第一二九章:畢業營(八)502Please respect copyright.PENANAiqHpGTwRhY
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眼前漆黑一團,已經分不清哪裡是左,哪裡是右。502Please respect copyright.PENANAVZA2qWexUA
甚至連自己是否上下顛倒都不知道。502Please respect copyright.PENANAYqC2n0zmqD
身體輕飄飄似的,好像可以往遠方飄去,但同時又感覺有股不名的力量正把我拉扯在原地上。502Please respect copyright.PENANAQPvLaiIaOl
這種感覺,真的很古怪。502Please respect copyright.PENANAPpsaZHtrmH
到底我在哪,這裡是哪裡?502Please respect copyright.PENANAPd5iyfjCRB
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然而正當我在心中詢問這兩道問題時,卻突然眼前一亮。502Please respect copyright.PENANAFMFTDeBeQe
有一顆散發著刺眼光芒的球體出現在眼前。502Please respect copyright.PENANAQZQflsxTne
接著就是無數耀眼的小光點,在黑暗中閃爍起來。502Please respect copyright.PENANA8qlVXFtk7r
這是月亮嗎?這些是星星嗎?502Please respect copyright.PENANAyGi3LWF0yU
這是夜空嗎……夜空,怎麼又是夜空……502Please respect copyright.PENANAkuNrSeMprx
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「咁我哋繼續保持住依家咁樣嘅關係先啦。」502Please respect copyright.PENANAVy2ttEKMby
聽到這句熟悉的說話,我馬上向四周查看。502Please respect copyright.PENANA1zzQ9UCdZc
是我,我看到自己正與Venus雙雙坐在公園的滑梯上。502Please respect copyright.PENANAIMdyN2beIW
她把頭靠在我的肩膊上,向我說了這一句話。502Please respect copyright.PENANATarTxkAbpD
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「不如我哋重新嚟過,唔喺曾經嘅戀人,唔喺前男女朋友,而喺重新由朋友呢個關係再開始過。」502Please respect copyright.PENANAz6bO2rJs4W
這次到我的身後傳來另一把聲音。502Please respect copyright.PENANAcdGhXpDzdd
扭過頭去看,又是我,我正與Mandy站在一盞昏黃的街燈下。502Please respect copyright.PENANArnKYH2Xjwg
同時淚水也從她的眼眶流下來。502Please respect copyright.PENANAthKi8bc2IK
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「咁我哋依然都仲喺好朋友啦。」502Please respect copyright.PENANA4MwPTOp88V
果不其然她也出現了。502Please respect copyright.PENANAmC8GLosV53
我轉過身來,看著自己,看著自己正在課室裡與她,依玲對望。502Please respect copyright.PENANAHrLmac4QLJ
兩年的自己、還有兩年前還是斜陰瀏海及沒有佩帶眼鏡的依玲,真的令人感到懷念呢……502Please respect copyright.PENANAh45WHtsysl
但是,到底我在懷疑甚麼呢?502Please respect copyright.PENANAcuwkcTf2SK
我知道這些都只是過去,都只是記憶。502Please respect copyright.PENANAO0LDZpDkpW
為何越是回想它們,就越讓我感到傷感呢?502Please respect copyright.PENANAjlNkX5g0ZY
這些回憶就如同昨天發生一樣,但我卻覺得它們已經在我的腦海中殘存了許多年了。502Please respect copyright.PENANAqeBxwtgDdl
一年?三年?還是五年呢……?502Please respect copyright.PENANAdFZj3qkg4A
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時間在這裡形同虛無一樣,既存在,又不存在。502Please respect copyright.PENANAI9c0GLB8ct
我開始連自己是過去、現在、還是未來都開始搞不懂。502Please respect copyright.PENANALgTObMdgcS
但此時,眼前卻突然出現一道溫暖的光芒。502Please respect copyright.PENANATusFn4JUT8
有一個熟悉但同時又感到陌生的身影出現在那道光芒之中。502Please respect copyright.PENANASRIJIkk3i9
