第五十章:我是你的好朋友 (中四篇完結)849Please respect copyright.PENANAzpjpvNDe8K
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「咁其實你覺得我同你嘅關係到底喺咩?」849Please respect copyright.PENANAqpvmmOrFoz
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此刻我正在依玲的前方問道她。849Please respect copyright.PENANAHYQX2kTgba
可能今天將會是我與她「好朋友」關係的終結。849Please respect copyright.PENANAcQAuePbrgM
而為何我會這樣問道她,大慨要把事情回到大約一個星期前說起……849Please respect copyright.PENANA2VdM3pq9RR
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現在距離這個學期完結還有一個星期。849Please respect copyright.PENANAkBbofuGsrr
基本上在開放日後,我們返回學校都是做著些無聊的事情。849Please respect copyright.PENANASDyhHWoIcC
不是到禮堂聽講座,就是進行些班際的球類比賽,還有幾天甚至是任由我們在班房裡進行自由活動。849Please respect copyright.PENANA0JH3pTQ6Zc
等待暑假來臨的這段日子……真的有夠難捱。849Please respect copyright.PENANAcif9ziDh7r
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當然還有另一個讓我感到難捱的問題就是……849Please respect copyright.PENANA2kc1jHAtIK
依玲仍然還在與我進行「冷戰」中。849Please respect copyright.PENANA1BhK3XdyAK
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自開放日那天後,她就再沒有與我有任何對話。849Please respect copyright.PENANAsYfIN6MEfE
連平時晚上我們在手機互相發送訊息聊天的環節都沒有了。849Please respect copyright.PENANAA7uTk79HiF
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我當然有嘗試與她交流的……849Please respect copyright.PENANA0dkbhlHs0K
但換來的卻是她的敷衍及無視。849Please respect copyright.PENANAkGi5pN1afn
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起初我都是有一點生氣的,始終我都算是突然被她無緣無故地生氣了。849Please respect copyright.PENANAO8Wknx68uK
而是不是真的「無緣無故」,我都不知道。849Please respect copyright.PENANAPtPKkV0Eq5
始終只有她自己才會知道真正的原因……849Please respect copyright.PENANA3KkEB4Xj3F
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「你仲未同Elaine好翻啊?」Devin在一旁問道我。849Please respect copyright.PENANA7SmV2Tlxnp
現在是小息時段,我與他一同走到了樓下的小賣部去。849Please respect copyright.PENANArB8tH0DMs6
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「未啊……搞到依家連你哋都知佢嬲咗我啦……」我無奈地說著。849Please respect copyright.PENANArOg86OaAa9
因為現在整個4F班的人都已經知道了依玲在氣著我的事。849Please respect copyright.PENANANEWppnbPq0
始終在他們眼中,我與依玲在課室是成雙成對的。849Please respect copyright.PENANA7L14czmrE5
但近這幾個星期,我與依玲竟然沒有任何交談。849Please respect copyright.PENANAn6e4C77jMK
所以他們會察覺得到我們之間出現了異常。849Please respect copyright.PENANAAbthIu01KA
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「搞咩嬲你咁耐啦……嬲你同Venus啊?」849Please respect copyright.PENANA1KiNkJFJVQ
Devin又說出了另一個重點。849Please respect copyright.PENANAy12CRBpxYJ
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現在這個課室中,知道我與Venus的關係,暫時有與Venus較熟絡的Charlotte及Devin。849Please respect copyright.PENANAvpMh47Skr5
Charlotte應該是由Venus親自告訴她的,Devin則是我自己與他說的。849Please respect copyright.PENANAT2eGXArc9f
而除了他們二人後,另外知情的還有Harriet、Felix及Daisy。849Please respect copyright.PENANACKVIScb5R2
他們三人都是在有一次學校早放我們去吃午飯時,Devin無意中提起而讓他們知道了的。849Please respect copyright.PENANA3UzgauJwv2
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「我諗都喺架啦……如果比佢知埋我同Venus喺咩關係,佢實斬死我都有份……」849Please respect copyright.PENANAnx0itJOe9d
我現在只是幻想著當依玲知道了我與Venus現在的關係後,都已經感到很害怕了……849Please respect copyright.PENANA5Y50Jghjsl
