第一二九章:畢業營(八)503Please respect copyright.PENANAwHbCzb0B8X
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眼前漆黑一團,已經分不清哪裡是左,哪裡是右。503Please respect copyright.PENANA7BNhj2CbUf
甚至連自己是否上下顛倒都不知道。503Please respect copyright.PENANAx1nopKnOIy
身體輕飄飄似的,好像可以往遠方飄去,但同時又感覺有股不名的力量正把我拉扯在原地上。503Please respect copyright.PENANA3ooZ8FoRrR
這種感覺,真的很古怪。503Please respect copyright.PENANAxy7hU93ud0
到底我在哪,這裡是哪裡?503Please respect copyright.PENANA9V7EmSC1K5
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然而正當我在心中詢問這兩道問題時,卻突然眼前一亮。503Please respect copyright.PENANA87KB9gY6Ox
有一顆散發著刺眼光芒的球體出現在眼前。503Please respect copyright.PENANAVKXG6Uckf6
接著就是無數耀眼的小光點,在黑暗中閃爍起來。503Please respect copyright.PENANAZFIBlmPzH7
這是月亮嗎?這些是星星嗎?503Please respect copyright.PENANAeWR594nByE
這是夜空嗎……夜空,怎麼又是夜空……503Please respect copyright.PENANAY6Ch2mqSCF
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「咁我哋繼續保持住依家咁樣嘅關係先啦。」503Please respect copyright.PENANAoaJtVv2Ly6
聽到這句熟悉的說話,我馬上向四周查看。503Please respect copyright.PENANAULBKobL32X
是我,我看到自己正與Venus雙雙坐在公園的滑梯上。503Please respect copyright.PENANAqn2E9UYmhL
她把頭靠在我的肩膊上,向我說了這一句話。503Please respect copyright.PENANA9CWGd6IuyC
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「不如我哋重新嚟過,唔喺曾經嘅戀人,唔喺前男女朋友,而喺重新由朋友呢個關係再開始過。」503Please respect copyright.PENANAEr8U5N2dyY
這次到我的身後傳來另一把聲音。503Please respect copyright.PENANAilMBq55Lio
扭過頭去看,又是我,我正與Mandy站在一盞昏黃的街燈下。503Please respect copyright.PENANAUYNiBgTFgP
同時淚水也從她的眼眶流下來。503Please respect copyright.PENANAKXnRgkg9oe
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「咁我哋依然都仲喺好朋友啦。」503Please respect copyright.PENANAnbJffhqnAn
果不其然她也出現了。503Please respect copyright.PENANAamElLe69m0
我轉過身來,看著自己,看著自己正在課室裡與她,依玲對望。503Please respect copyright.PENANAcJKQMoJ3WT
兩年的自己、還有兩年前還是斜陰瀏海及沒有佩帶眼鏡的依玲,真的令人感到懷念呢……503Please respect copyright.PENANA8xNrjPSvwL
但是,到底我在懷疑甚麼呢?503Please respect copyright.PENANAU4glJti3dh
我知道這些都只是過去,都只是記憶。503Please respect copyright.PENANAGOJGWsLGZX
為何越是回想它們,就越讓我感到傷感呢?503Please respect copyright.PENANA8ZZTjXeYdA
這些回憶就如同昨天發生一樣,但我卻覺得它們已經在我的腦海中殘存了許多年了。503Please respect copyright.PENANAH6AhlPXBGl
一年?三年?還是五年呢……?503Please respect copyright.PENANATB9MqZIUmC
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時間在這裡形同虛無一樣,既存在,又不存在。503Please respect copyright.PENANALA7uwRRyEV
我開始連自己是過去、現在、還是未來都開始搞不懂。503Please respect copyright.PENANA2dsIyEM4g7
但此時,眼前卻突然出現一道溫暖的光芒。503Please respect copyright.PENANAbJqbrKHWKh
有一個熟悉但同時又感到陌生的身影出現在那道光芒之中。503Please respect copyright.PENANADvGbeV4W6T
