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我們分手的那一天……458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qoIbQzcQZ
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0u4uglqQLe
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZGECXAItJ
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkuXwc3mdV
458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEdZARiCWs
我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEBnL7cbqn
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLEq14Wq8B
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa61QYFvPgi
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnM5L7izA6t
顯示的卻是單剔號。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3d7qohMQ02
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECuaIDgsQn
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYFK2haxQV
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8ExmcJfC5
458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKH9YWHRO7b
雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4Kd0HgpeM
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5W72MNDVJ
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6ivvNJGjK
458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUCRo9uBJo
「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZU2uCLsQE2
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIG5yteHNqR
458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAl0bb1ZtX
因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡch9LldUbw6
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUr0xEq49BU
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IpI4SzLGE
458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG50ilNsc5U
「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3sN5lTbOV
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JnWhCyVCs
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKJwJqU2B3
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnijyD0kqHv
458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHJ1ir5EI2
「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0AhVa7AjU
這是回憶嗎？458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLuG5KiGfa
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYnhdSdxZC
又是回憶了。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfij6BHNgQL
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVzH3t7LiG
怎樣都是回憶。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3YqJ9Zhsd
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvOirPLbee
不要再是回憶了。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDeGY1lchd
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Vgg9xtoGz
不要、不要、不要！458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0MgUIdJcM
「我唔想離開你！」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUChhSO3xC
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「夠啦！」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmra8QNsm4
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavyQBPXhS2
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5j98PUrzgm
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnVCe9uhjT
458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWf5ek44Jg
好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pIFPdauQ9
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlL4AlLGLvc
「咦？」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfb0UkfnKTq
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02KsRnf8wn
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkELFM2mfjK
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我轉過身，來到了床邊。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrq6waudTA
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnYci9ua3A
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKB7OvARqzC
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7NMLRwI3Q
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Hm8K3pGrk
458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTEPM4mJjq
我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKvMN9TudI
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8fkA8H2j9
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhQiacgN4x
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdWtrax9Ut
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlVAHp8ZGq
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直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXANEZQ8igc
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4HzScz3NB
458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcAe3p7Eas
不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsFxYXTFZ1
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvCnaMldok
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YtZDwrJuB
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMYtkYJBv9
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgILvw23RB0
458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiNIdPSWGh
在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmagRlmvSTI
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBE5fZMvbE
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEMGEQTJyy
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZmHODqQDq
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpuem5aSBW
458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaO0m2VL3ly
但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoaiN74G9Bm
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYt3ludwbz3
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQcGqemP2B
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtnLpvwsNZ
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJVzGdEbYP
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNdHelDq4U
458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX83mhQlSOj
然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpieWnMnwdC
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyh6AdobfN
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGSY6qZB5Q
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLg39iEAs4j
不過，當然是沒有了。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aG4k0Q6Ne
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1ScEKMCuD
458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8agJDPc8e
或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4lyw1UtGX
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVJkTMU0g8
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKAsq6DeVM
458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOtOqSqIZV
如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3JjKsUR79
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnwJVeeG6S
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmOevfU0iB
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhcBqubyXn
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebkQa83FCS
458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJ951UG7FG
持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgVYk6zBFc
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYakzrii4t8
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSAvItv8Uz
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcCiarAOGM
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxwCl8vP81
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7RrUr9vwH
458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5uYbunKxQ
最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgrSXlBYSf
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsvo65RCAf
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarErcLoEko
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「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcUKlJOg1k
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81ZpQsJzQE
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oGxqYr18C
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7L4oQYtXn
458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dVultXH3M
458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHNf7QSNZn
「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」458Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7CNlwpJsQ
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