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「吓?咁Elaine又唔喺你女朋友,你同其他女仔嘅關係佢care咁多做乜啊……」849Please respect copyright.PENANArRNtsaIveR
Devin說的話也是有道理的。始終我與依玲只是「好朋友」。849Please respect copyright.PENANACRNMxfWsO2
她並沒有理由去管制我與甚麼人交友甚至交往的……849Please respect copyright.PENANAbQ2bM0vVrc
但交往當然就是之後的事情了。849Please respect copyright.PENANAOHMi7fqGJl
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「Elaine仲未睬翻你啊……」Venus在電話裡說道。849Please respect copyright.PENANAkOeQLZGbni
由開放日那一晚起,Venus不時都會在晚上打電話給我聊天。849Please respect copyright.PENANAIsZLne8FJ0
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「未啊……可能佢會嬲一世呢,哈哈。」我冷笑著回應她。849Please respect copyright.PENANALbgSCXPR4Y
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「但無理由keep住咁樣冷戰架嘛……始終你哋都喺好朋友。」849Please respect copyright.PENANAUgRK6h5AGh
她說到後面的那一句時,放慢了來說。849Please respect copyright.PENANAU9HgpyM2WD
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「我都唔知佢仲當唔當我喺好朋友添啦!」我用著諷刺的語氣說著。849Please respect copyright.PENANA3ZETymG5Fu
因為我都有想過最壞的打算就是依玲不再與我當朋友。849Please respect copyright.PENANAs8yMTMlBqS
與我建立「好朋友」關係的是她,但可能終結這個關係的……也是她。849Please respect copyright.PENANAstrmNn2uCb
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「對唔住啊……搞到你哋兩個咁……」突然Venus道歉起來。849Please respect copyright.PENANAHWs6rm3cFO
「唔關你事啊!做咩道歉啊!原本問題就喺我到,我早啲同佢講其實我同你嘅關係,咁佢就自然唔會成日誤會我喺刻意隱瞞佢。」849Please respect copyright.PENANAICONgvPt45
問題的確不在Venus身上,所以我都立即解釋起來。849Please respect copyright.PENANAdwgct3f5aN
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「其實都只喺大家無講清楚,先會搞到依家咁。」她又說出了重點。849Please respect copyright.PENANAF3HrlmWQSV
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果然我與依玲會開始「冷戰」的導火線都是自社區活動那天起。849Please respect copyright.PENANAKTBjltX5O1
那天我被她發現了原來我一直都有東西在隱瞞著她。849Please respect copyright.PENANAPVKGUkSA2B
即使我應承了不會再隱瞞她任何的秘密,但其實她的內心仍然是覺得我有東西依然在隱瞞著她。849Please respect copyright.PENANAoeehenfUT7
女生就是這樣的,直到不把所謂的真相調查到底前,都不會罷休。849Please respect copyright.PENANAYqWEx01Xbp
而依玲當然就是覺得我還在向她隱瞞著我與Venus的關係了……849Please respect copyright.PENANAJe6DI39wpB
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「洗唔洗我幫你同佢傾兩句啊?」849Please respect copyright.PENANAIlMzh0flbR
我還沒有回應Venus上一句時,她就已經說出了下一句。849Please respect copyright.PENANATiJVanXLwU
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「唔洗啦,要麻煩到你……」我有點不好意思地說。849Please respect copyright.PENANA1NqQ93l9cz
始終這都是我與依玲的事,而Venus都算是「受害人」之一。849Please respect copyright.PENANANAHHSQzoBK
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「我都算間接有份搞到件事咁,所以我都有責任幫一幫手……同埋阿侑你啊!記得有心事就講出嚟,唔好成日收埋收埋。」849Please respect copyright.PENANAVjCiwHi8n3
她繼續說著,看來要阻止她這個決定都有一點困難了。849Please respect copyright.PENANAxrJ4s6BXcf
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「我個心一早就比你睇穿哂啦,喺咪先。」849Please respect copyright.PENANAEy6Lqfin12
我不想再把話題集中在我與依玲的「冷戰」上。849Please respect copyright.PENANApB4TNibBh7
於是稍為向她「調情」了一下。849Please respect copyright.PENANAhToXi46GQZ
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「好衰啊你!講埋啲咁嘅嘢……」她笑著說。849Please respect copyright.PENANAjQtI29aHsP
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接著,我們就開始在電話裡頭聊著其他的話題了……849Please respect copyright.PENANA6TINDxtyE2
