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我們分手的那一天……530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDBvBgKGgp
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHaWejdtE5
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMBSi4ioTO
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcXpnQ8zQt
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我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9HFf5HHiP
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRN7Fh0D8Om
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYV77rg3by8
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUE14Y4LRM
顯示的卻是單剔號。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRmu28qqK5
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluV4Mi0w9X
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHYK9DIT3M
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUImnY1q6Qr
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雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtb98g16uuB
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GLUg3JPPo
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEbpsAici0
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「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UFdkxdvBd
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAv6FobJkII
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因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0MHCfnsoO
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEggOuHfmP
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbe7t2S16l8
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「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnIAS4AmqZ
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGpw9pVh2o
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKbbRMTt9s
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JYVxno256
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「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwinuCkTG2
這是回憶嗎？530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhOvC9i9b4
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicu79AeZ2O
又是回憶了。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNez6VXczZ
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRHsmLtfYp
怎樣都是回憶。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwF4cwAhNGl
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrrMtFg88A
不要再是回憶了。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagmIVnidMu
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsqvlYPqI5
不要、不要、不要！530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTB81QXJZdS
「我唔想離開你！」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWThF20kvHu
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「夠啦！」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHubLzjSzML
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6E0XsLsZPx
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhHScrwcIL
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXPiLtV1n9
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好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhiEAmSpNP
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWIl1BLiIH
「咦？」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKRxJpVU6C
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxu6No9H63
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1uG5GZJJXh
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我轉過身，來到了床邊。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYzN0yEjSt
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoRt7sAyyw
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi22RkgSsUC
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsk4IXh6K1
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnIoSzXvtR
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我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0s0gscWiF2
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Wwh88LBPc
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1LCzyZx5x
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UaaWbQguB
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmt8LMJAxXb
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直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2f6MaGJL1
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwlHmJ1Cmj
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不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKErasqanSc
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAfcBJUSuC
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XqAkMCJth
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBG8U49IuMI
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEFHwwoF7X
530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozvnlLDEtO
在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgm4BAPMd9
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8DhQfqrgU
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQiATRaZKx1
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIv1jIPMZS
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9yV0dCMWk
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但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnw2CZ6CPhg
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPKxGM8FPh
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu65pAWxreE
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSi1QLd7ia
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eYN0TuVTa
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM56Jgs6Spa
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然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3e1jnwxp5
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSe9RZ3Q2H
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGxPG8qoBv
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEr7WCxg8vW
不過，當然是沒有了。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFKz3ZsevT
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMChTItqZUX
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或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlq08ys5L0V
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVzfNvxFPy
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0f2pTseXn5
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如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7r31Vx3in
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjnTQxZ5fY
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡky3fqgyT7D
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mBNVgQ1l0
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbWAKIU1D4
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持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLVblimgpF
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoxaEvR9oQ
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGX8cywNFC
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvvRCk1SRf
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY58dosso3v
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0klJCg08B
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最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROJV8vTvZB
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNiHi5gEtT
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9G6ZVsYfo1
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「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJ2T0txiV9
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJNVar5oum
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wf2l3C1cQ
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgT2R9mqCGi
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「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」530Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBgbNOpZnH
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