第三十七章:問與答779Please respect copyright.PENANA5rdncNlRAy
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「琴日做咩搵我搵得咁急,然後又要我打比你啊?」779Please respect copyright.PENANABZW7ingpYt
我在一大清早就問道剛好返回學校的依玲。779Please respect copyright.PENANApwWSJ2Qg33
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她剛回來並放下了自己的背句,然後就轉身向我說道:779Please respect copyright.PENANAcq1GsAP3K8
「無啊,琴日有啲急事……但喺搞掂咗啦。」779Please respect copyright.PENANA1KyWZFcSsY
她的語氣與以往略有一點不同。779Please respect copyright.PENANADl5l2pNfEW
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「做咩啦?心情差?」779Please respect copyright.PENANAisxsd8PTB4
我察覺到她的不妥,於是再追問。779Please respect copyright.PENANA12nQS3bDd4
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「無嘢就無嘢啦!」她明顯變得有點煩躁起來。779Please respect copyright.PENANAZIcw4J9UJR
我看見她這樣,都沒有再追問下去。779Please respect copyright.PENANArdYyYkG10r
避免令她感到更煩躁。779Please respect copyright.PENANAo1yJeEZzfS
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然後依玲都很快就轉回身,開始從背包拿出來一會要遞交的功課,並放到了桌上。779Please respect copyright.PENANAjaIXngGqle
而我看著她突然的情緒轉差,只是感到有一點摸不清頭緒。779Please respect copyright.PENANAqfWoE7vYA8
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然而接下來的一整天,我與她都很少有交談,今天就是樣慢慢地過去了……779Please respect copyright.PENANAcwocv1vcfc
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直到放學時,我最後一節的生物科與以往一樣,比其他選修科更早下課。779Please respect copyright.PENANADvHAsW2jKg
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我拿著課本在樓梯上慢慢地走回課室的樓層時……779Please respect copyright.PENANAHA0JnWsCxV
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「喂!Alvin!」779Please respect copyright.PENANAuWGle7I2u2
我立即轉向後方,發現原來是一樣選讀生物科的Rita叫道我。779Please respect copyright.PENANAE1jRuoubB9
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「等埋我一齊行啦!」Rita說道。779Please respect copyright.PENANAtnFRsyA5ej
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我站在了原地,等待著她走到與我同一級上。779Please respect copyright.PENANAXl635VvNbU
然後我們二人就慢慢地走下樓梯。779Please respect copyright.PENANAqSVPzqzR8H
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「今日好似喺第一次Bio堂落堂之後,我哋一齊行翻課室。」779Please respect copyright.PENANAppX3FACj2T
Rita在我一旁繼續說著。779Please respect copyright.PENANADJ1dHb0oSz
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因為以往生物科下課後,我都是往往自己一個走回課室的。779Please respect copyright.PENANAAvCICpeOVJ
不是因為我不想與其他人有交談,而是我想享受這段只有自己一個的短暫時光。779Please respect copyright.PENANA3vLwp7jmC1
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「都好似第一次……你平時會同June一齊走架,今日做咩得自己一個?」我問道她。779Please respect copyright.PENANAHcmH0wppmu
而June是以前我與Rita初中時,同班的其中一個同學。779Please respect copyright.PENANAOk5PwhNLcB
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「June佢有嘢想問老師,所以叫我走先……Alvin你喺有心事啊?」779Please respect copyright.PENANAEjrCpNJURw
Rita走到比我下級的樓梯,然後抬頭看著我問道。779Please respect copyright.PENANABeRiEaVUx6
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「你又知我有心事?」我直接回答她。779Please respect copyright.PENANA7scqza6v0B
雖然我都不知道這刻自己是否真的有心事……779Please respect copyright.PENANAesflTVNlxv
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「咪傻啦你!我哋第四年同班架啦!一早睇穿哂你啦!」她笑著說。779Please respect copyright.PENANAxUF7Hs8WlJ
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「咁你又睇到我有咩心事啊?」我反問她。779Please respect copyright.PENANA9vby2InsMe