「她」緩慢地向我伸出手。502Please respect copyright.PENANAxJ7S2ot1cV
我很想捉住那一隻手,卻一直都無法向前。502Please respect copyright.PENANAgUQSifSBtT
那一股無形的力量,在瞬間便開始把我拉離那一道光。502Please respect copyright.PENANAcPxvjy1kUG
不要!不要拉我走!我還有話要跟「你」說!502Please respect copyright.PENANAjGX6IXLOoU
請讓我跟你說一聲,其實我……502Please respect copyright.PENANA605cAH7aBP
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「我……」502Please respect copyright.PENANAHuAcnBnvQJ
在模糊的意識裡,我慢慢地張開了眼睛。502Please respect copyright.PENANAOSThSVTBVZ
只見米黃色的天花板以及我舉高了的右手。502Please respect copyright.PENANAe4xtaqfPDr
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我立即放下右手,並向床的右邊一看。502Please respect copyright.PENANARmbR6tUqop
只見Felix等人都在碌架床上熟睡著。502Please respect copyright.PENANAhCutc4Q7xO
對,我現在正身處在宿舍裡。502Please respect copyright.PENANAqCmH2i3R9E
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「已經好耐無發過啲咁真實嘅夢啦。」我不禁在心裡說了這句話。502Please respect copyright.PENANAMJp0brmk8u
接著便拿起了放在床邊的手機查看時間。502Please respect copyright.PENANAKxnhjAdVeX
是早上六時正,與大家預定的七時起床還距離一段時間。502Please respect copyright.PENANADEcO0TX9zu
到底應該再小睡多一會,還是起床好呢……502Please respect copyright.PENANAqJdESVqDtk
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就在我糾結著的時候,卻突然聽到隔壁的房間傳來了開門聲。502Please respect copyright.PENANAkbs14Bu3bP
出於好奇心,我便爬下了床並打開房間的門,看看到底是誰睡醒了。502Please respect copyright.PENANAU821xNb45L
「咦,Alvin你同烏溪沙嗰次一樣咁早醒喎!」是Clark。502Please respect copyright.PENANALU4Ece0JPj
「你都咁早醒嘅?」我小心翼翼地把房門關上,以免弄醒裡面的人。502Please respect copyright.PENANAcbQMw30jkX
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「我不嬲都好早醒。」Clark一邊說著,一邊走到了沙發上盤坐起來。502Please respect copyright.PENANAvQ3ogDI7Uc
相比起他經常很早就醒來,我對於他此刻盤坐起來的舉動更感好奇。502Please respect copyright.PENANAUzrKOUlJek
於是便坐到了大廳的另一張沙發上問道他:「咁做咩要盤坐喺到?」502Please respect copyright.PENANAXNdvZ0bhsJ
「做冥想。」他的語氣突然變得平心靜氣起來。502Please respect copyright.PENANAio82stjtPY
「冥想?佛教嗰啲?」502Please respect copyright.PENANAD9ciURElz7
「欸……我冥想又唔喺想淨心嘅,只喺想感受一下身邊所有事物嘅流動。」502Please respect copyright.PENANArdzOHSnNnm
他說完後,就閉上眼睛,深呼吸了一口。502Please respect copyright.PENANAEE0ebA5TZD
因此,我便一同模仿起來,雙腳盤坐並閉上眼睛深呼吸……502Please respect copyright.PENANAEIQuH1WPTx
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「呱—呱—」502Please respect copyright.PENANAbIQLSteTU8
然而,就在我開始「冥想」時,外面卻傳來一陣古怪的鳥啼。502Please respect copyright.PENANAEB56m5L0Iy
因此我立即張開雙眼並說:「呢隻雀定鴨嚟架……」502Please respect copyright.PENANAxp4OcS2dnn
「佢可以喺雀,可以喺鴨。」Clark仍然閉著眼說道。502Please respect copyright.PENANAGkmtWqEKzv
但他的這一句模稜兩可似的,使得我也感到疑惑起來。502Please respect copyright.PENANAgfAs8YDmG2
