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「你諗清楚啲？」411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqMNaZcaRC
「唔知啊！！！唔識啊！！！唔做啊！！！」411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXSQ6NGDiq
這個畫面似曾相識的……411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0bmhSKfEQ
就如同以往我教導依玲數學時的情況一樣。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZNp687TmU
不過這次坐在我一旁的，並不是依玲，而是班中另一名女生。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6C7IznJPzc
龔欣琪小朋友，你再咁樣扭計唔做，何老師就唔教你架啦！」411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2ph8Ed4En
此刻坐在我身旁正在鬧別扭的，是由初中同班到現在的Laura。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vpKRVeI30
而坐在我們對面、剛在說著話的，是一樣由初中結識到現在的Rita。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCGfQsKjt5
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Laura與Rita二人，從上月開始便會在午休的時候，來到了圖書館的自修室進行試卷操練。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnexz375cHb
剛好她們在今天操練的科目，正好是我都有修讀的地理科。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurcUtN0xpX
於是便在吃過午飯回課室時，順道把正在班房小休著的我一同拉到圖書館。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAfACaQY6r
然而，接下來發生的就如剛才所見的畫面一樣。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VS0zJqh1C
Laura因為一直都搞不懂得石頭的分類，而開始在鬧脾發。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwspEIl5VB
與依玲因為不懂計算題目而鬧別扭的樣子十分相似。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbP3fj4ZvME
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「你再諗清楚大理石到底喺沉積岩、火成岩定變質岩？」411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnEhKebfcG
「唔、知、啊！！！」411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6TT1DNBDL
最終Laura還是崩潰似的直接躺在桌面上一動也不動。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEoCQahA2l
看來是大腦當機了，需要冷卻一下。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuV5oGoGOHq
因此我都如同與依玲相處時一樣，稍為把她面前的試卷移開。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwC6ErxRh3x
「休息下先啦咁！衝咗幾題都攰架啦。」411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYliIVHNr7
隨即在話後，我也交叉著手靠到椅背上放鬆一下。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcNTVzNK0J
與此同時，坐在我對面的Rita卻雙手托腮凝視著我。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAdnOKUr2r
使得我馬上有點好奇地問道她：「做咩望住我？我臉上有嘢？」411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkp1V4UhUr9
「唔喺……只喺發覺Alvin你相比起以前唔同咗好多。」411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJW4KfZ2akA
Rita說著的同時，也微笑起來。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6IWqO1j6T
從笑容可見，相信她所說的「我唔同咗好多」是良性的。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkgyeg633u
因此我接著都追問：「唔同咗啲咩？」411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UTMyDIGzC
「你成熟咗，仲記得中一識你嗰陣成個人仲好幼稚，會同Haley兩個成日喺到作故仔、同Shark佢哋小息喺到玩擦膠大戰……」411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbzJDqVA46
Rita一邊微笑著一邊把我過往的黑歷史越掘越多出來。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNviJFk2ikp
使我不得已馬上靠前身體，並雙手做出了個暫停的手勢。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85hQSebydD
「Stop！黑歷史講夠啦！」411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡac6uUKnk35
看到我如此的反應，Rita剛上掩著嘴淺笑起來。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsrVUO47y1
「雖然依家有時都仲有啲幼稚行為，但喺相對比人嘅感覺都成熟穩重咗。」411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGN7Nugyy4v
她再次向著我露出了一個欣慰的笑容。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCxi0EFmSS
彷彿就像一位媽媽見到了自己的兒子終於生性而感到高興欣慰似的。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6x3xBg3hp
「咁人會長大架嘛……」我有點不好意思地別開了眼神。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeXXiqhAl3
可是她卻搖一搖頭：「成長唔一定會令人成熟，你睇下Hero就知，到中六都仲覺得自己有一日會比隻蜘蛛咬到，然後可以喺城市到周圍飛。」411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ956Lvbp9e
聽到她如此說道，我不爭氣地譏笑了一聲。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlcz3SIJy9
「的確每個人成長嘅時機都唔一樣……」411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUc5NbsJ4gG
我再次靠到椅背上，看著天花板上的光管，彷彿就在深思著人生大道理。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcS4h3TfBE
「可能喺因為Mandy、Venus同Elaine，所以令人有所成長呢。」411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7x4yk4ciU
「點解咁講？」我有點不解地望回了Rita。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDcKHcdjAp
她卻是繼續微笑著道：「佢哋令你產生咗責任感，令你唔再只諗住自己。」411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOETNDrtcdb
「的確Ivy嗰陣，我真喺只諗住自己……」我再次抬頭望向上方。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0j20zoAve
雖然Ivy的事情都已經釋懷了，但是有時回想起，都會忍不住倒抽一口氣。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aqU423YwE
可能那一份內疚感，會一直纏住我直到死去的一刻……411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63LeCr2OG6
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「Rita你打算做社工呵？」411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTZ6bIEG2d
在氣氛即將變得沉重的一剎那，我也轉了個話題。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hEiShJMIj
Rita則是點頭起來：「喺啊，我想為呢個社會出一分力。」411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6RwMahZ5B
「你真喺熱心呢……」我輕笑道的同時，也交叉著手：「等我過幾日唔喺到嘅時候，要記得出埋我個一分力喎……！」411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRzcyvinbI
一時口快下，我不慎把不應該說的話說了出來。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEjqVADxZV
我馬上望向了Rita，只見她瞪大了雙眼。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1ILQso5xq
