等我能見到他時，又過了一個月。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ltq90rDlK
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深呼吸了好幾口氣，練習了幾次微笑，我才踏進病房。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGX4Lr86mqZ
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAL1rk2Fp4z
他盯著我走近，待我在床前站定，見我微微一笑，他便咧開嘴笑了。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXID2dcfQql
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWZmz8PH4P
「我妹怎麼變這麼漂亮啦？」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydVaZxnigW
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE08piFjv2K
我沒理會他的玩笑，只是看著臉色蒼白的他，當下覺得自己的微笑只是一道不讓自己哭出來的防線。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FKCBQjpV4
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkCnWdlKPT
我查過他的病，既然已到末期，治癒機率已經極低，幾乎是零。也知道他會長期處在各種疼痛裡。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNzGp1MjE8
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykmNkg4pzC
所以我無法開口問他還好嗎，也沒辦法要他振作，更不能祝福他康復。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrS3ABu6vjc
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjNkQFZ3LH
只是他仍然對著我笑，笑得那麼真。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQw7CtqNVz
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7zKpePmM6
「幹嘛傻在那裡，過來這邊坐啊。」他指指床邊的椅子。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMus1JHs49P
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhxb8LYRE9
我走過去，把椅子拉近病床，坐下。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRetPIpVqA
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNoNAxg4rT
我們幾乎是同時伸出雙手的。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIzyOuTvzp
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWeLxgtI6s
碰到他的手時，我的鼻子就酸了，眼睛也模糊了。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7guvk7E6CZ
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpjZ1POIC5
「不是答應我不哭了嗎？」那句話有著溫柔的指責。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJ5tEu2EXL
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6HvQuOlFl
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「現在有沒有哪裡會痛…？」我開口問。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYurvWIS9B
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxHPByQ4Bp
「每天都在痛啊，肚子也痛、頭也痛，骨頭也都會痛…」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoj9CmsZNeJ
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9E6BxCgI1
他數家珍地說出，而我的眉頭也因此糾結。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMA3GVGkOvS
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1SgF4QXwt
「現在不痛啦，看到妳都不痛啦。」見我皺眉，他胡亂地撒謊。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cZmbj1tw4
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfI6rPw41c
我揉著他的手，好像有很多話要說，但又覺得沒什麼好說。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8YPLoIOP2
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifrX4AvGVB
「爸…妳爸爸，有說什麼嗎？他知道嗎？」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfBBixXvHZ
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsp9C686AE5
我愣了一下，沒想到他會問這個問題。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI72g9lwTUY
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfIIARqNBg
「他應該知道，但他沒跟我說什麼…」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHF92vLFsi8
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzoLYngRVU
「是嗎…我想也是啦。問問而已，妳不要多想。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZo3AEBrVE
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdu6ZW5Mqog
那一瞬間，我覺得父親的無情是無法被原諒的。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFDYNa9aNC
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3wJDQEDFn
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHiXxCYjYs
我拿出那晚編好的手繩，放到他手裡。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUldEKw9sbl
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAQb1TvA5Y
「這是新編的。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEOoxVODN9
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5zAwGgURv
他看了看手繩，又看看我。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70nt9SxkFx
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwqamllnIz
「妳幫我拿櫃子裡的皮夾出來。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4h0IcKKgy
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5QCn9o42d
我把皮夾遞給他，他從皮夾裡拿出了…好幾年前的那條幸運手繩。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3Ddo3tEma
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFneRWUjSke
白色的線都變成灰色，已經髒髒的了，他拿出來時還是小心翼翼。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3wV7mUiWu
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHwFLGiNNs
「妳看。」他得意。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7KnXXvo75
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8XhkEfYgr
「虧你能留那麼久，我之前皮包掉了，你的照片也搞丟了…」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdiGVhwNHm
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA98gfeRXtp
「幫我戴新的在手上。」他說。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPwqlrlehE
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCUgyEJds6
我一邊把手繩綁上他變得好細的手腕，一邊說著…524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTuc6yj79G
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmpltSlaqK
「我們以前還說要一起合照，但都沒有做到…」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBj2gztlp1L
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HZlzEgji6
「現在拍。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1vGYNCh28
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0apRY7obj
「啊？」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAAIugLeOP
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「現在就拍啊，妳手機有照相功能吧？」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3SGel3wyP
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOnDjB5MRs
「有。」我拿出手機，翻開摺疊螢幕，開啟相機功能。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUnRqJew4R
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscAgcE0Tod
「等一下等一下。」他伸手拿了旁邊的眼鏡戴上。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3he1bNYPu
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVCp4oljT3
「我這樣看起來比較不像流氓吧？」他又在笑。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9POaaWZWA
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6Vy13xj57
我笑了，起身貼近床，把頭靠在他臉旁，拿著手機對著我們倆的大頭拍了一張照片。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVgCTp6qQT
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSCOKJpOf4
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQl1IFedf0
我坐回椅子上，有那麼一段時間，我們都沒有看著彼此，也沒有說話。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SmyT6LVB2
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEVHUTRVBT
「我離婚了。」英傑突然說。
「我被抓後，妳嫂子自己提的。」
「簽字是一定要簽的，拖著她也不對。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7Bp29hQUL
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHIOHLrNBk
我想起那個沒有喊過他「爸爸」的兒子，但我沒有勇氣開口問。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVFbfwl7Gv
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVt5YLaqYM
