等我能見到他時，又過了一個月。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsh2SA8eTc
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFukwPOlwiF
深呼吸了好幾口氣，練習了幾次微笑，我才踏進病房。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRKPqMde1z
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4LaLZqa6M
他盯著我走近，待我在床前站定，見我微微一笑，他便咧開嘴笑了。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXx0xxdQbnv
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡus5AxeMFl4
「我妹怎麼變這麼漂亮啦？」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNuZsLj0kww
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAdJ6ixoqA
我沒理會他的玩笑，只是看著臉色蒼白的他，當下覺得自己的微笑只是一道不讓自己哭出來的防線。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFWUc1uSqf
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCVdiENZId
我查過他的病，既然已到末期，治癒機率已經極低，幾乎是零。也知道他會長期處在各種疼痛裡。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOIQoGZb2G
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj71dTyUK2a
所以我無法開口問他還好嗎，也沒辦法要他振作，更不能祝福他康復。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrVY27XxkD
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoF6Dl9Gsys
只是他仍然對著我笑，笑得那麼真。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0wpNBeP6h
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwrueIVmKA
「幹嘛傻在那裡，過來這邊坐啊。」他指指床邊的椅子。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcdgxyXvah
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡah1iWwCBgM
我走過去，把椅子拉近病床，坐下。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo89XTSQngE
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxa0oeKbTUL
我們幾乎是同時伸出雙手的。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZw1ecAu2h0
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45TgLBTybb
碰到他的手時，我的鼻子就酸了，眼睛也模糊了。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqWdPJZMCK
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnPH9xN1Jd
「不是答應我不哭了嗎？」那句話有著溫柔的指責。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oSHustDQm
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNMCKaAIiz
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwcfg31YMK
「現在有沒有哪裡會痛…？」我開口問。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9UoRcHdoP
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HOwnuHLH6
「每天都在痛啊，肚子也痛、頭也痛，骨頭也都會痛…」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEpY9I2Qnx
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmaPH3I8gTY
他數家珍地說出，而我的眉頭也因此糾結。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmggHSSZdYB
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxomWyAS4H
「現在不痛啦，看到妳都不痛啦。」見我皺眉，他胡亂地撒謊。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdhJO6QPqV
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJss4adGiVg
我揉著他的手，好像有很多話要說，但又覺得沒什麼好說。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZiFgClFXb
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44O2EALU9K
「爸…妳爸爸，有說什麼嗎？他知道嗎？」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb42jVkD2Ek
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqQymOUzsb
我愣了一下，沒想到他會問這個問題。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuWiuGJ8Ws
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUdjGEhvYS
「他應該知道，但他沒跟我說什麼…」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGmbEVY1z8
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkfcEZfQ7L
「是嗎…我想也是啦。問問而已，妳不要多想。」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSivNk5GRG
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FYaWzP2MR
那一瞬間，我覺得父親的無情是無法被原諒的。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPMwYccjH2
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr88kLQoTnK
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWuEE7ofH9
我拿出那晚編好的手繩，放到他手裡。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRR7H4fVVxf
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAWrILHI3R
「這是新編的。」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyhsK5yCRA
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhny8NJqUrh
他看了看手繩，又看看我。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbdSkbQ1t4
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZ4LuDOJuj
「妳幫我拿櫃子裡的皮夾出來。」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPMDAtUvCm
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDc0WdBUacQ
我把皮夾遞給他，他從皮夾裡拿出了…好幾年前的那條幸運手繩。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCC3ftzH3S6
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFjApTkZKJ
白色的線都變成灰色，已經髒髒的了，他拿出來時還是小心翼翼。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKBS8fGB9f
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrVzjdjRP0
「妳看。」他得意。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIr0A0fPjS
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rXH6YWMBr
「虧你能留那麼久，我之前皮包掉了，你的照片也搞丟了…」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjzbkGU1AB
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFAOzhynzf
「幫我戴新的在手上。」他說。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYAnIuA7un
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysGeOjTNrd
我一邊把手繩綁上他變得好細的手腕，一邊說著…561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMhBdQfNB6
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKeSVIVmBT
「我們以前還說要一起合照，但都沒有做到…」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJdGfT3GeQ
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkxVctUWqY
「現在拍。」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7JDVjDQ07
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gpMyeezXb
「啊？」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cTzh62Em1
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAuWZz7k9y
「現在就拍啊，妳手機有照相功能吧？」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYLUjSNXf2
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCM96g6wafq
「有。」我拿出手機，翻開摺疊螢幕，開啟相機功能。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTj2g1hxYEz
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBEEsAqcGg
「等一下等一下。」他伸手拿了旁邊的眼鏡戴上。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nhuIH98bI
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXriaKDFCZO
「我這樣看起來比較不像流氓吧？」他又在笑。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBf0XIhRYHG
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIPd221d0U
我笑了，起身貼近床，把頭靠在他臉旁，拿著手機對著我們倆的大頭拍了一張照片。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgvh4fH499
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFg4A2Sya0j
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivjYCJpvYv
我坐回椅子上，有那麼一段時間，我們都沒有看著彼此，也沒有說話。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhvGwpZPUO
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkn5CInTTM
「我離婚了。」英傑突然說。
「我被抓後，妳嫂子自己提的。」
「簽字是一定要簽的，拖著她也不對。」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWggf3xaDcb
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzHGlQiYA9
我想起那個沒有喊過他「爸爸」的兒子，但我沒有勇氣開口問。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvnloB63oc
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF84NkMGl5Z
