我比他先到達高潮，直到那刻我仍沒有出聲，在雙腿緊繃幾秒，高潮退去後，我靠著牆滑坐到地上。463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpf6Zd2WnN
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然後看著他的體液沾滿手指、手掌和手銬。463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUZL90uvuh
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「豺姐…？」過了一會兒，他出聲。463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QeJP01IEC
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我做了個深呼吸，站起來，拿起椅子上的裙子和內褲。463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasvWXe4Kbr
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「別動，等我一下。」我走進浴室清理自己。463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEnrzMuiLb
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITc1NXWkji
出來後，我從包包裡拿出濕紙巾，擦拭他的凌亂。463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfpDl6DydV
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxm3zTDnTXP
「我自己弄就好了…」他窘迫。463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXigtRPjNm
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「不要動。」我說。463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0I0lxr7iI
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擦拭完畢後，我解開他的手銬、取下眼罩。463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBn9cd4EA8g
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQavG9v9EMq
他慢慢地睜開眼，室內光線是柔和的黃光，他沒有花太多時間適應。463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSR4sxeaCCm
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「妳臉好紅。」他盯著我。463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡge7Tg4bPOm
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUdv3kXzGB
「哪有你紅？」我笑了，對著他的身體使了個眼色。463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoodx7cV95n
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDg0AOygz8
他才意識到自己一絲不掛，匆忙站起來跑進浴室。463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcOlQie9xP
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而我的笑容在他進浴室後消失。463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKjnbvQ9o9
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWueM2g8YB
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqy7fNg7ZA4
待他出來後，我在桌旁等他，示意他坐到另一張椅子上。463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapqe5PkeHi
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzI8E7Z4No
「我們結束這樣的關係吧。」
我直接講了重點，在他出來前的內心預演統統沒有用上。說出口後，他的表情定格了好幾秒。463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LmEeqj0ln
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbH32cwT5e
「為什麼？」463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjwQ0ErzCE
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GxU5IX6jD
我想像得到他會問為什麼，但我卻沒辦法馬上回答他，只是看著他的眼睛，沉默。463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo24Rd3Tfz2
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UGjb1dNke
「為什麼啊？」他稍稍提高了音量。463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnaVPqyUA4
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1lnnbSoXc
「我做錯什麼了嗎？」463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7aiATjVMY
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImrTVzurer
他不停追問，而我仍沒有出聲。有那麼片刻，我還以為我們是正在協議分手的情侶。463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcI1EvYOwN
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而那種錯覺正是必需結束的主因。463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39c1LjuctD
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIMmgQb9lT
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqz2qbWqrS
「你是不是越來越依賴我了？」我輕輕的開口。463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXMPif9lR6
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonqcEKQRcF
「什麼意思？我太黏妳了嗎？我可以不要太常去找妳吃飯啊。」他急著「改正」可能的錯誤。463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiH5yjy1Ti
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMwnpbDBu2
我搖搖頭，「那不是問題，問題是我也開始依賴你了。」這刻，我還是盯著他的眼睛說話。463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTmuTC7saN
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqqmViyYnl
「……」他語塞。463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VOnQZEJ0u
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQd1zA92wd
「有時候我會覺得你像我的男朋友。」
「你從來沒有做過越線的事，就像你一開始保證的那樣。」
「可是當我開始希望你越線的時候，我們的關係就很難維持了。」463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGSHIaAojq
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMxIkXGEua
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeKGK2yxQx
「…妳喜歡我？」他猶疑了一下才說出口。463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUHO2URjiG
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pFYGodOih
「可能有一點，或只是習慣你。無論如何，這樣不行。」463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPEgqfOzTf
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg988U7LPNZ
「為什麼不行？」463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJ4Sj0sVFy
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Iw9VQA0d8
「你喜歡我嗎？有想過跟我交往嗎？或你有想過要跟我上床嗎？」463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXd90tocTn
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDTuB2ncTY
他被我突然的問句嚇到，過了一會兒才回應。463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRYmKO9t2v
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zUEScOOmS
「我…沒想過。」463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5wMMEc5UO
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「是了。」463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jBY722RBz
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJ3ChTCjqu
「可是…可是我可以想想看啊，只是…可是…」他慌了，語無倫次。463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2r2VYVrJQ8
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoYRpNeLIc
「別想了，這樣結束就好。」463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlCMZTPi1r
