最後，他失去了往常生氣，可是又努力笑笑，佯裝自己只是疲倦，和思思踏出校門。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70RsIFnJD0
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阿朗覺得思思較往日不同，但他不知道為什麼。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvBEixc8bD
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她有時會問他一些奇怪的問題：「如果你俾人屈，咁你會點會？」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcFl06EuS0
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMbeERfNQt
「睇吓係邊個屈我先？」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYgQgebnb1
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「譬如，老闆？」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeE4MaMAIZA
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「同佢解釋，我係冤枉㗎囉。」他側頭。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡob04XY5VVO
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcE9IOKkXKf
「如果佢堅持，咁點？」她追問。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUksRms3kN
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhhiZIPL6E
「咁都冇計啦……如果講極佢都唔信，咁咪唯有say sorry，如果唔係，繼續同佢拗，會冇咗份工添。」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjI94Ihcwn
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOx5rdefNj
「哦……」聲音越來越低、遠。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPsh7tIwoH
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然後，她不再說話，睡覺。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemW7emyNeb
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYBwy77xdI
是因為最近她太累？她不適應新環境？但又不見她和他說工作煩憂。隨即，他又想到，思思不喜主動透露情緒，那就由他給她一個閒適的星期五晚上吧，這樣，可能就能誘導她講出心事。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eOWxj4pM3
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在思思工作的校門外，阿朗等着，眼睛一脫離手腕上的錶，就看見她和一個學生一起出來——有傾有講有笑。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUwE9OAUFs
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思思看到阿朗，隨即向前大踏步，再牽上他的手，不自然地和朝光說再見，仿佛尷尬；而他一看到朝光，就知道這個學生對思思有意。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45kwC9mHkj
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rvbJL9MaU
同性總能察覺同性的心思，尤其，朝光以鋒利目光打量阿朗，有些不忿，又有些無奈。朝光的五官，若然細看，還真的找得出阿朗的影子，喜歡同一個女子，恰若不是什麼新奇事。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoaFF2HIaUM
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不言而喻。思思知道嗎？那麼。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYY0gal85uq
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBHZ7LZGjC
「佢邊個嚟㗎，同你一齊走嘅？」阿朗問。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrzo6ZXkOx
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjqgfmOTON
「學生，中六㗎啦，考試壓力大。佢有時會嚟社工室，吹吓水咁。」思思嗅到他身上的消毒藥水氣味。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18of4Jsyvw
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtj9Tmg4DRU
「壞學生？」他注意到朝光的打扮。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2KMBNrW68
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqR5jNqSvGy
「唔係嘅，我起初都以為，但其實都係固執、堅持己見，同埋唔太守儀容規矩啫。」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxVVQtnAR1
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReTjHFXuP1
「你哋成日見？」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QFXR4iBBt
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTb7XPA0gNQ
「嗯……唔係嘅，有時啦。」她想，也不是常常吧，她又不是每天都留校。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHd1v3JwZGp
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkeNjB1Qab
「佢鍾意你？」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFirHCD3cx
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「痴線，點會。我大佢咁多。」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndnaQTbGr0
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「我覺得係喎，佢啱啱咁樣望你——同埋，佢有啲嬲嬲哋咁望我。」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocEuEzK8ST
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「你多心咋！佢係學生嚟咋喎。」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVGOjpK4u4
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NzguthYxw
「佢成日嚟揾你？」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiu0G2bj4ol
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「都算係嘅，咁佢有嘢想講，但冇人聽佢講啫，所以咪揾駐校。」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmf0Ig4jlnj
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BipQWU0oL
「可能佢唔係有嘢講，只係想對住你。」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFd2geATR0i
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「點會。人哋學生嚟，邊有咁多呢啲心思？唔好屈人啦，冇人聽佢講嘢，已經好慘㗎啦……」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdPNtWQgCD
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「我真係覺得係。」阿朗打斷思思，停下腳步。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQ6yFn3WTN
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQFLJCFGKY
「我覺得唔係。」她堅持。其實她也不知道朝光之意，但覺微愠。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSpouCzAG9
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二人不語，有些惱火。就快走到餐廳，思思問：879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdzyEawjY7
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「係呢，點解今日收咁早？」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCi3gUF9F0
