第九十三章：執著532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbJsm8ogPr
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「點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPdHKbSZCT
Mandy此刻淚流滿臉，並硬咽起來。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2X1n3sWqjQ
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtrNcRo0LC
她那一巴掌，彷彿把我從執著之中打醒過來。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bosbz52Iq
「我……唔喺咁嘅意思……」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvqRSUFj2O
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNvyGUSkAL
「咩唔喺咁嘅意思啊……點解你就覺得自己虧欠咗我咁，明明我就無對你失望過，喺你一意孤行覺得因為自己無嚟到睇我比賽，先會搞到我輸咗……」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11dkBRJwO6
她激動地向我說著，而淚水也持續向眼眶流出。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIWWgQhCaP
但她並沒有停下說話的打算。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFZznsPCXW
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2y1r1L5Mt
「何鵬侑，我依家老老實實同你講，我個陣根本就無因為你唔嚟所以唔開心……喺，我喺因為發現唔到你嘅身影，所以先會周圍望……咁喺我身為一個運動員嘅唔成熟。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJAxWTfvhi
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKeRzCmPeN
「對唔住……」這刻我想到的，就只是道歉。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOh6RPeUNG4
「我唔需要你講對唔住，我只喺想知承諾對你嚟講有幾重要……重要到要一直自責？」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWIACjBkJ6
她強忍著淚水，並雙眼盯著我問道。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOYP9jeJeB
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcTINHDFwF
「承諾……實現到先喺承諾，實現唔到就只喺虛言。」我沉住氣說。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF220vm5vZL
「你喺幾時變到咁執著架？」她又再追問起來。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XrfDKkAXP
然而，我隨即就深呼吸了一口，並看著她說：「由學界個次開始……唔喺，應該喺由我哋分手個一日開始。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeOqteQJkS
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xyiGWkuxX
「我哋分手個日……」她有點愕然地重覆著我的話。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1lz85Yw3L
「你記唔記得個陣我哋睇完戲之後，咪討論過我哋兩個嘅關係，然後你就要我應承你無論大家遇到啲咩問題煩惱，都一定要好好同對方商量溝通……」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsNcPTfOMY
我說完後，只是默默地看著她的雙眼，而沒有把話接下去。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPPP3jUtFu
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82ZkRmGMDQ
「我……記得。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7cnSedOgW
既然她記得的話，那我也繼續說道：「咁我哋有無真喺好好溝通過，直至分手之前？」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8926BXdUHu
她聽到我這樣反問後，表情立即變得難堪起來。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9ynw2EEEy
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHMPIPmVLW
「阿侑……我……」她打算回應時，我卻打斷了她的說話。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwilPGU71ZV
「喺碼頭個次，你同我講要去海外讀書，之後先傾過一次，話大家就算Long d都會繼續維持呢段關係……但喺之後我哋又有無再好好咁溝通過？你應該好清楚。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qsnbIvRFZ
而她則慢慢地把眼神從我身上移開，並有點口吃地說：「咁……後來我覺得……覺得我哋真喺唔會維繫到。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBsJLTtiIh
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCY8FLcFEpq
「但喺我哋試都未試，你又點知唔得？」我隨即就反駁了她。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcO8BAcMLbb
她也倒抽了一口氣，然後再次與我對上眼神。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluQ4bdDkdv
「當時喺我唔好……因為我真喺好驚，驚我哋唔會維繫到……最後都喺分手收場……」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCWVuknJzD
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIBxUKPFbC
接著我也打算開口再反駁，卻被她搶先一步，語氣有點激動地說：532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZblvn5i1rP
「乜你唔會驚架咩？普通情侶都會驚自己終有一日會同另一半分手，更何況我哋喺Long d喎，單單就咁起身講早晨，瞓教講晚安已經有時差啦！」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRdhA4Cx9r
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKtNurZ7an
「我從來都唔覺得我哋會分手，我仲諗住之後下半世都喺會陪住你……不過呢啲都喺過咗去嘅事，因為承諾一早已經唔存在，由你講分手個一刻。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXR8Kyi0Lp
在我說完後，隨即就感到鼻酸起來。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQNTgF2F5I
畢竟，這可是我曾經的一個幻想，一個期待。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOfOWxDhgX
然而，卻與泡沫一樣，雖然外表美麗，但是一旦破掉卻永遠都不存在。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrP07JHrcow
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbKfbe1tRA
本來我以為Mandy又會立即反駁起來。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6iU3JuYhGR
但是她卻沒有，只是雙眼熱淚盈眶看著我。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHU97gVWJmy
「乜你……個陣真喺咁想……同我過下半世咩……」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡueQ2C2Aw6Z
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEHpDDcaWW
「我想架，不過實現唔到嘅承諾，無必要再去實現多次。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LeeINaGYH
我接著搖一搖頭，再繼續說：「玥，對唔住，頭先太過執著過去同你嘅承諾……不過同時都提醒翻我，承諾呢啲嘢，一日未實現之前，都只喺空花陽焰。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVYwTOX2KR
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPkEz7mHC3
接著，我便甩開她的手，從她身旁擦身而過。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnnzm74AGV
即使她再怎樣用淒厲的聲音叫道，我也再沒有回頭。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPw9kCmVHm8
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Y9L5MKlkD
本來一心打算在放下對Mandy的情感後，便可以與她從朋友關係重新再來。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGi9GzFhIV9
然而，她一天是我的前女友，一世都會是我的前女友。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tfjBKMgDz
我曾經給予期望，但最後卻換來絕望。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4sQ6NGci4
那就只好怪自己當初與她許下了太多的承諾。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtArQvLa5j
