我和日朗在一起。760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrRaZ7QYwd
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGsCXgBCf5
他對我很好，好得我要向他學習怎樣愛人；在他之前，原來我只愛過父母親，只有他們能帶給我痛楚，也只有痛苦也能實切地證明這份感情的重量，只有快樂的話，不過是一種娛樂，那並沒有厚度。760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFYCaJIYNe
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3DSs3Brbi
我與別人交往的時候，只有開心，只有自我關照；但講到尾，其實我並不關心別人怎麼活。760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4A329LTrjP
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtX9CtjyjDZ
他們開不開心、好不好，我不在乎。760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7N9v6QaD0
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZaDYoCMpX
為什麼我要管他們呢？他們只是提供愛給我的一種工具。760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVISMVvAbp
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOL8ZXww1H0
但日朗不同。我喜歡他。760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7CNRRpv6W
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfTwrscLcM
感覺是完全不一樣的，我想知道他怎樣看待我——760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHP7GKGqb1i
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Cql28pJ5q
我想知道，佢會鍾意我幾耐？佢覺得我點？同其他人比呢？760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRKMRpwcOq
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4HyTtiWSP
但是有些事，我是絕對不會讓他知道的，譬如我收很多觀音兵。如果他發現，我想，我會說：760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdar37xCh69
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk71R5hObto
「我唔係有心㗎，咁人哋鍾意我吖嘛？係咪？760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyJ3cg9fWT
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yy1NcVS7h
你原本都係其中之一嚟㗎咋，只係，我鍾意你咋嘛。」760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZsZF01Ijk
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPdfuMSd3w
這種說法是不是值得欣賞呢？我不知道，但如果是我，聽時會很開心呢，畢竟對方肯定了我啊，是不是？760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBCycIjMGx
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzpidLHIoB
我喜歡他，明明我喜歡他——我看到他的時候會心動，別人靠近他時我會吃醋，也會在他沒空陪我時感到委屈。如果這都不叫愛，那怎樣才是呢？760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8dN93z8M2
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFpBSiaDqV
可是，我受不了。760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9LnKOCNEU
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG19IOj5POu
慢慢，他要求我：760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYC1bP8Ajc
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cDjfeDKk0
「你可唔可以唔好遲咁耐到？」760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvhGCQjHqm
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn80tSe9We0
「下個月先買俾你好冇？我做緊part-time㗎啦，但宜家未有咁多錢……」760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCA0NLGmxxI
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9O3zLM00am
「喂，你唔好嬲啦，明明係你錯，點解你可以嬲番我轉頭嘅？」760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCp87r0Cgtp
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qRgYzcIzx
我開始失落。760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9xZBup1nn
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpE7UuM2y1s
我覺得，他不夠喜歡我，如果真是足夠喜歡，為什麼會對我有那麼多不滿？為什麼不能更多的包容和忍讓？別人都只唯唯諾諾，為什麼他就不可以呢？從來沒人這樣說過我啊。760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXpGHOKQWz
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEOPOWkeWp
難得我已努力向你證明：我愛你。760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjy97fqumCw
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XsGwYNJN8
我賣力地和你口交、公開和你戀愛、不再接受他人的美意——很明顯了吧？760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKgTTnWAWa
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4r7sPSHFhV
為什麼你這樣貪心呢？這種美意還不夠嗎？760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoiACQ2SiF
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ljpqoRQJK
「我明嘅……你可能唔太識得點愛人，咁不如我哋一齊學，好冇？」760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyqALOHEdy
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuhlCv5WGU
日朗温柔地牽着我，但口中所說的，對我而言卻是嚴厲的苛責。760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0gi6tKWXi
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxA00I6SshM
我不懂愛人？760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdOzokDj5G
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcOjsH9rP2
我不懂愛人——是的，那是因為，一直都是別人愛我嘛，我看別人付出已足夠了。去到自己愛的時候，好像也因而不那麼的得心應手呢？760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KsDdUxo2y
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pWkLvr5dk
日朗說我懶，懶得不願向他多走幾步；我跟他生氣：喂，我已經努力咗㗎啦，咁多人裏面，你已經得到咗最高待遇，點解你唔滿意呢？760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWALDH8OiPO
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSI3BJpisO
