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「你諗清楚啲？」415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8c2lLMO4G
「唔知啊！！！唔識啊！！！唔做啊！！！」415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgjv1rCjUv
這個畫面似曾相識的……415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnFULd37za
就如同以往我教導依玲數學時的情況一樣。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONPaZkrbch
不過這次坐在我一旁的，並不是依玲，而是班中另一名女生。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMZwBku4ti
龔欣琪小朋友，你再咁樣扭計唔做，何老師就唔教你架啦！」415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJXmbnHPY6
此刻坐在我身旁正在鬧別扭的，是由初中同班到現在的Laura。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KG6cZnulZ
而坐在我們對面、剛在說著話的，是一樣由初中結識到現在的Rita。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0pj3xxbs6
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Laura與Rita二人，從上月開始便會在午休的時候，來到了圖書館的自修室進行試卷操練。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zjqwLNnWU
剛好她們在今天操練的科目，正好是我都有修讀的地理科。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HSrkB22Oa
於是便在吃過午飯回課室時，順道把正在班房小休著的我一同拉到圖書館。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBycymVPJL
然而，接下來發生的就如剛才所見的畫面一樣。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8jTAbCdfD
Laura因為一直都搞不懂得石頭的分類，而開始在鬧脾發。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPG81GcZUi
與依玲因為不懂計算題目而鬧別扭的樣子十分相似。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNbGTpE2Ue
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「你再諗清楚大理石到底喺沉積岩、火成岩定變質岩？」415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIO4460Niq1
「唔、知、啊！！！」415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYhubAF94J
最終Laura還是崩潰似的直接躺在桌面上一動也不動。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffPwl8ckCt
看來是大腦當機了，需要冷卻一下。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHs6tLT9uB
因此我都如同與依玲相處時一樣，稍為把她面前的試卷移開。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiapY4A6dxX
「休息下先啦咁！衝咗幾題都攰架啦。」415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOI2nrtL51
隨即在話後，我也交叉著手靠到椅背上放鬆一下。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JTD4SnMAn
與此同時，坐在我對面的Rita卻雙手托腮凝視著我。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1y06ogkyxq
使得我馬上有點好奇地問道她：「做咩望住我？我臉上有嘢？」415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSOfiLM74D
「唔喺……只喺發覺Alvin你相比起以前唔同咗好多。」415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH91Fpr9Z8B
Rita說著的同時，也微笑起來。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZsoKxriP7
從笑容可見，相信她所說的「我唔同咗好多」是良性的。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCmjC6d66t
因此我接著都追問：「唔同咗啲咩？」415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCTxQTeDh9
「你成熟咗，仲記得中一識你嗰陣成個人仲好幼稚，會同Haley兩個成日喺到作故仔、同Shark佢哋小息喺到玩擦膠大戰……」415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoSOMZ3xAX
Rita一邊微笑著一邊把我過往的黑歷史越掘越多出來。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7u85Xx1Be
使我不得已馬上靠前身體，並雙手做出了個暫停的手勢。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEijew9V8b
「Stop！黑歷史講夠啦！」415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMFXt28XcB
看到我如此的反應，Rita剛上掩著嘴淺笑起來。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStnN4bkk4e
「雖然依家有時都仲有啲幼稚行為，但喺相對比人嘅感覺都成熟穩重咗。」415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwv9ZsFYDW1
她再次向著我露出了一個欣慰的笑容。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYa8T5YtqG
彷彿就像一位媽媽見到了自己的兒子終於生性而感到高興欣慰似的。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60P2ovGdtG
「咁人會長大架嘛……」我有點不好意思地別開了眼神。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtCCQRoyjb
可是她卻搖一搖頭：「成長唔一定會令人成熟，你睇下Hero就知，到中六都仲覺得自己有一日會比隻蜘蛛咬到，然後可以喺城市到周圍飛。」415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5v1KPgD39n
聽到她如此說道，我不爭氣地譏笑了一聲。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUSu5M4j2r
「的確每個人成長嘅時機都唔一樣……」415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyyzTdnB0m
我再次靠到椅背上，看著天花板上的光管，彷彿就在深思著人生大道理。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7OY1Hkabc
「可能喺因為Mandy、Venus同Elaine，所以令人有所成長呢。」415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXfgQ9lnlx
「點解咁講？」我有點不解地望回了Rita。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8iffdW6uI
她卻是繼續微笑著道：「佢哋令你產生咗責任感，令你唔再只諗住自己。」415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfg1Jwyzv6p
「的確Ivy嗰陣，我真喺只諗住自己……」我再次抬頭望向上方。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4U4LVGMvVQ
雖然Ivy的事情都已經釋懷了，但是有時回想起，都會忍不住倒抽一口氣。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJPYVqLGyw
可能那一份內疚感，會一直纏住我直到死去的一刻……415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyw4Z4hm4WL
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「Rita你打算做社工呵？」415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOg5RqRIlC
在氣氛即將變得沉重的一剎那，我也轉了個話題。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaVsVlfyDd
Rita則是點頭起來：「喺啊，我想為呢個社會出一分力。」415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnBwepmbOI
「你真喺熱心呢……」我輕笑道的同時，也交叉著手：「等我過幾日唔喺到嘅時候，要記得出埋我個一分力喎……！」415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdlJUTh3jC
一時口快下，我不慎把不應該說的話說了出來。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TGPtuqgtv
我馬上望向了Rita，只見她瞪大了雙眼。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirhGd1dDOl
