「那,你叫什麼名字?」436Please respect copyright.PENANAuNgzBMfQsy
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說也奇怪,那麼多問題,我最在意的竟是這一個。
想起了剛認識時,曾經跟他要名片,而他推託說名片正在重新製作的事。436Please respect copyright.PENANAteeVaslGPU
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「下次去找妳的時候再跟妳說。」436Please respect copyright.PENANAq2KtxyKtfP
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「你還想來找我!?」436Please respect copyright.PENANANIAWHHwBcd
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「我還放不下妳。」436Please respect copyright.PENANAherz2iV5uZ
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「你不能這麼自私。」436Please respect copyright.PENANA6x0UBy2ScO
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「再給我一點時間,我會做出選擇的。」436Please respect copyright.PENANAk4Jssz4tzF
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我妥協了。436Please respect copyright.PENANAwW0JO1TSZ0
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但我還是傷心不已,為了不讓身旁的人看出來,我每天準時上班、上課,一有空閒的時間,就往外跑。436Please respect copyright.PENANAc18b4px1cS
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我開始自己去爬山,對山的狂熱應該也是從這個時候開始的。436Please respect copyright.PENANACuep4ruA6A
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幸好我住在靠近山區的地方,騎上摩托車,很快就能到達各個山腳下。背包裡裝著一塊麵包,一壺水,戴上帽子就一個勁兒的往上爬。436Please respect copyright.PENANAP1VTyRWDa6
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腳力慢慢的增加了,氣管與心肺功能卻沒有明顯的進步。我總在半山腰時,滿臉漲紅,呼吸困難,胸口疼痛難耐…
每當這個時候,腦子裡就會出現要我放棄的聲音。
放棄吧,妳不適合這裡,就像妳跟他一樣。
但我總是固執地,繼續往上爬,直到頂端,待我看見山頂的展望時,便覺得一切都值得。436Please respect copyright.PENANAUPs0j1MR6o
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如同我固執地的等待他一般。436Please respect copyright.PENANACVY8B5IIys
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歸功於他想要的「低調」,我身邊的人沒幾個知道我談戀愛,更別說知道我的戀情出現問題了。436Please respect copyright.PENANADCT3uY2BL4
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年節來了。436Please respect copyright.PENANA44xzeWveE3
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媽媽問我,為什麼男友沒有來家裡拜年。
我隨便說了他回南部的理由搪塞過去,媽媽懷疑的眼神說明了她不相信,但她沒有戳破我。436Please respect copyright.PENANAQAPG51SzqU
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沒有上班與上課的日子,時間更多,也更難熬。436Please respect copyright.PENANAo7MNv6CYnI
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除了爬山,我同時也繼續投入在「他的興趣」裡,金庸小說,以及韓劇。436Please respect copyright.PENANA5KscM2Yq30
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「金三順是我看過最好看的韓劇,妳快點看。」他一開始就要我看這部已經很久的韓劇。436Please respect copyright.PENANAiHhgnBJ18D
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那段時間裡,我看了這部,當劇情走到男主角與前女友復合,拋下女主角不管時,我就哭了,狠狠的哭了,嚇到幫我買晚餐的爸爸。
「電視劇都是假的妳還這麼認真。」436Please respect copyright.PENANAsh5cAPWQ4E
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是啊,都是假的,我還這麼認真。436Please respect copyright.PENANALgzecyOgey
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年節過完,他來找我了。436Please respect copyright.PENANA5kyj14BUA6
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以為他也像我一樣,準備在這天做出選擇,我做好分手的心理準備,才讓他進屋。436Please respect copyright.PENANAcSOlccwglI
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然而他只是握著我的手,捏捏我的手臂跟臉頰,看似很心疼的問我為什麼瘦了;抱著我說他很想我,揉揉我的頭髮,說一些言不及義的情話。436Please respect copyright.PENANA7kxwBj87bu
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我像一隻本來繃緊神經,弓起身體的貓,突然被溫柔的撫摸愛護,瞬間癱軟了自己,也忘了本來應該講清楚的事,沉溺在他短暫的溫柔裡。436Please respect copyright.PENANAVkVfYNhuER
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接著,在他離開我的住處後懊悔不已。436Please respect copyright.PENANAiMa4hv9UfN
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某天睜開眼睛,我就像被按下了什麼開關,覺得今天一定要做些什麼,一定要了斷某些事情。436Please respect copyright.PENANAnMrACJVu2P
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於是我把交往開始就寫的小本子,裡頭盡是一些訴說自己滿腔愛意的傻話、向他借的書、以及先前就準備好在情人節送的禮物,裝進紙袋,準備去找他。436Please respect copyright.PENANAWWhPKwHH0c
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即使他曾告誡我,他不愛女生去他的公司打擾他工作。436Please respect copyright.PENANAZXe28sz1I2
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「管他的。」我這麼想。436Please respect copyright.PENANAFfaeWRwMNg
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待續。
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