阿朗在家門前，停下。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrKYcgtxmZ
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他的皮肉被一整列啞色階磚搌過，夾在家門和對面屋鐵閘的中間，頭頂上的燈押運他的黑髮。離開了燈光紫暗的聚會，他忽然有感折返平凡的人間，迎接他的，將是清冷的脫鞋聲，忠心又利落。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9n3fJhrHC3
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這是整個環境和心境轉折下衍生的空洞。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjh3S6g0YM
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然後，阿朗拿出鎖匙，其金屬的碰撞聲搖動了思思久坐的下肢，她站起來，替阿朗開門。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhc9qDaUn2
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如同往常，他下班回家，一樣。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jpNFYeelN
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「咦，你仲未瞓嘅。」1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbmUwtJcIz
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6rH2XzYQV
「係呀，我話咗等埋你先瞓㗎嘛。」1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFjKqkYOXa
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYB1jVuBtdC
思思抱了抱阿朗，昂首，問：1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK02VXjUsVn
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMU3fjeIBB
「係呢，最後有幾多人着咗校服去？」1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgvLa7EEZt
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLf6xn9hcD5
「幾個囉，得啲女同學仲摷得番件校服同埋着得落；我哋就開始有佬味，冇人着。」1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0vGvhz8Pd
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEi5Y8aBrd
「哦……咁佢哋係咪好正？」1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZ67xZ9B4g
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrKgIDi6Fn
阿朗想起Fiona的短裙不斷擺動，腰帶勾勒了比以前更豐盈的線條。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ63Txhz2pk
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7xP4Gs8o4
對上思思的眼，噢，家有賢妻，又答：1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WCAhojgf9
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMVYFBU9LO
「邊夠你正。」1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfQHZDj7pf
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5ueQoCyQr
「講呢啲。咁你哋同學聚埋一齊，傾咗啲咩？」1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1I8nQ60z9
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0kgSm516z
「冇呀，咪就係講番舊時中學啲嘢，之前聚嘅時候，都係講啲差唔多嘅嘢啦，分享吓近況咁囉。」1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgffpZWN2r
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0gqJa4HmB
「咁佢哋最近點？」1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHAFLBIVQx
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzEGdPNz9N
阿朗停頓，他沒有仔細聽別人的話，想，反正過得比他好吧。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeJs1Lixtp
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDmUw4oP4P
「幾好啦。老婆，你知唔知？畢咗業咁多年，竟然仲有人記得我以前係點。」1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcYPm9IpgM
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRNmIMZ2z6
「咩意思？你以前係點？」1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecdQEPArVV
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0WmB4E9HF
「嗯，之前同你提過嘅，我以前有玩唔同嘅嘢，而且都幾俾心機讀書，係大學之後先開始心散。」1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5VP5oRvSm
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsu6neMt3im
「我記得呀。我都明嘅，大學嘅環境同埋你屋企，都比以前中學時期感覺自由嘛。」1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMMaaQLopH
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMj8zrfOKm
思思抿嘴，其實她知道，如果他繼續努力，一定會有成就，從一開始，她就覺得阿朗很聰明，對很多事都有獨特見解。只是，她沒有親眼目睹過他口中所說的「唔同嘅嘢」，此刻覺得有些遺憾，舊人獨佔那些她失落的回憶。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtJT9Uk3lZ
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAj4OFVzyu
可是，下一刻，窗外黑沈沈的天又提醒她，累。而幾個鐘後，太陽會如常升起，她有的，是他倆的未來，不只停留在向晚街道、佇足街燈下。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcXVjA7Jm1
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLG2qkjrWx6
「老婆，你覺得我叻唔叻？」1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpiIGlbabv
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sJ2yXWEhJ
阿朗忽然問。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPd13mXdfsS
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截至回家、看見思思之前，他一直都在回想Fiona的話和過去的感情，沉浸在那種被肯定的感覺；回家，他想確定自己的價值——1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnV4dnTzViD
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DuffEEaJw
「叻，」思思不解，他何以突然這樣問，他當然是非常非常好的，又補充：「當然叻，我哋兩母女都靠哂你喎，你話呢？」1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDnOPFARjk
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLuugVF9uf
「嗯，都係嘅。咁仲有冇其他？」1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDi85pMjbc
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hlGVG16gB
「有呀！多謝你咁辛苦，每日見到你咁攰，我好心痛。」1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2jt7ydNWt
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeF6bpt2P2Q
阿朗訕訕。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkfp9TcGyR
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHs0lX9f0j
他隱隱失落，她回答得過分真誠。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExnBqh3EKm
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVCuGgYa9d
問之前，他就有一個期待的答案，譬如，評價他個人的行事、性格；而不是他的社會身份——「程思思老公」、「棉花糖父親」，他想知道的是，「程日朗」本身在思思眼中的價值。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLALKQAd5ob
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz22GaK9k0B
可是，又似乎，真的很難讓她感覺到。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1J13ztKgB
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuAP9cLVxX
而現在，他沒有機會，也沒有空閒，讓她見證，程日朗不止可以養家。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUDd8Gy9kB
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZEC6PXSTD
「我去個沖涼先。」1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KLCgSUKLs
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9G6wwf7aw
不知道為什麼，思思覺得，打從踏進家門開始，阿朗的興致就不斷減退，好像有點落寞。思來想去，她猜測，可能是阿朗的發展和別人不同，所以有種脫隊的不安嗎？別的同學畢業後自有去路，無論是繼續讀書、創業、打工、投資、戀愛，還是失業、失戀嗎？但只有他，那麼年輕已被一紙婚書綑綁，既需養妻又要活兒，肩負家累嗎？1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFeFgcRC1f
