第九十三章：執著490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrr8Z3UH6EC
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「點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsQ5bBRQpM
Mandy此刻淚流滿臉，並硬咽起來。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFViVxaqm7C
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDN5u5MVyr8
她那一巴掌，彷彿把我從執著之中打醒過來。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCC8urX5mQ
「我……唔喺咁嘅意思……」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRldypkZGm
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FCMOWpq24
「咩唔喺咁嘅意思啊……點解你就覺得自己虧欠咗我咁，明明我就無對你失望過，喺你一意孤行覺得因為自己無嚟到睇我比賽，先會搞到我輸咗……」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFGIYFCDg0
她激動地向我說著，而淚水也持續向眼眶流出。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡil79d74oO3
但她並沒有停下說話的打算。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1OlqIXKvTj
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPAElQNLZ3
「何鵬侑，我依家老老實實同你講，我個陣根本就無因為你唔嚟所以唔開心……喺，我喺因為發現唔到你嘅身影，所以先會周圍望……咁喺我身為一個運動員嘅唔成熟。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDLIoZMYfx
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBDoPGd4G3
「對唔住……」這刻我想到的，就只是道歉。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRR4I8YkQDN
「我唔需要你講對唔住，我只喺想知承諾對你嚟講有幾重要……重要到要一直自責？」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PdKB03vjN
她強忍著淚水，並雙眼盯著我問道。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4g2USjCMFC
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWm7MggqN9
「承諾……實現到先喺承諾，實現唔到就只喺虛言。」我沉住氣說。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QCynQutOA
「你喺幾時變到咁執著架？」她又再追問起來。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgavGSLCCZl
然而，我隨即就深呼吸了一口，並看著她說：「由學界個次開始……唔喺，應該喺由我哋分手個一日開始。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmsKabpwxx
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5nyaDBBjN
「我哋分手個日……」她有點愕然地重覆著我的話。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJOTaztyH1
「你記唔記得個陣我哋睇完戲之後，咪討論過我哋兩個嘅關係，然後你就要我應承你無論大家遇到啲咩問題煩惱，都一定要好好同對方商量溝通……」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1F4R95gUq
我說完後，只是默默地看著她的雙眼，而沒有把話接下去。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9Dimd5qfa
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLEgKNaCq9
「我……記得。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYUaMyNbOG
既然她記得的話，那我也繼續說道：「咁我哋有無真喺好好溝通過，直至分手之前？」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Yx935dtjb
她聽到我這樣反問後，表情立即變得難堪起來。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hROIILtuP
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdAi7li5kw
「阿侑……我……」她打算回應時，我卻打斷了她的說話。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UAmdshvby
「喺碼頭個次，你同我講要去海外讀書，之後先傾過一次，話大家就算Long d都會繼續維持呢段關係……但喺之後我哋又有無再好好咁溝通過？你應該好清楚。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFirdyH79x
而她則慢慢地把眼神從我身上移開，並有點口吃地說：「咁……後來我覺得……覺得我哋真喺唔會維繫到。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZsZJjapJM
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98RxdY5Hl4
「但喺我哋試都未試，你又點知唔得？」我隨即就反駁了她。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFiITmLas4
她也倒抽了一口氣，然後再次與我對上眼神。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcjCZ6I9wy
「當時喺我唔好……因為我真喺好驚，驚我哋唔會維繫到……最後都喺分手收場……」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MNc98GVNr
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLno6EMoej
接著我也打算開口再反駁，卻被她搶先一步，語氣有點激動地說：490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2f4jbMX2Gl
「乜你唔會驚架咩？普通情侶都會驚自己終有一日會同另一半分手，更何況我哋喺Long d喎，單單就咁起身講早晨，瞓教講晚安已經有時差啦！」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0KMaznNmu
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBO0GeI5Xv
「我從來都唔覺得我哋會分手，我仲諗住之後下半世都喺會陪住你……不過呢啲都喺過咗去嘅事，因為承諾一早已經唔存在，由你講分手個一刻。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNvKcNxq8q
在我說完後，隨即就感到鼻酸起來。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGUKg3KrSV
畢竟，這可是我曾經的一個幻想，一個期待。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLuEpUsv5M
然而，卻與泡沫一樣，雖然外表美麗，但是一旦破掉卻永遠都不存在。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATdfJGcfCT
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi59n3v1PJh
本來我以為Mandy又會立即反駁起來。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkyyxgCaFO
但是她卻沒有，只是雙眼熱淚盈眶看著我。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2obzm5DsoB
「乜你……個陣真喺咁想……同我過下半世咩……」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTf83BFPpS
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEZl4s0jZF
「我想架，不過實現唔到嘅承諾，無必要再去實現多次。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LZcHIYCIc
我接著搖一搖頭，再繼續說：「玥，對唔住，頭先太過執著過去同你嘅承諾……不過同時都提醒翻我，承諾呢啲嘢，一日未實現之前，都只喺空花陽焰。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswRxVfvPf0
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMIEUaTFk1
接著，我便甩開她的手，從她身旁擦身而過。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHzyryQkQt
即使她再怎樣用淒厲的聲音叫道，我也再沒有回頭。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKUDhW6IoD
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVCvebHyAg
本來一心打算在放下對Mandy的情感後，便可以與她從朋友關係重新再來。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBGPydsFbS
然而，她一天是我的前女友，一世都會是我的前女友。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxleBWFhH4J
我曾經給予期望，但最後卻換來絕望。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lZQjsTKu4
那就只好怪自己當初與她許下了太多的承諾。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6POKruT7h
