第九十二章：承諾與失望478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldR0z4vhtb
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「Alvin，你聽日喺咪會嚟睇我打學界？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8x4IXqIcYT
在腦海中，我聽到了一把挺熟悉的聲音……478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXM3EiKVoI
她問道了這一條問題，總感覺在過去的回憶當中，也有人詢問過同一條問題……478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbH3hHrGjT
對，那個人……就是Mandy。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkan4dvgUc2
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MRKkYwhdM
我記起，那天是中三時的某一個星期五。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVh6mLIM3x
我在出席完每逢星期五最後兩節課的全校集會後。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEDHnqwbvh
便與當時同班的Haley正在一邊談論著近期的動漫話題，一邊走回課室。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz91TKZjNmq
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRd82OhURqT
「Alvin，Haley！你哋傾緊啲咩啊？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKKlKNF6Mc
突然Mandy出現在我們後方並問道。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsWSnVjbD8
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyH9kxEiSsf
Haley見況，立即說：「唔阻你兩個，行先。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8quq8fDfqT
接著他便一下子把我拋棄在後，自己一馬當先走上了樓梯。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkpekKa6Zl
無錯，其實他也是我與Mandy秘密交往的知情者之一。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1wwZ8n7YF
不過他這樣一下子就走掉，也避免太過令人懷疑起來了……478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFMB5FIDSS
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaUs7YerNu
「喂，Haley！洗唔洗走咁快……」我怎樣叫也叫不住他。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9m5qGUd1C
於是也只好放慢腳步，讓Mandy走上前與自己平排步行著。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7VjP1f7wM
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXjSePKW60
「Haley個死仔，話走就走！」我馬上向Mandy抱怨起來。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7Cj08dtzi
而Mandy則是隨即輕笑起來，並說：「Haley可能怕尷尬掛，哈哈。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxLKTJ62A8
於是我們接著也一同慢慢地走上樓梯，踏上返回課室的路程。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgTZJt4JOI
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2C6G6uHLf
然而就在中途，Mandy卻突然扭過頭來說：「Alvin，你喺咪聽日會嚟睇我打學界？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2fQYCbAv3
「會！一定會！應承咗你架嘛！」我馬上也回應了。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwSyr5MJnQ
因為明天星期六，可是Mandy久違的羽毛球學界比賽。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySjVmtaJNH
身為她的男朋友，我沒有理由不去支持一下，為她打氣吧？478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzUkkzNgRZ
除此之外，其實我也打算在她完成比賽後，帶她去看電影。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtT9x5hTeX
我甚至連戲票都已經一早買定了。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVXyuEEkzr
然而，我卻沒有實現這一個承諾……478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMI2CFohJd
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHdqAU1GfJ
隔天，正當我打算出門口時，媽媽卻突然收到了醫院的電話。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirtgfjVyaU
並告知在醫院的外公已經在為生命的終結，開始進行倒數。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLtRCqTGAV
若果想見最後一面，就一定要現在立刻前往醫院……478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBDZ3l585j
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0aQmQtYUs
然而，我當然是跟隨家人一起趕去醫院與外公道別。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyVLzq9O6i
並在路途上，向Mandy發送了一個訊息：478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUX3mLyWz6
「我公公有事，要趕去醫院」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEndd1wy5hA
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PcubJ4dcW
但是，當時Mandy卻正在為比賽作最後熱身，手機放到了在儲物櫃之中。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JxPKOUiEN
因此沒有接收到我的訊息，並一直在比賽時，無時無刻都在尋找著我的身影。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2YbVDBfFk
卻因為我的缺席，而分神，最後也與勝利無緣。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7UxVLN4cS
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBhheyANfh
雖然事後她都知道了我因為有親人去世，才會缺席。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhXEaIQ09V
使得輸掉了比賽的她，卻要反過來安慰我。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiduqZRN7i
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGdvo6BKzN
但後來，我透過也有去觀賽的Rita描述所知。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVV20gHsOSK
