我和日朗在一起。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlt8xvN0VUn
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SDYCG1SDj
他對我很好，好得我要向他學習怎樣愛人；在他之前，原來我只愛過父母親，只有他們能帶給我痛楚，也只有痛苦也能實切地證明這份感情的重量，只有快樂的話，不過是一種娛樂，那並沒有厚度。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLMo8OjPbB
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9aAQshNwt
我與別人交往的時候，只有開心，只有自我關照；但講到尾，其實我並不關心別人怎麼活。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfoXXxL39X
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZMB8CXnWM
他們開不開心、好不好，我不在乎。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9nZK39eSR
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbWFcQiHNd
為什麼我要管他們呢？他們只是提供愛給我的一種工具。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTE2fOhf2i
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFv9qxgEpV
但日朗不同。我喜歡他。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvJjsrtSGx
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymgZZ3KxZY
感覺是完全不一樣的，我想知道他怎樣看待我——798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqsb4qDluU
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWrbAd9CK1
我想知道，佢會鍾意我幾耐？佢覺得我點？同其他人比呢？798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpGoV4CnEd
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYttAvKqF4
但是有些事，我是絕對不會讓他知道的，譬如我收很多觀音兵。如果他發現，我想，我會說：798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KDJCLHEvF
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlaXuYj81u
「我唔係有心㗎，咁人哋鍾意我吖嘛？係咪？798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvbIlXq0J6
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRbhj3d0XF
你原本都係其中之一嚟㗎咋，只係，我鍾意你咋嘛。」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12MqiCNt1F
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBktCWUxp0
這種說法是不是值得欣賞呢？我不知道，但如果是我，聽時會很開心呢，畢竟對方肯定了我啊，是不是？798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo56P8DDuhs
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PWUdgfoy1
我喜歡他，明明我喜歡他——我看到他的時候會心動，別人靠近他時我會吃醋，也會在他沒空陪我時感到委屈。如果這都不叫愛，那怎樣才是呢？798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtNkZVLy5n
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTdQHcb1fy
可是，我受不了。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifsavX0KuM
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuUTkQxAt2
慢慢，他要求我：798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKvLbuN06B
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPBdQkeUCb
「你可唔可以唔好遲咁耐到？」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFV02vRAXM6
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHIsuX2v8O
「下個月先買俾你好冇？我做緊part-time㗎啦，但宜家未有咁多錢……」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ibg1UiP5V
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11qgjPyCXe
「喂，你唔好嬲啦，明明係你錯，點解你可以嬲番我轉頭嘅？」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4G1gobQAl
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEb2xyGU8Fz
我開始失落。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEfvDWa64m
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBA35PZPc7C
我覺得，他不夠喜歡我，如果真是足夠喜歡，為什麼會對我有那麼多不滿？為什麼不能更多的包容和忍讓？別人都只唯唯諾諾，為什麼他就不可以呢？從來沒人這樣說過我啊。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYxfUf5OUR
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHIGQMwBaJ
難得我已努力向你證明：我愛你。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQNvLwtF2l
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuRXml8agO
我賣力地和你口交、公開和你戀愛、不再接受他人的美意——很明顯了吧？798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7gm1HOqrG
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudzPhk6p9F
為什麼你這樣貪心呢？這種美意還不夠嗎？798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtckaA6S22
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzu2Xvvay8Y
「我明嘅……你可能唔太識得點愛人，咁不如我哋一齊學，好冇？」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccavnAhcKE
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5R6u5O4Zb
日朗温柔地牽着我，但口中所說的，對我而言卻是嚴厲的苛責。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6D3lXv9TB
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpvtiro4vO
我不懂愛人？798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoc26rLFi7
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMXIyGi0tY
我不懂愛人——是的，那是因為，一直都是別人愛我嘛，我看別人付出已足夠了。去到自己愛的時候，好像也因而不那麼的得心應手呢？798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Wa7suiM5j
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjjYs2w8jv
日朗說我懶，懶得不願向他多走幾步；我跟他生氣：喂，我已經努力咗㗎啦，咁多人裏面，你已經得到咗最高待遇，點解你唔滿意呢？798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzMP4GFjAk
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPolV4v6sY