「她」緩慢地向我伸出手。503Please respect copyright.PENANAJDCftwgejV
我很想捉住那一隻手,卻一直都無法向前。503Please respect copyright.PENANALqTVI1IGWY
那一股無形的力量,在瞬間便開始把我拉離那一道光。503Please respect copyright.PENANAsbMzmNG2GL
不要!不要拉我走!我還有話要跟「你」說!503Please respect copyright.PENANAEPvdDELEO3
請讓我跟你說一聲,其實我……503Please respect copyright.PENANAKdUEbLApB1
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「我……」503Please respect copyright.PENANAlg6brBw3PM
在模糊的意識裡,我慢慢地張開了眼睛。503Please respect copyright.PENANA6kpbJOIoyt
只見米黃色的天花板以及我舉高了的右手。503Please respect copyright.PENANAD6uWETjZLU
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我立即放下右手,並向床的右邊一看。503Please respect copyright.PENANAzuXjWxroiY
只見Felix等人都在碌架床上熟睡著。503Please respect copyright.PENANAltvA5Gs1Ef
對,我現在正身處在宿舍裡。503Please respect copyright.PENANAYMRgMl2ImW
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「已經好耐無發過啲咁真實嘅夢啦。」我不禁在心裡說了這句話。503Please respect copyright.PENANAKYd0HCDALA
接著便拿起了放在床邊的手機查看時間。503Please respect copyright.PENANAHxUsV7LpTt
是早上六時正,與大家預定的七時起床還距離一段時間。503Please respect copyright.PENANAFH28p79U7q
到底應該再小睡多一會,還是起床好呢……503Please respect copyright.PENANA8fiZxqyxwi
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就在我糾結著的時候,卻突然聽到隔壁的房間傳來了開門聲。503Please respect copyright.PENANAF7AkPSGmmy
出於好奇心,我便爬下了床並打開房間的門,看看到底是誰睡醒了。503Please respect copyright.PENANASZ3mbNoNCg
「咦,Alvin你同烏溪沙嗰次一樣咁早醒喎!」是Clark。503Please respect copyright.PENANAmu45Vkmy1H
「你都咁早醒嘅?」我小心翼翼地把房門關上,以免弄醒裡面的人。503Please respect copyright.PENANAgujetdD9uk
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「我不嬲都好早醒。」Clark一邊說著,一邊走到了沙發上盤坐起來。503Please respect copyright.PENANAUrSTloBltS
相比起他經常很早就醒來,我對於他此刻盤坐起來的舉動更感好奇。503Please respect copyright.PENANAet3sVwzVOn
於是便坐到了大廳的另一張沙發上問道他:「咁做咩要盤坐喺到?」503Please respect copyright.PENANAniwgA4CIlK
「做冥想。」他的語氣突然變得平心靜氣起來。503Please respect copyright.PENANAjCoTEN5IJF
「冥想?佛教嗰啲?」503Please respect copyright.PENANANzWF6P2Ll7
「欸……我冥想又唔喺想淨心嘅,只喺想感受一下身邊所有事物嘅流動。」503Please respect copyright.PENANAp9qDfe6owX
他說完後,就閉上眼睛,深呼吸了一口。503Please respect copyright.PENANA6NlVp4v0ZU
因此,我便一同模仿起來,雙腳盤坐並閉上眼睛深呼吸……503Please respect copyright.PENANAx0p50eMdd3
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「呱—呱—」503Please respect copyright.PENANAJgppDhmfIZ
然而,就在我開始「冥想」時,外面卻傳來一陣古怪的鳥啼。503Please respect copyright.PENANAh9HNmxROEq
因此我立即張開雙眼並說:「呢隻雀定鴨嚟架……」503Please respect copyright.PENANAQqldnKC4ab
「佢可以喺雀,可以喺鴨。」Clark仍然閉著眼說道。503Please respect copyright.PENANAiB9ThDWZFC
但他的這一句模稜兩可似的,使得我也感到疑惑起來。503Please respect copyright.PENANAn99dSQ4KKK
