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我們分手的那一天……516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANN44tHltl
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBlXAOpHw4
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTtXuWDHfn
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6menWZSQis
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRsZBNp5cD
我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwegKvhIBE
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqp5UgYBcYU
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2s4h5Gb0xL
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0tOttsnfq
顯示的卻是單剔號。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsuW7AWMMa
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqKxT0XGzi
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHk2FDTefF
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sqlQDPjPH
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinxxvzLy8v
雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ070eWwvyHZ
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uDeUCaCO7
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOd16u4Uie
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4uih9quhk
「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcylBQSf9fu
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZE3OkDe3xR
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOSBPnnOvw
因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9iwSoPVhW
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8Cc3qfkMu
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdfySm5dhs
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPVfl8aKlM
「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJt935IyasP
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmlnfzoewU
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbaeamOERC
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JEZOtioH0
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzZDwhxNgz
「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLgkfLzQ5t
這是回憶嗎？516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVimizjZsL
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYiFz7jjli
又是回憶了。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxP6wVAHm1t
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMbbYHmVPi
怎樣都是回憶。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83PaomAbYn
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnsaXfq8dx
不要再是回憶了。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAc8GWCZXO
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dJJCz0QwS
不要、不要、不要！516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqi2IX8Hgmz
「我唔想離開你！」516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVoqb51LfJ
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPvHmjInVY
「夠啦！」516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyQyyPY2tR
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jP3zF09Yu
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3C9drvLKtU
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yPv6vXUS4
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaijePVzO3h
好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Ljx2UPdF7
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9FS1yoFx2
「咦？」516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrFUt2QoM9
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7LKcJnoni
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbsz1gxPya
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyfzUvEcmB
我轉過身，來到了床邊。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTj6ssfq9Ca
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcu3PLO0gIx
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz96r9IsTyD
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXd2XYn4p4
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4R2y1YW0u
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAcLMdkgac
我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHpxHtu80J
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3ZtPQm6Tn
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3VmkTkchn
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIW6bCGy6K
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PsyPBiJUR
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPG00LFcsIy
直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNFh3Zo6v4
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsym8IDGj2d
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkp608Ht5UH
不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVn4hMm6cN
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dIfXvzfgd
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6r5vxy9gG6
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMytmQEpVrh
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJ9QTfwuUn
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WiGW9mxj2
在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlK4fJfz7Tp
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXSTtD1P2L
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy64beBBVJc
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWrD4dMmop
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkUEfBW43J
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFC73RTxZS
但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3USIB73A9T
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGuqfZ24AD
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCUPigQV1U
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3135cPRXX
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3J7oeHd2NB
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7hJ1nv0Pt
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0FfhgalYQ
然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFBncTfZrb
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGUIYWY3Yf
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmHdA1Zx2k
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPP9VDXAsUS
不過，當然是沒有了。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5qh4fx4EB
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoM73t2bHc
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8UYtxv6oF
或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zyU8pZnZ4
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSgQdMpF1j
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyuux9lLh9
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7SIAcgyyd
如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEX6Wchwxpu
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ltMy7z51G
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BjsA1GJcL
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15MXvsG0v2
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYkVLZTfwK
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWrpr1k4QX
持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOI3Cbmq5u
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMl2jqIeZxT
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dEm2pkRWp
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckQeMuxD2o
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbsRm7agsS
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XDX4HEyur
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EgIwy4X7q
最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MUKSV0ll8
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDy9Py8Enen
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpd1sPJ3Y6
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「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXajeOq7aE
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEbTpwddSI
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdnZZZKrz1
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGdZxhCthR
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9wet7IzMa
516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Iof2hBEwm
「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqdNgj9NRU
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