我和日朗在一起。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5fbSDS22f
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpXKYQYRa8
他對我很好，好得我要向他學習怎樣愛人；在他之前，原來我只愛過父母親，只有他們能帶給我痛楚，也只有痛苦也能實切地證明這份感情的重量，只有快樂的話，不過是一種娛樂，那並沒有厚度。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56tczOHWR7
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSD6AjBtDI
我與別人交往的時候，只有開心，只有自我關照；但講到尾，其實我並不關心別人怎麼活。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBSvLl4mCv
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVTFlepY7o
他們開不開心、好不好，我不在乎。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCeCfx1dwh
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegvMPIxpHj
為什麼我要管他們呢？他們只是提供愛給我的一種工具。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnOJkUANPH
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSFsP3iG7p
但日朗不同。我喜歡他。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8GRgvDOhb
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzy7TRNss8B
感覺是完全不一樣的，我想知道他怎樣看待我——847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3QGjzw0Zq
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1q12AKEbLu
我想知道，佢會鍾意我幾耐？佢覺得我點？同其他人比呢？847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvMdrrqfZC
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vqrYeM1F9
但是有些事，我是絕對不會讓他知道的，譬如我收很多觀音兵。如果他發現，我想，我會說：847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdqRRuhBLT
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡko3rmtLGFx
「我唔係有心㗎，咁人哋鍾意我吖嘛？係咪？847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrlHWYHaWM
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkj5HSw7j8
你原本都係其中之一嚟㗎咋，只係，我鍾意你咋嘛。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsRD37aZpP
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb25Hgv98G8
這種說法是不是值得欣賞呢？我不知道，但如果是我，聽時會很開心呢，畢竟對方肯定了我啊，是不是？847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQxKL7udfV
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7tDDlarV4
我喜歡他，明明我喜歡他——我看到他的時候會心動，別人靠近他時我會吃醋，也會在他沒空陪我時感到委屈。如果這都不叫愛，那怎樣才是呢？847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHrkA4BGXy
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUdbIRcUGM
可是，我受不了。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcHHTI1LoM
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1gHxoKrlU
慢慢，他要求我：847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEflnG6hTc
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahhacahcNx
「你可唔可以唔好遲咁耐到？」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEwbHaYEWC
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8GJzdTdDm
「下個月先買俾你好冇？我做緊part-time㗎啦，但宜家未有咁多錢……」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMrYtJEBNd
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJOYxSkrL4
「喂，你唔好嬲啦，明明係你錯，點解你可以嬲番我轉頭嘅？」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX51ejLITjV
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BEgLrKBrd
我開始失落。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TCbuYEJJm
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGT4X66Lqxa
我覺得，他不夠喜歡我，如果真是足夠喜歡，為什麼會對我有那麼多不滿？為什麼不能更多的包容和忍讓？別人都只唯唯諾諾，為什麼他就不可以呢？從來沒人這樣說過我啊。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6YMcBErRN
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWKQB7Z5pI
難得我已努力向你證明：我愛你。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiasRSlEge
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdO5NoMGLKE
我賣力地和你口交、公開和你戀愛、不再接受他人的美意——很明顯了吧？847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfeDQbLeqi
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVFyYNx0Od
為什麼你這樣貪心呢？這種美意還不夠嗎？847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7GdYMfHDD
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3Kczrjm87
「我明嘅……你可能唔太識得點愛人，咁不如我哋一齊學，好冇？」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAfhEHArIC
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapzZk522Dx
日朗温柔地牽着我，但口中所說的，對我而言卻是嚴厲的苛責。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmR9vqUa4f
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavr9JFL124
我不懂愛人？847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6d4g0UGIBM
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXtl2LQbbk
我不懂愛人——是的，那是因為，一直都是別人愛我嘛，我看別人付出已足夠了。去到自己愛的時候，好像也因而不那麼的得心應手呢？847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoUPExAUTi
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9N6tBN1PuJ
日朗說我懶，懶得不願向他多走幾步；我跟他生氣：喂，我已經努力咗㗎啦，咁多人裏面，你已經得到咗最高待遇，點解你唔滿意呢？847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasBNiFFEe3
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFv49v3OoP7