當時比賽時Mandy的視線不時都望向觀眾席，彷彿就是在尋找著某人的身影。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVrJfO2RLD
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ245mssAWBt
我不單止沒有按照承諾去看比賽為她打氣，甚至還使得她輸掉了比賽。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmk9TS0Q5zp
雖然她一直都說不關我的事，而且知道我是有原因才不來的。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMblGBSYrNt
還覺得我有立即通知她，是盡責的行為。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVO4fQWnYoP
然而，只是因為她沒有看到訊息，才不知道我沒有來。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WkbSukHq4
而一直在比賽時東張西望，這是她身為選手的不成熟。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9HLTVQgi5
但是，其實我是非常自責的，因為若果我有出現的話，或許她就不會輸掉比賽。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YDAvDFyh2
我從此得知了，當承諾實現不了的時候，就只會帶來失望，是對自己的失望……478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCOjPunh60
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「叮鈴鈴—鈴鈴—」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3Je57XnF8
「嗄！」我突然從鬧鐘中醒過，並發現電話只是放在了我頭的一旁響鬧著。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9bD8rQBxt
於是我立即拿起來看，並隨即發現了Venus數個未讀訊息……478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2SlK7UM6C
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDwls6uKof
「弊，琴晚唔好小心瞓著咗，無覆到佢！」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HTHHLfSSS
我慌張起來地說道，並馬上點開她的訊息來看。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzk5t2ljRWH
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RBDYBgqVu
「阿侑你聽日有咩比賽啊？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTFtO454dn
這是她午夜十二時半向我發出的。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHzdvDV0Gb
然而，那時候我卻昏睡了，所以遲遲都沒有回覆她。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIuRoWnTT2
因此，在大約十分後她又傳來：478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBY0G8SMKOU
「Online住唔應嘅？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QnaD1JPJb
「跑完步攰得制瞓咗？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIBUmWGOoA
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHN3IO2NeP
接著，再過五分鐘後，她確認了我已經是中途昏睡了。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMFeJ9y92W
她便傳來了一句打氣及晚安。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKirCbwIFLQ
「聽日繼續加油啦！晚安啦傻>w<」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp30O2w9E7Z
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7URHOeEsyO
然後，直到今早六時半，她又向我傳來了一個訊息：478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulhik3Ii4H
「我準備做手術啦」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPU0rjXdQd
「做完再覆你ouo<3」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyuavgFUby
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTi3UMNQvC
我看到了她即將要進行手術的訊息後，立即就回覆她：478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn58hqO7kRT
「加油啊！我會等你回覆架>X<」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7KgjTXn9h
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcciIk3yWIY
然而，這一段訊息，卻是維持了一段時間的單剔號。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxyhGhmCvu
意味著她並沒有收到我的訊息。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypaG6EVNKe
會是單剔號，可能是因為訊號不良接收不到，也可能是她關機了。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPSQXvU0q4
但這時候，我都只能坐在床上看著手機上與她的對話眶。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Y9jzheJGJ
心裡不斷希望剛剛的那一句訊息，由單剔號變成雙剔號……478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOj1PCLkx6
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雖然剔號並沒有改變，但是此刻我也再次回到運動場上。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WojcwPziL
不過雙腳仍然在作痛著，痛楚比昨晚的還來得更刺更痛。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOUIQo0Qjs
而且更糟糕的是，甚至在我平常步速下步行時。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lY6wShGvJ
也會不時感到突如其來的一陣刺痛，使我在一瞬間一瘸一拐起來。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvSVrXCLr7
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CGeLFn9HH
但我還不能就此停下腳步，因為此刻我都已經站在了二百米短跑的起點線上。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnZwcarX3a
只要再多撐三場賽事，我便能光榮地向做完手術的Venus展示自己的努力，展示自己達成承諾了……478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJJns06rDY
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjrGey8zCd
「各就位……預備……」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23aw1pA8fa
