思思母親笑，深深地看了他們一眼，不作聲的繼續進食。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8YPoDLxac
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棉花糖落座：835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxhOoJj9MO
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「哇！今日食蝦，好耶！」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfThMJzgLO
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「係啊，婆婆煮得好好食㗎，你食多啲啦。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94IACRBhgc
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阿朗將一隻蝦從思思處遞給棉花糖的口；他剝了很多隻蝦，放在思思的碟子裏，這是他的習慣，風雨不改——就算岳母是否在此，他都如此，像洗澡步驟一樣都植入了血液之中。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpM3faBUOQc
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同你一齊食飯，我從來都冇剝過蝦。你話，呢啲嘢應該係你做嘅，叫我專心食飯。其實，我覺得咁樣太「公主」；偏偏，我好鍾意你幫我剝殻個樣。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5HxGY4ppL
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWxFKU3z1Q
「好食好食，仲好食過媽咪煮！」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCmv40QYFu
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkHNF9CqVO
「嗚，有咗婆婆就唔要我啦，悅思小朋友，我對你好失望。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWcSh3MHRW
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「媽咪煮就一百分，婆婆煮就一百零一分，你哋都有貼紙，一樣咁叻。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHiWkA4hRw
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棉花糖燦笑；然後，她就親吻了他倆的臉頰：835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVGltd3DHz
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoR3EpBN0xg
「吸住印先啦！」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblkpGYvJ2b
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「喂喂，我呢，隻蝦我剝同餵㗎喎。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO34MnEEUqe
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阿朗假裝委屈，將臉偏向棉花糖索吻。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnKMFNvB3t
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PAb7vFK39
「你又話唔可以亂咁錫男仔嘅——」她見他想發話，趕忙說：「不過爸爸唔同！」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvxZ7cUDpf
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又在他的臉上親吻了一下。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxUnnuoACx
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「真係抵錫。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqWtC7rD2N
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2Eimn2jER
「我要睇媽咪錫爸爸！爸爸都剝咗蝦俾你，你要多謝番佢。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XrGc0J0AK
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思思故親了阿朗。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhyiiYTJ6v
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「唔係錫面，老公老婆要錫嘴。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6X8H3Mktp
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5d2F0xD2A1
「睇少啲電視啊，仲有，就算你要多謝人，都唔好亂錫。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjtOgOCJZQ
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNwHcLw8TP
「我緊係知道啦。見你哋平時咁少錫，所以先叫你哋咋嘛，我上次見同學啲爸爸媽媽都好癡纏，真係冇眼睇；同你哋好唔同。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VZj0MQ5CT
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTVpXDU1m4
阿朗睄一睄思思母親，她正專心聆聽；他見狀，說：835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xzGmoLNYS
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「平時有，你睇唔到咋嘛。係咪啊老婆？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbOGSCC4vo
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cMtJCMnoz
思思春意盎然，親吻他的嘴：835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmk9qAxQ5UB
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「係。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOOakcIteY
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tbiPRYFXt
「好耶！我睇到啦！婆婆你都睇到啦。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDiK2cddZXH
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思思母親說：835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJ4a1xYKOA
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「棉花糖乖，快啲食啦，就嚟凍啦啲餸。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYA3KhjXoY
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfAdVPbXH7
「好！」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4B4uzWzAB6
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阿朗和思思對望，交換了一個「真係冇你符」的眼神，自覺過關，舒心地對對方笑。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEmB98rJ9h
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4t2wZFAyL
事實上，有了棉花糖這樣一說，整個氣氛也在不知不覺間和諧了很多，他們的肢體習慣早已在骨肉植根，稍一看對方身子傾側的角度，就會自動回應，與裝不裝、演不演無關，不過是一種愛的習性。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLsPDX9vnf
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他們吃完。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7LosHBo0e
