不知道從什麼時候開始，流行起一種瓦楞板大卡片，女孩們、情侶間在特殊節日時，會親手製作這種瓦楞板卡片，最小的都有A4大小，上面貼滿照片跟各式各樣的貼紙，可能還會有色紙剪貼的標題，再附上一些卡片真正的文字內容…503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyo6sOQ7p9
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「我才不會做那種鬼東西。」記得自己曾這麼說過。當時一個朋友問我「我生日會收到妳親手做的卡片嗎？現在很流行的那一種？」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAof9DRXJq
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「妳是要收在哪裡？只會放在那邊長灰塵，丟也不是、留也不是的東西，我幹嘛做？」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUbMHsC76l
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沒想到我狠狠的打了自己嘴巴。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUZzVZDHo7
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回家之後，我思索著可以幫阿龍做些什麼…
阿龍的姊姊說，阿龍的記憶沒有完全恢復，來探望的人，他有些是不認得的…503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA25mpYFjTX
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我在班級社團留言，告訴大家，我想做一個加油板，需要大家對阿龍說說話，還需要大家和阿龍的合照。
不愧是阿龍，幾天內就累積了班級人數一半以上的留言，跟一堆照片。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1U0Hj6Ia7
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我把大家想說的話跟照片都印出來，剪下後貼上瓦楞板，最上面還貼了「早日康復」四個大字…503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDBZDjNglP
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是的，我做了口中的「鬼東西」…（還做了半開大小的呢）503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xp5n0QVgZ
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卡片正中央是阿龍小時候的照片，放得很大，是阿龍姊姊給我的，她說這張阿龍笑得很開心，家人都很喜歡。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1lxwxU25m
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再次去醫院探望阿龍是兩個月後了。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArQKiaNEg9
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阿龍已拿掉呼吸器，但還是無法說話，嘴巴附近因為有縫合，所以也只能用吸管喝一些流質的飲料，或小口吃粥狀的食物…至少已經可以進食了。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzEWu5ULcx
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去的時候他剛好在吃飯，坐在病床上，看見我們，他抬手，指了指我們。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipHFEACUXA
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「你可以吃東西了啊？不錯不錯，多吃點。」
他看著我們，一個看過一個，眼神最後回來我身上，他挑了挑眉。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nbRQ0bIsP
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「你不認得嗎？這是阿貓、這是猴子、這是眼鏡仔啊。」我一邊指指同學，一邊幫助阿龍回想。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ucs0H6wW2
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阿龍比了個「讚」。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqP48xuMgv
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「我有東西給你哦。」我走向前，把那個大板子拿出來，放在阿龍面前。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OCzYAoVXs
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他盯著板子看了好久好久。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBgplq4Kzk
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他指了中間的大頭寶寶，又指了指他自己。
「對啊，這是你小時候，是你姊姊給我的照片哦，你小時候超可愛的！」
阿龍想笑，他準備咧開嘴時吃痛，臉皺了起來。
「欸你不要笑啦，現在還不能笑啦乖。」
他又比了「讚」。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpuKAuylWo
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「板子上的照片你認得誰嗎？」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTECEARMl1
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阿龍看著板子，開始指，一個、兩個，第三個是我、四個…然後他停止動作，抬頭看我。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJjAsqmiPj
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只有四個啊…還不包含今天來的人呢，另外幾個同學一臉尷尬。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwr59x1TvgR
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阿龍露出了歉疚的表情。
「沒關係，慢慢來。這些都是我們的同學哦，你不用勉強自己，慢慢來，之後就會想起來的。」
我捏捏他的手掌，他想出力捏捏我，但力道還是很小很小…503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpx1GnI0m8
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他又比了「讚」。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8S0hEmfF8M
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我也比一個「讚」。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tnq1e4WhR
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「加油！」我說。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWV8z1K3oj
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人在無助的時候，除了尋求他人幫助，我們最常做的事情，就是求神明的幫助了…503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNUxognZJP
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不用加班的週末，我去了一趟廟裡。
那是一間香火鼎盛的大廟，我在每個神明前認真祈求，說了阿龍的生辰、住的地方跟醫院、說了他的狀況…然後和神明發了茹素三個月的願。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hnrvyqSGa
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距離上一次看阿龍，又過了兩個月。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwQcfnL4Vk
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這次我自己一個人到醫院。
看護一看見我來，就說他要去買東西，人就跑走了。
「你的看護好像很不想待在這厚？」我笑著說。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXDOmGPYXS
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「他…想去抽菸…」一個微弱的聲音從阿龍口中傳出。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqXTYCHFwA
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「你可以說話了！？」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyb69JAvoAm
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他點點頭。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0JFEHdM9A
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「！！！」我驚喜著，連忙坐在床旁邊的椅子上，看著他。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJKM0xlUr0
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「說話…還是…痛…」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioN8Tm7F1r
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「說話會很痛嗎？那不要勉強說話了，可能還沒消腫。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6SrDTtFo3
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「沒…關係…我想…妳說話」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcXupTyNgj
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「你傻哦，以後說話的機會多得是啊，不用急。啊，我又有東西要給你了喔。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7HDP8GFqd
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我拿出從廟裡帶回來的平安符，放在阿龍手裡。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXaTlytELc
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「這是去廟裡求的，你可以戴在身上，或是掛在床旁邊都可以，嗯…」我看著他脖子上已有一條家人給的平安符，「掛床邊吧？就這邊好不好？我幫你掛。」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFzLbP9sMi
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我伸手想拿平安符，阿龍卻捏住不放。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxkIAx1ttX
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「怎麼了？」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AcDs2LK1d
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他抬起無法高舉的手，將脖子低下，很吃力的想自己戴上平安符…503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHRghTFk2C
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我愣住了兩秒。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciB5OkIAUK
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「欸，你要戴在身上就說啊，我幫你戴啦…」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwtlpwSSjh
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我靠近他，接過平安符，繞過他的脖子，打活結。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMJN2Viq6V
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他盯著我看。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJyzWIlDY6
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「好了，這樣可以吧？」503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zulmOEuKx
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他摸了摸平安符，像怕不見似的，將它放進衣服裡，拍拍胸口，靠近心臟的位置。503Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqaFlFjUor
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待續。
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