等我能見到他時，又過了一個月。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuZRrMBuoy
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深呼吸了好幾口氣，練習了幾次微笑，我才踏進病房。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhm8lKQa8C
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5BRoLhkfD
他盯著我走近，待我在床前站定，見我微微一笑，他便咧開嘴笑了。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8KwPOZDll
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTz65vJkzz
「我妹怎麼變這麼漂亮啦？」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BQxWhjNQz
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hF5G2NHnI
我沒理會他的玩笑，只是看著臉色蒼白的他，當下覺得自己的微笑只是一道不讓自己哭出來的防線。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFog7WPGjIM
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwZz7IsEsP
我查過他的病，既然已到末期，治癒機率已經極低，幾乎是零。也知道他會長期處在各種疼痛裡。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZbJAUHhFz
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbtVlHRCWV
所以我無法開口問他還好嗎，也沒辦法要他振作，更不能祝福他康復。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0lA1mEjMD
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzkA95I9Dm
只是他仍然對著我笑，笑得那麼真。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs92Yh7pQII
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIM4UaNHZb
「幹嘛傻在那裡，過來這邊坐啊。」他指指床邊的椅子。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHU5M4tFYF
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEgxbKxiQR
我走過去，把椅子拉近病床，坐下。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqsrmszhTG
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83AVARaaT8
我們幾乎是同時伸出雙手的。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhaTI4Ety8
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrEg1gWEFc
碰到他的手時，我的鼻子就酸了，眼睛也模糊了。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9zEk5RCWC
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtBIz7gDW1
「不是答應我不哭了嗎？」那句話有著溫柔的指責。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHboa26Sfny
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjALG4J5Wj
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSoQZTXfse
「現在有沒有哪裡會痛…？」我開口問。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4JdK0rU0j
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBV6OUWjzo6
「每天都在痛啊，肚子也痛、頭也痛，骨頭也都會痛…」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPF89hHo7i
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xMxdiUo1q
他數家珍地說出，而我的眉頭也因此糾結。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVy5Wr8W7j7
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4s48VhpLHZ
「現在不痛啦，看到妳都不痛啦。」見我皺眉，他胡亂地撒謊。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhjQmsxqUB
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDilk83VPIF
我揉著他的手，好像有很多話要說，但又覺得沒什麼好說。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQny7ilXKhC
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjjTy74NgM
「爸…妳爸爸，有說什麼嗎？他知道嗎？」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIhjtdjw0q
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqv2RwlKPaw
我愣了一下，沒想到他會問這個問題。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKu5dGGV3FH
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TcOj9RFnj
「他應該知道，但他沒跟我說什麼…」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84j9SVzrnr
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1nZhTuOTP
「是嗎…我想也是啦。問問而已，妳不要多想。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hvgmRDWFo
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoU9D6TtlA
那一瞬間，我覺得父親的無情是無法被原諒的。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfiWCa0Sb4
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15clJ24aKm
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkVcKesUkg
我拿出那晚編好的手繩，放到他手裡。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYx8Jsq2XUB
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oirBHJMIE
「這是新編的。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWDDvJZm4v
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMODL5jO8z
他看了看手繩，又看看我。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOlxvNFWSY
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZYRNoqCTg
「妳幫我拿櫃子裡的皮夾出來。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9Nd4fZoE4
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrqD83NghD
我把皮夾遞給他，他從皮夾裡拿出了…好幾年前的那條幸運手繩。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAg61PgZe1p
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgRa6cLWnr
白色的線都變成灰色，已經髒髒的了，他拿出來時還是小心翼翼。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5cXxDmtHQ
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30z1upFUjN
「妳看。」他得意。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbeW4v2X7sY
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZo4evfXpp
「虧你能留那麼久，我之前皮包掉了，你的照片也搞丟了…」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWWEAYD5Rg
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrc2zAlnmDq
「幫我戴新的在手上。」他說。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBsFlGEhW2
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRDEJp3BUK
我一邊把手繩綁上他變得好細的手腕，一邊說著…490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0XJUn8ntV
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPF5ym4iFaU
「我們以前還說要一起合照，但都沒有做到…」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UC4izMMP9
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXEurZGXEI
