第五十章:我是你的好朋友 (中四篇完結)767Please respect copyright.PENANAZie5lThEi3
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「咁其實你覺得我同你嘅關係到底喺咩?」767Please respect copyright.PENANAF6r7iw4Ndm
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此刻我正在依玲的前方問道她。767Please respect copyright.PENANArGxxUdlVbl
可能今天將會是我與她「好朋友」關係的終結。767Please respect copyright.PENANANutp8gXhSz
而為何我會這樣問道她,大慨要把事情回到大約一個星期前說起……767Please respect copyright.PENANARTnsmmjodx
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現在距離這個學期完結還有一個星期。767Please respect copyright.PENANAue1oQW4JrY
基本上在開放日後,我們返回學校都是做著些無聊的事情。767Please respect copyright.PENANAKeTL0rvddX
不是到禮堂聽講座,就是進行些班際的球類比賽,還有幾天甚至是任由我們在班房裡進行自由活動。767Please respect copyright.PENANAlPvOv7bdRE
等待暑假來臨的這段日子……真的有夠難捱。767Please respect copyright.PENANAsZTMJ28OWM
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當然還有另一個讓我感到難捱的問題就是……767Please respect copyright.PENANAVzGhCoIfGu
依玲仍然還在與我進行「冷戰」中。767Please respect copyright.PENANAqzfJU0iqsH
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自開放日那天後,她就再沒有與我有任何對話。767Please respect copyright.PENANA9sS8ol0Ze7
連平時晚上我們在手機互相發送訊息聊天的環節都沒有了。767Please respect copyright.PENANA3T3JlaMryI
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我當然有嘗試與她交流的……767Please respect copyright.PENANAEoqmrayrAf
但換來的卻是她的敷衍及無視。767Please respect copyright.PENANArvpfEbvDto
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起初我都是有一點生氣的,始終我都算是突然被她無緣無故地生氣了。767Please respect copyright.PENANAIvNYL0s2Dc
而是不是真的「無緣無故」,我都不知道。767Please respect copyright.PENANATeeZSVzluh
始終只有她自己才會知道真正的原因……767Please respect copyright.PENANA1IwFEWMMvv
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「你仲未同Elaine好翻啊?」Devin在一旁問道我。767Please respect copyright.PENANAUJyGh5whl5
現在是小息時段,我與他一同走到了樓下的小賣部去。767Please respect copyright.PENANA2Qj5Gfmco7
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「未啊……搞到依家連你哋都知佢嬲咗我啦……」我無奈地說著。767Please respect copyright.PENANARnvuaaDkg2
因為現在整個4F班的人都已經知道了依玲在氣著我的事。767Please respect copyright.PENANAmGnkCfmkbH
始終在他們眼中,我與依玲在課室是成雙成對的。767Please respect copyright.PENANAOlYDyBMhUU
但近這幾個星期,我與依玲竟然沒有任何交談。767Please respect copyright.PENANAxmVx8kWCM7
所以他們會察覺得到我們之間出現了異常。767Please respect copyright.PENANAIAAc2IEPIZ
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「搞咩嬲你咁耐啦……嬲你同Venus啊?」767Please respect copyright.PENANA8wX9CcAqXP
Devin又說出了另一個重點。767Please respect copyright.PENANAon8H1hRfBS
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現在這個課室中,知道我與Venus的關係,暫時有與Venus較熟絡的Charlotte及Devin。767Please respect copyright.PENANAuwoCoc4Om3
Charlotte應該是由Venus親自告訴她的,Devin則是我自己與他說的。767Please respect copyright.PENANAO5fouAizi1
而除了他們二人後,另外知情的還有Harriet、Felix及Daisy。767Please respect copyright.PENANAwE6NGvBiFf
他們三人都是在有一次學校早放我們去吃午飯時,Devin無意中提起而讓他們知道了的。767Please respect copyright.PENANA3Nw2sdP0hN
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「我諗都喺架啦……如果比佢知埋我同Venus喺咩關係,佢實斬死我都有份……」767Please respect copyright.PENANAb31ebISIUh
我現在只是幻想著當依玲知道了我與Venus現在的關係後,都已經感到很害怕了……767Please respect copyright.PENANALQsVfOlrDc
