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「你諗清楚啲？」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNq3J0KAZb
「唔知啊！！！唔識啊！！！唔做啊！！！」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKj1sWjINk
這個畫面似曾相識的……414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz72IRQ2bDY
就如同以往我教導依玲數學時的情況一樣。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljXIIEqUJe
不過這次坐在我一旁的，並不是依玲，而是班中另一名女生。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fr3xvjIiN
龔欣琪小朋友，你再咁樣扭計唔做，何老師就唔教你架啦！」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4O18PM9VV1
此刻坐在我身旁正在鬧別扭的，是由初中同班到現在的Laura。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaY2UrsTD0Y
而坐在我們對面、剛在說著話的，是一樣由初中結識到現在的Rita。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2q3YC9MVf
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Laura與Rita二人，從上月開始便會在午休的時候，來到了圖書館的自修室進行試卷操練。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwd1Br4jYX5
剛好她們在今天操練的科目，正好是我都有修讀的地理科。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZ2bI9WyH7
於是便在吃過午飯回課室時，順道把正在班房小休著的我一同拉到圖書館。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRIzCmeSUv
然而，接下來發生的就如剛才所見的畫面一樣。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGjJzTzUCo
Laura因為一直都搞不懂得石頭的分類，而開始在鬧脾發。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKG6xXJ3ig
與依玲因為不懂計算題目而鬧別扭的樣子十分相似。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoC3QGwuP6Q
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「你再諗清楚大理石到底喺沉積岩、火成岩定變質岩？」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbtaLcxSUD
「唔、知、啊！！！」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Q6EXo4XZ3
最終Laura還是崩潰似的直接躺在桌面上一動也不動。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5k2p4RSFAo
看來是大腦當機了，需要冷卻一下。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddz3Rb4ZhX
因此我都如同與依玲相處時一樣，稍為把她面前的試卷移開。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6cYDgHs5h
「休息下先啦咁！衝咗幾題都攰架啦。」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pBotgoYP5
隨即在話後，我也交叉著手靠到椅背上放鬆一下。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6L4P4lz2b4
與此同時，坐在我對面的Rita卻雙手托腮凝視著我。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoA9POAdRP
使得我馬上有點好奇地問道她：「做咩望住我？我臉上有嘢？」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9IptigbEL
「唔喺……只喺發覺Alvin你相比起以前唔同咗好多。」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWuksBeEZU
Rita說著的同時，也微笑起來。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRi0qM8l3iS
從笑容可見，相信她所說的「我唔同咗好多」是良性的。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhZJGlnQQ8
因此我接著都追問：「唔同咗啲咩？」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡieiv7DA3Km
「你成熟咗，仲記得中一識你嗰陣成個人仲好幼稚，會同Haley兩個成日喺到作故仔、同Shark佢哋小息喺到玩擦膠大戰……」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIK897luDt
Rita一邊微笑著一邊把我過往的黑歷史越掘越多出來。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EEK4LoEOT
使我不得已馬上靠前身體，並雙手做出了個暫停的手勢。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5L8bU0w7R
「Stop！黑歷史講夠啦！」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vUKPkSKGk
看到我如此的反應，Rita剛上掩著嘴淺笑起來。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQboc78d4s
「雖然依家有時都仲有啲幼稚行為，但喺相對比人嘅感覺都成熟穩重咗。」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTE8433mPwR
她再次向著我露出了一個欣慰的笑容。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVeMEeIehX
彷彿就像一位媽媽見到了自己的兒子終於生性而感到高興欣慰似的。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1k0oxagNw
「咁人會長大架嘛……」我有點不好意思地別開了眼神。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOFJjRShwc
可是她卻搖一搖頭：「成長唔一定會令人成熟，你睇下Hero就知，到中六都仲覺得自己有一日會比隻蜘蛛咬到，然後可以喺城市到周圍飛。」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXaYkOetZO
聽到她如此說道，我不爭氣地譏笑了一聲。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSowfvurEh4
「的確每個人成長嘅時機都唔一樣……」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhmq58Po9j
我再次靠到椅背上，看著天花板上的光管，彷彿就在深思著人生大道理。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbxFPqHkQ0
「可能喺因為Mandy、Venus同Elaine，所以令人有所成長呢。」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DSgbvc2vT
「點解咁講？」我有點不解地望回了Rita。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3rQE84xG6
她卻是繼續微笑著道：「佢哋令你產生咗責任感，令你唔再只諗住自己。」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVSRyYN8V0
「的確Ivy嗰陣，我真喺只諗住自己……」我再次抬頭望向上方。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6uaToijrg
雖然Ivy的事情都已經釋懷了，但是有時回想起，都會忍不住倒抽一口氣。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoS3Ls8tnZ
可能那一份內疚感，會一直纏住我直到死去的一刻……414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2gAIxe9CA
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「Rita你打算做社工呵？」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqy0JGGF01
在氣氛即將變得沉重的一剎那，我也轉了個話題。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNCRmdN7er
Rita則是點頭起來：「喺啊，我想為呢個社會出一分力。」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoX9x6JeIl
「你真喺熱心呢……」我輕笑道的同時，也交叉著手：「等我過幾日唔喺到嘅時候，要記得出埋我個一分力喎……！」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzvuwIxLzf
一時口快下，我不慎把不應該說的話說了出來。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwfowguyMW
我馬上望向了Rita，只見她瞪大了雙眼。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagVVRFCWJP
隨即也皺著眉頭，語氣有點疑惑地問：「過幾日唔喺到喺咩意思？」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDx7BBni953
然而，我沒有立即回答她，只是先送上一記微笑，然後把手指放到嘴前，做出了一個保密的手勢。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1YeGJA4UR
Rita沒有說話，只是有點愕然地睜了兩下眼。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCNO1W8Rur
下一瞬間也馬上別開了臉，雙眼泛著一點淚光說：「嗯……我會架啦。」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRubG3W1HCd
在話後，她便示意想去洗手間一趟。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZ3P568opC
而在離開坐位的一刻，也用手擦了一擦眼角再離去。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3fMI0EquJ
看著她如此的舉動，我隨即也收起了笑容。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvVGJjhBNb
接著轉過身，望向了身旁依然伏在桌上的Laura。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGmIrvSP7g
「你哋都有咁嘅反應，點令我放心啊。」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFCLGmhVwk
我說著的同時，也戳了一下她的手臂。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVTGLomacT
而Laura只是很快把頭別了過去，並發出了隱約的一聲抽泣。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsSPUPATJS
看著她們二人的反應，也令我回想起前一晚Zack及Grace所說的話「你好有影響力架」……414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55FV0obm11
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我隨即也再戳了Laura的手臂一下。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7r1DThYOBG
「喂，你知咩事咩？咁快喊定嘅？」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QlxulXoff
Laura馬上從桌面坐起身來，雙眼水汪汪、有點激動地向我說：「你估我哋傻架咩？」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcdHZiT8N6
見到她的樣子，我只好先撅嘴起來，並沉思了一會。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvylc9vThHQ
Laura則是繼續有點生氣地盯著我，直到我嘆了一口氣。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijx2e8vA0A
「諗住同你哋識得最耐，會好啲開口講、好啲理解。」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfllo5WVceF
「就喺識得耐，先至咁樣啊！」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjtPkumMSo
這次換轉是Laura撅起嘴並鼓起泡腮，看來是真的生氣了。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iWuSJTkbK
「對唔住……」演變成這樣的情況，我還是先道歉起來。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXh2mvGiWv
而Laura在多盯著我數秒後，也隨即深呼吸了一口。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQO5mHDsQ9Y
隨後也把剛才被移開了一點的試卷拿到了面前。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡog1fR3icuv
「快啲教我點做。」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡut1ti7FXpH
對於她突然的轉變，我雖然有點摸不著頭緒。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckPbaCpjH9
但還是按照她的要求，開始教導她如何解題。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBL096Y8WgP
「呢題目要你分幾個部份答，你將啲重要嘅字眼，都highlight咗佢先。」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoLM3jrRJZ
「好……」Laura低聲回答，然後就默默地從筆袋中拿出了一支螢光筆。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdJeDvjuTP
接著很快便移除了筆蓋，並開始把試題上的重點字眼劃出。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfh2HZu3OU
可是當她劃到一半的時候，卻突然在我手臂上劃了一筆。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ08COi63pD
「你做咩將支螢光筆畫落我隻手到？」我馬上有點愣住地問道了她。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLvh3TlLoy
然而，她只是把螢光筆的蓋子蓋上，並一臉理所當然地說：「因為阿侑你對我嚟講好重要。」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaDnOqkxVr
「欸！？」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByYpUtExzo
「我同Rita會有咁嘅反應，都喺因為阿侑你對我哋嚟好重要。你唔單止淨喺對Mandy好好，甚至好照顧我哋。仲記得畢業營嗰陣，你一直幫我融入組入面，希望我同其他組員打多啲交道！Mandy走完到你走，唔大反應先奇！」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrSwdp8vn4
聽到Laura的這番說話，我也立即反省起來。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSgHcApB7D
數分鐘前，才被人稱讚我不再只為自己。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7EHPa0aJH
但是現在我卻相反地一心認為她們都會理解我的舉動。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqr5bofPzz
看來我還不夠成熟呢……414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vHunV1Kyt
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「多謝，你覺得我重要。」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OASmCNvlr
我稍為收捨了一下心情後，便向她微笑說道。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxc9gtNWyMs
Laura則是馬上別開眼神、臉頰有點泛紅地說道：「你唔好誤會我啊！」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJjARjDFg6
正如Rita所說，每個人都會成長，只是時機與契機都有所不同。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6QjE2B4VY
但今天看著她們二人的反應，也令我意會到。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMW6oPfyxg
若果連她們都展露出如此大的反應，那麼對著「她」，我應該如何是好。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf03wvPXlQK
理性，告訴我應該要成熟地坦承面對。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Dfd6mzeBV
但是感性，卻告知我，一切都是要付出代價的。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QwrZ5ci9v
想到這點的我，不禁深呼吸了一口。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMxnc8Tkn5
接著也掛上笑容，與Laura說道：「我哋繼續操卷啦！一陣Rita翻嚟，仲要向佢道翻歉……」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxugGJmeGB
還有六人。414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfyWHK6FKL
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「成長、成熟」414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshxoeQ7zez
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忘記了Ivy是誰的，可以回去看暑假篇中的回憶篇~414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqHfBPN9PV
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