「現在拍。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtEf948Hcc
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9enllanLi
「啊？」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vGJwVuKV2
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtxtTfnTh5
「現在就拍啊，妳手機有照相功能吧？」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtA23POnIAe
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JuYj56QCb
「有。」我拿出手機，翻開摺疊螢幕，開啟相機功能。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gYEdnCox6
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrrLqSDwCE
「等一下等一下。」他伸手拿了旁邊的眼鏡戴上。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpkMVNaDxh
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcYJa3ibTT
「我這樣看起來比較不像流氓吧？」他又在笑。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nI3Z4t3tU
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUBdC1jwRS
我笑了，起身貼近床，把頭靠在他臉旁，拿著手機對著我們倆的大頭拍了一張照片。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGV18N7pVfS
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMquCZ4WDw
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjauWHveuSn
我坐回椅子上，有那麼一段時間，我們都沒有看著彼此，也沒有說話。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCk8kgqade
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBQoHi6Rxc
「我離婚了。」英傑突然說。
「我被抓後，妳嫂子自己提的。」
「簽字是一定要簽的，拖著她也不對。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfoGowonH6R
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtYWQNvn3J
我想起那個沒有喊過他「爸爸」的兒子，但我沒有勇氣開口問。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ485bsMVQYA
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGCOcbzEcK
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37K1OR23Tv
「妳還有在寫小說嗎？」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqtZB18WnR
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb67sn5JR5V
「…有寫一些小故事。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoddjDKMQk0
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02tMRDigAN
「那就好，不要隨便放棄喔。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1h4kIaNC8
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdY8Wu4KVi
「嗯。我好久沒看到你寫的詩了。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZFRkKc4ub
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gW6ezecBi
「我太久沒寫字啦…字已經不漂亮，腦子也沒東西了。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiPD5syueE
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkeKa5dQo7
「不會啦，字跡不會隨便改變的。」情感也是。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzu6Rg0DCrR
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNInHocROY
「妹。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzdnXpuOKN
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFRgQYy1mS
「嗯？」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeqeJe75zn
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GTDIit2Zy
「人真的要走到末路的時候，才知道只有家人會無條件的陪在身邊。」
「所以妳一定要好好珍惜家人，不要交壞朋友，也不要太相信外面的人。」
「也不要抽菸、喝太多酒…」
「如果可以，就回去念書，這個社會還是很看學歷…」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dAeWA9Pkb
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlSawb9kRu
我突然意識到他正在做什麼。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYofhd3PvX
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJj1e7LO8Ws
像是交代後事般的叮嚀，我聽在耳裡，痛在心裡，但我不能阻止他這麼做。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Cg3PAPyAB
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBf8b2deAkG
因為我甚至不知道還有沒有下一次見他的機會。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ412c5KDgoV
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdKAsekaJE
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbc29LNAi1
那天我在醫院陪他直到晚上才離開，他始終笑著，在我面前不表現出痛苦或難過。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrL7LqK516
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKW1whjCkd
他也答應讓我再去看他，只是要先跟他聯絡。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPYcLy3zgL
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJozpBK5g2
「我媽有點介意，所以不希望妳們碰到面。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQckyNUJoA
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBSA5hDCqq
爾後我又見了他兩次，其中一次他告訴我，他信了主耶穌。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UcgqpHshs
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HeAgW1yUr
我知道是身體病痛的折磨，讓他尋求精神上的慰藉。他親自寫了信給教會的小孩子，用自己的經歷告誡孩子們勿入歧途。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPjRVnKbV2
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWxbHLwr45
我知道他害怕，知道他尋求救贖。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJasHc0tG0p
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3b57UBNX1
我知道他就算把地獄或罪人掛在嘴邊，仍是害怕受苦的。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrcsxrArFE
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecUpAXlikf
我知道他也許到了這一刻才開始後悔。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrCH5SYjA8
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPBndpYEEW
但我是欣慰的。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zKlZ1ImmY
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUykpZV7iCq
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjOaxxFc7I
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vGrtbDQuZ
那一天來的又快又急。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAggsyMzdV
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwHrD2EJR5
「妹…」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PW9VoLrUw
