第一六零章：約會(下)422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62MhBGoiZK
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「沙—沙沙—沙—」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOusFUJrFd
伴隨一個個浪花沖刷，陣陣的海風也同時吹拂我們的身驅。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnSTtkMB8j
我與Venus二人此刻正抱著雙腳坐在金黃而細軟的沙子上，看著一望無際而白茫茫的大海。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2MF7xFKPT
至於剛才我在路上所問道的問題，Venus她仍然沒有回答。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUOHSl4HsS
只是稍為移開了眼神並指向了沙灘：「不如去咗沙灘先啦。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENLLJoWqQP
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如今我與她已經在沙灘上靜坐了大約十多分鐘，她依然默不作聲。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzp2DfaTfk
因此我都再問：「你嘅答案喺？」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfJiv2Bp3z
但Venus只是搖搖頭：「乜個答案重要咩？」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpd2iLQZUP
「我只喺想知……」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtLIThhzBI
「想知我喺咪當你喺水泡？」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrMXq0aMEs
「唔喺啊！」我馬上扭過頭望了她。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GCmTI7lcX
只見她依然一臉平淡地凝視著前方的大海。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoWuyEwOCA
「我就喺驚你諗多咗先一直唔同你講原因。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyejuQZfwK
「點解會覺得我諗多咗啊？」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIpWl8tkkT
然而，這次換轉是她扭過頭並與我對上了眼神。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hT8S1O3Nb
「你問我點解揀你，已經代表你諗多咗。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XAn0PA4Kt
我無言了，因為她說得正確。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmRsKJOnTr
而她看見我閉上嘴的一刻，也繼續說：「鍾意一個人都要多多原因嘅，咁仲喺唔喺真心鍾意呢？」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdD60zEYEG
「咁……鍾意都有分一見鍾情同日久生情架嘛？」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnynQIP1Iho
她睜了兩下眼，隨後便笑起來。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QrMNciZ03
「呵，咁你覺得我對你喺咩？一見定日久？」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQeyMPfdHD
「欸……」我一時三刻回答不了。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtGSIuzERx
「你睇你自己都答唔出，咁點解仲要問我原因呢？」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIf34y1qqM
我再次閉上了嘴，並微微地低頭起來。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzm6BpK8s4I
但一瞬間，Venus也把頭靠到我的肩膊上。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXXbQSZDvT
「我對你兩者都有……」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QXnOZzufT
我沒有立即回應，只是繼續聆聽著。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSmRjDQ1a2
「中三棋藝比賽你做裁判個陣，見你成日都好大反應，又會不時放水比我，覺得你好得意。然後請槍你嚟話劇學會個陣，見到你好認真咁整嘢個嗰樣，覺得你好型。之後中四知道你入咗嚟話劇學會，又知道你都喺住屯門，一瞬間覺得一切都喺緣份……緣份為我哋牽起咗紅線。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXG7Niperz
「可惜我喺呢條紅線中間打咗好多個結……」我不禁自嘲起來，畢竟我欠她太多了。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKYenekegm
相反她卻否認我的說話：「唔關你事，你有你嘅選擇權利，就好似你最後都同翻Mandy復合咁。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOjsqYIBjr
「我欠咗你哋實在太多……」我還是把那句話從心裡坦白出來。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4wj3k7CMd
「正如我啱先所講，你最後都同Mandy復合，完咗佢嘅心願。而我，你就喺我留院嘅時候一直陪住我，仲乜嘢攬拖鍚都做齊哂，個陣我哋同拍緊拖真喺無分別。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMbnr5RvbN
「感覺就好似比咗份假期待你……」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcLHNCAea8
她聽到我這樣說著，隨即把頭移離了我的肩膊，並伸直雙腿坐著。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVuykCDZYz
接著便雙手輕撫著我的頭：「你試下瞓落我大髀。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUX3dHrBANQ
對於她的請求，我先是愣住了。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFvsnyn46q
但是很快也按她所說，轉而把頭躺到她的大腿上。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPx6LdgTDk
而躺平的一瞬間，映入眼簾的除了那蔚藍的天空之外，就是那笑容猶如天使般的她。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIYFjqoqJP
「我哋呢個姿勢好奇怪呵？」我稍為不好意思地說道。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLShXI9An9
始終躺在女生的大腿上，應該只有情侶才會這樣做……對吧？422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqT9w8Hw9vU
「我想試下呢種感覺喺點嘛，哈哈。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDfot8eCbV
她在說著的同時，展露出了那熟悉而甜蜜的微笑。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkmDIVhl1X
而在她的笑容紓緩下，我也放鬆了整個人，完全躺在她那細膩柔滑的大腿上。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNSH2acCTc
期間我凝視著她的雙眼並說：「對唔住，突然問咗你啲咁奇怪嘅問題。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2KMUn1n1i
然而，她只是搖搖頭：「我都預咗你會問，始終喺你嘅心結嚟。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtpsqDbitW
「我嘅心結？」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4eqf2v0MP
她點一點頭：「你擔心自己嘅存在意義，喺咪？」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDLJCRr9OK
我沒有開聲回答，只是靜靜地點頭起來。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEs50uVwPdA
Venus說得沒有錯，的確我一直以來都為自己的存在價值而煩惱。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctDpEfTLPf
所謂的存在意義並不是甚麼我生在這世上有何用意之類的。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7NsghRLaS
而是我在其他人心目中，到底有何意義。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnj4Lp0qE2d
在其他人的心裡，我可以是一個朋友、是一名死黨、是一個知己、更可以是仇敵或是憎恨之人。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSTfuUcpTj
曾經我在Mandy的心中，是前男友也是復合對象，使得她即使回來的生活也是近乎圍繞著我在轉，彷彿就是因為我的存在而困住了她。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqK1Ao67SBe
而經歷完與Mandy的所有事情後，我意識到自己的存在將會影響其他人，Venus與依玲也是「受害者」之一。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDm7zieSzV
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「愛瑩。」我輕聲地叫道了Venus的名字。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbMuaQjrTG