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「吓?咁Elaine又唔喺你女朋友,你同其他女仔嘅關係佢care咁多做乜啊……」767Please respect copyright.PENANA1xP8VNB4dO
Devin說的話也是有道理的。始終我與依玲只是「好朋友」。767Please respect copyright.PENANAZbuG2NezdS
她並沒有理由去管制我與甚麼人交友甚至交往的……767Please respect copyright.PENANAZfkQrwrh2W
但交往當然就是之後的事情了。767Please respect copyright.PENANAPWoJ6V5Olr
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「Elaine仲未睬翻你啊……」Venus在電話裡說道。767Please respect copyright.PENANAXQekiCprCX
由開放日那一晚起,Venus不時都會在晚上打電話給我聊天。767Please respect copyright.PENANAEzHuRRZ2HW
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「未啊……可能佢會嬲一世呢,哈哈。」我冷笑著回應她。767Please respect copyright.PENANAEBIJOiQDvp
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「但無理由keep住咁樣冷戰架嘛……始終你哋都喺好朋友。」767Please respect copyright.PENANAEDrvPFXuAs
她說到後面的那一句時,放慢了來說。767Please respect copyright.PENANAoa4hdlT9gc
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「我都唔知佢仲當唔當我喺好朋友添啦!」我用著諷刺的語氣說著。767Please respect copyright.PENANAUBZjbSfjGw
因為我都有想過最壞的打算就是依玲不再與我當朋友。767Please respect copyright.PENANABEVoZPyBQD
與我建立「好朋友」關係的是她,但可能終結這個關係的……也是她。767Please respect copyright.PENANAf8QOPqpIXF
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「對唔住啊……搞到你哋兩個咁……」突然Venus道歉起來。767Please respect copyright.PENANAAV6iMtcpPY
「唔關你事啊!做咩道歉啊!原本問題就喺我到,我早啲同佢講其實我同你嘅關係,咁佢就自然唔會成日誤會我喺刻意隱瞞佢。」767Please respect copyright.PENANAAPG21VaOvT
問題的確不在Venus身上,所以我都立即解釋起來。767Please respect copyright.PENANAdGbUkV3dAi
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「其實都只喺大家無講清楚,先會搞到依家咁。」她又說出了重點。767Please respect copyright.PENANAGa0Qxz7Ijz
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果然我與依玲會開始「冷戰」的導火線都是自社區活動那天起。767Please respect copyright.PENANAaeWVAX6aZk
那天我被她發現了原來我一直都有東西在隱瞞著她。767Please respect copyright.PENANAGgF61BiNXo
即使我應承了不會再隱瞞她任何的秘密,但其實她的內心仍然是覺得我有東西依然在隱瞞著她。767Please respect copyright.PENANAJa6Op6p6gn
女生就是這樣的,直到不把所謂的真相調查到底前,都不會罷休。767Please respect copyright.PENANA4Fy8TuLAM3
而依玲當然就是覺得我還在向她隱瞞著我與Venus的關係了……767Please respect copyright.PENANA1vynKHln5p
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「洗唔洗我幫你同佢傾兩句啊?」767Please respect copyright.PENANAuzfrLm5cBW
我還沒有回應Venus上一句時,她就已經說出了下一句。767Please respect copyright.PENANAEKXrWbZKkR
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「唔洗啦,要麻煩到你……」我有點不好意思地說。767Please respect copyright.PENANAVLOlwFcxDh
始終這都是我與依玲的事,而Venus都算是「受害人」之一。767Please respect copyright.PENANAqf1lhqQJYt
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「我都算間接有份搞到件事咁,所以我都有責任幫一幫手……同埋阿侑你啊!記得有心事就講出嚟,唔好成日收埋收埋。」767Please respect copyright.PENANAzlUoGRwxe7
她繼續說著,看來要阻止她這個決定都有一點困難了。767Please respect copyright.PENANAUma5MaNn6T
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「我個心一早就比你睇穿哂啦,喺咪先。」767Please respect copyright.PENANAWTUhOxRmE6
我不想再把話題集中在我與依玲的「冷戰」上。767Please respect copyright.PENANAaeGm18V5SN
於是稍為向她「調情」了一下。767Please respect copyright.PENANAr7NPQfW5VE
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「好衰啊你!講埋啲咁嘅嘢……」她笑著說。767Please respect copyright.PENANA7Gd8RAM506
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接著,我們就開始在電話裡頭聊著其他的話題了……767Please respect copyright.PENANALwEoD4Qygh
