第一二七章：過去489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmpp49NZYj
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我們分手的那一天……489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2nUSxl8xM
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13YttHW0Tp
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhA8BpKSgc
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69RWM0iBiQ
489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFNUP5HSVq
我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VHJiMmP8F
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1LKDWwdG8
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OzordT63w
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAWtGeOg6U
顯示的卻是單剔號。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJqkOsWAXA
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRu7qF8RR9m
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WagiB1YVH
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfItUD9yTQW
489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAhHVOvt2O
雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwT1ugcy4fo
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡth88BPS4dc
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrLl3CtCkj
489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PpLUWPog3
「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEB1StpXQTs
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJ2DSrquqM
489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kBoBcl6q3
因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWyGiJMjgS
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Mk5yJHqFi
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2fNazZWKi
489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIobCtsAaci
「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsSCHPYc2b
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡliKNYrzgN2
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4LEp6GMcq
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPC7uajhiH
489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6t7QvSc1Ly
「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tfhYfuqxp
這是回憶嗎？489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22zEfSqotN
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBY13BzUOsl
又是回憶了。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjtX7vxPSa
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnSGgKvrgu
怎樣都是回憶。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡty5RCW8yFi
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0O6DOR3KM
不要再是回憶了。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNCaja8IME
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8Ba52rytT
不要、不要、不要！489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPdFQ0tJqH
「我唔想離開你！」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXULO84Mff
489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKiCbPLxoo
「夠啦！」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbADuuVGD3T
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxmvNYEUDI
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDeOQrCb0f
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuA0G3hg02
489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUE2jDDlis
好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6Cl5Zz1y2
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzekJaFVyS
「咦？」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRb5MxpW2r
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiOutLak4v
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOKwpSNbXn
489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCDvdEwWvq
我轉過身，來到了床邊。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8PGQBj67O
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5mhoeSWbN
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sylzZKXPm
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9DUS2jJS3
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DYoopL8FH
489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Y9d3CMYYl
我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsaQrIVWcUM
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfElkP2EJo
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFB3FbKfSr
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVA4GRAjsGT
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJibln2w6x
489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwLIrDKtHE
直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoqeUhYtyE
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2C4vUO4cM
489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4H1FfKLeO
不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvqEHfGHUN
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hF6ybLHwo
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQxOa7ix2Y
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyVFHQMOVl
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczUGetU1pi
489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRyShDNkNQ
在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3z0voxAgwm
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwFSykD5BT
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hJxfz8QCZ
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAiSrXnVciS
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKfgKjyS97
489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HOyVRfB2U
但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3wgLknUm8
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7coYmlDb2C
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0a7quXfFQ
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7Gl2bO8lm
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDL7Y646Dt
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYWZXRTO8l
489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzWBN7oIHO
然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CsGuEdSWc
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpU2a1ZjCft
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSTPiKyqSP
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LqWFFcIYB
不過，當然是沒有了。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UmePfJut6
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95cqRoIuYf
489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCo3y0paGy
或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KzjVPA5yT
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD81hCeQhCI
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3n564eMBvI
489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXz3ADXe7q
如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf66pOHSoQK
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQVxBxYT4E
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqO2GpTJBr
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PrSpQOtYv
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13TrmNfgFL
489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fFQTYBsC6
持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7RUGavD7C
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjt735H65zH
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLB9WjAg3qK
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7XwxTYNSx
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvM4B07GGf3
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0eSnSncDf7
489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshZTKEidtv
最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwVaHRwNev
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNtQV4V3fF
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObL9ShEOKO
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「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHGkUr5nAV
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKPpaDnNkK
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9oOql6ncC
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJvYlBvNNH
489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYaG7RcGfom
489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0Rfxakkya
「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」489Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3WNLYaHy8
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