第一二八章：畢業營(七)533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfowqepTQOd
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一聲喊道下，我便把Mandy拉到懷中緊抱著。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76SSNPkYam
已經不知道，這個舉動到底是理性控制，還是感性驅動了……533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8VPvSs8OW
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不過在我懷中的Mandy，也在一陣錯愕過後。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWoOKrm7Bd
便輕聲地說：「做咩咁突然攬住人……」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IG7nrQoqn
「唔知……我都唔知點解自己會突然咁做。」我仍然摟抱著她說道。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhZn0AMNSq
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而我們唯持了這個姿勢大約半分鐘後，她也再說：「一陣比其他人睇到啊……」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNY7KEIJRs
聽到她這這番說話，我才下意識過來，現在還是在營區內，隨時都會有同級的同學或老師出現。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZwsnuMvYQ
因此，我便很快把她推離懷中，並說：「對……對唔住。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHWCDBVRC1
但她沒有責怪我突然的舉動，反而是臉頰泛起一點紅地盯著地板看。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbS6Sjv7PvB
我想，突然被人抱入懷中，有這個反應也不奇怪。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDTzuWjRlY
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「不如我哋去個邊企？」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCMqUBjCzE
發現氣氛變得有點尷尬起來的我，便指向了近河畔邊的平台。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsQGOxc5W1
她抬頭看一看我指向的方向，沉默了一會。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CxO548ve4
接著也少少聲地在嘴邊說：「好。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRN1h97PzHy
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隨即我們便一同往平台的方向前去，不過路途上卻沒有任何傾談。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQLixZZnM9
畢竟，現在我腦中想著的，都只是她那一句「道別」。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8AxpDQsOY
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直到我們來到平台，並雙雙靠在欄杆上。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DAD9oAtVx
她也開口說：「聖誕之後，我就會翻番澳洲讀書。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjkkCfFAEk
「喺啊……」我竟然比想像中表現得平淡。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFdMuwcWVQ
而她對於的我反應，似乎都感到有點意外。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6qHgiZver
於是好奇地望向我，隨即我都一同與她對視起來。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFwGazNIfO
「阿侑你嘅反應比我想像中冷靜喎……啊，唔喺。你啱先都無啦啦攬住我。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8XS5VttjB
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其實我的反應會如此鎮定，可能是因為我早就猜想到會有這一天的來臨。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCr7n8fnWj
始終，她已經不是第一次離開我了。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNUmSUAbM2
三年前，她因為移民而前往了澳洲。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ifu8nQ11b
可是在一年後又回來了與我再次相遇。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfN2TWkpjYD
但是她的家人仍然在澳洲，這樣代表，終有一天，她還是要離開……533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzj4VPlov2h
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「點解又突然翻去讀書？」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggnf6OIsP9
她沒有即時回答，而是扭過頭去看著前方一片漆黑的河畔。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllzaSma2FC
「本來都諗住考埋DSE先，但屋企人都希望我唔好考，而喺返去讀多兩年high school，然後直接駁入U。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3ICvZfu1o
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聽到她這樣說道，我都瞬間理解到為何她的家人會作出如此的抉擇。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoU4b4BKCA
畢竟論教育，香港的教育實在太過落後，只專注在菁英培育上。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNembt0eDO
然後又推行現在的「一試定生死」方式，來區分能力高與低的學生。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QB0Yf6Y0u
分分鐘考入大學還比在麻將桌上以海底撈月食糊更難呢。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmZ4PEXsHU
換做是我的話，都會選擇在海外升學。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1Rm7VhG4d
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在她的話後，我也一同望向眼前漆黑的河畔。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8GZt1nZ8h
頓時覺得眼前的景色，就如同不久的未來一樣。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2gCl49I1Q
現在晚上看著，只會覺得一團漆黑，根本捉摸不清眼前的事物。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDNxv38nEG
換做早上看著的話，卻會清楚地看到河畔上所有的景物。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGg2TnLwJ8w
人，會因為一時的迷茫，而失去向前的動力。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxrYHrnYnd
但又會因為熟悉而感到舒適，並最後失去了探索的動力。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk57mP3Y2oT
到底是選擇留在舒適圈，還是離開，都將會引致不同的未來。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbj3xdYr4js
而我們往往擔憂的，就只是那個未來到底適不適合自己。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6nUw3ohTz
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Mandy發現我沒有回應，於是又再說起來：「所以今次真喺要再見啦。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglDlVmbGwM
她又再一次提起了「再見」這一回事。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoLIL77pk2
但這次我並沒有像剛一樣立即把她拉到懷中，而是說出心中話：533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJrMMoM6iD
「老實講啊，其實我唔想你走。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqlpS5wKag
「我知啊，啱先你攬住我個陣，我聽到啊。」她在話後便微笑起來。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0amN8QBi2Q
感覺就像在回味剛才的一刻一樣。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8and6rT7g
但接著又再問：「點解咁唔想我走？」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMFYVWLg1B
「因為我自私囉。」我直接說道。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2idS3xpago
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然而，她又沒有立即回答，而是轉過身來背靠在欄杆上。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfe0uF4ocK
「唔可以自私喺我到架。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJLFzhmq78
「點解啊？」我一臉好奇地反問道。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGaTkwR0Ij
「因為……我唔值得你自私囉！」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8kBjj2Heu
她這樣一說，使我愣住了。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4MmjwV4Om
但是正當我開口時，她又說：「仲有其他人值得你自私。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuO1ERWrgdB
「你嘅其他人喺指？」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGl9hTOcJWm
「Venus啊，Elaine啊，甚至可能喺你畢業之後識嘅人。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxL9fp51ro
在她提起Venus的名字時，我的腦海卻聯想起一段畫面。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDOr0CAEX0
就是開學的那一天，她與Venus在6C班門前談天的時候。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHxuzjIeQN
因此我也不禁問：「愛瑩喺咪一早知架啦？」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvacsfbz8SP
她點頭，然後望向夜空：「班入面有幾個女仔都知。其實我都諗住差唔多時間同大家講架啦。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxm3nc8doHS
即使與全班說，大家都知道後，都是改變不了她要離開的事實。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9saI6hDx3
而我此刻想對她就只是：「比我……」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWECEOzJb4
「時間都唔早啦，不如我哋翻去啦。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bHavhGgSF
她突然的一句打斷了我的說話。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOfqvcCQTU
是巧合？還是刻意呢？533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXft6IHK5n
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並且她在提議後，只是雙眼默默地凝視著我。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUdFAFRxZV
我隨即只能吞下還在口中的說話，點頭回應：533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2OnvpXJ6V
「都好。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPQbHd26Oj
答應了的這一刻也代表著，我們的話題，將會在此結束……533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89bVVT5Kdh
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片刻後，我帶著複雜的心情返回了宿舍內。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGv99f1Fqdh
並在打開門的一刻，就見Harriet拿著毛巾及衣服在大廳的沙發上看著電視。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3Ek57kuJf
「散完步翻嚟啦？」Harriet看見我的出現，便立即問道。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28wsS1lyo4
而我只是坐到他的旁邊，並靠在沙發上嘆氣起來。533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHBYDuYtzi
「唉，感情真喺好複雜呢。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLiyn1koet
他先是愣住了，但是也一同靠向後，並輕笑了一聲說：533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqwqSJ8z1q
「喺啊，感情真喺好複雜架。」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMcPPa2cbL
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「想放手，但又想捉緊，真複雜」533Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSlepumewO
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