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接下的一個星期,當然依玲還是繼續沒有與我有任何交流。767Please respect copyright.PENANAgK8qufEDcM
而今天也終於來到了這個中四學期的最後一個上課天。767Please respect copyright.PENANAW883PLsu6c
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「咁大家放暑假玩得開心啲之餘都要注重安全,同埋記得做暑期功課啊!」767Please respect copyright.PENANAXcGhxFlFOZ
班主任劉老師站在了白板前向我們所有4F班的人說道。767Please respect copyright.PENANAEiEFYie6Es
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然後他就走到了教師桌前,開始把已經整理好的暑期功課放到了每行的第一個位子上。767Please respect copyright.PENANA7ivcL4ZjFG
「大家都已經喺高中生,啲暑期功課都相對少啲,但大家都要自律每日抽啲時間做,唔好迫埋哂最尾幾日先做啊……第一個位嘅同學向後傳啲功課啦!」767Please respect copyright.PENANAgim0yuMyUs
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接著大家就開始把暑期功課傳到後方,並同時查看了一下功課的內容。767Please respect copyright.PENANAZmnZKD8k6j
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「哇,中文要作三篇文?!」767Please respect copyright.PENANA6EnnRSOeyG
「劉老師咁樣好咩?」767Please respect copyright.PENANAIGprhoqCFi
「通識要做剪報評論……咩年代啊……」767Please respect copyright.PENANA8btMBZ6VqP
「點解高中英文仲要做reading report架……」767Please respect copyright.PENANAWpv8Ce9DL0
「喺囉!又話做movie report嘅!」767Please respect copyright.PENANAvliIN9untd
大家開始為暑期功課的內容吵鬧起來。767Please respect copyright.PENANAhBPA85SKu0
但可能今天是最後一天上課日,劉老師都沒有特別喝止他們。767Please respect copyright.PENANAKqJwonNGJ1
只是在一旁偷笑著。767Please respect copyright.PENANAUvw392Y1w3
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但過了一段時間,我還沒有從前方,即是依玲的手上接過暑期功課。767Please respect copyright.PENANAjzQKkyU5E1
難道她不會是氣到連我的功課都不想向後傳吧……767Please respect copyright.PENANA45HGzh9gYB
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就在我想著這個可能性的時候,她終於向後傳遞了我的暑期功課。767Please respect copyright.PENANA95qD2luH2E
而在功課上面,更貼了一張便條紙,上面則寫著:767Please respect copyright.PENANA8zknkMkiz8
「一陣放學留一留低,我有啲想同你傾。」767Please respect copyright.PENANAaLfoUfbX3e
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我看過紙條後,我心裡都立即想著:767Please respect copyright.PENANAVl1tLxSzpG
「終於肯同我傾啦,一喺繼續一喺玩完,睇下喺邊樣啦。」767Please respect copyright.PENANA535lm4R3uA
然後我就把便條紙連同功課一併放到了背包裡……767Please respect copyright.PENANAl5icZ9FuI8
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接下來,很快就已經來到了放學的時間。767Please respect copyright.PENANASQPcZD9TR3
其他人都開始陸續與大家道別,然後離開課室。767Please respect copyright.PENANAYQFtQ4MOnD
始終這一次道別後,可能就要等待到九月時,大家才會再次見面。767Please respect copyright.PENANAcILrUVwh2N
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此時,我就用著一個非常慢的速度收拾著背包。767Please respect copyright.PENANAi2zPKeydup
而我前方的依玲也與我一樣,慢慢地收拾著。767Please respect copyright.PENANA1sW0rUoigi
看來她都是想等待大家全都離開後,才與我開始傾談……767Please respect copyright.PENANAb6emWEOsi7
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「Elaine,你走未啊?我哋一齊走!」767Please respect copyright.PENANA5wCJV7Rmpg
突然Dan背著他的斜孭袋走到了依玲的前方說道。767Please respect copyright.PENANATqGYbTpqqc
難道這傢伙連最後一天都要來搞亂我與依玲的「停戰協議」嗎?!767Please respect copyright.PENANAWPUTXoQjAr
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「你走先啦,我今日約咗人。」依玲用著一個平淡的語氣跟Dan說道。767Please respect copyright.PENANAXXrR3TI0y8
暴風雨前夕果然是特別平靜的……767Please respect copyright.PENANAOrW9PbBGfl