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「女，入嚟，幫我洗個大鑊吖。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdGyKCVtMQ
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvVkvnnP8n
「哦，好啊。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSTklGcDE0
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思思母親擠了兩滴洗潔精，用海綿起泡，問：835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9BwwAxHMZ
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LW0U4DfQ3
「你哋做咩事？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2qTvC8FTy
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2diA2NK1P
思思的心「咯噔」了一下，她下意識知道母親所謂何事，心虛的人都是這樣的。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemdYeTcgoo
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「咩咩事？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfrdVKUff8
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4qXploY4D
「你同阿朗呀，嘈完交嚟？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2oyIDwmPU
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpExRs43wRs
「邊有，我哋不知幾好。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqW7T0kBsj
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrjEPyNXcP
思思否認，他們也真的沒有吵架。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgC5uPSZDVA
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5cPJZWMx5
「唔洗瞞我啦，你哋兩個怪怪哋，後尾係好自然，但一開頭好似好心虛咁喎；講俾我聽啦？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCcsL6WzQn
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQ1ZyB1Y5n
母親將頭靠在思思的肩上，語氣放軟。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2a4jVpIlwI
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Kni6lrLsn
「冇啊……」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROkyQUVKU9
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思思的母親不說話，開水洗乾淨手，然後擁抱思思：835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCO2lbtDtGJ
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXsZDbzxMC
「做咩啊？我覺得你唔太開心喎，阿朗對你唔好？」反覆掃掃她的背，如同當年阿朗與思思爭執後，母親察覺，以懷柔政策令她開口；經年已過，她的年歲增長，但依然永遠是母親的女兒，血親不棄。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnmYDDT6Hn
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「冇啊冇啊，佢對我好好。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqh5xjJVbno
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTpjWKF6bC
「咁你做咩喊？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZStaZkTOYr
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmOb0XXWia
思思是「特定淚失禁」體質，她平時正正常常，情緒平和、沉默冷靜，可是，當她對着親近的人，或者面對親厚的關心，就會很容易流眼淚，或者哽咽——是一鍋開了大火的水，滾到鍋外漏到爐火裏去。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeV3GFq1GK7
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可能因為傷心、委屈，又或者因為滿足、感動。所以熟悉她的人會笑她是一個「喊包」。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkVMhuSmqv
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXJ9pW4yBo
此刻，她收到母親的擁抱。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfI4kLEnKaL
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKNxyUsQI0
她矯情。已經很久，沒有人真切地問她過得好不好、開不開心、幸不幸福，沒有人關心也是正常的吧？畢竟，她每日都人模狗樣的光鮮亮麗，並不允許街外人察覺到她的任何不妥，何況她覺得自己應該要懂得自我排解——已經有穩定工作、温馨家庭，還想怎樣？哇，去看看非洲的兒童吧，已是何其幸運。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6et3q9VuR
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但無論身在何處，一分鐘也等於六十秒。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YbQn68BDX
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUjDIT1ZeK
她脆弱。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHklYkFhzR4
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尤其現在，一句簡單的問候，足夠褪下一抹國王的衣服，赤裸地呈現有生理分泌佐證的情緒。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9vjN9u02w
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「唔係啊唔係啊，我哋真係仲好好㗎。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4dAoshKt2
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgexbPk1SI
她努力的笑，意指他們真的沒有什麼不好的事，只是沒有好起來，想令母親不用擔心，反正只是他倆的小事。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxlTpECrOY
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「坦白啲。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuc3r5LBOd
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「嗯……」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHBsgFCj23
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思思說，他們不夠以前親密，總想逃避；關心是淺薄的，卻不因敷衍，而是不能再深厚了。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9HnL9CzFl
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0KkIftbYK
「你哋冇溝通喎，呢個係最大問題。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuLdeu0TtQ
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHSCp3yfpr
「嗯嗯……我講唔出口。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEF9yJM0m7
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGa68kK7xdu
「有咩講唔出喎？你哋都咁多年啦，如果卡住喺呢個位，唔上唔落，你唔講，佢唔講，咁就一世㗎啦。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbWI2RIRk9
