第三十七章:問與答780Please respect copyright.PENANAI5hHRmY3Cs
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「琴日做咩搵我搵得咁急,然後又要我打比你啊?」780Please respect copyright.PENANAxC9XO6T8yN
我在一大清早就問道剛好返回學校的依玲。780Please respect copyright.PENANACIcs04T8dP
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她剛回來並放下了自己的背句,然後就轉身向我說道:780Please respect copyright.PENANAzHBtHUwoK3
「無啊,琴日有啲急事……但喺搞掂咗啦。」780Please respect copyright.PENANAmLCO1N5Hcl
她的語氣與以往略有一點不同。780Please respect copyright.PENANAAcy6MqMfzA
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「做咩啦?心情差?」780Please respect copyright.PENANAR5H7OYpfyp
我察覺到她的不妥,於是再追問。780Please respect copyright.PENANAByq43ckel8
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「無嘢就無嘢啦!」她明顯變得有點煩躁起來。780Please respect copyright.PENANAwRvBXGqA5H
我看見她這樣,都沒有再追問下去。780Please respect copyright.PENANAfIw1yROzto
避免令她感到更煩躁。780Please respect copyright.PENANAIAR30cvYcD
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然後依玲都很快就轉回身,開始從背包拿出來一會要遞交的功課,並放到了桌上。780Please respect copyright.PENANAyxEB9EWReO
而我看著她突然的情緒轉差,只是感到有一點摸不清頭緒。780Please respect copyright.PENANAUmQjgT8FVz
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然而接下來的一整天,我與她都很少有交談,今天就是樣慢慢地過去了……780Please respect copyright.PENANAeSO6MO3Q30
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直到放學時,我最後一節的生物科與以往一樣,比其他選修科更早下課。780Please respect copyright.PENANAPqYEMTe1T7
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我拿著課本在樓梯上慢慢地走回課室的樓層時……780Please respect copyright.PENANAorHxCPyIeU
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「喂!Alvin!」780Please respect copyright.PENANA1H8eX15arK
我立即轉向後方,發現原來是一樣選讀生物科的Rita叫道我。780Please respect copyright.PENANAzXA4rIldxs
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「等埋我一齊行啦!」Rita說道。780Please respect copyright.PENANAf6ZjZIL3DD
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我站在了原地,等待著她走到與我同一級上。780Please respect copyright.PENANAi1hVQPH1bG
然後我們二人就慢慢地走下樓梯。780Please respect copyright.PENANATm1LAe8aAX
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「今日好似喺第一次Bio堂落堂之後,我哋一齊行翻課室。」780Please respect copyright.PENANAi6W56hQnd9
Rita在我一旁繼續說著。780Please respect copyright.PENANApO6OCPcqZ9
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因為以往生物科下課後,我都是往往自己一個走回課室的。780Please respect copyright.PENANAKNl8OSABqj
不是因為我不想與其他人有交談,而是我想享受這段只有自己一個的短暫時光。780Please respect copyright.PENANAtOaxueCilO
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「都好似第一次……你平時會同June一齊走架,今日做咩得自己一個?」我問道她。780Please respect copyright.PENANAlgmGkAiDWw
而June是以前我與Rita初中時,同班的其中一個同學。780Please respect copyright.PENANA2wdXzhSMPb
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「June佢有嘢想問老師,所以叫我走先……Alvin你喺有心事啊?」780Please respect copyright.PENANAvMxBQnYkXz
Rita走到比我下級的樓梯,然後抬頭看著我問道。780Please respect copyright.PENANAcCmdfehYBU
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「你又知我有心事?」我直接回答她。780Please respect copyright.PENANAgqS5Hse7aD
雖然我都不知道這刻自己是否真的有心事……780Please respect copyright.PENANAne0aQQm0Nf
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「咪傻啦你!我哋第四年同班架啦!一早睇穿哂你啦!」她笑著說。780Please respect copyright.PENANAXRB91XNGGp
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「咁你又睇到我有咩心事啊?」我反問她。780Please respect copyright.PENANALHMP673QFa