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「喺咪因為今日Elaine心情麻麻地,所以連帶到你都心情差啊?」779Please respect copyright.PENANAzbFg1E0oys
嗯……她說出我今天的其中一個煩惱。779Please respect copyright.PENANAWY2eNPWoBF
但我沒有回應她。779Please respect copyright.PENANAECbWFpyPeJ
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「唔講嘢!姐喺係啦!」779Please respect copyright.PENANAbDTmMmR7mB
她如同名偵探猜中了真相一樣指著我說。779Please respect copyright.PENANAJRSMWDmS80
「Elaine我就唔知咩事啦……不過我反而有啲嘢想問下你……」779Please respect copyright.PENANAYBdpzwnTmK
她再繼續說道,並在說最後那句時語氣變得略有一點沉重起來。779Please respect copyright.PENANAgixKsSYOOp
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我看見她的語氣變了,於是便開口問道:779Please respect copyright.PENANAwvNurqZH8n
「問咩啊?問到語氣都變哂嘅?」779Please respect copyright.PENANAayrwPW6KnX
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「其實你放低咗Mandy未?」她看著我說。779Please respect copyright.PENANAIJ8B2XOQDG
我聽到後頓時都一同沉默下來了……779Please respect copyright.PENANABqZMNb4Oz5
在這一剎那,如同空氣都靜止了一樣。779Please respect copyright.PENANAjeYbu61qiM
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「我諗……我放低咗……掛……」我支支吾吾地說。779Please respect copyright.PENANAuYl6LUN1OK
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「我都知喺要啲時間嘅……但喺如果……我話如果啊!」779Please respect copyright.PENANAzIESX0oP5i
她思考了一會後再說。779Please respect copyright.PENANAD2jIKWkv74
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「如果啲咩先?」779Please respect copyright.PENANAolnaOhYMVW
我發現她沒有把話說下去,於是便問道。779Please respect copyright.PENANA8txiHVg9sP
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「如果……如果Mandy同你講佢都一樣無放低到你呢?」779Please respect copyright.PENANAFqTD4sHpiN
她略有點大聲地把這個「假設性」問題說了出來。779Please respect copyright.PENANAnkEhWBtL5f
使得我嚇一嚇,並立即向樓梯上方及下方看一看有沒有其他人在。779Please respect copyright.PENANAJZlP22kAKR
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確認沒有人後,我就開始思考了一下Rita剛剛的「假設性」問題……779Please respect copyright.PENANAywRjbxSouD
「咁我哋……我哋都分咗手啦!咁繼續留戀落去都唔喺辦法……咁我緊喺希望佢都快啲放得低啦……」779Please respect copyright.PENANAVjGPVGVcWY
我笑著說,但我都相信自己這刻是在強顏歡笑著。779Please respect copyright.PENANA7lUgqxxFgq
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始終在與Mandy分後,經過了七月及八月情緒低落的洗禮。779Please respect copyright.PENANAxi5wzvFYHp
直到升上中四後,前往了新環境及認識新的朋友們。779Please respect copyright.PENANAX1JnDeDXus
才使得與Mandy分手一事的悲傷慢慢地淡化……779Please respect copyright.PENANAOP1iU81zfv
雖然不時都會一些對她的回憶,斷斷續續地出現在腦海中。779Please respect copyright.PENANArusI64dWNw
我都不清楚自己是否真的放下了對她的感情……779Please respect copyright.PENANAyXD6q6CyZH
所以我都不能確實回答。779Please respect copyright.PENANAN9cCPwJ9wv
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「你睇得咁開嘅……」Rita對於我的答案,似乎有些保留。779Please respect copyright.PENANAWQ14Iqzh0G
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「咁因為佢依家喺澳洲嘛,就算佢仲鍾意我……都做唔到啲咩架!」779Please respect copyright.PENANAVlCzEzXvXa
我直接與她說。779Please respect copyright.PENANAGDPZDDLXL7
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始終我與Mandy分手的原因就是因為我們將會分隔異地。779Please respect copyright.PENANA7kcucjWSlq
而大家都沒有信心去維繼續繫這一段長距離感情……779Please respect copyright.PENANAYSq3nuZieZ
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「除非佢突然話翻咗嚟香港啦……唔喺呢啲都只喺假設性問題……我哋快啲行啦。」779Please respect copyright.PENANARcTkM9ft1c
我不想再纏繞在這個「假設性」問題上,於是便催促Rita快點一同返回課室。779Please respect copyright.PENANAtqn2QR4e8X
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而Rita並沒有回應我剛剛的說話,只是點一點頭後,就與一同繼續往樓梯下方前進……779Please respect copyright.PENANAYRjx2sKgMF