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu64DzjEo71
「妳還有在寫小說嗎？」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5k6OH1VAiP
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dsTGsAcEq
「…有寫一些小故事。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2OQgaaPGq
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSRRAGduCc
「那就好，不要隨便放棄喔。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSFcrnhaJE
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBybzgh8van
「嗯。我好久沒看到你寫的詩了。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDXmJd1BoF
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHRYHncjKx
「我太久沒寫字啦…字已經不漂亮，腦子也沒東西了。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5tERdo8pV
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBGVwmUyEB
「不會啦，字跡不會隨便改變的。」情感也是。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqi3gmd41va
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLB5DhmSWm
「妹。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnDGqq9boM
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡge01W51Apu
「嗯？」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaZJyipwf8
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjkS1T60a4
「人真的要走到末路的時候，才知道只有家人會無條件的陪在身邊。」
「所以妳一定要好好珍惜家人，不要交壞朋友，也不要太相信外面的人。」
「也不要抽菸、喝太多酒…」
「如果可以，就回去念書，這個社會還是很看學歷…」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMer9v42wi
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUbhZIqan5
我突然意識到他正在做什麼。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSWqW7pHys
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6Mi3aqSyw
像是交代後事般的叮嚀，我聽在耳裡，痛在心裡，但我不能阻止他這麼做。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXDDBHj4vG
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9QQkqgfF8
因為我甚至不知道還有沒有下一次見他的機會。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsO1uYXQfe9
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNt942dzjX
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1nQWyEP0f
那天我在醫院陪他直到晚上才離開，他始終笑著，在我面前不表現出痛苦或難過。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvJCl6RVct
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRuM2efQWw
他也答應讓我再去看他，只是要先跟他聯絡。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjRNb4qj29
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBb1jeryxi5
「我媽有點介意，所以不希望妳們碰到面。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfpmBmkm8B
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMq5wdwLzPK
爾後我又見了他兩次，其中一次他告訴我，他信了主耶穌。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCR9duPuK6
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3griytznSt
我知道是身體病痛的折磨，讓他尋求精神上的慰藉。他親自寫了信給教會的小孩子，用自己的經歷告誡孩子們勿入歧途。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXZ1q0bppZ
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPolr3dwVn
我知道他害怕，知道他尋求救贖。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigVW890VeG
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtKnFAHnK1
我知道他就算把地獄或罪人掛在嘴邊，仍是害怕受苦的。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatw1EQX5vT
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3V8WmikUdr
我知道他也許到了這一刻才開始後悔。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OBMS3TzNo
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0anPy5w2Nl
但我是欣慰的。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2gdW5CtjY
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524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3Cx68v86b
那一天來的又快又急。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7V1fUnc1TR
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFlyO6Z5zC
「妹…」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq72xghUyVF
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUj6Q1ZZDop
我接起電話，只聽到英傑喊了我，然後是沉重的喘息與啜泣。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgx0ZI5caW
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRdtsVlPHy
「你怎麼了？怎麼了？」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmJRNJBMAf
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXdwvgFs5n
還拿著手機和他說話，我已經起身準備出門去醫院。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nZa0weBJ4
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLCYvOnCrZ
「我還不想死…」他哭著說。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUyuIg7v6s
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuYJL2oTC9
那句話狠狠地撕裂了我的胸口。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kdMLCChtx
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTQsQiIoR0
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSh1pgB6Cd
我跑進病房，英傑似乎剛剛才穩定下來，吊著點滴、眼眶泛紅、面容消瘦，也比上次更加蒼白、手臂上都是青色與紫色的瘀青。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ljpPh095N
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJF69v4Bgr8
他的母親與姐姐看見我，臉色明顯地不自在。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQN0zKlC0l
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlqBI5mbST
英傑打那通電話給我的時候，她們是不是也在呢？524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEW7f25H1aP
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwjOvOfpUu
她們小聲地和英傑說了幾句話，就走出病房，留給我和他說話的空間。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXWk1jOOpZ
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jl3q81e9j
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1EZb707FP
我坐到上次的位置，握住他的手。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysJlXO4bft
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogbioIBkRP
那雙手已又更瘦更冰冷了。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncQvcs6tye
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIRQ4uUbzL
「我真的，還不想死。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYH8yFlqGxj
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7tjWiLYBy
我握著他的手出了點力。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1G30ALecxM
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpeYOi3UwyX
「我很害怕。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzvmQt9zSW
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBN50yp95yD
「我很怕死…」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uFs6Ipmu3
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU197CmeXJb
他沒看著我，只盯著手。說完，他的眼淚就掉下來。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TIY9vJJ7y
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUIEEJvuor
那是我第一次看見他掉眼淚，也是最後一次。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNU2Ubk5T7
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9N8Am78OrB
「你已經悔改了，你一定會去天堂的。」我已經滿臉淚水，但還是看著他的眼睛說。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKy8xaa8SA
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gqVhxTG3f
「全身都很痛…」他終於抬頭看我。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOJRjEBRUk
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGPOg6TnAJ
我趕緊抽幾張衛生紙擦他的臉，他的雙頰與眼窩都已經凹陷，我的手盡可能地放輕力道，就怕他疼。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPQyIl2Jms
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4ZiUfvjxo