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBGE98QJuS
「接少咗兩單，想嚟接你吖嘛。」思思聽後，牽得他更緊了一些；阿朗見狀，又說：「點知見到你同其他人一齊。」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdwyZdS5VX
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她敏感：「冇一齊呀，行出校門啫，唔好多心啦，好冇？」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSADGn2q4OC
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「咪就係一齊出嚟，你咁心虛做咩？」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafl55RiLMo
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7eFJy2dph
阿朗覺得，思思最近的轉變確實與那個學生有關，但她又應該不是喜歡朝光，但又好像喜歡，至少不可能抗拒與他相處，否則，出校門時，她看起來就不會是輕鬆自如了。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcoVQKrOubz
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbd1VK1QaT
「都唔知你擔心啲咩。」她點菜，之後不再說話。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcM1kFQh63
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ecIwU8bR6
她承認，自己有變化，所以坦白講，她有些心虛。但並不是愛上了別人——但也許，比愛上別人更差麼。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVS68Vk0it4
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好像，她對於「家」感到厭倦一樣。看到阿朗時，已無昔日欣喜，只如常地瞥一眼，再繼續手頭上的事，行雲流水。聽他說話時，也會不自覺地出神，不能聚焦於他的所思所想。大概，是因為日子不斷重複，但她又不想以此歸因——明明她捱得過平淡、苦難、寂寞，明明現在一切都很好。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGVWRNY8bU
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明明，她已歷剖腹產子時的一次鬼門關險況、蠶食身心地自我慰寂寥、隱忍地原諒丈夫抵觸自己的異心；到如今一切都安穩時，她卻覺得不太對勁。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoITLsLH6j
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她倦怠。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0pP3tCOgf
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她想念以前的阿朗，那個勇敢、坦率、直抒所想的他，那個會與她緊緊相擁的他，那個會直直盯着她的眼而從不迴避的他。她當然愛他，永永遠遠，可是，如果有得選擇的話，她還是希望回到十八歲的夏天。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcWkzDdzDR
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoW7NRQQkC
「咁你同個學生熟唔熟？」阿朗吃着河粉，問，然後將一塊豬排夾給思思，他總覺得她吃不飽，不太長肉。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrSXWGfdVv
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlD9kS9En5p
「唔太，佢講佢嘅，然後我聽再回應，咁囉。」她真誠的答。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJIA9i60sE
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可是，每次被丈夫關心，她又會覺得，其實如此也不錯。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCDUMsbWRd
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzKc376mvS
阿朗不再說起朝光：「棉花糖呢排都要練舞，好似話三、四月比賽。」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLxxdLnCtL
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「咁早就開始練？」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDheKFtSW8Z
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「係啩，團體舞又要排、又要練齊動作，驚太趕先開始會練唔切。」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1P1yaa6cG
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4Now0yLoa
「哦哦，係呢——你出門前有冇淋到水？」思思忽然想起。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMMQrgC0Da
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZiCBujCd4K
「冇呀，諗住棉花糖會自己照顧番。」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGeoe6usNk
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgjiRTSU6t
那是學校的種花比賽，高年級學生負責養植一串紅，這是一場專門弄死植物的活動，好多人在捧着花苗回家的過程中，將泥土撒落一地。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLhNAEtyXS
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDt7KIKyx3K
「好似好多日冇淋啦喎，番去幫佢淋番先。」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFv2WVpNw8
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwrzm80cu7
「聽日話吓佢啦，自己嘢都睇唔實。」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODIIVeiC8q
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OWXUp1DrM
「可能佢唔記得咗啫，而且，佢又咁夜先番。」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoyppsNYrZ
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qtOmzuvKz
「慈母多敗兒。」阿朗察覺思思的目光，又補充：「咁係吖嘛，我哋全屋都唔熟呢啲嘢，咁宜家係佢做嘅，應該係佢自己handle番。」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxEcuQ2sFJ
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdPb8KG8BD
「好啦，咁我提吓佢。」本身，思思想說自己非慈母、棉花糖非敗兒，可是，說來何用，她們本來就不是。而且，其實也不重要，他說得對，其實他的言論毫無問題，有問題的是聽者的心。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xwVWS1DhJ
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMZ7wxMnvJ
她比極多人遲鈍，終於，失去了新鮮感。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTO7Zh8GQ6u
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIKmaExqt7
她想起朝光，如果是他坐在對面，一定會說些爛gag逗她開心，話題不會圍繞家庭，而是未知的、模糊的、神秘的、穩密的、新奇的。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QI3aOG1EO
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjO8Iwok6CQ
下一秒，阿朗又喚了喚她：「做咩𡁻咁耐都唔吞？咬唔開？」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ587SZGpZwj
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBk9O8bZrfN
她回過神來，看，眼前的是伴她十年的成熟男子，她不應在幻想中傷害老公的自尊。所以，她吃了下一口飯。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WoPSVl51X
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYNat38vWz
難以吞嚥。多喝一口水，舒服得多。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LPpBMZgB1
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