「這個擺飾真可愛。」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0gycvmfCw
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOEAuDSkkZ
「牆上照片裡那個是妳同學嗎？」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrc3uTo9Rkt
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「妳換拖鞋了啊？」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaC7nJk0j1K
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lGX0L581G
看著眼前顧左右而言他的人，我有種陌生的感覺。
我知道他想裝傻，想試試看這樣能不能讓我就此妥協。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pU6K4p8VO
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HF6Xu3g9I
「這是妳最喜歡的一套小說，對吧？」
他指著床邊那套三冊的翻譯小說。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYmbI06PIP
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVf32ZqVi4q
自他走進我房間，自在的坐下來時，我便如驚弓之鳥，站立一旁，拇指用力地按在食指上。
好像這裡才是他的房間。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4aW663owM
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9YSkvgDMC
好像，做錯事情的是我。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWuJvgFX3UU
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「我記得叫妳看金庸的時候，妳也希望我看妳喜歡的書，就是這套吧。」
他還在講那套書。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcxLN0cWre
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLuEBJMm9p
「你來只是為了問小說的事情嗎？」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvhrEiLgrU
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3KOJWtMkU
「……當然不是，但這套小說可以借我嗎？」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Sq9cB4ccV
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlOxgGCRei
我盯著他，思考他這麼做的用意。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuO6RoRrIV
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLwPKFYVzV
他仍笑吟吟的看著我。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMUmT5BjSx
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkoH97Iug6
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVnjmuj29M
「為什麼是我？」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisifVftNR9
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pL3wo5X28
我真正想問的是，為什麼騙我？526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1TEo0KR5p
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifPxjyWya6
「我們本來就不認識，為什麼來招惹我？」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3YxRkx0kS
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunaMNn9faQ
他的笑容漸漸退去，知道自己不能再嘻皮笑臉。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3HGWh3a4t
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZZHZedFJB
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「因為妳漂亮。」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DC693s4lF
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「……………」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKwBNywYvb
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUGwgGsWHe
「所以喜歡妳。」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcSkkAyRTU
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvBqdUWiPE
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPed6NRn69
「你真的是爛透了。」我說。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDXcMpKc1i
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcI9E29cVQ
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTLLpUlUwr
「當妳懷疑我為什麼不帶妳認識家人朋友，質疑我為什麼把妳藏起來，還開始產生自卑心態的時候，我有想過跟妳坦白。」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOHRdSOnAk
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKfMB4R0u8
「妳現在知道了，不是因為妳帶不出去…而是我不能帶妳出去。」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgVTXa1TVO
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmXvvHwbip
「我一開始以為妳是愛玩的女生，誰知道…故意不理妳，故意發脾氣，想說趁吵架分手，但妳都不回嘴也不生氣，還跟我道歉，我根本沒有理由拋下妳。」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUxI4CzMb9
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvvFtWbQ5B
他一貫的誠懇態度，加上我殘餘的依戀，讓我即使知道他在講屁話還是安靜地聽著。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tgUCf4oGt
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2f45lrN6ER
他看我不說話，急了。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQl35kFm9k0
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIP9o9VSEm
「妳可以認識新朋友、新的異性、找下一個男朋友，但在找到之前，我還是可以陪著妳啊。」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvKCoH6c0F
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgwbL2qXgO
我皺眉，這種話也說的出口啊。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡweLLH0vL6B
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6Ye5IATqp
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6sFdirPHj
「你從頭到尾，都在騙我，現在還想繼續？」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptbQ46Kvpa
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkUUMQdK8x
「我不會再騙妳了，我隱瞞的事情妳都知道了，還能騙妳什麼？」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdOAEiOEGB
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVVMEpbevo
當然是騙我你愛著我啊。我想著。
話到嘴邊卻沒能說出口。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwRFxf19Ea
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNESYKKWTIO
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「你在外面這樣玩，不覺得自己的妻子很可憐嗎？」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWojMcG1mS
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6lrbDUJXB
「她不知道，怎麼會可憐？」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6fhKpDH0S
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwf9lsFqHby
「她不知道，不代表你就可以這樣啊。」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnwVKp9X3l
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLzGH0PlYI
「謊言要戳破才是謊言。如果妳沒發現，那我跟妳的這場戀愛跟真的有什麼兩樣？」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfr6cYf3ck
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDlBIvSsl7