「點又可以喺雀又可以喺鴨?兩種生物嚟架喎。」502Please respect copyright.PENANAF5O0iXrtrU
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而他隨即只是搖一搖頭並說:「你會認為佢唔喺雀就喺鴨,只因為你局限咗喺個人認知入面。或者佢喺一隻幻想自己喺雀嘅鴨呢?咁佢到底喺鴨定喺雀呢?」502Please respect copyright.PENANAzQrWeebQEL
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「咁緊喺鴨啦,佢本質喺鴨啊嘛!」我馬上理所當然地說道。502Please respect copyright.PENANA9ZzT9RiZMK
但是迎來的,只是Clark再一次搖頭起來。502Please respect copyright.PENANALMeFQ46wiz
「你一咬定佢喺鴨,只喺你嘅諗法。但企喺佢角度,佢可能覺得自己喺隻雀呢!雖然佢肉體上喺鴨,但心靈上就喺雀。咁我哋又應唔應該淨喺認可佢嘅軀體,而忽略佢嘅靈魂呢?」502Please respect copyright.PENANAANbS2rbd6a
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「哇,你越講越玄,我開始聽唔明啦!」502Please respect copyright.PENANAVWd4MvKWiB
又雀、又鴨、又個人認知、又軀體、又靈魂,真是越說越撲朔迷離。502Please respect copyright.PENANAwgA7WBlUzH
「Alvin。」但他很快又叫道了我的名字並張開眼來。502Please respect copyright.PENANA9wlFe2rHzs
「做咩啦?」與此同時,我也恢復回正常的坐姿。502Please respect copyright.PENANA7sQKmr1Mgy
畢竟盤坐久了,雙腳也開始發麻了。502Please respect copyright.PENANAehrThh8EsB
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「你有無諗過有唔同時間線嘅自己?」502Please respect copyright.PENANAcXJr5TkE7L
來了,是他們玄學組的「多元世界論」。502Please respect copyright.PENANAkSMDPHlBvD
「你喺指可能喺另一個世界有個女版嘅我?」我開玩笑地說道。502Please respect copyright.PENANAX0C2274Jp7
可是Clark的表情並沒有任何變化,仍然是神氣自若地看著我說:502Please respect copyright.PENANAuqNhFP4FJ5
「唔喺,我指可能喺有另一個時間線嘅你,可能同緊Elaine、Mandy或者Venus其中一個一齊拍緊拖。」502Please respect copyright.PENANABdQwgZGUaZ
「邊有可能會一齊啊,哈。」我立即皺起眉並輕笑著說道。502Please respect copyright.PENANAyidJfnGGTo
「點解唔會一齊呢?」他選擇了追問。502Please respect copyright.PENANASnFwA4fGCd
使我不禁抓了一抓頭後,便靠在沙發上沉思了一會。502Please respect copyright.PENANAXGbf7PpVz9
並在大約一分鐘後,我也開口:「因為感情唔喺你想像中咁易。」502Please respect copyright.PENANAm5ZKKUbWrt
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然而,這次Clark沒有追問或反問,而是做了一個示意我繼續的手勢。502Please respect copyright.PENANAdkCO4XwTe1
因此我接著也雙手抱胸繼續說:「當你鍾意咗一個人,你會驚對方唔鍾意你。當你同一個人相愛,你會驚對方離開你。當你挽留一個人,你會驚大家會重蹈覆轍。當你放低一個人,你會後悔其實自己做錯咗抉擇。當你搵到下一位摯愛,你會驚佢會唔會只喺你下一位前度。最後當你……」502Please respect copyright.PENANAiuzuP3dZpA
我停住了,沒有繼續說下去。502Please respect copyright.PENANAV9QA0xv0Sm
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而Clark也當然問道:「最後咩?」502Please respect copyright.PENANA9u3fUOghil
我沒有即時回答,反而是再次閉起了雙眼,大口地深呼吸起來。502Please respect copyright.PENANAsMBE9iT43K
然後就張開眼,並說:502Please respect copyright.PENANADZzf6lZRR4
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「最後當你再遇到佢嘅時候,到底應該釋懷放手,定喺再次捉緊佢。」502Please respect copyright.PENANAgxdWj7zN7m
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「讓自己停滯不前的,是過去、現在、還是未來呢」