第一二一章：畢業營(一)429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYgna78QHW
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「如果我做呢個選擇，你會唔會憎我一世？」429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmzuFROYY5
「我會憎你一世，而且同時我會將你從此忘記。」429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLogBrtmD9
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漫長的車程，無盡的風景。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkOvgxC9Mr
車廂內充斥著吵鬧的雜談歡笑聲。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kZhV9smZa
然而只有我一人，默不作聲，臉向車窗托腮沉思起來。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2JhO1wSR2
本來這趟畢業營之旅，應該是開開心心渡過才對。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKdaTnJOEO
但是，有一件事，卻一直讓我耿耿於懷……429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazNXRz20P8
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「Alvin，你放心啦！我實會幫你睇住Elaine架喎。」429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyn3su7HVAg
坐在我一旁的是Felix，現在我唯一能夠託付的人。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXLJgUkjqs
他與依玲一同被分配到第七組，可是那一組同時也存有Toby這人。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnbG08REf5
自從與Toby多次接觸後，我的第六感都在跟我說，這人絕對會對我構成威脅。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRS2MDqjJ6
雖然在往年曾經歷過物理上的威脅以及輿論誣衊。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpYS3Ziq7P
而目前為止，Toby甚至沒有對我做過任何事情。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZCpQfWn6b
因為直覺告知我，這一次Toby不是撞著我而來，而是依玲。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fzB2KtKDX
不過，我真的須要如此著緊嗎……429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7G85ohFWmS
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「其實我喺咪唔應該咁著緊？」我看著窗外的景色同時，問道了Felix。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCNyd3rIvY
Felix思考了一會後，便靠在椅背上說：「著緊一個人都喺件好事嘅，證明你真喺好關心呢個人。」429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnjjVDur5N
「但喺我又唔喺佢邊個，點解連佢分個組都咁介懷？」429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgolbujxbu2
在話後，我便扭過頭望向了他。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnseuTsv7T
但他只是微微地笑起來，然後說：「就喺因為你唔喺佢邊個，所以你先會好介意所有同佢接觸嘅人。」429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuj291DPmu
對於如此說法，我並沒有即時回應。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5hCLANwn0
因此他都繼續把話接下去：「仲記唔記得中四，Dan同你關係差嗰陣？」429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxn1bfvS18z
「記得。」我點頭起來。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3t8dRrWS3z
「咁仲記唔記得點解嗰陣你會同Dan關係差？」429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmhQOLc9K3
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我轉過頭看著前方的椅背思考了一會。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2tRxlwrcP
這時大腦也非常配合地把當時相關的畫面及記憶都逐一呈上。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16xKuNWnZS
隨即我也再扭過頭望向Felix並答：「因為嗰陣我見Dan同依玲好似好close咁……」429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGQBIDpUqB
而當我回答完的一瞬間，大腦似乎也突然靈機一動。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVb31rNhBFh
看來我得知了Felix這道問題的本意了。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyCgxL7gMd
因為覺得重要，所以著緊。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJS7vSLja6
因為著緊，所以才會害怕。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPl17YYIaF
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Felix只是默默地點頭，然後就再次靠在椅背上看著車廂頂：429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjM54ZfravW
「因為覺得重要先會著緊，不過……」429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdrt8ogrO6
他把話說到一半就合上了嘴。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91sxzj7XtO
因此我便好奇地追問：「不過咩啊？」429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LdPPAWY2v
「你似呷醋多啲。」429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxBT8NV6js
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經過漫長而迂迴曲折的車程後，我們終於到達了西貢戶外訓練營。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lqPBw73Lz
相比起其他班早已有人在車廂內暈車嘔吐。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiKtCYO50x
幸好有上一次長途跋涉前往馬鞍山的經驗加持，我們F班並沒有人因為長途車而感到不適。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lszuoxkB3
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在下車後，我們便先按照班別集合點人數。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaImKhcD0j
在過程中，我也無意中站到了依玲的一旁。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgH7otUL9Nc
而她都很快就留意到了我的出現。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl31mnKyKlU
「點算好啊。」她噘著嘴說道。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUv5OjsBffv
「無點算架……起碼仲有Felix陪你啊嘛。」我語氣平淡地說道。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcr2eoX7IFE
畢竟對於分組一事，我都無能為力。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYQiBAiD7Y
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她接著抬頭望向我，沒有說任何話，只是默默地凝視著我。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSyHjDyIiE
「做咩啦？」我隨即就問道。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnFCoWEj2m
「無嘢。」她搖一搖頭，然後就再次望向前方。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFBkCGxala
但片刻後，她又再一次望向我並問：「你真喺無嘢要同我講？」429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZFxVaDwof
我與她對上眼睛，沉默了一會後，就答：「無啊。」429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYPFM3CACv
但其實是有的，只是我說不出口而已。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WwcxuzY8E
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而她聽到我的這回答後，只是點了數下頭，擺出了一副若有所思的樣子。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5h7sxl9aA
隨後又望向前方，並直至劉老師完成點名的一刻，都再沒有與我交談。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnSO7hCMhL
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到後來，當畢業營的負責老師宣佈接下來大家須要按照組別集合時。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt764Qu1bsx
我便轉過身來望向了依玲：「第三日自由活動，我哋一齊去玩。」429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fnpag5FnX
她立即有點驚訝地扭頭望向我。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjbIIEUk70
而我也隨即向她送上出了一個微笑。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5TTMOzEey
「好。」她先是愣住了，但很快就一同微笑起來。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7yC0xzyrv
然後就與我擦身而過，往後方離去。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoxzQO2cpZ
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此時，我也終於留意到原來在不遠處的Felix一直都在看著我倆。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwLkWZz67D
於是我便慢步走到了他的身旁，並輕聲地說：「拜託你啦。」429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZSnMw7PPg
「嗯，交比我啦。」429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRu9X1dqXk
他輕輕力地拍一拍我的肩膊，接著就往剛才依玲的方向離去。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zQR9JdMse
我轉過頭望向後方，已經在人群中看不到依玲的身影了。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1dY3d9uH9
但是接著Zack與Laura也走到了我身旁。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WmbfaO2TN
我們三人稍為互望對方一眼，就往十四組的方向前去。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ngaAB8NYH
屬於我們一眾中六生的畢業營，也在此刻正式開始。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCDsVZggCw
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而第一個迎來的活動，就是閃避球比賽。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9jJfpXVo5
聲稱目的是希望透過遊玩加深組員之間的默契及進行熱身。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQo9tLRDpV
但值得注意的是，聽說這次比賽的輸贏將會影響今天晚上的燒烤環節。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4EaQfntr6
莫非冠軍隊伍能夠拿多一點食材？429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHETZNMeXe
或者是最後一名需要為其他組別生火？429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yrkFSdgZO
不過我們組別有兩位校隊強者在，應該不會輸太多局了。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwtxa7KntA
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但是誰都猜不到，我們十四組第一場賽事的對手，就是十一組。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1H104Z4ZP5
而十一組中，除了有Leo及Nick兩位來自我們班的強者外。429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQn2G7iREG
更有Venus在……429Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPlvC4ji8N
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「著緊一個人不需要太多的理由，因為你，本身就已經是一個理由」
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