隨即也皺著眉頭，語氣有點疑惑地問：「過幾日唔喺到喺咩意思？」415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLl1VTQmGQD
然而，我沒有立即回答她，只是先送上一記微笑，然後把手指放到嘴前，做出了一個保密的手勢。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmS9v1ZUTzA
Rita沒有說話，只是有點愕然地睜了兩下眼。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9gNvYzV3c
下一瞬間也馬上別開了臉，雙眼泛著一點淚光說：「嗯……我會架啦。」415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WhPCQPswf
在話後，她便示意想去洗手間一趟。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpysFalSBRU
而在離開坐位的一刻，也用手擦了一擦眼角再離去。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kEmboOWlI
看著她如此的舉動，我隨即也收起了笑容。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzHDFEZX0W
接著轉過身，望向了身旁依然伏在桌上的Laura。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEfUuqddIz
「你哋都有咁嘅反應，點令我放心啊。」415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhkSfSgGmA
我說著的同時，也戳了一下她的手臂。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDODoA2mj2H
而Laura只是很快把頭別了過去，並發出了隱約的一聲抽泣。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFCcZKD4zA
看著她們二人的反應，也令我回想起前一晚Zack及Grace所說的話「你好有影響力架」……415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUQOOS5oZ5
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我隨即也再戳了Laura的手臂一下。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXRZu1QU5m
「喂，你知咩事咩？咁快喊定嘅？」415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EFs8GBxyk
Laura馬上從桌面坐起身來，雙眼水汪汪、有點激動地向我說：「你估我哋傻架咩？」415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFLYs3LN0Q
見到她的樣子，我只好先撅嘴起來，並沉思了一會。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXwQujxrkQ
Laura則是繼續有點生氣地盯著我，直到我嘆了一口氣。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqeoFgqwck9
「諗住同你哋識得最耐，會好啲開口講、好啲理解。」415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6vkr0iXWO
「就喺識得耐，先至咁樣啊！」415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtHEg88hd1
這次換轉是Laura撅起嘴並鼓起泡腮，看來是真的生氣了。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFt97wve0PY
「對唔住……」演變成這樣的情況，我還是先道歉起來。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRhtwnuqJj
而Laura在多盯著我數秒後，也隨即深呼吸了一口。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhKwwYU81S
隨後也把剛才被移開了一點的試卷拿到了面前。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmg2DO5iisg
「快啲教我點做。」415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYA5ThmGu0n
對於她突然的轉變，我雖然有點摸不著頭緒。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJe3CutEJ9
但還是按照她的要求，開始教導她如何解題。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKidC6CTOeq
「呢題目要你分幾個部份答，你將啲重要嘅字眼，都highlight咗佢先。」415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KbRfWm3Yn
「好……」Laura低聲回答，然後就默默地從筆袋中拿出了一支螢光筆。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBECoaQbRu
接著很快便移除了筆蓋，並開始把試題上的重點字眼劃出。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YAdVJf5Jg
可是當她劃到一半的時候，卻突然在我手臂上劃了一筆。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvDVxITtZD
「你做咩將支螢光筆畫落我隻手到？」我馬上有點愣住地問道了她。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXhsUL0A3O
然而，她只是把螢光筆的蓋子蓋上，並一臉理所當然地說：「因為阿侑你對我嚟講好重要。」415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmhkry8CKT
「欸！？」415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnlGWPw03A
「我同Rita會有咁嘅反應，都喺因為阿侑你對我哋嚟好重要。你唔單止淨喺對Mandy好好，甚至好照顧我哋。仲記得畢業營嗰陣，你一直幫我融入組入面，希望我同其他組員打多啲交道！Mandy走完到你走，唔大反應先奇！」415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bNeXcNXfc
聽到Laura的這番說話，我也立即反省起來。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8j4oUES8L
數分鐘前，才被人稱讚我不再只為自己。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXcwwyNcIp
但是現在我卻相反地一心認為她們都會理解我的舉動。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjX13nml3qa
看來我還不夠成熟呢……415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5pfXjfggH
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「多謝，你覺得我重要。」415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYkaD5w5m4
我稍為收捨了一下心情後，便向她微笑說道。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqN6vaGv9Jn
Laura則是馬上別開眼神、臉頰有點泛紅地說道：「你唔好誤會我啊！」415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxME2RCh48
正如Rita所說，每個人都會成長，只是時機與契機都有所不同。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡartFuYt9TF
但今天看著她們二人的反應，也令我意會到。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ps2xUxU1I
若果連她們都展露出如此大的反應，那麼對著「她」，我應該如何是好。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWBJUoo6Nz
理性，告訴我應該要成熟地坦承面對。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLFRrw4ZL0
但是感性，卻告知我，一切都是要付出代價的。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRWYzHr0GS
想到這點的我，不禁深呼吸了一口。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwNA4MjeWZ
接著也掛上笑容，與Laura說道：「我哋繼續操卷啦！一陣Rita翻嚟，仲要向佢道翻歉……」415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnJ585PzvI
還有六人。415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbW4ViVO8H
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「成長、成熟」415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHA8Naiczs
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作者的話：415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdwqEovxNc
忘記了Ivy是誰的，可以回去看暑假篇中的回憶篇~415Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS38Bjf8eGo
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