「…………」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBmuQPBzV8
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ccnfL89zQ
他不覺得他有錯，完完全全。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡouGAryKzgh
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmXld1Uegp
而我除了後悔讓他進門以外，還不停地反省自己為什麼沒有再更謹慎一些。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNHMpU53TC
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyJ9ZJioAF
妳怎麼會，如此盲目？526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohZQz7NRyY
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfCiCGFBg5
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9F8PoUZT0
「你還想跟我在一起是為了性嗎？」
我問了會讓自己難堪的問題。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFIvka20xs9
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGQDy0JCML
「妳怎麼想得這麼膚淺！感情才是絕大部份的原因啊！」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDum8i5GhZU
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgmEJntdVP
他的反應很大，看來是說中了啊。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIn4HtKzsK
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkBKJwJkNc
「是喔，這麼喜歡我，那怎麼不離婚。」說完，我笑了，居然笑了。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13Q6o9zJn1
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXguZrDhU9
「………那個，男人不管在外面玩得多兇，最終都是要回家的。」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0uTIKxLG8
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Sz3UJthsR
他短暫停頓後說的話狠狠地打了自己嘴巴卻不自知。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjcS0NKTmx
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNDwZm95OF
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「你回去吧。」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdleUAlWIY
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7W7skVVgT1
「妳還沒給我答案，我不要走。」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Xi9TLnnKg
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWQ5ZrKTNI
「你是要逼我跟你老婆說你外遇嗎？」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2a22WIbIr
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡziHJplIQaT
「妳不會這麼做的。」
他說的信誓旦旦。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeMm1wYVjK
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCm4cUxCKw
「憑什麼這樣認為？」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsk5pmXvqKa
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwrX0QvSVm
「因為妳不忍心讓所有人難過。」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxz3MEXOR3K
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdglhlQrTIt
我的心痛了一大下。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZEVTtpGvw
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjJKtyFfUn
怎麼會把自己完全交出去，讓人摸透了底，看清了弱點，讓別人，還是妳愛的那個人，拿著利器，戳進自己最不堪一擊的地方？526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdGCk3gABL
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX51MgXSW2r
「你回去吧，拜託你。」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwtwug7sEP
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDbauldxJi
「那我就當妳答應了喔。」他又開始嘻皮笑臉。「小說借我。」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAfy22kVhL
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAjVZurNe5
「拿去。」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5OezTZ6Tw
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxfbXfoxLi
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUrKlkTl6f
他離開之前，無視我冷冰冰的表情，親暱的抱了我，還吻了我一下。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTO6d1sGNvw
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4HZjVRirT
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUUadKNa79
「知道我為什麼跟妳借妳最喜歡的小說嗎？」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uF8BB0QN4
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBiYCMbqwms
「因為這樣就有下一次見妳的理由。」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRJZ32QFch
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnjBBUqh8p
「對不起，騙了妳。我還沒有準備好接受妳離開我的生活。」526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZTutfGmOG
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5CvmsntoA
他傳來的訊息，讓我知道他根本不是想試著接觸我喜歡的東西。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0ETh3tHCx
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNG0TPwc2i6
這場戀愛不是戀愛，是他強硬地將他的世界、他的喜好，塞進我的世界，而我還全盤接受。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnsLwxOdF0
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBf0n86Qh2
說是戀愛，還不如說是一場他的秀。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjC2zterh7z
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzchMcqFBZ
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61gFpWvup6
我成了婚姻裡的第三者，自己最看不起的小三。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5XDwFSzkP
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSA5xER6eph
開始厭惡自己，每一天，都狠狠地詛咒鏡子裡的人。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTX1IRStSDt
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvngIUq1e2
我沒有讓任何人知道，甚至是最親密的黑兔子，也不知情。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2ySEhJv8L
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbDpFhaW5g
然後我開始下載各式各樣的交友軟體，假裝自己好像想認識新的異性，事實上我的確在那個時候認識了很多新朋友，但…也就僅只於朋友。當有人問自己有沒有考慮進一步交往，總是很快地拒絕對方。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSZ2F1AxvH
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwNvZVCE9L
因為我仍被他拖著，無法前進。526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3d41F8EYaS
526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1KHdy0COY
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待續。
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