隨即也皺著眉頭，語氣有點疑惑地問：「過幾日唔喺到喺咩意思？」411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcs0poQLbWP
然而，我沒有立即回答她，只是先送上一記微笑，然後把手指放到嘴前，做出了一個保密的手勢。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQwBlKN3CB
Rita沒有說話，只是有點愕然地睜了兩下眼。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOFfxNC7tm
下一瞬間也馬上別開了臉，雙眼泛著一點淚光說：「嗯……我會架啦。」411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXucWIbqYC
在話後，她便示意想去洗手間一趟。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEo5gmRun3v
而在離開坐位的一刻，也用手擦了一擦眼角再離去。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7y6tJJDkT0
看著她如此的舉動，我隨即也收起了笑容。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmfwis2lo6
接著轉過身，望向了身旁依然伏在桌上的Laura。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nmmGgChOw
「你哋都有咁嘅反應，點令我放心啊。」411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsox9zJ3HUW
我說著的同時，也戳了一下她的手臂。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpKyHYqI4u
而Laura只是很快把頭別了過去，並發出了隱約的一聲抽泣。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4uMP3vHE8
看著她們二人的反應，也令我回想起前一晚Zack及Grace所說的話「你好有影響力架」……411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLQUxorqO4
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我隨即也再戳了Laura的手臂一下。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCwmJGz6OW
「喂，你知咩事咩？咁快喊定嘅？」411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlDTkw3Ddb
Laura馬上從桌面坐起身來，雙眼水汪汪、有點激動地向我說：「你估我哋傻架咩？」411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ82rGxEkOS
見到她的樣子，我只好先撅嘴起來，並沉思了一會。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8yRfzWO9g
Laura則是繼續有點生氣地盯著我，直到我嘆了一口氣。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5EdgC8a6i
「諗住同你哋識得最耐，會好啲開口講、好啲理解。」411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8O6xkANc6
「就喺識得耐，先至咁樣啊！」411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFewHpgInw
這次換轉是Laura撅起嘴並鼓起泡腮，看來是真的生氣了。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyZLVRCtJL
「對唔住……」演變成這樣的情況，我還是先道歉起來。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65v0D1sfaw
而Laura在多盯著我數秒後，也隨即深呼吸了一口。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngZp2rcR51
隨後也把剛才被移開了一點的試卷拿到了面前。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMsFOaORwi
「快啲教我點做。」411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAgKaaN3wq
對於她突然的轉變，我雖然有點摸不著頭緒。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurz0Fb1qJJ
但還是按照她的要求，開始教導她如何解題。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTirydxyJfy
「呢題目要你分幾個部份答，你將啲重要嘅字眼，都highlight咗佢先。」411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRRJzoS6DG
「好……」Laura低聲回答，然後就默默地從筆袋中拿出了一支螢光筆。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iw4aZ7EBM
接著很快便移除了筆蓋，並開始把試題上的重點字眼劃出。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHZNgTcVRZ
可是當她劃到一半的時候，卻突然在我手臂上劃了一筆。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcqKvnpeeV
「你做咩將支螢光筆畫落我隻手到？」我馬上有點愣住地問道了她。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIeiwFOdLb
然而，她只是把螢光筆的蓋子蓋上，並一臉理所當然地說：「因為阿侑你對我嚟講好重要。」411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwj0rjd2CPI
「欸！？」411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymq76cUjlb
「我同Rita會有咁嘅反應，都喺因為阿侑你對我哋嚟好重要。你唔單止淨喺對Mandy好好，甚至好照顧我哋。仲記得畢業營嗰陣，你一直幫我融入組入面，希望我同其他組員打多啲交道！Mandy走完到你走，唔大反應先奇！」411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvVAVTIWxL
聽到Laura的這番說話，我也立即反省起來。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQjwfFaWdi
數分鐘前，才被人稱讚我不再只為自己。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8L5Qd5o6BP
但是現在我卻相反地一心認為她們都會理解我的舉動。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15VSHqmvF7
看來我還不夠成熟呢……411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJEWiGZ3Q5
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「多謝，你覺得我重要。」411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWMBK8myB4
我稍為收捨了一下心情後，便向她微笑說道。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡek9tpsLIOz
Laura則是馬上別開眼神、臉頰有點泛紅地說道：「你唔好誤會我啊！」411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuHO4Osw5j
正如Rita所說，每個人都會成長，只是時機與契機都有所不同。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtR45xmuuD9
但今天看著她們二人的反應，也令我意會到。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9YvzNK17s
若果連她們都展露出如此大的反應，那麼對著「她」，我應該如何是好。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8O9vv9prV
理性，告訴我應該要成熟地坦承面對。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pcYDJPM9a
但是感性，卻告知我，一切都是要付出代價的。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UBhczegao
想到這點的我，不禁深呼吸了一口。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQX8e6ZDknI
接著也掛上笑容，與Laura說道：「我哋繼續操卷啦！一陣Rita翻嚟，仲要向佢道翻歉……」411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UqOULunfR
還有六人。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOezftmjUZ4
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「成長、成熟」411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5VF1KgWrA
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忘記了Ivy是誰的，可以回去看暑假篇中的回憶篇~411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GEny0WrZz
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