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibA9zdsQLn
係，係有好多夫妻都係咁，但係你係咪想同阿朗都係咁？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMt9lz6Vm1y
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0x3wuRLqG
「但係萬一、萬一佢唔係咁諗呢？我講咗出嚟番唔到轉頭咁點？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWwfYnnaq8
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJGvrfldTo
萬一阿朗覺得現在就不錯呢？如果她說出來，就給了他一種無形的壓力，好像逼使他演戲一樣，要求他更盡心盡力的活在她的霓虹燈下。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidJV9oo8A0
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「冇㗎，睇你肯唔肯試㗎咋。如果你哋唔傾、唔溝通——咁真嘅，就算你哋感情差都係自己攞嚟嘅——我就冇見過溝通失敗嘅，會有真正好嘅關係囉。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigEJMduuta
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我諗，你都唔想啦。維穩喎？咁每個月俾家用、做家務、凑吓仔，咁就一世？冇問題呀，你甘心就得。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrALiGNeC84
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但如果唔係，就唔好繼續啦。你啱先都見到㗎啦，棉花糖都好似話你哋唔夠人哋煙韌喎，佢遲早睇得出更多嘢。無論為咗咩都好，你哋三個都要好，咁就得啦；而且你有心，有心就去做，等咩？」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAftKCntbD
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「嗯。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZXcXvBWhw
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思思打回原形，是昔日無知天真的乖巧女兒，被母親柔聲輔導。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlf38bGup1y
835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAiUR9Pbdx
「得㗎啦，我信你哋搞得掂，其實都咁多年，點會唔係愛。你估男人對住一個女人咁多年好爽咩？不過未必係最初嗰種感情啦，可能更加深厚呢。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tvyAfl3pD
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「嗯，我明㗎啦。」835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMevBND4nNu
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思思自覺幸運，就算她的原生家庭不算完滿，但是父母親仍十分疼惜她；所以，她也擁有很多很多的愛來施予，毫不吝嗇。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNSxCUBd11
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她送走母親，在浴室細思她的話。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUCtlprYup
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確實，他們溝通不良，一段溝通失敗的關係是否不配有好的結局？835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlb3DDltwXF
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但什麼是結局？什麼是好的結局？無論答案是什麼也好，她也覺得，他們真的要好好交談了。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKc5ugPGjAp
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理智地想，餘生漫漫來日方長，不應將自己困在一個了無生氣的居所中，似有還無地回避愛，早衰枯萎。雖然，幸福不一定要由別人給予，只要願意，也可以自給自足美麗盛放，但是，她需要他，需要他的愛，這是她的幸福。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAOdY8hXXB
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而且，這樣的相敬如賓、舉案齊眉，日子久了還是會有冷落的破綻，小如棉花糖，大如思思母親，絕對察覺。人演戲，最怕讓人知道自己在演，更怕自己知道別人已識穿自己，然後裝作若無其事地看這個笨拙的秀場。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WeUnOB2gr
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那麼，為何不直接真情實感？835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjNNIM9q1m
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感性而言，誰願意每日不夠快樂地過活？看那街上多的是行屍走肉，非其所願！忘記了當日雄心壯志地畫了一幅幅理想藍圖嗎，怎麼化成清晨的露水被早班車的提示被太陽蒸發？835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CbY4z0DPT
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客棧，明明冷清，不必假裝温暖，名之曰「家」。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGGiFSsTh4
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家是家。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20aOCYYmoh
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她要和最愛的人走進婚姻。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmtUOYc8u7
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他肯定，他與那些大人不一樣。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGRlVAZkrI
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他承諾，絕不食言。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XwfJnTxPn
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當初，是他們要成家，想要自我構成一個温暖居室，緊握自由，面對難關不放手，不顧世俗的指點和教化；這種不凡的故事，怎麼，要隨便收尾嗎？以「平淡生活」作結？835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nyjV546ZA
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這是爛尾，這是揸流攤，這是對自己的不負責任。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NsHGecjla
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因為，明明，他們有首尾呼應的能力。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsmUbaB6TF
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如果渴望，如果愛，不要退縮；為何越活越倒退，將膽小怯懦說成謹慎成熟？835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MKXkczo5h
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想人生有限杯啊。835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaDnsywrl1
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如果明天醒不來，如果再不會看得到明日的太陽和月亮，抱憾嗎？835Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgthUvkQf2
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