係咪因為——798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZ4NnredBD
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Ja32cFgn5
你唔夠愛我呢？798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXgLSVHSo1
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCPTG92VbN
這個念頭成了一顆種子埋在我心間。日朗對我很好，但慢慢，我就沒有安全感了，我覺得他不夠別人那麼無條件愛我。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTxVQX9wtR
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKc4tPQiDT
對，就是這樣。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0Tk20z7et
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsbd4yds5m
我的心再一次與他疏離。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDolYFGtNL9
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKYdEFDOk3
我突然看不起他。明明並沒有那麼愛我，卻裝出一副委曲求全的樣子。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhInqRaEGW
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEbD9FJ6Xf
但是，我還繼續和他在一起，因為他太好了，如果別人知道他喜歡我，也會在心裏高看我幾分。人性如此；而他本身，也算是頗盡心盡力地對我好的，如果我提出要求，他也會努力做到。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTgf9UifyB
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzP3pGtS9a
只是，不似別人舉重若輕。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSFQwtWVOC
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksjFlY0Rt8
而像我這樣的女神並不會滿足於此的，我要得到很多很多，才能區分我自己和別人的差距。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOdTVhzIw6
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhYiQRWgSp
所以我出軌——798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1n8c7C7WxU
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJx9ghYaLvE
其實這也是一種貼心吧？我想要的在日朗身上得不到，方才另覓他人，提供我所需，填補我和他的空隙；又不需勉強他勞苦自己，他既可以繼續愛我，我的私心又可繼續被滿足，一舉兩得。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2GIuavAhV
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vYkhgJ4uf
本來，日子很好，我也因為得到別人的疼愛而變得更柔和一點，沒有再對日朗提過分的要求、沒有再輕易地發脾氣，總覺得自己要有觀音的氣量。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUcabTx6HL
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnF96Kc89d
直到，日朗發現我出軌。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPK8twIQorn
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhZTpcTCtG
他很激動。他不明白為什麼我要這樣做，他覺得他已對我至好，為我獻出全部；我只說，我要更多，他給我的還不夠。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYu4qNqdWWH
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqisl4CSrku
那一刻，平常冷靜沉穩的他突然捨棄了自尊，雖然，他指出我的不對：798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCy3PcHwAWX
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKbJG8fLzb
「你唔滿意點解唔同我講？如果唔鍾意，應該係分手而唔係出軌？」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6rMDSaBlT
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCgPolfCYK
但是，很快，他又自責地和我說他會改，即使他也不一定知道自己錯在何處。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxmASprug4
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3YMoZekub
結果，他不斷付出。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRK0SNkxbF
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkonhQY5cpV
而我看見他這樣，又覺得他的魅力不比往昔了，我比他高級，心慢慢地飛走；或者，不在他那處。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DhVXPpOTB
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCz5Xohj7D
他說：「你唔好同其他人一齊，我哋重新開始好冇？」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNhAzpVGOO
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mf8hanBIW
他說他愛我，想和我共偕連理。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQ4m63Ovkw
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHt3WBylCJ
「咁……算啦，對唔住。」798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0seMBo3lV
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqefIPono2
我開始覺得心煩，突然，我不需要他的愛了，我喜歡的是光芒萬丈的程日朗，不是這個垂頭喪氣的男人。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLwOCLfYkF
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMtDcjn8Jo
唉，真令人無奈。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZ7ZafilvI
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyg6MRXUBN
我有別人給我的愛了。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxI3lRhKdTp
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzWWgrMQYY
而且，他不能接受我有別人，不能包容我的廣交——798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCRGkSvszg
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcV1SAr2H3
唯有再見。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyhE9vkmju
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Sxm0roURN
再見。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡseUZ0StbQC
798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5gVSYHCGc
只是，後來，我又念記他。798Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3WhNnwXIx
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