第三十七章:問與答739Please respect copyright.PENANARxWpr5q2GN
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「琴日做咩搵我搵得咁急,然後又要我打比你啊?」739Please respect copyright.PENANARgVW9kmmyJ
我在一大清早就問道剛好返回學校的依玲。739Please respect copyright.PENANAOu1kOfZxMn
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她剛回來並放下了自己的背句,然後就轉身向我說道:739Please respect copyright.PENANAHTJ7ctOV8I
「無啊,琴日有啲急事……但喺搞掂咗啦。」739Please respect copyright.PENANArgpD8pmtqV
她的語氣與以往略有一點不同。739Please respect copyright.PENANAi2HLcLu3xZ
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「做咩啦?心情差?」739Please respect copyright.PENANAw6mWOqzmWB
我察覺到她的不妥,於是再追問。739Please respect copyright.PENANAuQWdbnEdHm
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「無嘢就無嘢啦!」她明顯變得有點煩躁起來。739Please respect copyright.PENANA01HOeCnIEw
我看見她這樣,都沒有再追問下去。739Please respect copyright.PENANAWcqoLuZstY
避免令她感到更煩躁。739Please respect copyright.PENANAUrpHaFEtQL
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然後依玲都很快就轉回身,開始從背包拿出來一會要遞交的功課,並放到了桌上。739Please respect copyright.PENANAwou4XSm6Ym
而我看著她突然的情緒轉差,只是感到有一點摸不清頭緒。739Please respect copyright.PENANAKq7MO30Ew2
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然而接下來的一整天,我與她都很少有交談,今天就是樣慢慢地過去了……739Please respect copyright.PENANAIR8QHO82NA
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直到放學時,我最後一節的生物科與以往一樣,比其他選修科更早下課。739Please respect copyright.PENANAlyfMpTWO7G
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我拿著課本在樓梯上慢慢地走回課室的樓層時……739Please respect copyright.PENANAAFdztbPcBA
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「喂!Alvin!」739Please respect copyright.PENANAUltHVVUAIF
我立即轉向後方,發現原來是一樣選讀生物科的Rita叫道我。739Please respect copyright.PENANAG45rJhfkH1
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「等埋我一齊行啦!」Rita說道。739Please respect copyright.PENANA0CinnQ8dmv
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我站在了原地,等待著她走到與我同一級上。739Please respect copyright.PENANAdxB8Jt44Cx
然後我們二人就慢慢地走下樓梯。739Please respect copyright.PENANAL8dtzCtJsn
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「今日好似喺第一次Bio堂落堂之後,我哋一齊行翻課室。」739Please respect copyright.PENANA4nVKICoyKL
Rita在我一旁繼續說著。739Please respect copyright.PENANAFwd0gzkXIP
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因為以往生物科下課後,我都是往往自己一個走回課室的。739Please respect copyright.PENANA3f4sDCt0N0
不是因為我不想與其他人有交談,而是我想享受這段只有自己一個的短暫時光。739Please respect copyright.PENANAvniqe3NX8Z
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「都好似第一次……你平時會同June一齊走架,今日做咩得自己一個?」我問道她。739Please respect copyright.PENANAmhWkeTJZQk
而June是以前我與Rita初中時,同班的其中一個同學。739Please respect copyright.PENANACl69jZUt9A
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「June佢有嘢想問老師,所以叫我走先……Alvin你喺有心事啊?」739Please respect copyright.PENANAP4lDxtkONm
Rita走到比我下級的樓梯,然後抬頭看著我問道。739Please respect copyright.PENANAd94SIp8rLB
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「你又知我有心事?」我直接回答她。739Please respect copyright.PENANA2OmTsYQmmh
雖然我都不知道這刻自己是否真的有心事……739Please respect copyright.PENANAlmTj2mbY2E
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「咪傻啦你!我哋第四年同班架啦!一早睇穿哂你啦!」她笑著說。739Please respect copyright.PENANAlIEBlBf3DN
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「咁你又睇到我有咩心事啊?」我反問她。739Please respect copyright.PENANA4fEG6j87ix