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接下的一個星期,當然依玲還是繼續沒有與我有任何交流。849Please respect copyright.PENANAM8JNbHGNJo
而今天也終於來到了這個中四學期的最後一個上課天。849Please respect copyright.PENANA5e9gNt2ZIw
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「咁大家放暑假玩得開心啲之餘都要注重安全,同埋記得做暑期功課啊!」849Please respect copyright.PENANA2LOZ1wy7Df
班主任劉老師站在了白板前向我們所有4F班的人說道。849Please respect copyright.PENANAgmbzhvXjab
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然後他就走到了教師桌前,開始把已經整理好的暑期功課放到了每行的第一個位子上。849Please respect copyright.PENANAOR3dsRlSSN
「大家都已經喺高中生,啲暑期功課都相對少啲,但大家都要自律每日抽啲時間做,唔好迫埋哂最尾幾日先做啊……第一個位嘅同學向後傳啲功課啦!」849Please respect copyright.PENANAVrg7FpRNKv
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接著大家就開始把暑期功課傳到後方,並同時查看了一下功課的內容。849Please respect copyright.PENANAxFUd800whW
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「哇,中文要作三篇文?!」849Please respect copyright.PENANAZpJD3AheTL
「劉老師咁樣好咩?」849Please respect copyright.PENANAjhqTWr4pTO
「通識要做剪報評論……咩年代啊……」849Please respect copyright.PENANA82bf26M4Hw
「點解高中英文仲要做reading report架……」849Please respect copyright.PENANAyfsZQAykWG
「喺囉!又話做movie report嘅!」849Please respect copyright.PENANA9fXYD2l1Xs
大家開始為暑期功課的內容吵鬧起來。849Please respect copyright.PENANAwL9NNOPrRk
但可能今天是最後一天上課日,劉老師都沒有特別喝止他們。849Please respect copyright.PENANAhRuPt22R9k
只是在一旁偷笑著。849Please respect copyright.PENANAZYIWBlMZqM
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但過了一段時間,我還沒有從前方,即是依玲的手上接過暑期功課。849Please respect copyright.PENANAHn9gS16Trp
難道她不會是氣到連我的功課都不想向後傳吧……849Please respect copyright.PENANA7ISnpivBBr
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就在我想著這個可能性的時候,她終於向後傳遞了我的暑期功課。849Please respect copyright.PENANAupiNFEedk6
而在功課上面,更貼了一張便條紙,上面則寫著:849Please respect copyright.PENANAAseLIgtoW4
「一陣放學留一留低,我有啲想同你傾。」849Please respect copyright.PENANAdklHKcv0fK
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我看過紙條後,我心裡都立即想著:849Please respect copyright.PENANACGVAO2LGy4
「終於肯同我傾啦,一喺繼續一喺玩完,睇下喺邊樣啦。」849Please respect copyright.PENANArO1W69ySfc
然後我就把便條紙連同功課一併放到了背包裡……849Please respect copyright.PENANAj0gTqZR5FP
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接下來,很快就已經來到了放學的時間。849Please respect copyright.PENANA8oquu5BKod
其他人都開始陸續與大家道別,然後離開課室。849Please respect copyright.PENANAM5jWQAIQUr
始終這一次道別後,可能就要等待到九月時,大家才會再次見面。849Please respect copyright.PENANADXnoKg4Gmn
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此時,我就用著一個非常慢的速度收拾著背包。849Please respect copyright.PENANAiNAygupkJ4
而我前方的依玲也與我一樣,慢慢地收拾著。849Please respect copyright.PENANAtYBmCAHqF3
看來她都是想等待大家全都離開後,才與我開始傾談……849Please respect copyright.PENANAS3RSw9HfNW
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「Elaine,你走未啊?我哋一齊走!」849Please respect copyright.PENANABWTZKMfYKc
突然Dan背著他的斜孭袋走到了依玲的前方說道。849Please respect copyright.PENANAT4EXNSfY4y
難道這傢伙連最後一天都要來搞亂我與依玲的「停戰協議」嗎?!849Please respect copyright.PENANA2pMxpx3mn8
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「你走先啦,我今日約咗人。」依玲用著一個平淡的語氣跟Dan說道。849Please respect copyright.PENANADFGdbPrr1E
暴風雨前夕果然是特別平靜的……849Please respect copyright.PENANABsdbF305PE
