「這個擺飾真可愛。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Yc1Au2YG5
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLE5f8PLOn
「牆上照片裡那個是妳同學嗎？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5awmaeWaRv
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndeP6N3ytk
「妳換拖鞋了啊？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86yxLSNt2F
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaDeAgrKp1
看著眼前顧左右而言他的人，我有種陌生的感覺。
我知道他想裝傻，想試試看這樣能不能讓我就此妥協。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFgnPYaOW8
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOPpRMnJFe
「這是妳最喜歡的一套小說，對吧？」
他指著床邊那套三冊的翻譯小說。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZj8RKi5vuC
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYPaFahF1f
自他走進我房間，自在的坐下來時，我便如驚弓之鳥，站立一旁，拇指用力地按在食指上。
好像這裡才是他的房間。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjbkbmWIpn
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lNpOFIefe
好像，做錯事情的是我。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡks8qSpZcAk
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsh72NaFgD
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKbmWlpaEk
「我記得叫妳看金庸的時候，妳也希望我看妳喜歡的書，就是這套吧。」
他還在講那套書。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzMRnBWIbO
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUi64estU52
「你來只是為了問小說的事情嗎？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmFUDfSX53
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrAdgBg8Sr
「……當然不是，但這套小說可以借我嗎？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWK1jleQnXp
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCpDs3Xezy
我盯著他，思考他這麼做的用意。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7dLwbKwnr
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7VLne4gyM
他仍笑吟吟的看著我。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedHn0ooHK0
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh51IW1zIRG
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSwWKFHbDI
「為什麼是我？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPvYPuIxZG
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRV80qQD4t
我真正想問的是，為什麼騙我？497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4J0lTwyHxn
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9l9Rx4iitO
「我們本來就不認識，為什麼來招惹我？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lfrytDm1y
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RmhPnKVJ9
他的笑容漸漸退去，知道自己不能再嘻皮笑臉。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHo7YPANA1W
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJeHGg5h6g4
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrJO08R2KY
「因為妳漂亮。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9fgw7DyK0
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZAKCkyKcf
「……………」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCNxyLOOCj
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEwav3USZ7
「所以喜歡妳。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhoqgGB9USY
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7YY2BmBgt
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAod8GtnqPC
「你真的是爛透了。」我說。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGM5X8T8To
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiKOpaXYTX
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0C0peMVXl
「當妳懷疑我為什麼不帶妳認識家人朋友，質疑我為什麼把妳藏起來，還開始產生自卑心態的時候，我有想過跟妳坦白。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB52m74S2wl
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHi5pPlIl3q
「妳現在知道了，不是因為妳帶不出去…而是我不能帶妳出去。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdoNG8e0OB
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXscC97lVmG
「我一開始以為妳是愛玩的女生，誰知道…故意不理妳，故意發脾氣，想說趁吵架分手，但妳都不回嘴也不生氣，還跟我道歉，我根本沒有理由拋下妳。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg64hOORU7n
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLzSFyYKSW
他一貫的誠懇態度，加上我殘餘的依戀，讓我即使知道他在講屁話還是安靜地聽著。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkyPtSuVbb
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCOO9nNTqT
他看我不說話，急了。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZJx50AFkb
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJjWg1WZ6r
「妳可以認識新朋友、新的異性、找下一個男朋友，但在找到之前，我還是可以陪著妳啊。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSWwxpO1X2
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkKtSECNh6
我皺眉，這種話也說的出口啊。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIP8aTGNMd
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNI8bmtD7W
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7nX0XVkwY
「你從頭到尾，都在騙我，現在還想繼續？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjsPu8jGOv
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUYQlIWlbI
「我不會再騙妳了，我隱瞞的事情妳都知道了，還能騙妳什麼？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJvR5lGo8Y
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2llvGIkqf9
當然是騙我你愛著我啊。我想著。
話到嘴邊卻沒能說出口。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1W2GkWuneQ
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ153Bi2qDbO
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsf9WjJwD3X
「你在外面這樣玩，不覺得自己的妻子很可憐嗎？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91YOzxP4vJ
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxXDNnZoIs
「她不知道，怎麼會可憐？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNlP6CNJWn
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6yIE8eWpv
「她不知道，不代表你就可以這樣啊。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpEM3Jg4WL
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2ZtuKmSML
「謊言要戳破才是謊言。如果妳沒發現，那我跟妳的這場戀愛跟真的有什麼兩樣？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSSqtGx9HP
