第五十章:我是你的好朋友 (中四篇完結)850Please respect copyright.PENANAiZ0xqZx3KC
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「咁其實你覺得我同你嘅關係到底喺咩?」850Please respect copyright.PENANABHP8rr34Yk
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此刻我正在依玲的前方問道她。850Please respect copyright.PENANAPvhsgw1Xzy
可能今天將會是我與她「好朋友」關係的終結。850Please respect copyright.PENANAN6P9MNgRwG
而為何我會這樣問道她,大慨要把事情回到大約一個星期前說起……850Please respect copyright.PENANAm2b7iRO3i9
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現在距離這個學期完結還有一個星期。850Please respect copyright.PENANAGYc6y9QdZI
基本上在開放日後,我們返回學校都是做著些無聊的事情。850Please respect copyright.PENANAhL6CCjac9Q
不是到禮堂聽講座,就是進行些班際的球類比賽,還有幾天甚至是任由我們在班房裡進行自由活動。850Please respect copyright.PENANAIbTPmFH9Gz
等待暑假來臨的這段日子……真的有夠難捱。850Please respect copyright.PENANAEv1hkXHllO
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當然還有另一個讓我感到難捱的問題就是……850Please respect copyright.PENANAd7d4SMIj5z
依玲仍然還在與我進行「冷戰」中。850Please respect copyright.PENANAfyC4OPQbxo
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自開放日那天後,她就再沒有與我有任何對話。850Please respect copyright.PENANAoX5ti3piHY
連平時晚上我們在手機互相發送訊息聊天的環節都沒有了。850Please respect copyright.PENANAetCgw7pHKA
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我當然有嘗試與她交流的……850Please respect copyright.PENANAwZJcsagQcf
但換來的卻是她的敷衍及無視。850Please respect copyright.PENANAxLHON2whey
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起初我都是有一點生氣的,始終我都算是突然被她無緣無故地生氣了。850Please respect copyright.PENANAlSbxx89O29
而是不是真的「無緣無故」,我都不知道。850Please respect copyright.PENANAvxeniKzDc9
始終只有她自己才會知道真正的原因……850Please respect copyright.PENANArxbUNjEhkk
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「你仲未同Elaine好翻啊?」Devin在一旁問道我。850Please respect copyright.PENANADxEEBRbjqo
現在是小息時段,我與他一同走到了樓下的小賣部去。850Please respect copyright.PENANA8F0KQ02Vsa
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「未啊……搞到依家連你哋都知佢嬲咗我啦……」我無奈地說著。850Please respect copyright.PENANANhdL3GmAqu
因為現在整個4F班的人都已經知道了依玲在氣著我的事。850Please respect copyright.PENANAWSYsMythAb
始終在他們眼中,我與依玲在課室是成雙成對的。850Please respect copyright.PENANA09wLJGYmpX
但近這幾個星期,我與依玲竟然沒有任何交談。850Please respect copyright.PENANA9VEdc0HhCm
所以他們會察覺得到我們之間出現了異常。850Please respect copyright.PENANAfuaTgYbRq9
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「搞咩嬲你咁耐啦……嬲你同Venus啊?」850Please respect copyright.PENANAXF9Q4NtwPS
Devin又說出了另一個重點。850Please respect copyright.PENANAuH8agc9qTJ
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現在這個課室中,知道我與Venus的關係,暫時有與Venus較熟絡的Charlotte及Devin。850Please respect copyright.PENANAyHjGAtgEzc
Charlotte應該是由Venus親自告訴她的,Devin則是我自己與他說的。850Please respect copyright.PENANAlWaFL06pc7
而除了他們二人後,另外知情的還有Harriet、Felix及Daisy。850Please respect copyright.PENANAcqeXPlojlT
他們三人都是在有一次學校早放我們去吃午飯時,Devin無意中提起而讓他們知道了的。850Please respect copyright.PENANAyzglmzwJ8s
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「我諗都喺架啦……如果比佢知埋我同Venus喺咩關係,佢實斬死我都有份……」850Please respect copyright.PENANAMG61vFxlgA
我現在只是幻想著當依玲知道了我與Venus現在的關係後,都已經感到很害怕了……850Please respect copyright.PENANAIzU4KssWx7