「你很努力了，我知道你很努力了…」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmUduZMHWI
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhANE3yA8QL
我抱住他，驚覺他已弱不禁風的事實。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RATRgjrnA
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqa9q3V7qTd
這讓我倏地停止了自己的眼淚。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBsaHbxmq6
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WaIofo4Is
「沒事的，你的主會帶你離開，之後就不痛苦了。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutxUHlLemz
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcF0qmpNuc
英傑在我的臂彎裡哭泣了許久，才安靜下來。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiyFg0OhMq
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVf9CwQtBU9
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pcsximDvb
「妹。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAymZAosJSF
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvttGiUoNbE
「嗯？」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXgBZKz5VZ
524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpAlULYwqB
「抽屜裡有一封信是給妳的。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOQTHqh7Im
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我打開抽屜，拿起那個信封。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR93Fc7k7Dg
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「回去再看。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8xl5pihTe
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「好。」我收起信。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9P5Kd3RIeG
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「妳回去吧。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezgiz2jbQa
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「什麼？」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPGlltCiSf
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「謝謝妳來…可是不要再來了。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeD42NggJy
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「為什麼？」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Hg230neSc
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「我不想要妳送我離開，妳會很傷心，我也不想要看到妳那麼傷心。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1Gma98bQW
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「……」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WulpNVuQ7
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「回去吧。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPMUgeEwp9
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他看著我，又對我笑了，那個笑看起來很費勁，也是他一直以來對我的溫柔表現。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLC2uAIWb8f
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不讓我送他走，也是哥哥對妹妹的溫柔。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMJs8OCPwr
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我又抱了抱他才離開。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaW75P67ny2
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當天晚上十點多，我收到他姊姊的簡訊。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGq2Qv2Zp8N
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「英傑已經走了。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfkPR02rF9
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那一瞬間我向心裡所有知道的神祈求，希望英傑能到更好的地方，希望他不要再受苦了。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJRvopPPbO
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我打開信封，裡面只有一張書籤大的紙。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkvzwV7cMm
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「Dear 妹：」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUf2vAtb8t
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「妳永遠是我的天使，524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFpCD62ah0
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請不要忘記我。」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpaB1r9xXK2
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「哥 英傑」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4hnn50rnz
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我抱著自己，放任自己哭到睡著。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxkNFbxvU5
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之後的每一年，我不選在英傑的忌日，而是在他的冥誕當天悼念他。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsC3KwhjoN0
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每一年的五月三十，我都會寫一封信，表達我的思念，讓他知道「我沒有忘記他」。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOVqYrcP4e
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前幾年每到這天，我總是哭，總是放任自己因為想念而哭得泣不成聲。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XfbmK1SV2
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後來的後來，我漸漸不哭了，但沒有改變在這一天寫信的習慣。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSg28bArI5e
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英傑的回憶有時像巨石背在背上，有時像羽毛沾在胸口，無論哪一種，都是無法遺棄。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jaNY4ufOh
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他走後，我便不再輕易評論一個人的好與壞。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyIJaCVh7G
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曾經我在英傑的新聞底下看見很多網友的謾罵、抨擊甚至是汙辱，我感到憤怒與心痛，想一個一個回應他們「你們什麼都不知道！」524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkxWhpNNPl
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但我什麼也沒做。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFzpWeFwvJ
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因為那些人不認識他，也永遠不會認識他。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJ89kgyB1r
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所以我再也不對任何新聞或社會事件做評論。因為我知道，我不認識當事人，更不能體會當事人的親屬心情。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokbK6okrLd
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我回去念書，考進了大學，年年以取得獎學金為目標，只為不要白學。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNLbnOX6v2
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一直沒有放棄創作，可能也是因為惦記著他說過的話。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3VG3hxBZm
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說起遺憾，大概是我喊他「英傑」比喊他「哥哥」的次數要多更多了吧。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuS7Iqu3Am
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去年，我沒有寫信。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblrSXvwLor
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我選擇在當天完成他的故事。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKlCrY8D46
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他是一隻孤傲的鷹，獨自在天空闖蕩，受盡風霜，最後回巢，在家人身邊闔上眼。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBsluoi35h
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我是活在地面的狼，只能抬頭望著，用我的爪在沙上畫下他在天空翱翔的姿態。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgBnL4eNvo
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這是，我哥哥的故事。524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWo3G7Ma8FB
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