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCk5pFjqE4
我接起電話，只聽到英傑喊了我，然後是沉重的喘息與啜泣。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoFLfcLyhH
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBw0G9DhuA
「你怎麼了？怎麼了？」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL53cyUBcxP
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrKVRwE4O0
還拿著手機和他說話，我已經起身準備出門去醫院。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnp7YDTun4B
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG69iKxVqhH
「我還不想死…」他哭著說。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4b9JHeZiW
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAuycUeEFW
那句話狠狠地撕裂了我的胸口。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ15mFzJjUP
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgeFxHr2Sk
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2P3f0bXLcv
我跑進病房，英傑似乎剛剛才穩定下來，吊著點滴、眼眶泛紅、面容消瘦，也比上次更加蒼白、手臂上都是青色與紫色的瘀青。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Pnssz8VmI
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TXusajAKQ
他的母親與姐姐看見我，臉色明顯地不自在。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMTRbQElad
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZzDLBeWVj
英傑打那通電話給我的時候，她們是不是也在呢？490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9AClfXuSQ
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8l7QztDlAL
她們小聲地和英傑說了幾句話，就走出病房，留給我和他說話的空間。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35gs7oY38k
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsH2FxTN46
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVODhj6Rcy
我坐到上次的位置，握住他的手。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDakz5JwjyL
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBTC6IN7ne
那雙手已又更瘦更冰冷了。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNnuqXDild
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeKI6FhIu6
「我真的，還不想死。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtR5okrWWii
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwfV45egfS
我握著他的手出了點力。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcGVdDTJc0
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KmzvO5rrl
「我很害怕。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiU01T9E5fX
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodnJGhchk4
「我很怕死…」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6QfQ4HZrn
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVNqYbKMfN
他沒看著我，只盯著手。說完，他的眼淚就掉下來。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgIiEigpJs
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Cid39tvjr
那是我第一次看見他掉眼淚，也是最後一次。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqWPRrZ6rW
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6L5hdIE9t
「你已經悔改了，你一定會去天堂的。」我已經滿臉淚水，但還是看著他的眼睛說。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZT34011bwk
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEY4wYH7dsE
「全身都很痛…」他終於抬頭看我。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoGgrolHmX
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbySYtBfkyb
我趕緊抽幾張衛生紙擦他的臉，他的雙頰與眼窩都已經凹陷，我的手盡可能地放輕力道，就怕他疼。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrGmzG7iBm
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJR5pBzDca
「你很努力了，我知道你很努力了…」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QlwlMR5SF
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5qPhhpl24
我抱住他，驚覺他已弱不禁風的事實。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5t5hEbPpx
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLJJw9MUpj
這讓我倏地停止了自己的眼淚。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmuCaQohMe
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhd7qfawVQ
「沒事的，你的主會帶你離開，之後就不痛苦了。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyu41TB6no
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINRyxP4HkB
英傑在我的臂彎裡哭泣了許久，才安靜下來。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjg53Fo3dgx
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JinCVDjMM
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAUrsiTG3v
「妹。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPwTYp1F7x
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SxTVzagJN
「嗯？」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToOLzwg3TE
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFXXUBQv7I
「抽屜裡有一封信是給妳的。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgotTpGcPTe
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLRpC6Uu0Y
我打開抽屜，拿起那個信封。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdR9oE1LLmg
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「回去再看。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7kI4ftKou
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「好。」我收起信。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YSlr7Bsrk
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「妳回去吧。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HCufLUWIO
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「什麼？」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnmhDTBnuR
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTNcjO0bCx
「謝謝妳來…可是不要再來了。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdLTlSbW13
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「為什麼？」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Ta6km288H