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「吓?咁Elaine又唔喺你女朋友,你同其他女仔嘅關係佢care咁多做乜啊……」850Please respect copyright.PENANACVujGqOhAO
Devin說的話也是有道理的。始終我與依玲只是「好朋友」。850Please respect copyright.PENANAyyDf6nDVSE
她並沒有理由去管制我與甚麼人交友甚至交往的……850Please respect copyright.PENANAq7hiq9E3ZN
但交往當然就是之後的事情了。850Please respect copyright.PENANA0q5zTZlpC1
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「Elaine仲未睬翻你啊……」Venus在電話裡說道。850Please respect copyright.PENANAbltrw3f8Ka
由開放日那一晚起,Venus不時都會在晚上打電話給我聊天。850Please respect copyright.PENANAVVytQGOueE
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「未啊……可能佢會嬲一世呢,哈哈。」我冷笑著回應她。850Please respect copyright.PENANA3C30xc1n75
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「但無理由keep住咁樣冷戰架嘛……始終你哋都喺好朋友。」850Please respect copyright.PENANAOCaK8hDu1z
她說到後面的那一句時,放慢了來說。850Please respect copyright.PENANAZV2pLswLJY
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「我都唔知佢仲當唔當我喺好朋友添啦!」我用著諷刺的語氣說著。850Please respect copyright.PENANAr2TYtWCuq4
因為我都有想過最壞的打算就是依玲不再與我當朋友。850Please respect copyright.PENANAGIcdFrz4ng
與我建立「好朋友」關係的是她,但可能終結這個關係的……也是她。850Please respect copyright.PENANAwxXLNUcCqT
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「對唔住啊……搞到你哋兩個咁……」突然Venus道歉起來。850Please respect copyright.PENANAP1Acm7DTtr
「唔關你事啊!做咩道歉啊!原本問題就喺我到,我早啲同佢講其實我同你嘅關係,咁佢就自然唔會成日誤會我喺刻意隱瞞佢。」850Please respect copyright.PENANAcsrh94oLqg
問題的確不在Venus身上,所以我都立即解釋起來。850Please respect copyright.PENANADhOFuNLhoA
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「其實都只喺大家無講清楚,先會搞到依家咁。」她又說出了重點。850Please respect copyright.PENANAJP59kD5EB7
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果然我與依玲會開始「冷戰」的導火線都是自社區活動那天起。850Please respect copyright.PENANA6kU75iQ1Iv
那天我被她發現了原來我一直都有東西在隱瞞著她。850Please respect copyright.PENANAoyGNHglF9S
即使我應承了不會再隱瞞她任何的秘密,但其實她的內心仍然是覺得我有東西依然在隱瞞著她。850Please respect copyright.PENANA1dWgj0vU3f
女生就是這樣的,直到不把所謂的真相調查到底前,都不會罷休。850Please respect copyright.PENANAUSNnS68Xt5
而依玲當然就是覺得我還在向她隱瞞著我與Venus的關係了……850Please respect copyright.PENANAeBalikpNTW
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「洗唔洗我幫你同佢傾兩句啊?」850Please respect copyright.PENANASaZCv52jzx
我還沒有回應Venus上一句時,她就已經說出了下一句。850Please respect copyright.PENANAL294DPoi7d
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「唔洗啦,要麻煩到你……」我有點不好意思地說。850Please respect copyright.PENANAUXinEzkszP
始終這都是我與依玲的事,而Venus都算是「受害人」之一。850Please respect copyright.PENANAjct6dQYl6G
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「我都算間接有份搞到件事咁,所以我都有責任幫一幫手……同埋阿侑你啊!記得有心事就講出嚟,唔好成日收埋收埋。」850Please respect copyright.PENANA3By3vrH1YC
她繼續說著,看來要阻止她這個決定都有一點困難了。850Please respect copyright.PENANAzR6salTKlZ
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「我個心一早就比你睇穿哂啦,喺咪先。」850Please respect copyright.PENANA1wBCc3Pcpf
我不想再把話題集中在我與依玲的「冷戰」上。850Please respect copyright.PENANAuEKJc86yM0
於是稍為向她「調情」了一下。850Please respect copyright.PENANAmnm40vqUuZ
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「好衰啊你!講埋啲咁嘅嘢……」她笑著說。850Please respect copyright.PENANA758poeX2eh
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接著,我們就開始在電話裡頭聊著其他的話題了……850Please respect copyright.PENANAmR8AYrAtzM