然而，這些承諾卻根本永遠都不會實現。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZgpGl9cDm
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTT0DlBR0P
接下來，來到了更衣室後。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sk5ntBiP1
我便坐在其中一張長椅上，並把手機拿出來，查看一下與Venus的對話訊息。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukI1Q7fbwz
然而，對話仍然是停留在我的那一句「加油啊！我會等你回覆架>X<」。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDdOpM0Du2
並且旁邊仍然是單剔號的狀態。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9sVh8QgRT
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTS4NNud0K
「愛瑩，我應該點做好……」我看著對話眶上的頭像說道。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNDWVNYQvS
接著就把手巾掩蓋至臉上，閉上眼睛。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Vanp31Udi
靜靜地在混亂的腦海中，尋找心中的答案。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7V6PEazGYa
明明交往應該是一件開心事，但為何我會開始感到害怕起來……490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnDNTSAmEv
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下午與男生們吃飯時，我也向Zack提出了班際接力賽由Nick頂替的請求。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoM3LynIUgr
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUToZZnfQeB
在一旁的Felix聽到了後，便立即向我問道：「吓，乜你唔喺話要攞哂啲獎架咩？」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxdTdZ7GiU
「我雙腳已經唔許可我繼續跑落去，你哋啱先都應該見到我二百米決賽包尾。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlNn24woAN
但是我隨即就搖頭起來說著。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3U4MOnh5C
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47OMmVECSh
「唔緊要啦，你琴日跑贏咗我已經好勁！要量力而為，錫住身體緊要啊。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlhShcVRiF
但是，Leo也在我說完後，立刻把手放到我的肩膀上拍著說道。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTzMvesPHB
而坐在對面的Zack也點頭以示確認我的請求，並問口說：490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWzapKxS5S
「嗯，我明架啦。Alvin你呢兩日已經盡咗力，無虧欠任何人，亦都無虧欠自己。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsDPeiSrLR
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsFsd5JK7c
Zack的這一句說話，讓我回想起Mandy剛剛的說話。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiux2zgiKUQ
難道許下承諾，但又不能實現，真的不會虧欠其他人嗎？490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBCARrpQoZ
是對方器量大，還是我太過執著了。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe66QdU0ILX
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmewtcQ4u5
而接下來的時間，我也一直在心中想著這個問題。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FMBYxSXMQ
連自己班在班際接力賽中贏得冠軍時，我依然是在默默不語地沉思著。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAedhQRwyIb
直到身旁的Devin大聲歡呼起來時，我才回過神來得知他們跑贏了。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RzSIdySfv
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jgCgJN5oz
最終，中學生涯最後一場運動會，我以獲得了一面銀牌及銅牌迎來結束。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Js1kVPSkB
並且在散場時，我拜託Devin為我拍一張拿著兩枚獎牌的照片。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4j6NSQSbx
並隨即就馬上發送給予Venus，告訴她，我都算是達成了承諾。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYg7aCrQam
然而，即使照片發送後，旁邊仍然是單剔號。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ybh5mQw0K
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyI4RLuTmL
看著那個原封不動的單剔號，迎來的也只有失落感。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDrzcU1LoR
不過，我仍然深信，這個單剔號也會最終變成雙剔號的。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeojzY6YY9Y
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMvIvvr99K
接著，就在我與其他幾名男子聊著天走出運動場時。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTm8LsuvqC
卻看見了依玲剛好在前方不遠處走過。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40AYYVQwDH
看來她應是剛與Sherry或者是Poppy道別，並各散東西了。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBzRyCvvmi
但是，我馬上也發現了在依玲的後方，卻有一個身穿連帽衣的人在尾隨。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXn0yJkbRXw
再看清楚一點那個人的容貌，發現那個人竟然是Raymond！？490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9m8NDpSbui
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjZhrmlprI
依玲隨即便從路口轉向右方並離開了視線範圍。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkEvdWpbGO
而她身後尾隨的Raymond，也表現得鬼鬼祟祟起來。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYVQlE7rJA
在一輪視察四方後，也一同轉入依玲所進的路口。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefbHj5wzJN
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnJpMwMtm0
「Harriet，我有啲急事要行開先……晏啲先過嚟你屋企！」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXn89cJB9zl
發現了Raymond的不對勁，我連忙與Harriet等人請辭。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QISIoNVnA
並拖著疲勞的雙腳，急步走向了剛剛依玲及Raymond所轉入的路口。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldRSJJLORJ
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7O1JvTiCU7
因為直覺告訴了我，接下來一定會有甚麼事情發生……490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPapCbgo0c
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxt7mN8suf
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToMIQFRJN6
「是承諾導向未來，還是未來實現承諾」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6BCNEHhC7
490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGYmYY9uHD
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作者閒聊：阿侑終於在這一篇把自己一直以來壓抑在心中對愛情的執著一下子爆發出來。但他並不恨Mandy，他恨的而是自己竟然會如此執著承諾。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39dwbAkdN8
然而，他也終於意會得到自己一直所期望的愛情，所執著的承諾，也只是形同虛設而已。或許從這一刻開始，他對愛情改觀了。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4NXWtGHUf
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