「點又可以喺雀又可以喺鴨?兩種生物嚟架喎。」503Please respect copyright.PENANAzX9MmRqgKa
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而他隨即只是搖一搖頭並說:「你會認為佢唔喺雀就喺鴨,只因為你局限咗喺個人認知入面。或者佢喺一隻幻想自己喺雀嘅鴨呢?咁佢到底喺鴨定喺雀呢?」503Please respect copyright.PENANAyv5widTjnQ
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「咁緊喺鴨啦,佢本質喺鴨啊嘛!」我馬上理所當然地說道。503Please respect copyright.PENANAKAvBDimQ7k
但是迎來的,只是Clark再一次搖頭起來。503Please respect copyright.PENANATJukKelKF5
「你一咬定佢喺鴨,只喺你嘅諗法。但企喺佢角度,佢可能覺得自己喺隻雀呢!雖然佢肉體上喺鴨,但心靈上就喺雀。咁我哋又應唔應該淨喺認可佢嘅軀體,而忽略佢嘅靈魂呢?」503Please respect copyright.PENANAbcqHp4XsVw
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「哇,你越講越玄,我開始聽唔明啦!」503Please respect copyright.PENANAlfF7nTJIjH
又雀、又鴨、又個人認知、又軀體、又靈魂,真是越說越撲朔迷離。503Please respect copyright.PENANAqNz0wQ6VCO
「Alvin。」但他很快又叫道了我的名字並張開眼來。503Please respect copyright.PENANAiN1iNjAjRL
「做咩啦?」與此同時,我也恢復回正常的坐姿。503Please respect copyright.PENANAaaqn7hZlH1
畢竟盤坐久了,雙腳也開始發麻了。503Please respect copyright.PENANA3KUKCsVzO0
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「你有無諗過有唔同時間線嘅自己?」503Please respect copyright.PENANAUZ2Q9oKZ2g
來了,是他們玄學組的「多元世界論」。503Please respect copyright.PENANAiiq55SZ7qm
「你喺指可能喺另一個世界有個女版嘅我?」我開玩笑地說道。503Please respect copyright.PENANAYeU8K5gaEJ
可是Clark的表情並沒有任何變化,仍然是神氣自若地看著我說:503Please respect copyright.PENANAWw05ioOyo0
「唔喺,我指可能喺有另一個時間線嘅你,可能同緊Elaine、Mandy或者Venus其中一個一齊拍緊拖。」503Please respect copyright.PENANAH0UnSxtEKB
「邊有可能會一齊啊,哈。」我立即皺起眉並輕笑著說道。503Please respect copyright.PENANAbub1diZmiG
「點解唔會一齊呢?」他選擇了追問。503Please respect copyright.PENANAAVr3GdiqFj
使我不禁抓了一抓頭後,便靠在沙發上沉思了一會。503Please respect copyright.PENANA3LqFyJy2QN
並在大約一分鐘後,我也開口:「因為感情唔喺你想像中咁易。」503Please respect copyright.PENANAG0ozxArHC8
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然而,這次Clark沒有追問或反問,而是做了一個示意我繼續的手勢。503Please respect copyright.PENANATq7J2DMITg
因此我接著也雙手抱胸繼續說:「當你鍾意咗一個人,你會驚對方唔鍾意你。當你同一個人相愛,你會驚對方離開你。當你挽留一個人,你會驚大家會重蹈覆轍。當你放低一個人,你會後悔其實自己做錯咗抉擇。當你搵到下一位摯愛,你會驚佢會唔會只喺你下一位前度。最後當你……」503Please respect copyright.PENANAGOD5d1XfAR
我停住了,沒有繼續說下去。503Please respect copyright.PENANAmkLbnoec5L
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而Clark也當然問道:「最後咩?」503Please respect copyright.PENANAQq3EL035W0
我沒有即時回答,反而是再次閉起了雙眼,大口地深呼吸起來。503Please respect copyright.PENANAok2OTkrWn7
然後就張開眼,並說:503Please respect copyright.PENANA4hiiynzb30
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「最後當你再遇到佢嘅時候,到底應該釋懷放手,定喺再次捉緊佢。」503Please respect copyright.PENANALK2hoHGuM5
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「讓自己停滯不前的,是過去、現在、還是未來呢」