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接下的一個星期,當然依玲還是繼續沒有與我有任何交流。850Please respect copyright.PENANAQQAZ7kOdHT
而今天也終於來到了這個中四學期的最後一個上課天。850Please respect copyright.PENANASAx8Ha6nT9
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「咁大家放暑假玩得開心啲之餘都要注重安全,同埋記得做暑期功課啊!」850Please respect copyright.PENANAFgnSLUUEPP
班主任劉老師站在了白板前向我們所有4F班的人說道。850Please respect copyright.PENANAInsfd9vXY3
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然後他就走到了教師桌前,開始把已經整理好的暑期功課放到了每行的第一個位子上。850Please respect copyright.PENANAJxGEgrXbFV
「大家都已經喺高中生,啲暑期功課都相對少啲,但大家都要自律每日抽啲時間做,唔好迫埋哂最尾幾日先做啊……第一個位嘅同學向後傳啲功課啦!」850Please respect copyright.PENANAGE2k7mzV8J
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接著大家就開始把暑期功課傳到後方,並同時查看了一下功課的內容。850Please respect copyright.PENANAPZfRV1l04I
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「哇,中文要作三篇文?!」850Please respect copyright.PENANAf897QQ4fR2
「劉老師咁樣好咩?」850Please respect copyright.PENANAV6I7dWqrpy
「通識要做剪報評論……咩年代啊……」850Please respect copyright.PENANArgkcRXgKai
「點解高中英文仲要做reading report架……」850Please respect copyright.PENANA2I5LCgsQ3s
「喺囉!又話做movie report嘅!」850Please respect copyright.PENANAB1GgGfT6aI
大家開始為暑期功課的內容吵鬧起來。850Please respect copyright.PENANA75feKBNfTl
但可能今天是最後一天上課日,劉老師都沒有特別喝止他們。850Please respect copyright.PENANAD42e5GGM9R
只是在一旁偷笑著。850Please respect copyright.PENANA7u1Us9ccQB
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但過了一段時間,我還沒有從前方,即是依玲的手上接過暑期功課。850Please respect copyright.PENANAeHXutmns4D
難道她不會是氣到連我的功課都不想向後傳吧……850Please respect copyright.PENANAS8MEurZtNk
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就在我想著這個可能性的時候,她終於向後傳遞了我的暑期功課。850Please respect copyright.PENANAH6rAUhNG5i
而在功課上面,更貼了一張便條紙,上面則寫著:850Please respect copyright.PENANAv85kJ2jZpU
「一陣放學留一留低,我有啲想同你傾。」850Please respect copyright.PENANApvndpO4fC3
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我看過紙條後,我心裡都立即想著:850Please respect copyright.PENANAptDfZ5klm3
「終於肯同我傾啦,一喺繼續一喺玩完,睇下喺邊樣啦。」850Please respect copyright.PENANAIMhexaxnOD
然後我就把便條紙連同功課一併放到了背包裡……850Please respect copyright.PENANAS9arl150OI
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接下來,很快就已經來到了放學的時間。850Please respect copyright.PENANAnAgVibzH1u
其他人都開始陸續與大家道別,然後離開課室。850Please respect copyright.PENANABw8b3PA6su
始終這一次道別後,可能就要等待到九月時,大家才會再次見面。850Please respect copyright.PENANAPLOPdJQqJ0
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此時,我就用著一個非常慢的速度收拾著背包。850Please respect copyright.PENANAlsnv2NXhy2
而我前方的依玲也與我一樣,慢慢地收拾著。850Please respect copyright.PENANA9YK81lPxNJ
看來她都是想等待大家全都離開後,才與我開始傾談……850Please respect copyright.PENANAVvnhS6XNNZ
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「Elaine,你走未啊?我哋一齊走!」850Please respect copyright.PENANAq5Am6YmaBH
突然Dan背著他的斜孭袋走到了依玲的前方說道。850Please respect copyright.PENANAxzBNEUw6N5
難道這傢伙連最後一天都要來搞亂我與依玲的「停戰協議」嗎?!850Please respect copyright.PENANATJyxKo3EhD
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「你走先啦,我今日約咗人。」依玲用著一個平淡的語氣跟Dan說道。850Please respect copyright.PENANAfoHc9XpA24
暴風雨前夕果然是特別平靜的……850Please respect copyright.PENANAR6nexQAHDS