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJIPQd52UK
「妳還有在寫小說嗎？」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2b7oQxZre
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHm5yPxIhMR
「…有寫一些小故事。」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhHuKALlp2
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7L6DgFGYcQ
「那就好，不要隨便放棄喔。」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vzeq5UOfu
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UcPkFLNtQ
「嗯。我好久沒看到你寫的詩了。」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyUYvyfRRC
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfg3WzdNqGs
「我太久沒寫字啦…字已經不漂亮，腦子也沒東西了。」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRTguUdrAA
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwnr7acY59
「不會啦，字跡不會隨便改變的。」情感也是。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3Zaz6qi3L
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNb2N26Kr8
「妹。」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wp2uOxJeB
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkXM5y8EHk
「嗯？」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxH4JGlcRV
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZx16LELl9
「人真的要走到末路的時候，才知道只有家人會無條件的陪在身邊。」
「所以妳一定要好好珍惜家人，不要交壞朋友，也不要太相信外面的人。」
「也不要抽菸、喝太多酒…」
「如果可以，就回去念書，這個社會還是很看學歷…」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESODYIviKH
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAEsozHKWC
我突然意識到他正在做什麼。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvouCUP18k
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQQwQUAZdN
像是交代後事般的叮嚀，我聽在耳裡，痛在心裡，但我不能阻止他這麼做。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLA2RqW1hM
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVG39n15rz
因為我甚至不知道還有沒有下一次見他的機會。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ828kRmfqYP
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Ar7Ij8eyL
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGWWgQr3j1
那天我在醫院陪他直到晚上才離開，他始終笑著，在我面前不表現出痛苦或難過。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5z9u7Wn8vE
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ921WXEc0U2
他也答應讓我再去看他，只是要先跟他聯絡。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbCHWRBhyZ
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPik5TjsQ5W
「我媽有點介意，所以不希望妳們碰到面。」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwGS5F55GI
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGO0omgJImM
爾後我又見了他兩次，其中一次他告訴我，他信了主耶穌。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiS4fo2SWLm
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2v9VapAsXM
我知道是身體病痛的折磨，讓他尋求精神上的慰藉。他親自寫了信給教會的小孩子，用自己的經歷告誡孩子們勿入歧途。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxqQngziRt
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyNkClRbCw
我知道他害怕，知道他尋求救贖。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LXDwwsmsB
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8bcmn7Yrf
我知道他就算把地獄或罪人掛在嘴邊，仍是害怕受苦的。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZ6VvXLfQ5
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsv0jc3kQow
我知道他也許到了這一刻才開始後悔。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQ4SmiEgox
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEamX76iGp
但我是欣慰的。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMR0Pcbu75
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFq1W1POXd
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjJnSFxawy
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQsBFfxQhp
那一天來的又快又急。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapNIQHcQ8C
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUA5DEMNWM
「妹…」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3SzM2paPf
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtPgl1pxZB
我接起電話，只聽到英傑喊了我，然後是沉重的喘息與啜泣。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1INsTNkt3
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCACKKR0mXQ
「你怎麼了？怎麼了？」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOT7v7uwFPa
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62DwW9CTCe
還拿著手機和他說話，我已經起身準備出門去醫院。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNg1IHUosT6
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLPbdDrHj8
「我還不想死…」他哭著說。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7A3e5NjjtF
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeb7Kv14XJw
那句話狠狠地撕裂了我的胸口。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakn0azR2xM
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzPkIDnimN
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYNlWIuxO4
我跑進病房，英傑似乎剛剛才穩定下來，吊著點滴、眼眶泛紅、面容消瘦，也比上次更加蒼白、手臂上都是青色與紫色的瘀青。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRp9RMjg0a
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqC29JTLCVE
他的母親與姐姐看見我，臉色明顯地不自在。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3p8rFdFdk
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrCwIzZjRX
英傑打那通電話給我的時候，她們是不是也在呢？561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLwecF6Nkp
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSMcdNtURW
她們小聲地和英傑說了幾句話，就走出病房，留給我和他說話的空間。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9809X5V6J
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTuRoFTrvm
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoicVWsn1nq
我坐到上次的位置，握住他的手。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQczW5l8BJ
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLj1t8eX3u
那雙手已又更瘦更冰冷了。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5odRJWG8Kk
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqJX42YPe4
「我真的，還不想死。」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdo6ziK82f
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhEtUrUcZS
我握著他的手出了點力。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LwfYlHZaR
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7oBSpnnLD
「我很害怕。」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zWn6kgQ5i
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xTM5milz7
「我很怕死…」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMlBq0as1n
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpMFwMQLJU
他沒看著我，只盯著手。說完，他的眼淚就掉下來。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrl6txRzAW
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInJvwofmip
那是我第一次看見他掉眼淚，也是最後一次。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqsRgis9UG
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpj7NyZ31c
「你已經悔改了，你一定會去天堂的。」我已經滿臉淚水，但還是看著他的眼睛說。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyakaTnLUc
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsLwClYTrT
「全身都很痛…」他終於抬頭看我。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnAfSWgyYm
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQM3juAWo1
我趕緊抽幾張衛生紙擦他的臉，他的雙頰與眼窩都已經凹陷，我的手盡可能地放輕力道，就怕他疼。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimnSP6Bs37