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「吓?約咗人?你唔會喺約咗呢條友啊嘛?」Dan很錯愕地用手指指著我說。767Please respect copyright.PENANALGDAbG0Fij
其實說話就可以禮貌一點的。我都有名字的,不是甚麼「呢條友」……767Please respect copyright.PENANAMKXi00WLQ4
我差點向他反了一個白眼。767Please respect copyright.PENANAF5zKr5Xwgc
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「唔喺啊,你走啦!唔好煩住我!」767Please respect copyright.PENANAeiO2y0KSsq
依玲突然很不耐煩地大聲說道,然後更盯著了Dan。767Please respect copyright.PENANAKVOdiqrOi5
其他在課室中還沒有離開的人都一同被依玲這句話吸引了注意,並把目光放到我們三人身上。767Please respect copyright.PENANArBBV7cF3f5
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「嚟!Dan!我哋走啦!食飯啦!」767Please respect copyright.PENANAtbn5Fw7Zat
很快Francis就走了過來把Dan一併拉走。767Please respect copyright.PENANAOd0WfMtFIn
我想大家都已經預計得到,若再放任Dan在這裡繼續對依玲死纏著的話。767Please respect copyright.PENANAQFQOlCXePo
肯定很快就會爆發世界大戰……767Please respect copyright.PENANAjQSlua7uCe
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而直到Dan被Francis拉離課室的一刻,他都是死盯著我。767Please respect copyright.PENANAfxl2ltGo7s
彷彿是因為我而令到他被依玲趕走了。767Please respect copyright.PENANAHPPPkScr0W
但我只能說,這次真的不關我的事啊。767Please respect copyright.PENANAzc846Uk9zb
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接下來,大家都很快離開了課室。767Please respect copyright.PENANA0jY6O01QZT
最後Felix及Harriet在走前更向我豎起了大拇指,彷彿在為我加油著……767Please respect copyright.PENANAk9uF46cPhT
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而這時候,課室也只剩下我與依玲。767Please respect copyright.PENANAcLRO38IUFm
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「佢哋走哂啦,你有咩想傾?」我先開口問道她。767Please respect copyright.PENANAzf9EryTu4z
始終與其在支支吾吾,倒不如直接開門見山。767Please respect copyright.PENANAaC7JuxYJC3
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但依玲沒有立即說話,而是先轉身看著我,並坐到她的桌子上。767Please respect copyright.PENANAyvTLlabqPA
接著才開始開口說:「其實琴晚Venus有搵過我。」767Please respect copyright.PENANAlBol7wAtaY
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果然Venus最後都是去找依玲傾訴了。767Please respect copyright.PENANAOoFVXUXtFA
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「佢話佢鍾意你,所以先會開始同你咁close。」她繼續用著一個平淡的語氣說。767Please respect copyright.PENANA8LBOl9ZxGC
Venus都避免比我更開門見山……767Please respect copyright.PENANAsfrKKRlcHU
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「我都知Venus喺無意嘅,佢真喺純粹鍾意你先會想同你close啲。」767Please respect copyright.PENANAJNZIMc6E9l
她繼續說道,但似乎還不是她想向我表達的重點。767Please respect copyright.PENANAm5v9Maf5ZG
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「其實呢……呢幾日我都有反省,點解自己會突然嬲咗阿侑你……」767Please respect copyright.PENANAXpv9ngu2Vc
她開始低著頭,並一邊用手不斷捏著自己的裙角,一邊繼續說:767Please respect copyright.PENANAPWuZEFyTsY
「初初我可能真喺嬲因為你同佢close……Poppy都話我其實喺呷緊醋……」767Please respect copyright.PENANA19b3rRzZib
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「咁你喺咪呷醋啊真喺?」我終於有機會開口問道她。767Please respect copyright.PENANAmt3BWPEAJS
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「其實我都唔知啊……只喺每次見到你同Venus互動,我都有啲唔開心……」767Please respect copyright.PENANAtnjfxHvuEm
她沒有直視我,而是繼續低著頭捏著自己的裙角。767Please respect copyright.PENANA4SS7vJjAJQ
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「唔開心?」我追問著。767Please respect copyright.PENANA4V9EfO4S8j