係咪因為——760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6OcOCtiQH
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaZq9Ybqax
你唔夠愛我呢？760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfCAIJfvCg
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIGrt3iJJ9
這個念頭成了一顆種子埋在我心間。日朗對我很好，但慢慢，我就沒有安全感了，我覺得他不夠別人那麼無條件愛我。760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tTxOQgpPG
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHX6ij5Wp5
對，就是這樣。760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJpcypMP4c
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapl8B07sFg
我的心再一次與他疏離。760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhO244KvOX
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKBjZSRi4Y
我突然看不起他。明明並沒有那麼愛我，卻裝出一副委曲求全的樣子。760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDythi3Y2EP
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yeYiYpYld
但是，我還繼續和他在一起，因為他太好了，如果別人知道他喜歡我，也會在心裏高看我幾分。人性如此；而他本身，也算是頗盡心盡力地對我好的，如果我提出要求，他也會努力做到。760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEa7KtO6REU
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMl129X9lx
只是，不似別人舉重若輕。760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7fmRFfswU
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PrdZy0frz
而像我這樣的女神並不會滿足於此的，我要得到很多很多，才能區分我自己和別人的差距。760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNR7MgwivP
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnb89f0Rwh
所以我出軌——760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8m02uQyHu
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfSCSgNsdd
其實這也是一種貼心吧？我想要的在日朗身上得不到，方才另覓他人，提供我所需，填補我和他的空隙；又不需勉強他勞苦自己，他既可以繼續愛我，我的私心又可繼續被滿足，一舉兩得。760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3ul0OnHrn
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Rh9CtWW2a
本來，日子很好，我也因為得到別人的疼愛而變得更柔和一點，沒有再對日朗提過分的要求、沒有再輕易地發脾氣，總覺得自己要有觀音的氣量。760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4v4lrL7r8
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCQXQ3G5rU
直到，日朗發現我出軌。760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyBqsDsBvX
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzu1Emc3cKU
他很激動。他不明白為什麼我要這樣做，他覺得他已對我至好，為我獻出全部；我只說，我要更多，他給我的還不夠。760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOtZnGVSm2
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopltUlr8wM
那一刻，平常冷靜沉穩的他突然捨棄了自尊，雖然，他指出我的不對：760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFbW2eKWKX
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGH9a5vRyoX
「你唔滿意點解唔同我講？如果唔鍾意，應該係分手而唔係出軌？」760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtSnAtxKbs
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOVrrb42id
但是，很快，他又自責地和我說他會改，即使他也不一定知道自己錯在何處。760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fQcM7mI33
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKW0i7SAF3
結果，他不斷付出。760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoPOD83aQv
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAlCJx6rM1
而我看見他這樣，又覺得他的魅力不比往昔了，我比他高級，心慢慢地飛走；或者，不在他那處。760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYqvMkM1U9
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyiep0Z19gO
他說：「你唔好同其他人一齊，我哋重新開始好冇？」760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YwI7Kn1jQ
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPpSKbp4Y0
他說他愛我，想和我共偕連理。760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyw4w9SW2h6
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEWuYafVrZ
「咁……算啦，對唔住。」760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJ4nSyDGe0
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaiXEMWsXj
我開始覺得心煩，突然，我不需要他的愛了，我喜歡的是光芒萬丈的程日朗，不是這個垂頭喪氣的男人。760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5r8bDMTKce
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbm42lfRii3
唉，真令人無奈。760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu78W9UBGzt
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOqg3Ocn6W
我有別人給我的愛了。760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQcG2Da94P
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38KBeBEu4D
而且，他不能接受我有別人，不能包容我的廣交——760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlQqCjYZRM
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Eq6IHgLMl
唯有再見。760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPe2HLzuzI9
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlUdDg6qjD
再見。760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzCTmosKOV
760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EH81Eip7V
只是，後來，我又念記他。760Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDoby5OIyH
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