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhWMz2seFo
「你很努力了，我知道你很努力了…」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfXm1fRe7I
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUPANd8Rn9
我抱住他，驚覺他已弱不禁風的事實。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXS3l7eOlKD
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FkbDTZunP
這讓我倏地停止了自己的眼淚。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeVR4kG74G
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HQIfu9YF7
「沒事的，你的主會帶你離開，之後就不痛苦了。」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFtuSmTpkL
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJofgWvssuz
英傑在我的臂彎裡哭泣了許久，才安靜下來。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsCI90kbih
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMFQQWunoV
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWIQ3q0LXt
「妹。」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9hUSkkL1s
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqrcIyusuw
「嗯？」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JgnF79akf
561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDD47MJqPh
「抽屜裡有一封信是給妳的。」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaN2QT8JOvu
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我打開抽屜，拿起那個信封。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWKe6YdYuJ
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「回去再看。」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7AxUeCxRke
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「好。」我收起信。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYrOtQ1t69
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「妳回去吧。」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfG8FMxwfVy
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「什麼？」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SZf0F9xiD
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「謝謝妳來…可是不要再來了。」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ806yI7tpQM
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「為什麼？」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65IsKOCviM
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「我不想要妳送我離開，妳會很傷心，我也不想要看到妳那麼傷心。」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5w2EM9jEpe
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「……」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhOjZEoh5b
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「回去吧。」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkp6qkSBs6D
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他看著我，又對我笑了，那個笑看起來很費勁，也是他一直以來對我的溫柔表現。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfDCSLZxxo
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不讓我送他走，也是哥哥對妹妹的溫柔。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhEhY8ePMg
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我又抱了抱他才離開。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkpoX3vQmu
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當天晚上十點多，我收到他姊姊的簡訊。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWo2sq8qkLI
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「英傑已經走了。」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvXK6C3hOU
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那一瞬間我向心裡所有知道的神祈求，希望英傑能到更好的地方，希望他不要再受苦了。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeWKIZzWln
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我打開信封，裡面只有一張書籤大的紙。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhM9vem0eF
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「Dear 妹：」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5xZDGJG9F
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「妳永遠是我的天使，561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGesGZuG59x
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請不要忘記我。」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6WpkT4RnF
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「哥 英傑」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcAn0VID8k
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我抱著自己，放任自己哭到睡著。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxPxjypxqX
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之後的每一年，我不選在英傑的忌日，而是在他的冥誕當天悼念他。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQdB1Gx4Q2
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每一年的五月三十，我都會寫一封信，表達我的思念，讓他知道「我沒有忘記他」。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjL2sLC31S
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前幾年每到這天，我總是哭，總是放任自己因為想念而哭得泣不成聲。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsvFDspMaN
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後來的後來，我漸漸不哭了，但沒有改變在這一天寫信的習慣。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9f0voLHBk
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英傑的回憶有時像巨石背在背上，有時像羽毛沾在胸口，無論哪一種，都是無法遺棄。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwbZnCEgS1
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他走後，我便不再輕易評論一個人的好與壞。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ixxfoGcnQ
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曾經我在英傑的新聞底下看見很多網友的謾罵、抨擊甚至是汙辱，我感到憤怒與心痛，想一個一個回應他們「你們什麼都不知道！」561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcz18ppUGm
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但我什麼也沒做。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡroOkJTLT95
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因為那些人不認識他，也永遠不會認識他。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvYjw3qu85
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所以我再也不對任何新聞或社會事件做評論。因為我知道，我不認識當事人，更不能體會當事人的親屬心情。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2RnQJbsnn
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我回去念書，考進了大學，年年以取得獎學金為目標，只為不要白學。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjxowPNWg2
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一直沒有放棄創作，可能也是因為惦記著他說過的話。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpEmiYIVf9
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說起遺憾，大概是我喊他「英傑」比喊他「哥哥」的次數要多更多了吧。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZy6tTBhjq
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去年，我沒有寫信。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqPt7I42q1
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我選擇在當天完成他的故事。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvDBOKvyaH
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他是一隻孤傲的鷹，獨自在天空闖蕩，受盡風霜，最後回巢，在家人身邊闔上眼。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiC3zGat8cG
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我是活在地面的狼，只能抬頭望著，用我的爪在沙上畫下他在天空翱翔的姿態。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNS1o6R9Mdu
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這是，我哥哥的故事。561Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6U2JEJQzT
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