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回到家後,我立即躺在自己的床上。779Please respect copyright.PENANAYXgPd2ag7v
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「未換衫就攤上床?!快啲換翻屋企衫先!」779Please respect copyright.PENANAk3WTHJLdRo
在我房間門口走過的姐姐看見我仍然穿著校服後,就命令我立即去替換衣服。779Please respect copyright.PENANAy7iqSeq72v
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而我正在換衣的時候……779Please respect copyright.PENANANEZrBpqFET
「鈴—鈴—」779Please respect copyright.PENANAnaXrWNtbui
突然手機鈴聲響起了。779Please respect copyright.PENANANkYurpfdaj
於我便快速地更換好衣服,並拿起了手機查看是誰致電給了我。779Please respect copyright.PENANA0aWQXUIveu
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當我一拿起手機,發現是依玲的來電。779Please respect copyright.PENANAnzJc1tH4Br
我二話不說就接聽了。779Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7n5bcsxpV
「喂?依玲?」779Please respect copyright.PENANAVT1tn7A881
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「喂?阿侑啊……你做緊咩啊?」她有點支支吾吾地問道我。779Please respect copyright.PENANADZu8lsNfcC
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「我啱啱翻到屋企換完衫啊。」我如實告訴她我剛剛做了些甚麼。779Please respect copyright.PENANAjEJTel7Ygb
「哦……我都啱啱翻到屋企啊……」她繼續吞吞吐吐地說著。779Please respect copyright.PENANA7QAHio42Nt
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「做咩突然打比我啊?」我還是把話題帶回為何她會突然打給我。779Please respect copyright.PENANAlGcv53waxY
「無……因為今日我對你啲態度好似麻麻地咁,所以想打嚟同你道歉……Sorry啊。」779Please respect copyright.PENANAhPcSI33bRG
她向我道歉起來。779Please respect copyright.PENANAemTWAZoAPh
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「哦……好少事嚟……我都無hard feeling,同埋你心情差嘛……所以我無事!放心!」779Please respect copyright.PENANApJVUGJzhKT
我希望她不要太過介意。779Please respect copyright.PENANAkYutz1tmSw
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但當我說完後,她立即沒有回應我,反而是沉默了一會……779Please respect copyright.PENANAHMgu0e0B59
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「其實呢……阿侑你喺咪鍾意Venus啊?」她突然問道我。779Please respect copyright.PENANAdJVdUSXR10
為什麼大家今天都會有這麼多的問題……779Please respect copyright.PENANAk9z4zVu1kz
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「唔喺啊,我同佢喺friend咋嘛。」我連忙為解釋起來。779Please respect copyright.PENANAVAVK5rhWkM
但其實這個問題真的有待我去再思考一下……779Please respect copyright.PENANAO5Wwr8p1yY
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「因為琴日Poppy話見到你兩個一齊上咗架出港島嘅巴士……所以我先問一問。」779Please respect copyright.PENANA0k7oMQFVFc
她又開始支支吾吾地說著。779Please respect copyright.PENANAvmO7Ji8Lgp
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「哦!因為琴日我要出去我媽公司到攞嚟緊Venus件戲服嘅布袋,而我媽又想幫佢做埋度身,所以先叫我帶埋佢出去。」779Please respect copyright.PENANAvGcdYqBrQ3
我把昨天的事情如實告訴了她。779Please respect copyright.PENANARzgKk0uGqT
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「原來喺咁……」她說。779Please respect copyright.PENANAVU2umYHNlu
「所以我哋真喺普通朋友嚟。」我立即再補充多句。779Please respect copyright.PENANAFfmwzgz0Mo
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「我會咁問其實喺因為見你兩個近排啲互動都有啲埋,覺得你兩個有啲夾……」779Please respect copyright.PENANA6I0UFDLxAN
她這句的說話方式及語氣都感覺似曾相識的……779Please respect copyright.PENANAAeA7s0gV8D
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莫非她是在介意在我與Venus的事?779Please respect copyright.PENANAUZ4eDku8LO
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「雖然你知道他並不屬於你的,但你仍然會時時刻刻為他在著緊」779Please respect copyright.PENANAemfTKi6hNf