她則是好奇地「嗯」了一聲，隨後便默默地凝著躺下的我。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVIdTr6ZxH
「我剩低嘅時間已經唔多，好快就會離開你。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4BGCjKNdf
「我知……」她的表情並沒有太大變化：「我知你就快要走。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxKkjrEVEo
「原來你知！？之前仲呃你一齊溫書……唔好意思。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OSv9ieQs1
我別開了眼神向她道歉起來。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QR7fbYbg9
因為我，一直都在欺騙著大家。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0dbNjkeMO
其實我早就答應了呂老師的邀請，前往外國進修。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzPCkQEobY
甚至連公開考試的成績都不用，就可以直接入學。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92z6gKmLSC
現在回想起，猜不到呂老師竟然有如此大的影響力。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2M0pBZIR4
就大約在一月初，一次與呂老師會見並答覆我的決定時……422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgccC5oQO2o
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「Alvin Boy好開心你會答應我嘅invite。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQMTYyVog2
「始終我都想見識下外面嘅世界……咁喺咪要考埋試，再報個分過去？」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynxWZyEE5b
當我問及考試及成績時，呂老師卻搖頭起來。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ira5RRzgG
「你唔洗考exam添啊，有我recommend嘅話，可以直接入學。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGlZdRrjXj
聽到老師如此說道，我不禁目瞪口呆起來。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6izptzg6VH
「唔洗考試分？依家唔喺報U咩？」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2S3XMv2nP
「你估好似Hong Kong咁咩，入個U都要high marks、awards同OLEs。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyahqqN6eMK
的確香港大學就是出了名「難入易出」呢……422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpQcDw01Vs
「總之有我recommend你就一帆風順啦！」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVJLACkq3H
「到底呂老師你其實喺咪嗰間U嘅校長嚟架，入學入得咁兒戲嘅……」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ75PHvb1Wm
「我都想做principal啊，哈哈！」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nvpshMpu6
如是者，就在呂老師的開笑下，我們相繼討論了很多有關進修的事情。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJljbch9hi
而在數個星期後，我更得知了那邊學校打算在三月尾會見所有受特殊推薦入學的準學生。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPqRLT5w7o
因此與學校及我的父母商量後，中六年級的last day，也將會是我真正離開這間中學的last day……422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcopi98Glvk
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「我最唔識應付呢啲離別之交，唯有扮會繼續同你哋一齊溫書考試……」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4vnmamg0W
「我就知道你喺有嘢扮緊……」Venus說道後便把手輕放到我的臉頰上。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2BFIQtvcj
「你點知……？」我一同輕撫著她那只手問道。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLq5f0Eg7c
「幾次同你溫書都發覺你淨喺教我、幫我解題，然後又幫我搵past paper、highlight重點，仲幫我整咗好多notes。但從來都唔見你自己喺到操卷，就好似你喺到為緊我準備考試多過為自己。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaay8oe5Go
「咁都比你發現……」我隨即便冷笑起來。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHOFDYSExV
想不到所有為她的小動作都被她看穿了。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICkdpT0YKF
「如果……我做呢個進修選擇，你會唔會憎我一世？」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6JRVUDQfw
她收起了笑容並說：「我會憎你一世，而且同時我會將你從此忘記。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0SnmSASp4
「真？！」我不禁瞪起雙眼、有點震驚地說道。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyG3e7Dkti
但是她下一剎那又臉掛笑容說：「憎你同忘記你一秒鐘之後，就會掛念住你直到下一世。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOHqwQRaqD
聽到她的這番說話，我先是愣住了，隨後也臉頰泛紅起來。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpUDOK8beN
「咁快就下一世……」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fSYw2Rr5H
而她相繼一同面紅耳赤起來，並微微撅起嘴說：「下一世唔好咩？」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfDB6sBhhe
「但你咁樣一直掛住我，會好辛苦。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jKwL8phta
「唔好睇小我……」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ684hkYpzEe
在話後，她便低下頭吻到我的嘴唇上。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVb9KOgJHpY
與那柔潤的嘴唇觸碰一刻，我們也一同閉上了雙眼、聆聽著不斷湧上又消退的海浪。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡga2FyhZLuX
而隨後在吻過後，我也從她的大腿上站起身來。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPb3dJN4B3
「不如去食飯囉？」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJeNIvvnBUz
但Venus只是先抬頭望向我，然後就向我伸手。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ymB2LlwrJ
「你帶我去啊。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdURnPvf2QJ
我看著她輕笑了一聲，便與她牽起了手並把她拉起身來。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNQJbdFZ9w
接著也二人一同往燒烤場的方向開始步行。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GmQN0P3RS
「想食咩？」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuvBdJOtCD
「不如去你屋企煮？你家姐同我講話今晚你屋企無人。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZezZXngx5
「喺？點解我唔知架？！佢又去男朋友到？」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqFWYRVIsP
「嗯……仲有我同咗屋企講，話我今晚過Coco到過夜……」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfozvvoKAgF
她說著的同時，臉頰及耳朵也通紅起來，連聲音也越說越小聲。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpHlScdFJ7
聽著她的一言一語、看著她的表情，我也不禁面紅耳赤起來。422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfw6g8P24Ic
並一同輕聲細語地說：「咁……咁嚟我屋企食啦……仲有一齊瞓。」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMqTKZzcnL
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「懷疑自己的同時，其實也會有人無條件地接納你」422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DUjTVRG0p
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作者的話：最終話開始倒數……422Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZafRY1QHm
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