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzuXO8Nhtf
「我不要！這樣太突然了，我不要啦…」463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7DuMyFRV5
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO68TyulCsZ
我摸摸他尚帶有水珠的頭髮，覺得他像隻淋濕的小狗，463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuMnN8Ajxr
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惹人憐愛。463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIOmX6rTRE
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB17cvjbR7W
從一開始就是這樣看待他的，我心裡的情感疊了太多層，無法和他明說。463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7f4CP9KXrL
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysppM05Uyg
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGZ6NDkoYI
「你只是捨不得能陪你玩的對象而已，趁現在結束才不會有更多麻煩。」463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNHLY1YNJC
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQ5nWOaF5Z
也許是被我冰冷的話語刺中了，他的眼睛滾下一顆淚珠。我預料中的反應。463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQlKNsEEM2
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGW7T8OmHu2
他離開椅子，跪到我面前，像犯錯的孩子。463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoHFTJNqtg
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMCO4E1Vrc
如果是情侶，跪著的那個人大概會抱住坐著的人吧？463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHPSHPj3b6
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtYauykPWg
但他沒有，就是隔著剛好的距離，恭敬的、卑微的，跪著。463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKf7ZDS2Xm
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpC31GU5F1
那就是我們之間的距離－－主與奴的，即便我從不肯承認。463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXco2mbRMw
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEc6fXcOohE
「如果我們變成男女朋友，我就能夠留下妳嗎？」他嗚咽的說。463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGYgK8EdMH
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxlFEUcKkr
那語氣裡滿是委屈，被拋棄的、不情願的…463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRvco39LRL
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RPvnpMfFH
「我們不會變成男女朋友。」463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOgV2fIFG0
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkii7UHS2QM
我把椅子拉開，也跪坐到地上，與他平視－－不再是主與奴的視角。463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkGunF6nes
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MKNxtoqkc
「就算我們變成情侶，也沒辦法滿足彼此。」463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHa8amPiYp2
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv09X8vm2IB
他看著我的眼神，表示不懂我說的意思。463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYl3ZBw3Ck
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOxeSqOzKJ
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkD8dF6FB5
我握住他的手，允許自己坦白。463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWAiIWLzuZ
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7MSJaM7dR
「你不是想知道我為什麼會使用麻繩嗎？不是一直覺得我對這些事很熟練嗎？」463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRMUi9CSKs
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡses7PQiMBl
「那是因為我以前也做過。」463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTfQsmD8MG
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNzNkHEvGJ
他的眼睛倏地睜大，「我沒有別的奴。」我的雙手使了點力，示意要他繼續聽我說話。463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsinDHj8mRP
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFeMHv97st
「……我以前是服從的角色。」463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2t2Cfe8p4
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJtimdy6GY
「那些我對你做的事，都是以前別人對我做過的。」463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7OZDboGiT
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4BvEU8g6R
「所以我才知道怎麼進行，但以前那個人很野蠻，我都被弄得很痛，所以我才不希望你受任何傷。」463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqw84dVQri
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrVwnsVP79
「我更不希望當你看見傷痕的時候會想起我。」463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0tyMGl7QE
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqL42LYmc1
我看著他，沒有移開目光。463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdR0O6xoEQQ
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSXyIFaPF9
那些時候我看著他，會把自己的過去與他重疊。463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoAQJdppd3
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5LLm1BMk2
對他的處境所衍生的心疼，或許也參雜了更多私心，不曉得是心疼他，還是心疼過去的自己。463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLW0PrlZhS2
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfltqy9fmM4
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXtXsA3K94
他傻住了，什麼話也說不出來。463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK39Q2fHYfW
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcRRQa3Fbg
我放開他的手，再次摸摸他的頭髮。463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5g84KnLLq
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBV7wLlxG2
「去吹乾頭髮吧，會感冒的。」463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINqlsUKWM9
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5BqkuaORa
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZ9LAJfAcT
離開旅館後，我們再也沒有見過面了。463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOaj39dZNV
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNLafDVCV5
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FqS3qNvQd
那天晚上我在自己的記事本裡寫了一段這樣的話：463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZmQppbKWn
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「我們都只是被情慾支配的獸，你是狗，但你不知道我是狼。」463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoswectEJ1j
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LnK7S4w7H
463Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Kl4R1suax
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