然而，這些承諾卻根本永遠都不會實現。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XH9AbbIg3
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsfV1xgaRO
接下來，來到了更衣室後。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOyZuKAT79
我便坐在其中一張長椅上，並把手機拿出來，查看一下與Venus的對話訊息。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvAx53K9RE
然而，對話仍然是停留在我的那一句「加油啊！我會等你回覆架>X<」。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ct1ldTxvD
並且旁邊仍然是單剔號的狀態。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5Om70h201
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wnOsh4BAI
「愛瑩，我應該點做好……」我看著對話眶上的頭像說道。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPb1sUkJQ72
接著就把手巾掩蓋至臉上，閉上眼睛。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwmQU70q4v
靜靜地在混亂的腦海中，尋找心中的答案。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQ64hwJjSj
明明交往應該是一件開心事，但為何我會開始感到害怕起來……532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFJ3iljOHU
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下午與男生們吃飯時，我也向Zack提出了班際接力賽由Nick頂替的請求。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbtl1uuhR6
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡly224sdyGs
在一旁的Felix聽到了後，便立即向我問道：「吓，乜你唔喺話要攞哂啲獎架咩？」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqf06Bw1zmj
「我雙腳已經唔許可我繼續跑落去，你哋啱先都應該見到我二百米決賽包尾。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJ5AUgmVFz
但是我隨即就搖頭起來說著。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwTRSrzAdI
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt31s825XcG
「唔緊要啦，你琴日跑贏咗我已經好勁！要量力而為，錫住身體緊要啊。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNQfxefSa2
但是，Leo也在我說完後，立刻把手放到我的肩膀上拍著說道。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrfG3gvayI
而坐在對面的Zack也點頭以示確認我的請求，並問口說：532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORv2JgjO14
「嗯，我明架啦。Alvin你呢兩日已經盡咗力，無虧欠任何人，亦都無虧欠自己。」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDmDN36n67
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJlJoKXy3X
Zack的這一句說話，讓我回想起Mandy剛剛的說話。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPh6EmJGkr3
難道許下承諾，但又不能實現，真的不會虧欠其他人嗎？532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv90Jk1wL1q
是對方器量大，還是我太過執著了。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx62SFTPwys
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7SngNp8d0
而接下來的時間，我也一直在心中想著這個問題。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6aM5iSEPPi
連自己班在班際接力賽中贏得冠軍時，我依然是在默默不語地沉思著。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2QTuVAyJV
直到身旁的Devin大聲歡呼起來時，我才回過神來得知他們跑贏了。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SYTdZiTrS
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXU3IDCBEyV
最終，中學生涯最後一場運動會，我以獲得了一面銀牌及銅牌迎來結束。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilxoeXgiiT
並且在散場時，我拜託Devin為我拍一張拿著兩枚獎牌的照片。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZSRGhx5mb
並隨即就馬上發送給予Venus，告訴她，我都算是達成了承諾。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UT9s5DRAG
然而，即使照片發送後，旁邊仍然是單剔號。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoSNrRBS4M
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLgVz6e7Uk
看著那個原封不動的單剔號，迎來的也只有失落感。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cwVXs9a6q
不過，我仍然深信，這個單剔號也會最終變成雙剔號的。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNb3gKyMwmY
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWjCzUHOTz
接著，就在我與其他幾名男子聊著天走出運動場時。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZDR91Euo6
卻看見了依玲剛好在前方不遠處走過。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLYdVrf8Ug
看來她應是剛與Sherry或者是Poppy道別，並各散東西了。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mQlHV7FLi
但是，我馬上也發現了在依玲的後方，卻有一個身穿連帽衣的人在尾隨。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VwpOqi2Gw
再看清楚一點那個人的容貌，發現那個人竟然是Raymond！？532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7u0Vym10xS
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡboSZTNIYoX
依玲隨即便從路口轉向右方並離開了視線範圍。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOT7LqL25xd
而她身後尾隨的Raymond，也表現得鬼鬼祟祟起來。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeOpXM30nX
在一輪視察四方後，也一同轉入依玲所進的路口。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjtkEabn2I
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIqzHjRs2C
「Harriet，我有啲急事要行開先……晏啲先過嚟你屋企！」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHA1jVLJAj
發現了Raymond的不對勁，我連忙與Harriet等人請辭。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo28KyveJov
並拖著疲勞的雙腳，急步走向了剛剛依玲及Raymond所轉入的路口。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPM0LZyZpA
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fO8cunB9j
因為直覺告訴了我，接下來一定會有甚麼事情發生……532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjchblKt0nB
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPespf9lCF
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOSoHdAqFi
「是承諾導向未來，還是未來實現承諾」532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHVDLxFqH2
532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPF3W1SfF9
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作者閒聊：阿侑終於在這一篇把自己一直以來壓抑在心中對愛情的執著一下子爆發出來。但他並不恨Mandy，他恨的而是自己竟然會如此執著承諾。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2XhzzZRxu
然而，他也終於意會得到自己一直所期望的愛情，所執著的承諾，也只是形同虛設而已。或許從這一刻開始，他對愛情改觀了。532Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJoUMYUUN7
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