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfoOSm1HsD
「…………」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBru9rpUbo
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhjB6Mr5FE
他不覺得他有錯，完完全全。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHHjkKWFQG
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhCkI3juks
而我除了後悔讓他進門以外，還不停地反省自己為什麼沒有再更謹慎一些。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5eGJs7n9Q
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIq6bVgmio
妳怎麼會，如此盲目？497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1uphJXKFto
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxNFAqmgs5
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TKfDd7Vyi
「你還想跟我在一起是為了性嗎？」
我問了會讓自己難堪的問題。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihwsrOttFs
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVJBPnOYpf
「妳怎麼想得這麼膚淺！感情才是絕大部份的原因啊！」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDajtB4Zf5W
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRDSPQnREv
他的反應很大，看來是說中了啊。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyDa4WLtxw
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgtsFa7BRg
「是喔，這麼喜歡我，那怎麼不離婚。」說完，我笑了，居然笑了。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbugUoeaA4
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dQYmNodAK
「………那個，男人不管在外面玩得多兇，最終都是要回家的。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijik76nqOS
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPvSfM8xxD
他短暫停頓後說的話狠狠地打了自己嘴巴卻不自知。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnLy3vNBA9
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYltVvGBQXt
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNlnWZUuRf
「你回去吧。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ES3CKgxx4
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VBW9eCBAp
「妳還沒給我答案，我不要走。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG86usmxpXD
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAytZXbPfI2
「你是要逼我跟你老婆說你外遇嗎？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkiMBGSSeHP
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8vQkjRZd8
「妳不會這麼做的。」
他說的信誓旦旦。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ217CuYxMEe
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTq4Z3mgrB
「憑什麼這樣認為？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwR4i0M5b7
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzEhfplnpi
「因為妳不忍心讓所有人難過。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCspIGgHa0R
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2LaCKYlKn
我的心痛了一大下。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xbNk1JpIW
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2uisXhwSf
怎麼會把自己完全交出去，讓人摸透了底，看清了弱點，讓別人，還是妳愛的那個人，拿著利器，戳進自己最不堪一擊的地方？497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9icVbnJCI
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskoutKq3t6
「你回去吧，拜託你。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1F8zIoESp7
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7x1wejCxt
「那我就當妳答應了喔。」他又開始嘻皮笑臉。「小說借我。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKwVCSvx2k
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08xxvFrgdq
「拿去。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVwFT3BUzX
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4C7oVS8YK
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yCaKwhi90
他離開之前，無視我冷冰冰的表情，親暱的抱了我，還吻了我一下。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dpvoWdMaJ
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡraklZ4U3F4
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSyryy6KxG
「知道我為什麼跟妳借妳最喜歡的小說嗎？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItHeEAQ8Qu
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTnZBRzHer
「因為這樣就有下一次見妳的理由。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfB1W4BYSY
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvqIqPLHgv
「對不起，騙了妳。我還沒有準備好接受妳離開我的生活。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChtDGG6deK
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxtAV9GyYr
他傳來的訊息，讓我知道他根本不是想試著接觸我喜歡的東西。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkfoakX8B1
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tUvDrggRI
這場戀愛不是戀愛，是他強硬地將他的世界、他的喜好，塞進我的世界，而我還全盤接受。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9nR43K55n
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuWzZkS87v
說是戀愛，還不如說是一場他的秀。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8oiU9ERSe
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSluA9jPyDT
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCuveQUVyp
我成了婚姻裡的第三者，自己最看不起的小三。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBIS7UOIFe
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtcHmK5Psd
開始厭惡自己，每一天，都狠狠地詛咒鏡子裡的人。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxz6f56MgXG
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8gBvzKTsk
我沒有讓任何人知道，甚至是最親密的黑兔子，也不知情。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUc64smMWo
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7CvPvuO6K
然後我開始下載各式各樣的交友軟體，假裝自己好像想認識新的異性，事實上我的確在那個時候認識了很多新朋友，但…也就僅只於朋友。當有人問自己有沒有考慮進一步交往，總是很快地拒絕對方。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hyEhuqnlL
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9koetRC0I
因為我仍被他拖著，無法前進。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVlWnXNrEy
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDMet0lw3G
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwD8a3khTUA
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGpmvyV58P
待續。
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