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「我不想要妳送我離開，妳會很傷心，我也不想要看到妳那麼傷心。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoNJh6gyAP
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「……」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvef008Ckz
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「回去吧。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoR7YRF4n5L
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQo8chBzQa
他看著我，又對我笑了，那個笑看起來很費勁，也是他一直以來對我的溫柔表現。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTr2Z5ek3w
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Nzg1upaX4
不讓我送他走，也是哥哥對妹妹的溫柔。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBAYYvz2rw
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIX9hO236V
我又抱了抱他才離開。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyNQKknvg8
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490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3CNNP4hhN
當天晚上十點多，我收到他姊姊的簡訊。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36rGO5q2LY
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSICt6qnTz
「英傑已經走了。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJfgKQ8J95
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCcqtLzCRa
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFlFXlnGtf
那一瞬間我向心裡所有知道的神祈求，希望英傑能到更好的地方，希望他不要再受苦了。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUz8Yf0UI6g
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3rYWWGXtg
我打開信封，裡面只有一張書籤大的紙。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06zWiBhOcE
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9S5cKhxUF1
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAiofvExkVi
「Dear 妹：」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwupNkqq2hG
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTa1BOWaT9
「妳永遠是我的天使，490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8IxJVTv3R
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請不要忘記我。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4aob0WWYSQ
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEzJpHRbPH
「哥 英傑」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2xg6gD53y
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我抱著自己，放任自己哭到睡著。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDf4Ba96dX0
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJAD5lrg9c
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYxjj5cXhJ
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiKZ7Ul3rb
之後的每一年，我不選在英傑的忌日，而是在他的冥誕當天悼念他。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsPkQT99bZ
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2C314bXmGz
每一年的五月三十，我都會寫一封信，表達我的思念，讓他知道「我沒有忘記他」。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnn1N4gtnSR
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLiy0Wr4FQ7
前幾年每到這天，我總是哭，總是放任自己因為想念而哭得泣不成聲。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQOwJQ841H
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDRjSGtsft
後來的後來，我漸漸不哭了，但沒有改變在這一天寫信的習慣。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdEH78WleK
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyV8nQBkV2e
英傑的回憶有時像巨石背在背上，有時像羽毛沾在胸口，無論哪一種，都是無法遺棄。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1wsM2QNGh
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenq9XYHkn5
他走後，我便不再輕易評論一個人的好與壞。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6Ny8mXeMa
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwgQ8VLa64
曾經我在英傑的新聞底下看見很多網友的謾罵、抨擊甚至是汙辱，我感到憤怒與心痛，想一個一個回應他們「你們什麼都不知道！」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9oTfmUhsG
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但我什麼也沒做。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwjlL2xXdP
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因為那些人不認識他，也永遠不會認識他。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsTBp3QoL9
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnU30cKGdfu
所以我再也不對任何新聞或社會事件做評論。因為我知道，我不認識當事人，更不能體會當事人的親屬心情。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCGjvoeh6r
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFgG9viUnv
我回去念書，考進了大學，年年以取得獎學金為目標，只為不要白學。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv41enxVupq
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBhjUBOGrb
一直沒有放棄創作，可能也是因為惦記著他說過的話。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudqLrpKDTq
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡks8C9bJIaO
說起遺憾，大概是我喊他「英傑」比喊他「哥哥」的次數要多更多了吧。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpaXKPALl4
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去年，我沒有寫信。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfw4cPk3kc
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdsQUl6cJ9
我選擇在當天完成他的故事。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZYgwmfOWc
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxA1Lm60wGG
他是一隻孤傲的鷹，獨自在天空闖蕩，受盡風霜，最後回巢，在家人身邊闔上眼。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdx2GUhz54
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1iKrnXVup
我是活在地面的狼，只能抬頭望著，用我的爪在沙上畫下他在天空翱翔的姿態。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFvyMMQtFW
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這是，我哥哥的故事。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpm0pq6GcY
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