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「喺咪因為今日Elaine心情麻麻地,所以連帶到你都心情差啊?」780Please respect copyright.PENANAsJ9DS9l3Ax
嗯……她說出我今天的其中一個煩惱。780Please respect copyright.PENANAZLByrjOE7T
但我沒有回應她。780Please respect copyright.PENANAvpEqqw2mEd
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「唔講嘢!姐喺係啦!」780Please respect copyright.PENANAJ56HSVtRpb
她如同名偵探猜中了真相一樣指著我說。780Please respect copyright.PENANAvPDHmh1YMG
「Elaine我就唔知咩事啦……不過我反而有啲嘢想問下你……」780Please respect copyright.PENANA6tWM0UGQ1J
她再繼續說道,並在說最後那句時語氣變得略有一點沉重起來。780Please respect copyright.PENANAG4FxFp6cJB
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我看見她的語氣變了,於是便開口問道:780Please respect copyright.PENANAChA2oWH12f
「問咩啊?問到語氣都變哂嘅?」780Please respect copyright.PENANAdAoo6MOcUn
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「其實你放低咗Mandy未?」她看著我說。780Please respect copyright.PENANA9ZSxh08qkD
我聽到後頓時都一同沉默下來了……780Please respect copyright.PENANAMvJlBLCF8a
在這一剎那,如同空氣都靜止了一樣。780Please respect copyright.PENANAfAps7BtiiQ
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「我諗……我放低咗……掛……」我支支吾吾地說。780Please respect copyright.PENANA0w67ZRliCe
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「我都知喺要啲時間嘅……但喺如果……我話如果啊!」780Please respect copyright.PENANA4zr3RoN7iZ
她思考了一會後再說。780Please respect copyright.PENANAtq7PPyo8Q8
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「如果啲咩先?」780Please respect copyright.PENANA6ZH1iHTPNk
我發現她沒有把話說下去,於是便問道。780Please respect copyright.PENANAmvcXILcHF4
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「如果……如果Mandy同你講佢都一樣無放低到你呢?」780Please respect copyright.PENANA4e6aE4Dsz6
她略有點大聲地把這個「假設性」問題說了出來。780Please respect copyright.PENANAf9pRj8SLVh
使得我嚇一嚇,並立即向樓梯上方及下方看一看有沒有其他人在。780Please respect copyright.PENANAmGy8tTgCto
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確認沒有人後,我就開始思考了一下Rita剛剛的「假設性」問題……780Please respect copyright.PENANAEBKVWTpyc5
「咁我哋……我哋都分咗手啦!咁繼續留戀落去都唔喺辦法……咁我緊喺希望佢都快啲放得低啦……」780Please respect copyright.PENANAsVpV8roRAY
我笑著說,但我都相信自己這刻是在強顏歡笑著。780Please respect copyright.PENANA7ncAoVpYpA
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始終在與Mandy分後,經過了七月及八月情緒低落的洗禮。780Please respect copyright.PENANAHipHXKP2uH
直到升上中四後,前往了新環境及認識新的朋友們。780Please respect copyright.PENANA90eBsOCMkL
才使得與Mandy分手一事的悲傷慢慢地淡化……780Please respect copyright.PENANAQmLqcoxLXO
雖然不時都會一些對她的回憶,斷斷續續地出現在腦海中。780Please respect copyright.PENANAJxYNTgy52O
我都不清楚自己是否真的放下了對她的感情……780Please respect copyright.PENANA8QDtmYUeFD
所以我都不能確實回答。780Please respect copyright.PENANANTK58KOVQR
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「你睇得咁開嘅……」Rita對於我的答案,似乎有些保留。780Please respect copyright.PENANAWG5jnlkSNV
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「咁因為佢依家喺澳洲嘛,就算佢仲鍾意我……都做唔到啲咩架!」780Please respect copyright.PENANAm8eK1g7lKd
我直接與她說。780Please respect copyright.PENANAGmLylvRuEA
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始終我與Mandy分手的原因就是因為我們將會分隔異地。780Please respect copyright.PENANA8til5pJHFN
而大家都沒有信心去維繼續繫這一段長距離感情……780Please respect copyright.PENANAoLtGmTnL9i
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「除非佢突然話翻咗嚟香港啦……唔喺呢啲都只喺假設性問題……我哋快啲行啦。」780Please respect copyright.PENANArJIR9sJpGw
我不想再纏繞在這個「假設性」問題上,於是便催促Rita快點一同返回課室。780Please respect copyright.PENANAdyhU9EMKFK