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「吓?約咗人?你唔會喺約咗呢條友啊嘛?」Dan很錯愕地用手指指著我說。850Please respect copyright.PENANAEO0uWHKQC6
其實說話就可以禮貌一點的。我都有名字的,不是甚麼「呢條友」……850Please respect copyright.PENANA5Li4eKWHNy
我差點向他反了一個白眼。850Please respect copyright.PENANAxBGDIbFjKm
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「唔喺啊,你走啦!唔好煩住我!」850Please respect copyright.PENANAX9dn3iVhIf
依玲突然很不耐煩地大聲說道,然後更盯著了Dan。850Please respect copyright.PENANAkFbXod5N1K
其他在課室中還沒有離開的人都一同被依玲這句話吸引了注意,並把目光放到我們三人身上。850Please respect copyright.PENANABL69bLZbFx
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「嚟!Dan!我哋走啦!食飯啦!」850Please respect copyright.PENANANxLmIj65ND
很快Francis就走了過來把Dan一併拉走。850Please respect copyright.PENANA9ozyxgpuIQ
我想大家都已經預計得到,若再放任Dan在這裡繼續對依玲死纏著的話。850Please respect copyright.PENANAqwSzYOOdZt
肯定很快就會爆發世界大戰……850Please respect copyright.PENANAs1QwS6d0yJ
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而直到Dan被Francis拉離課室的一刻,他都是死盯著我。850Please respect copyright.PENANADjZ1LdVzu5
彷彿是因為我而令到他被依玲趕走了。850Please respect copyright.PENANAUYOzju35LS
但我只能說,這次真的不關我的事啊。850Please respect copyright.PENANAVodTHCOtOR
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接下來,大家都很快離開了課室。850Please respect copyright.PENANAagYZUaspWj
最後Felix及Harriet在走前更向我豎起了大拇指,彷彿在為我加油著……850Please respect copyright.PENANA2okC32gVoQ
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而這時候,課室也只剩下我與依玲。850Please respect copyright.PENANAc9SLZQSJ4p
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「佢哋走哂啦,你有咩想傾?」我先開口問道她。850Please respect copyright.PENANAfHhZePrnvv
始終與其在支支吾吾,倒不如直接開門見山。850Please respect copyright.PENANAR2OTruyAnO
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但依玲沒有立即說話,而是先轉身看著我,並坐到她的桌子上。850Please respect copyright.PENANAqlyixjWVac
接著才開始開口說:「其實琴晚Venus有搵過我。」850Please respect copyright.PENANAhZuSJnv8Jy
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果然Venus最後都是去找依玲傾訴了。850Please respect copyright.PENANA13xR6zthoF
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「佢話佢鍾意你,所以先會開始同你咁close。」她繼續用著一個平淡的語氣說。850Please respect copyright.PENANAjv3OV60VuI
Venus都避免比我更開門見山……850Please respect copyright.PENANANeyZ4agqBK
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「我都知Venus喺無意嘅,佢真喺純粹鍾意你先會想同你close啲。」850Please respect copyright.PENANA1fs14RfPea
她繼續說道,但似乎還不是她想向我表達的重點。850Please respect copyright.PENANAldXzq8lLqQ
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「其實呢……呢幾日我都有反省,點解自己會突然嬲咗阿侑你……」850Please respect copyright.PENANAWq40L6ktYK
她開始低著頭,並一邊用手不斷捏著自己的裙角,一邊繼續說:850Please respect copyright.PENANArh1yyRZ3Rg
「初初我可能真喺嬲因為你同佢close……Poppy都話我其實喺呷緊醋……」850Please respect copyright.PENANAfG5a6IaoK4
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「咁你喺咪呷醋啊真喺?」我終於有機會開口問道她。850Please respect copyright.PENANAIRBPA2luOd
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「其實我都唔知啊……只喺每次見到你同Venus互動,我都有啲唔開心……」850Please respect copyright.PENANAwkNO3EAQvW
她沒有直視我,而是繼續低著頭捏著自己的裙角。850Please respect copyright.PENANALuGWrKffjA
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「唔開心?」我追問著。850Please respect copyright.PENANAe4owiAV2C3