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「喺咪因為今日Elaine心情麻麻地,所以連帶到你都心情差啊?」739Please respect copyright.PENANAHf4RFQD8GX
嗯……她說出我今天的其中一個煩惱。739Please respect copyright.PENANANHzHF8AzFv
但我沒有回應她。739Please respect copyright.PENANAmyTVokUQYL
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「唔講嘢!姐喺係啦!」739Please respect copyright.PENANATsg3CZgbjt
她如同名偵探猜中了真相一樣指著我說。739Please respect copyright.PENANAoAGmKkvBtc
「Elaine我就唔知咩事啦……不過我反而有啲嘢想問下你……」739Please respect copyright.PENANA9vhcCNlEZe
她再繼續說道,並在說最後那句時語氣變得略有一點沉重起來。739Please respect copyright.PENANALQ8qNFIKI5
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我看見她的語氣變了,於是便開口問道:739Please respect copyright.PENANAIPLsZv1Mkr
「問咩啊?問到語氣都變哂嘅?」739Please respect copyright.PENANADrSaR65Fa0
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「其實你放低咗Mandy未?」她看著我說。739Please respect copyright.PENANAapyOhIbLyi
我聽到後頓時都一同沉默下來了……739Please respect copyright.PENANAeVGfJm8HAg
在這一剎那,如同空氣都靜止了一樣。739Please respect copyright.PENANAEUWmL4an9e
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「我諗……我放低咗……掛……」我支支吾吾地說。739Please respect copyright.PENANAfWMIUn6UJe
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「我都知喺要啲時間嘅……但喺如果……我話如果啊!」739Please respect copyright.PENANAGKK97y1JAT
她思考了一會後再說。739Please respect copyright.PENANA4ghVv5h4fc
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「如果啲咩先?」739Please respect copyright.PENANARpanyXBKGr
我發現她沒有把話說下去,於是便問道。739Please respect copyright.PENANAAdKlsmU0hw
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「如果……如果Mandy同你講佢都一樣無放低到你呢?」739Please respect copyright.PENANAhXXiVKk3ZX
她略有點大聲地把這個「假設性」問題說了出來。739Please respect copyright.PENANABu1l7X19y8
使得我嚇一嚇,並立即向樓梯上方及下方看一看有沒有其他人在。739Please respect copyright.PENANAUAxurH8dKC
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確認沒有人後,我就開始思考了一下Rita剛剛的「假設性」問題……739Please respect copyright.PENANAxTl0BzHIbr
「咁我哋……我哋都分咗手啦!咁繼續留戀落去都唔喺辦法……咁我緊喺希望佢都快啲放得低啦……」739Please respect copyright.PENANA3EW2alhfJv
我笑著說,但我都相信自己這刻是在強顏歡笑著。739Please respect copyright.PENANA2tcDRKg4z1
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始終在與Mandy分後,經過了七月及八月情緒低落的洗禮。739Please respect copyright.PENANA4x4MyoZU82
直到升上中四後,前往了新環境及認識新的朋友們。739Please respect copyright.PENANAQuh3Ecle4X
才使得與Mandy分手一事的悲傷慢慢地淡化……739Please respect copyright.PENANAmq0XDfSrCa
雖然不時都會一些對她的回憶,斷斷續續地出現在腦海中。739Please respect copyright.PENANAXmXcp9uOT5
我都不清楚自己是否真的放下了對她的感情……739Please respect copyright.PENANAE6sHipFc4F
所以我都不能確實回答。739Please respect copyright.PENANAHFtLX6yeo3
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「你睇得咁開嘅……」Rita對於我的答案,似乎有些保留。739Please respect copyright.PENANAxH0H3JlFbK
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「咁因為佢依家喺澳洲嘛,就算佢仲鍾意我……都做唔到啲咩架!」739Please respect copyright.PENANAEuAuHzFltH
我直接與她說。739Please respect copyright.PENANA4kr49jXh4y
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始終我與Mandy分手的原因就是因為我們將會分隔異地。739Please respect copyright.PENANAseQ0E7At5C
而大家都沒有信心去維繼續繫這一段長距離感情……739Please respect copyright.PENANAIfgMW4a5fG
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「除非佢突然話翻咗嚟香港啦……唔喺呢啲都只喺假設性問題……我哋快啲行啦。」739Please respect copyright.PENANAMSFFAnduj3
我不想再纏繞在這個「假設性」問題上,於是便催促Rita快點一同返回課室。739Please respect copyright.PENANA7NRVo2f8QV