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「吓?約咗人?你唔會喺約咗呢條友啊嘛?」Dan很錯愕地用手指指著我說。849Please respect copyright.PENANAcaYKqf6HQJ
其實說話就可以禮貌一點的。我都有名字的,不是甚麼「呢條友」……849Please respect copyright.PENANAP3uwwx2Wit
我差點向他反了一個白眼。849Please respect copyright.PENANA1N9VjlgXU7
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「唔喺啊,你走啦!唔好煩住我!」849Please respect copyright.PENANAJordPyQelf
依玲突然很不耐煩地大聲說道,然後更盯著了Dan。849Please respect copyright.PENANAQvPMZSbhMe
其他在課室中還沒有離開的人都一同被依玲這句話吸引了注意,並把目光放到我們三人身上。849Please respect copyright.PENANAhlQkeUPJ2i
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「嚟!Dan!我哋走啦!食飯啦!」849Please respect copyright.PENANAvfsZCgdYtA
很快Francis就走了過來把Dan一併拉走。849Please respect copyright.PENANAixKC9aexEo
我想大家都已經預計得到,若再放任Dan在這裡繼續對依玲死纏著的話。849Please respect copyright.PENANACzgBBqFene
肯定很快就會爆發世界大戰……849Please respect copyright.PENANA7p52pogEZz
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而直到Dan被Francis拉離課室的一刻,他都是死盯著我。849Please respect copyright.PENANA3O9r3uSUHY
彷彿是因為我而令到他被依玲趕走了。849Please respect copyright.PENANAnstPBi7wIZ
但我只能說,這次真的不關我的事啊。849Please respect copyright.PENANA02b8kkhW9p
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接下來,大家都很快離開了課室。849Please respect copyright.PENANAmp7HlzDnpr
最後Felix及Harriet在走前更向我豎起了大拇指,彷彿在為我加油著……849Please respect copyright.PENANAvoDRY9Bxn0
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而這時候,課室也只剩下我與依玲。849Please respect copyright.PENANAK8yYxoOCwZ
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「佢哋走哂啦,你有咩想傾?」我先開口問道她。849Please respect copyright.PENANAU56iDGNlWI
始終與其在支支吾吾,倒不如直接開門見山。849Please respect copyright.PENANAhdXv3MGqLS
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但依玲沒有立即說話,而是先轉身看著我,並坐到她的桌子上。849Please respect copyright.PENANAZVbAa3rxDf
接著才開始開口說:「其實琴晚Venus有搵過我。」849Please respect copyright.PENANAVREoe8NmAD
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果然Venus最後都是去找依玲傾訴了。849Please respect copyright.PENANAJtBtpHwOf6
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「佢話佢鍾意你,所以先會開始同你咁close。」她繼續用著一個平淡的語氣說。849Please respect copyright.PENANADr6CFGrbBL
Venus都避免比我更開門見山……849Please respect copyright.PENANA2LGIyqPq7h
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「我都知Venus喺無意嘅,佢真喺純粹鍾意你先會想同你close啲。」849Please respect copyright.PENANA36IKKb5mDi
她繼續說道,但似乎還不是她想向我表達的重點。849Please respect copyright.PENANArNjt4WRSlD
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「其實呢……呢幾日我都有反省,點解自己會突然嬲咗阿侑你……」849Please respect copyright.PENANAmby45jIIzD
她開始低著頭,並一邊用手不斷捏著自己的裙角,一邊繼續說:849Please respect copyright.PENANAfnzxXXCU2P
「初初我可能真喺嬲因為你同佢close……Poppy都話我其實喺呷緊醋……」849Please respect copyright.PENANAvopoYWzNFN
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「咁你喺咪呷醋啊真喺?」我終於有機會開口問道她。849Please respect copyright.PENANAYKpgApXiZc
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「其實我都唔知啊……只喺每次見到你同Venus互動,我都有啲唔開心……」849Please respect copyright.PENANAMJ5gHgrjvo
她沒有直視我,而是繼續低著頭捏著自己的裙角。849Please respect copyright.PENANA9uZuCMXFWF
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「唔開心?」我追問著。849Please respect copyright.PENANAxC9aWKzzCX