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他有家累。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGuj9w4cqf
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ME0LCRIhq
她明白，他為這個家付出了很多。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KiP5JGtub
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsBfdpd1HY
「老公——」1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKNAvP7CVp
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「係？」1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZLIP7nL7s
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「我愛你。」1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlXrG0kYeq
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「我都係。」1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxzT7kjEvi
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她不明白的是，阿朗需要尋找成功感，想取得屬於他自己的認同感。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8pgMZfFpX
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqgMBVvOEh
他已經自卑，他很怕她不再欣賞他，他也怕她會看不起他。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLB9O67nmDv
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmJOAGGLdS
而，她不知道。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dqUzZOauD
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wWqRkMASb
他不想在最愛的妻子面前展露怯意，他渴望自己的身影永遠高大，永遠撐得起這一頭家，如果天塌下來，他都希望她們都分毫無損。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqdjHNQ0F8
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobfwh9FtV2
他搖搖欲墜的尊嚴，告訴他，世界要變了。而且，世界本來就不是他原先想像那樣，這一種失温感，令他搓了搓手臂，一失手，頭上的瓦礫就跌下來。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6vTIyA1Pl
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRB3mIwBO2
他想找點方法使其穩健。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NAA7TO8aa
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1egEhxifzH
自卑這種情緒，可以流露得很明顯，眉頭額角，皆是破綻。只是，他不想讓她察覺，也不想直白地被她安慰。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrgL0L3gWM
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmLFFr3RxT
他覺得，一個自卑的男人，是毫無吸引力的。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpx4DCvaXRY
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他不想雪上加霜。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2uzO1doWE
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深夜，二人躺在床上。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3X3tGWShlN
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YfSO5SvvL
阿朗看着思思閉眼的面容，幫她撥開頸上的頭髮。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBhsfZcc3r
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcAZOrusXR
他睡不着。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78A3sFXnu6
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXjyVrU7i1
「做咩仲擘大眼嘅？」思思察覺，問。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLvj0ja95i
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQMHODJfAy
「冇咩，可能K房啲氣氛太high，我未平復到啫，有少少精神。」1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGh1vRTxuLS
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIy6chJOmmH
「難得喎，你瞓唔着。」1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMkuwtIYBg
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECZ9xKiLq5
「係……你瞓先啦，乖。」1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAUSBb0hG6
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1CLsddA3i
說罷，阿朗往思思的額頭親了一下。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNtowhPCjP
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOGrUUFuPD
他看到她的頭髮攤散在枕頭上，無故想起，在剛才的聚會中，Fiona問他：1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFRPRgNUmW
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSZDzvMQCl
「點解咁早結婚嘅？以為你會好好讀書，再好好番工，或者開公司添。」1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wbhaeSJxE
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「冇呀。遇啱咪結囉，好正常啫。」1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rl5TywcQI
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7goI3hrhX
「奉子成婚咋啩？」1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAAYlpLTgr
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTA4abb55Q
Fiona調侃阿朗，下一秒，又道：「講笑咋，祝福你。」1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtIPoz0fqQ
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「嗯。」1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDJ1hyAHOS
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「宜家咁都唔錯吖，我都幾羨慕你老婆；我覺得，你要多謝佢。」1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6diLrYhNs3
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERogUA9PLS
「點解？」1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7b6Dycu9JB
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7i9E8kFeb5
「你比起以前，成熟咗好多，同其他男人唔同，佢哋同你比，太幼稚。」1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iZhwp2rXe
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xQOvDDujK
她伸手撫了撫他的腮骨，笑靨如花。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCIbi0S15V
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Uws2qcrSE
他對她有種來自回憶的怨恨，矛盾於她的肯定和否定——曾經，她肯定阿朗夠好，才讓他做她的男朋友，才讓身邊的人知道他與她有親；然而，她卻又背叛了他，親口宣告，對她來說，他，是不足以令她放棄整個森林的，他不過是其中一棵樹。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bkdikicQy
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckeez46H7N
但，他又想，起碼她認同，他特別強壯。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdEQspjg1L
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZ4oywGmp6
阿朗遂在Fiona的話中，睡去。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhqOkHTRur
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一夜甜夢。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYrjioNSCV
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可是他忘了，Fiona的校服長度，是不符合儀容規格的。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPto5iQayU6
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