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而Rita並沒有回應我剛剛的說話,只是點一點頭後,就與一同繼續往樓梯下方前進……780Please respect copyright.PENANAK4iArwYSqq
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回到家後,我立即躺在自己的床上。780Please respect copyright.PENANAAuLWwghns6
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「未換衫就攤上床?!快啲換翻屋企衫先!」780Please respect copyright.PENANARD4AKBY4wp
在我房間門口走過的姐姐看見我仍然穿著校服後,就命令我立即去替換衣服。780Please respect copyright.PENANAPHdfiiJ5Rk
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而我正在換衣的時候……780Please respect copyright.PENANAdXasSoTPP2
「鈴—鈴—」780Please respect copyright.PENANAXOF8iDcPPh
突然手機鈴聲響起了。780Please respect copyright.PENANACCRxDWyHks
於我便快速地更換好衣服,並拿起了手機查看是誰致電給了我。780Please respect copyright.PENANADgjcWDpawa
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當我一拿起手機,發現是依玲的來電。780Please respect copyright.PENANAZBnL1V47qx
我二話不說就接聽了。780Please respect copyright.PENANA3S6RqCjnZU
「喂?依玲?」780Please respect copyright.PENANAYazqHicLDn
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「喂?阿侑啊……你做緊咩啊?」她有點支支吾吾地問道我。780Please respect copyright.PENANAv3nDQAozeO
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「我啱啱翻到屋企換完衫啊。」我如實告訴她我剛剛做了些甚麼。780Please respect copyright.PENANApco4P3bJKM
「哦……我都啱啱翻到屋企啊……」她繼續吞吞吐吐地說著。780Please respect copyright.PENANAcSd10nPMnQ
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「做咩突然打比我啊?」我還是把話題帶回為何她會突然打給我。780Please respect copyright.PENANANClR44ZDUv
「無……因為今日我對你啲態度好似麻麻地咁,所以想打嚟同你道歉……Sorry啊。」780Please respect copyright.PENANAfcp0cI990Y
她向我道歉起來。780Please respect copyright.PENANAX3ePDr0xxl
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「哦……好少事嚟……我都無hard feeling,同埋你心情差嘛……所以我無事!放心!」780Please respect copyright.PENANAQYx74yADx3
我希望她不要太過介意。780Please respect copyright.PENANA3pZvaRc1lN
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但當我說完後,她立即沒有回應我,反而是沉默了一會……780Please respect copyright.PENANAwE6gBBheCG
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「其實呢……阿侑你喺咪鍾意Venus啊?」她突然問道我。780Please respect copyright.PENANAjQtQZzMBuM
為什麼大家今天都會有這麼多的問題……780Please respect copyright.PENANA1pqmOG31IV
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「唔喺啊,我同佢喺friend咋嘛。」我連忙為解釋起來。780Please respect copyright.PENANAJWIbECT7En
但其實這個問題真的有待我去再思考一下……780Please respect copyright.PENANABV2v9ZRhRE
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「因為琴日Poppy話見到你兩個一齊上咗架出港島嘅巴士……所以我先問一問。」780Please respect copyright.PENANAnOfbq664G5
她又開始支支吾吾地說著。780Please respect copyright.PENANAlvFi0ZmArS
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「哦!因為琴日我要出去我媽公司到攞嚟緊Venus件戲服嘅布袋,而我媽又想幫佢做埋度身,所以先叫我帶埋佢出去。」780Please respect copyright.PENANAh1igXhSPXp
我把昨天的事情如實告訴了她。780Please respect copyright.PENANAaMbHb3mbOL
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「原來喺咁……」她說。780Please respect copyright.PENANAfljFiqayCu
「所以我哋真喺普通朋友嚟。」我立即再補充多句。780Please respect copyright.PENANAsyhE0xHEVx
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「我會咁問其實喺因為見你兩個近排啲互動都有啲埋,覺得你兩個有啲夾……」780Please respect copyright.PENANA6pIScXVgqs
她這句的說話方式及語氣都感覺似曾相識的……780Please respect copyright.PENANAFCYaGuzFzn
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莫非她是在介意在我與Venus的事?780Please respect copyright.PENANAAvFwRMAnNr
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「雖然你知道他並不屬於你的,但你仍然會時時刻刻為他在著緊」780Please respect copyright.PENANA5DnbqlztVU