係咪因為——847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIkwv2oJQj
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJMwdLPh0F
你唔夠愛我呢？847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPxNfjsV4r
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreDiPjJSTa
這個念頭成了一顆種子埋在我心間。日朗對我很好，但慢慢，我就沒有安全感了，我覺得他不夠別人那麼無條件愛我。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRhy8giijc
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5sd7AIJvAd
對，就是這樣。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0JoFsEoxa
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KKooG1rMa
我的心再一次與他疏離。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zikh9dI0L
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcdDgEGTUB
我突然看不起他。明明並沒有那麼愛我，卻裝出一副委曲求全的樣子。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LK36mvfVT
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcjaM1FCnN
但是，我還繼續和他在一起，因為他太好了，如果別人知道他喜歡我，也會在心裏高看我幾分。人性如此；而他本身，也算是頗盡心盡力地對我好的，如果我提出要求，他也會努力做到。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3WezzT3fA
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9FMrla58Y
只是，不似別人舉重若輕。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXYumW2CLf
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9ORAdnyKN
而像我這樣的女神並不會滿足於此的，我要得到很多很多，才能區分我自己和別人的差距。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6aH6oOeuq
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjm3azoPIFl
所以我出軌——847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWMXo3tB2d
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLBaPSh8E3
其實這也是一種貼心吧？我想要的在日朗身上得不到，方才另覓他人，提供我所需，填補我和他的空隙；又不需勉強他勞苦自己，他既可以繼續愛我，我的私心又可繼續被滿足，一舉兩得。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpgX8WitFW
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG57HaPE0Lw
本來，日子很好，我也因為得到別人的疼愛而變得更柔和一點，沒有再對日朗提過分的要求、沒有再輕易地發脾氣，總覺得自己要有觀音的氣量。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxqWaF66H1
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLLZk8hlTi
直到，日朗發現我出軌。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yWtfCUHsI
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTXZ3oj7eE
他很激動。他不明白為什麼我要這樣做，他覺得他已對我至好，為我獻出全部；我只說，我要更多，他給我的還不夠。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqCHyIUs7p
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIL8umL5rg
那一刻，平常冷靜沉穩的他突然捨棄了自尊，雖然，他指出我的不對：847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKc1q9cD7Gn
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnagTOAftH
「你唔滿意點解唔同我講？如果唔鍾意，應該係分手而唔係出軌？」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuYykQhQFc
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AeX595mXI
但是，很快，他又自責地和我說他會改，即使他也不一定知道自己錯在何處。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnsff5CJJA
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgKHKylael
結果，他不斷付出。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfOp7rSj4g
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlB52lyXLI
而我看見他這樣，又覺得他的魅力不比往昔了，我比他高級，心慢慢地飛走；或者，不在他那處。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8czmgvRx8
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3yseCteCy
他說：「你唔好同其他人一齊，我哋重新開始好冇？」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexWNgcO2ws
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyjIjKHBVd
他說他愛我，想和我共偕連理。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIYbE3D47Y
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrXK4k0n4k
「咁……算啦，對唔住。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tcEp5qruy
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhiYnG4ZYIM
我開始覺得心煩，突然，我不需要他的愛了，我喜歡的是光芒萬丈的程日朗，不是這個垂頭喪氣的男人。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSReegEGgBq
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlq00myEVu
唉，真令人無奈。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchfHxGYIvC
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ575Wvbm8Fm
我有別人給我的愛了。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jv9Bzz7RA
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobpqT47Atb
而且，他不能接受我有別人，不能包容我的廣交——847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyt5SQQpRD
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKoLpzZ8d6
唯有再見。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ026FR3W4ob
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjiZ4zsuXo
再見。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0xg3e4g1S
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3plsHA9e3
只是，後來，我又念記他。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGPcJMXW9H
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