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「唔知點解……我會開始驚Venus會取代咗我嘅地立……咁講好奇怪呵……好似講到自己喺你女朋友咁,驚有個第三者突然取代咗自己咁。」850Please respect copyright.PENANA5hISXzOyIr
她說著的時間,表情也開始變得有點難受起來。850Please respect copyright.PENANAKwxZaSsBaN
始終她剛剛所說的比喻,都曾經發生過在她的身上。850Please respect copyright.PENANAlOsAnmAR39
那個甚麼Raymond與Jenifer的事情,都令到她的心曾經受過一次深深的傷害。850Please respect copyright.PENANAdbobK8mPCF
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「所以我好驚,突然有一日你會同我講……唔想再同我做好朋友……會離開我……」850Please respect copyright.PENANA8N9T7TUB1D
隨著她說完後,也開始哭了起來。850Please respect copyright.PENANAotPoXAH39k
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於是我馬上從背包中掏出一包紙巾,並抽出了一張紙巾。850Please respect copyright.PENANAzDLNoF9H9A
開始為她擦走臉上的眼淚,並同時開始說:850Please respect copyright.PENANAPaHeFrxj2Y
「我真喺無諗過要搵人取代你……你同Venus唔同,佢喺鍾意我,所以先會想同我有進一步發展……而依玲,你唔同,你喺真心出於朋友嘅好意先會想同我成為好朋友。」850Please respect copyright.PENANAq8XWuoQkxF
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她繼續哭泣著,並沒有回答我。850Please respect copyright.PENANANlBPqL0mo4
而我都站了她的前方再說:「咁你其實覺得我同你嘅關係到底喺咩?」850Please respect copyright.PENANA9rHN8BxxTz
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她聽到我的問題後,閉上了眼睛深呼吸了一下。850Please respect copyright.PENANAK3X8IU0D0L
然後接過了我手上的紙巾,再為自己的臉上的淚水擦了兩下。850Please respect copyright.PENANA1aa8DBKrAJ
而我仍然在等待著她的答案。850Please respect copyright.PENANAyJ5H6bHEN5
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「我同你嘅關係喺咪已經唔喺好朋友……」850Please respect copyright.PENANAywtPOMJVv9
她用著充滿淚水的雙眼看著我說道。850Please respect copyright.PENANADl5D2or6V5
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「只要你一日都當我喺你嘅好朋友,咁我哋永遠都喺好朋友……鍾依玲喺我阿鵬侑心目中,永都嘅好朋友,喺我喺高中識到嘅第一個好朋友。即使我同Venus點close都好,都唔會影響到你同我嘅好朋友關係。」850Please respect copyright.PENANAXT7yisCleL
我微笑著向她說。850Please respect copyright.PENANA3wJYoEHZhr
始終只要她不嫌棄,那我仍然都會是她的好朋友。850Please respect copyright.PENANAPNDH3T470k
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此刻她雖然雙眼仍然充滿著淚光。850Please respect copyright.PENANAWyAn7Zka5W
但聽到我的說話後,也開始慢慢地笑起來。850Please respect copyright.PENANARAU8Az8t3w
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「咁我哋依然都仲喺好朋友啦……」她笑著與我說。850Please respect copyright.PENANAU1bcok93Wm
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「喺……我哋繼續都喺好朋友。」我看著她回答。850Please respect copyright.PENANAHlxYAwyPqK
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此時,窗邊吹來了一陣夏日罕有的涼風。850Please respect copyright.PENANAIMesX11ZmA
而隨著窗簾的擺動,陽光的照射。850Please respect copyright.PENANASX67qlYdPL
我與依玲,彼此繼續看著對方笑著。850Please respect copyright.PENANAaHJGVO7oSz
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我們之間的故事,相信也會繼續以「好朋友」的方式,持續下去。850Please respect copyright.PENANAwwmz2y3s0X
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「你好,我是你的好朋友,永遠的好朋友」850Please respect copyright.PENANAwW0K0RUjXf
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—中四篇完結—850Please respect copyright.PENANAxSQTdO7zmY
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作者的話:多謝讀者一直的支持。同時也敬請各位期待接下來的《你好,我只是你的好朋友》中五篇!850Please respect copyright.PENANA02YUvuyzEW