起點發令員很快也舉起了起步槍。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmYo45HnJ4
於是我也蹲下來作起步準備，然而就在蹲下的一瞬間。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPV7us9FIk1
小腿卻如同被猛火燃燒一樣，我也只能以三個詞彙來形容，就是刺熱、酸痛以及辛苦。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hKRMNMC7J
但是我已經回不了去，因為起步的槍聲也隨即響起。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhKWrKHCSg
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6j2Eqbe36k
「呯—」 478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4AqCMRp4p
我立即抬起身來向前跑，卻發現自己怎麼跑也跑不快。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqw3Y1NyeEz
並且很快就從第三名被超前成為第四名。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQdRrx9rgv
接著更陸續被反超前，由第四五跌到第五名、第六名、第七名……第八名。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0bL4zSrZR
最後更成為了最後一名。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfeXeIA9mwv
但是，即使我再怎麼發力奔跑也好，還是追不上眼前的選手……478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cX0dXlO7F
只能眼白白看著他們逐一衝線，自己卻還在跑著。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4sM2fBql7
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGMxVTKmXB
這場二百米賽事，我可是徹底地敗北了。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdW26fank2
到底我是在搞甚麼鬼了？478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZnYwa34Jj
為什麼會落敗？為什麼這麼簡單都贏不了？478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIE2774Ju5
我恨自己，恨自己又未能實現承諾。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzE6mvnh29
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KJnejb5E8
然而片刻後，我也一拐一拐地在看台下方走著。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSNIG9jyV7
打算前往更衣室檢討一人自己的失敗，並再次拉筋起來準備下午的賽事。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLt2AsNg2bk
可是這時候，前方卻有人阻擋了我的前路，並說：「阿侑……你做咩啦……」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMA9oJ9Hp6R
是Mandy。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8h2tC3uHsx
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdjMm4ODVE
「無啊，我去更衣室拉筋啊，仲要準備下晝嘅比賽。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmx3ncXHGgD
我馬上就向她說道了目的，並打算從她身旁走過。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoOGr6e0Hu
可是，她卻突然捉住了我的手臂並說：478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdptob3z6O
「Zack佢話你怪怪地，搏哂命去參加比賽，所以我先落嚟睇一睇你。」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtrSbZfbOa
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMoQf60VN9V
「咁要贏就要搏命架啦。」我還是一臉輕鬆的與她說著。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8pU7LtV3b
可是她卻表現激動起來：「搏命搏到依家行路拐下拐下咁，你無嘢啊嘛？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFcIBzbY5N
我嚇了一嚇，沒有即時回應她。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wDZLiqK7x
於是她也繼續說下去：「何鵬侑，你講！到底發生咗咩事你要咁搏命？」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPb6370iy5K
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2vh70b58J
「我應承咗人，咁咪要搏命囉！承諾嚟架嘛！」我說道。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXs7drL55j2
「喺承諾咁又點？」但她隨即就質問起來。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoWqfuh85x
此刻被她質疑到「承諾」時，我也忍不住激動起來說：478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa18wDAUFSB
「實現唔到承諾咪會失望囉！就好似以前咁，我明明應承咗你，但喺又嚟唔到睇你學界比賽，仲要搞到你分神輸咗！咪搞到你對我失望囉！」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjF30RTV0SU
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1uubK2Haj
「啪—」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVZ9QRs3Jp
她突然一巴拳打到我的左臉上。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvkdRukmu9
我瞬間愣住，並發現了她已經淚流滿面起來。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKBAICVKxn
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwpVNXSM3J
「我個陣……根本就無對你失望……我知你有原因先唔嚟……點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」她哽咽地說著。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5VQBafyzr
直至這一刻，我才下意識過來。478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtBGA55Kjf
剛剛的那一句說話，到底是有多麼的錯……478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84AAxskSvY
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgMIX7WVVo
478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4OTH8qaeH
「為了實現承諾而使人失望，划算嗎」478Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtNIQVLvR0
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