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「唔知點解……我會開始驚Venus會取代咗我嘅地立……咁講好奇怪呵……好似講到自己喺你女朋友咁,驚有個第三者突然取代咗自己咁。」849Please respect copyright.PENANA5LG2x6wRoY
她說著的時間,表情也開始變得有點難受起來。849Please respect copyright.PENANA6CkR0HpyoQ
始終她剛剛所說的比喻,都曾經發生過在她的身上。849Please respect copyright.PENANACuehdOX2U1
那個甚麼Raymond與Jenifer的事情,都令到她的心曾經受過一次深深的傷害。849Please respect copyright.PENANABdgSkezVBB
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「所以我好驚,突然有一日你會同我講……唔想再同我做好朋友……會離開我……」849Please respect copyright.PENANAYsQJPOu89y
隨著她說完後,也開始哭了起來。849Please respect copyright.PENANAw5FcfrBe3z
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於是我馬上從背包中掏出一包紙巾,並抽出了一張紙巾。849Please respect copyright.PENANAZwCc3n1R4K
開始為她擦走臉上的眼淚,並同時開始說:849Please respect copyright.PENANAKaHQSxXOmO
「我真喺無諗過要搵人取代你……你同Venus唔同,佢喺鍾意我,所以先會想同我有進一步發展……而依玲,你唔同,你喺真心出於朋友嘅好意先會想同我成為好朋友。」849Please respect copyright.PENANA4MolueXbbB
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她繼續哭泣著,並沒有回答我。849Please respect copyright.PENANAI52nr6maOQ
而我都站了她的前方再說:「咁你其實覺得我同你嘅關係到底喺咩?」849Please respect copyright.PENANAjKfRacscP7
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她聽到我的問題後,閉上了眼睛深呼吸了一下。849Please respect copyright.PENANAe7Ka9YsyXB
然後接過了我手上的紙巾,再為自己的臉上的淚水擦了兩下。849Please respect copyright.PENANAoZPmpngnQW
而我仍然在等待著她的答案。849Please respect copyright.PENANAnywB0nZ9Qg
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「我同你嘅關係喺咪已經唔喺好朋友……」849Please respect copyright.PENANAZZz9QZKZoI
她用著充滿淚水的雙眼看著我說道。849Please respect copyright.PENANAY8fIpKzhhA
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「只要你一日都當我喺你嘅好朋友,咁我哋永遠都喺好朋友……鍾依玲喺我阿鵬侑心目中,永都嘅好朋友,喺我喺高中識到嘅第一個好朋友。即使我同Venus點close都好,都唔會影響到你同我嘅好朋友關係。」849Please respect copyright.PENANAcTG0mpPvfm
我微笑著向她說。849Please respect copyright.PENANAt5bZwg75rc
始終只要她不嫌棄,那我仍然都會是她的好朋友。849Please respect copyright.PENANAafCNdr9e7i
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此刻她雖然雙眼仍然充滿著淚光。849Please respect copyright.PENANAWc8DuZCnai
但聽到我的說話後,也開始慢慢地笑起來。849Please respect copyright.PENANAjJRY9OaWKV
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「咁我哋依然都仲喺好朋友啦……」她笑著與我說。849Please respect copyright.PENANArqX79xeYpw
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「喺……我哋繼續都喺好朋友。」我看著她回答。849Please respect copyright.PENANAoWUWvoPkHj
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此時,窗邊吹來了一陣夏日罕有的涼風。849Please respect copyright.PENANAdA9yKtrh9G
而隨著窗簾的擺動,陽光的照射。849Please respect copyright.PENANATOm7RICF8m
我與依玲,彼此繼續看著對方笑著。849Please respect copyright.PENANAeFIg7Iol9v
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我們之間的故事,相信也會繼續以「好朋友」的方式,持續下去。849Please respect copyright.PENANAJYALqsSsw3
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「你好,我是你的好朋友,永遠的好朋友」849Please respect copyright.PENANAOtlyKQs28M
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—中四篇完結—849Please respect copyright.PENANAC0kEuwdQyO
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作者的話:多謝讀者一直的支持。同時也敬請各位期待接下來的《你好,我只是你的好朋友》中五篇!849Please respect copyright.PENANAuGqWwrApyk