大概是幼年時期成天黏著電視，看得夠多了，加上擁有了電腦，長大後才不愛看電視。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWl4ttOAOxp
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某年家裡的電視壞掉，我們沒錢修、也沒打算修，就這麼開始了沒有電視的生活。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwRETuugAD
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父親聽廣播，我則玩電腦。朋友聽到「家裡沒電視」都覺得很稀奇。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrD6uZPEtW
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誰知道，有些事就是巧合的令人發毛。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz364pwbqHK
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那一天我住在當時的男友家，到了中午，我們要出去吃飯。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBEwgdiuGY
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出門前經過客廳，男友的爸爸正在看新聞，我只是從客廳經過走到大門，便聽見熟悉的名字。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBs5ltWwhMm
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「嫌犯……英傑……槍枝……」506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3H8gAHseQw
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我停下腳步，望向電視。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSKBtRgQcb
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正在報導的是一宗槍殺命案，英傑是涉入其中的嫌犯之一。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WUR1g41m4
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電視上穿插著監視器與英傑被上銬的畫面，讓我更震驚的是，新聞裡還提到了英傑罹患癌症，已是末期。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviL72Y31OB
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我的腦子一下子空白了，突如其來的消息、太多且太重的資訊瞬間塞進腦裡，我還沒來得及消化，就已感到反胃。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcqxqxNmmp
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男友從房間走出來，見我盯著電視不動，也往電視瞧。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXimpqHk5H
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「那是…妳哥嗎？」男友聽我說過英傑的事，怕被他父親聽到，壓低聲音問我。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6x5TGWPnfq
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我點點頭，眼睛還沒辦法離開電視螢幕。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51HpSreT4Z
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直到開始報其他不相關的新聞，我才能移開目光。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf535vVSBop
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男友吃飯時和我說了什麼話，我沒聽進去，腦裡只有方才電視的畫面。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMY48acdf0
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我心裡有好多好多疑問。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Rph5gCGO1
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為什麼？506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpROmYruJt
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為什麼這些年來都沒有消息？506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SGBeec4Q6
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為什麼沒有好好的過日子，反而越來越糟？506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefQrwITw9i
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為什麼殺人？506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelrXY5mIPi
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為什麼…506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisIGk7So1c
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我該高興你還活著？或該為你即將消逝而悲傷？506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfRRq4I29W
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我想見他。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkvs44iP85
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就像當初我知道他被通緝後，急切地想見他一面的那種心情。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKosRn48MZW
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我很想見他，問清楚這些年來發生什麼事。506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DKCadcStT
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可是，我該怎麼做？506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsgYsJpBe2
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待續。
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