnrxZ0Zi
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufFWZvPVRT
「我們不會變成男女朋友。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UVdOkUsJK
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwcQfCOd5m
我把椅子拉開，也跪坐到地上，與他平視－－不再是主與奴的視角。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdGiWcJBj8
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNuYPTjdi8
「就算我們變成情侶，也沒辦法滿足彼此。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3Gg5K0odv
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwOIg7yvZT
他看著我的眼神，表示不懂我說的意思。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiP7ZUv7He
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8W3nOvuanm
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycRnxoz9Hf
我握住他的手，允許自己坦白。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzGEsaFZYc
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tv93P8SUr
「你不是想知道我為什麼會使用麻繩嗎？不是一直覺得我對這些事很熟練嗎？」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7DzBDWI60
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEAtPUAXBW
「那是因為我以前也做過。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kMaGi6Wqw
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7nyrmcBIu
他的眼睛倏地睜大，「我沒有別的奴。」我的雙手使了點力，示意要他繼續聽我說話。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdf637yISsV
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WE83GmcVc
「……我以前是服從的角色。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0a1xz6ry9
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9ppvAR1r8
「那些我對你做的事，都是以前別人對我做過的。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1UkayyS68
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07bsqUa4OG
「所以我才知道怎麼進行，但以前那個人很野蠻，我都被弄得很痛，所以我才不希望你受任何傷。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iR5vMkmqV
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddAkCbymwV
「我更不希望當你看見傷痕的時候會想起我。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPm5GAIYh8
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsy1cguwVK
我看著他，沒有移開目光。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUnyEIokFp
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8V0uvkW9jC
那些時候我看著他，會把自己的過去與他重疊。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkiYOHeS1n
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKyZWLNDE5
對他的處境所衍生的心疼，或許也參雜了更多私心，不曉得是心疼他，還是心疼過去的自己。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSP5CA3ar3Z
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSpDUptRJn
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2C9nDhUf2F
他傻住了，什麼話也說不出來。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJcNh1jGOW
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqm94V1s7r
我放開他的手，再次摸摸他的頭髮。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMN46JmW3Wk
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9xMSAe9N2
「去吹乾頭髮吧，會感冒的。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWiHaFDh8l
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cPvULiLzk
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQKGuhBzGP
離開旅館後，我們再也沒有見過面了。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoRK6WXeva
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeL3hpHBG9
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSSiegvnv2
那天晚上我在自己的記事本裡寫了一段這樣的話：436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJo1buVDTJQ
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqNnT0Suar
「我們都只是被情慾支配的獸，你是狗，但你不知道我是狼。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TGukUj0mO
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqjSMG8a77
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyNPEFzUlU
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NEODZzOHl
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