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「唔知點解……我會開始驚Venus會取代咗我嘅地立……咁講好奇怪呵……好似講到自己喺你女朋友咁,驚有個第三者突然取代咗自己咁。」767Please respect copyright.PENANAHf2F49yzkP
她說著的時間,表情也開始變得有點難受起來。767Please respect copyright.PENANA1KSVnFr3cD
始終她剛剛所說的比喻,都曾經發生過在她的身上。767Please respect copyright.PENANAv7YIxF4UR3
那個甚麼Raymond與Jenifer的事情,都令到她的心曾經受過一次深深的傷害。767Please respect copyright.PENANA8jYNKFODcl
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「所以我好驚,突然有一日你會同我講……唔想再同我做好朋友……會離開我……」767Please respect copyright.PENANAn6TrhyKWoW
隨著她說完後,也開始哭了起來。767Please respect copyright.PENANAPGQTYzWNlT
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於是我馬上從背包中掏出一包紙巾,並抽出了一張紙巾。767Please respect copyright.PENANAZ4jwHnR9aw
開始為她擦走臉上的眼淚,並同時開始說:767Please respect copyright.PENANAYZFbY026Go
「我真喺無諗過要搵人取代你……你同Venus唔同,佢喺鍾意我,所以先會想同我有進一步發展……而依玲,你唔同,你喺真心出於朋友嘅好意先會想同我成為好朋友。」767Please respect copyright.PENANAGm9LbzDguW
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她繼續哭泣著,並沒有回答我。767Please respect copyright.PENANArFvZJSQYgR
而我都站了她的前方再說:「咁你其實覺得我同你嘅關係到底喺咩?」767Please respect copyright.PENANAthIjYKk3iX
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她聽到我的問題後,閉上了眼睛深呼吸了一下。767Please respect copyright.PENANAm2SczW8DWq
然後接過了我手上的紙巾,再為自己的臉上的淚水擦了兩下。767Please respect copyright.PENANABatadB4km9
而我仍然在等待著她的答案。767Please respect copyright.PENANA25eLI2kjfV
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「我同你嘅關係喺咪已經唔喺好朋友……」767Please respect copyright.PENANA15LxavImZg
她用著充滿淚水的雙眼看著我說道。767Please respect copyright.PENANAPtXSDUtjtz
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「只要你一日都當我喺你嘅好朋友,咁我哋永遠都喺好朋友……鍾依玲喺我阿鵬侑心目中,永都嘅好朋友,喺我喺高中識到嘅第一個好朋友。即使我同Venus點close都好,都唔會影響到你同我嘅好朋友關係。」767Please respect copyright.PENANAIg00TXHVmH
我微笑著向她說。767Please respect copyright.PENANA8Vq8l3ADpM
始終只要她不嫌棄,那我仍然都會是她的好朋友。767Please respect copyright.PENANAUn8IMb5iZp
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此刻她雖然雙眼仍然充滿著淚光。767Please respect copyright.PENANAPmonkZEDjk
但聽到我的說話後,也開始慢慢地笑起來。767Please respect copyright.PENANAaXtMNWiS9a
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「咁我哋依然都仲喺好朋友啦……」她笑著與我說。767Please respect copyright.PENANArLwtSJoXZY
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「喺……我哋繼續都喺好朋友。」我看著她回答。767Please respect copyright.PENANA1d57yUUhmH
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此時,窗邊吹來了一陣夏日罕有的涼風。767Please respect copyright.PENANAoVMjIGOYZx
而隨著窗簾的擺動,陽光的照射。767Please respect copyright.PENANAON7prY1adG
我與依玲,彼此繼續看著對方笑著。767Please respect copyright.PENANA31PMf5Gjs2
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我們之間的故事,相信也會繼續以「好朋友」的方式,持續下去。767Please respect copyright.PENANABKFlyPS4II
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「你好,我是你的好朋友,永遠的好朋友」767Please respect copyright.PENANAudByqYYpno
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—中四篇完結—767Please respect copyright.PENANA2R6T37Eeh1
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作者的話:多謝讀者一直的支持。同時也敬請各位期待接下來的《你好,我只是你的好朋友》中五篇!767Please respect copyright.PENANAHFiCTRBAqk