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而Rita並沒有回應我剛剛的說話,只是點一點頭後,就與一同繼續往樓梯下方前進……739Please respect copyright.PENANAxo3CCOHL4j
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回到家後,我立即躺在自己的床上。739Please respect copyright.PENANA7LjzgdvJV0
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「未換衫就攤上床?!快啲換翻屋企衫先!」739Please respect copyright.PENANA8X03zrGAw4
在我房間門口走過的姐姐看見我仍然穿著校服後,就命令我立即去替換衣服。739Please respect copyright.PENANAnLbsjCVHoo
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而我正在換衣的時候……739Please respect copyright.PENANASlMlxeR5WH
「鈴—鈴—」739Please respect copyright.PENANAvEDyw2Me3H
突然手機鈴聲響起了。739Please respect copyright.PENANAdtciYRFVyA
於我便快速地更換好衣服,並拿起了手機查看是誰致電給了我。739Please respect copyright.PENANASBGQv9TiHZ
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當我一拿起手機,發現是依玲的來電。739Please respect copyright.PENANA7YNNyj9CtW
我二話不說就接聽了。739Please respect copyright.PENANAhpodQBLf0y
「喂?依玲?」739Please respect copyright.PENANAOQMhIyRcyG
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「喂?阿侑啊……你做緊咩啊?」她有點支支吾吾地問道我。739Please respect copyright.PENANA9hsPYXu7ty
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「我啱啱翻到屋企換完衫啊。」我如實告訴她我剛剛做了些甚麼。739Please respect copyright.PENANAVfQf2j9oK0
「哦……我都啱啱翻到屋企啊……」她繼續吞吞吐吐地說著。739Please respect copyright.PENANAZx1DK53UcL
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「做咩突然打比我啊?」我還是把話題帶回為何她會突然打給我。739Please respect copyright.PENANA2lFE6qgxYD
「無……因為今日我對你啲態度好似麻麻地咁,所以想打嚟同你道歉……Sorry啊。」739Please respect copyright.PENANAO7P9chEsjZ
她向我道歉起來。739Please respect copyright.PENANAsrzdFMN608
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「哦……好少事嚟……我都無hard feeling,同埋你心情差嘛……所以我無事!放心!」739Please respect copyright.PENANAEeyDY2hPyM
我希望她不要太過介意。739Please respect copyright.PENANAXxoGMk0YDI
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但當我說完後,她立即沒有回應我,反而是沉默了一會……739Please respect copyright.PENANAj9WtwkQxhw
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「其實呢……阿侑你喺咪鍾意Venus啊?」她突然問道我。739Please respect copyright.PENANAFtM5YrvkK6
為什麼大家今天都會有這麼多的問題……739Please respect copyright.PENANAVXHUfN4Pck
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「唔喺啊,我同佢喺friend咋嘛。」我連忙為解釋起來。739Please respect copyright.PENANAlw4ZvEY2lO
但其實這個問題真的有待我去再思考一下……739Please respect copyright.PENANARfZRsORbMb
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「因為琴日Poppy話見到你兩個一齊上咗架出港島嘅巴士……所以我先問一問。」739Please respect copyright.PENANANAqwBMcRfL
她又開始支支吾吾地說著。739Please respect copyright.PENANASyKRfVTOb0
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「哦!因為琴日我要出去我媽公司到攞嚟緊Venus件戲服嘅布袋,而我媽又想幫佢做埋度身,所以先叫我帶埋佢出去。」739Please respect copyright.PENANAjfUMMDIA3a
我把昨天的事情如實告訴了她。739Please respect copyright.PENANAiF4stAu0hd
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「原來喺咁……」她說。739Please respect copyright.PENANAGEuHcQwqw2
「所以我哋真喺普通朋友嚟。」我立即再補充多句。739Please respect copyright.PENANAiC0ZfP1CBi
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「我會咁問其實喺因為見你兩個近排啲互動都有啲埋,覺得你兩個有啲夾……」739Please respect copyright.PENANAF3Lqg12TNx
她這句的說話方式及語氣都感覺似曾相識的……739Please respect copyright.PENANAfX0tQX1ZgA
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莫非她是在介意在我與Venus的事?739Please respect copyright.PENANAVrNoLgfWg2
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「雖然你知道他並不屬於你的,但你仍然會時時刻刻為他在著緊」739Please respect copyright.PENANAX4zieSv9hv