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我們分手的那一天……444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcT3l88P9dc
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMtn3iMd8V
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYrMXjepra
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbLzewJ2Wx
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我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvs8wkvLRrw
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aHBf4GeuK
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllTg8QQySe
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrGFmxKOUh
顯示的卻是單剔號。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyEZN7gsTJ
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa83zuCijl7
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0QhVpcNXQ
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmct5LxGGUk
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雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WhlP9UOkJ
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOh7NCU9VG
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlogGJ5QJD5
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「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIFdSwTvYC
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXD0movMg5
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因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBAZMIwULJ
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFndXNGdKIa
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuF571WG767
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「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoAadqAnjy
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFRXMD7Pek
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMyGCY7nzj
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHesXPIS58u
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「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SuNmgFIB6
這是回憶嗎？444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQgVuERidI
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7qsqzAuaa
又是回憶了。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgdtIHC8Vz
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6u7Qq4FSvL
怎樣都是回憶。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9nO0yyajD
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdm9P8OTGE5
不要再是回憶了。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡseSK8CmYZh
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVPxTWHwsv
不要、不要、不要！444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5pP4dBJUg
「我唔想離開你！」444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOsCYN6BAC
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「夠啦！」444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4Qob2qiIr
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGypXxdbC88
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fON4PyPZP
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5S3BzHHfo
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好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjpLWo1kFc
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjD7cXQIEpr
「咦？」444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpkbA1Scjq
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YL0R8rv0q
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqsKyzBy31
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我轉過身，來到了床邊。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQrQjP3YhO
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlmbdJFk1C
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjBdHG5GjA
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Bo2F556IE
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSDyPeGKm5
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我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Qh0lM7d72
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCz7155y8D
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCml467EZXx
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyJ0P8SDuH
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc98ObdavRx
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直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNABA5mT6Hp
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWiZFa1yOO
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不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLHVRJZoow
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXUybnjF7b
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiq72UBr2Sq
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38FhvmpKdF
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTy9hZvgmq
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在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVP1YC7RAFB
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNXjiGEZiJ
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1ehJqQxDG
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyxgisOgic
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFXgSzYod2
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但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bssaX5m0Q
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtdD7f8HVU
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08SYCy0qMF
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfOo1YqjKG
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfVIU47MHO
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFPZwfDGTS
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然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1EXFgASYo
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tuVHQVDHV
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtB1KHqZAw
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpuYwsGqzrY
不過，當然是沒有了。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZ4HQtQlTc
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqARpJt0slU
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或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRS9wudbZwY
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL82Ly7rJ3R
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBRwrKwygF
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如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bkrpv6dYS
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gYCvWfjVx
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdI9jaKOqI
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpUphb9vFw
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDqEPvBEz3
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持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfeSApFX0P
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWo8Ay2qmf
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3L1o51qE7
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVU1A70ozEB
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡia6rOYZlxT
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyJoDpyKC8
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最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6V37aAh40U
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQ5y3gN0lD
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBLz6a5J8Z
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「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8VPBdKfvB
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChhMSgqoOX
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2d3jS9Tw5
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GjQA98NzT
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「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」444Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CEOpzoz3p
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