思思母親笑，深深地看了他們一眼，不作聲的繼續進食。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RjFJEzOsR
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棉花糖落座：797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTundPL9PW
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「哇！今日食蝦，好耶！」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tKRbSkra8
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「係啊，婆婆煮得好好食㗎，你食多啲啦。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURRHPgXywK
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阿朗將一隻蝦從思思處遞給棉花糖的口；他剝了很多隻蝦，放在思思的碟子裏，這是他的習慣，風雨不改——就算岳母是否在此，他都如此，像洗澡步驟一樣都植入了血液之中。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVkUAWjiOU
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同你一齊食飯，我從來都冇剝過蝦。你話，呢啲嘢應該係你做嘅，叫我專心食飯。其實，我覺得咁樣太「公主」；偏偏，我好鍾意你幫我剝殻個樣。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0INUv3RYQ
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7160g4SPRv
「好食好食，仲好食過媽咪煮！」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWJ7LzXNr9
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvPwit6Lei
「嗚，有咗婆婆就唔要我啦，悅思小朋友，我對你好失望。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLg4zsdfZbP
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0L5vHmMYs4
「媽咪煮就一百分，婆婆煮就一百零一分，你哋都有貼紙，一樣咁叻。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTGtvioYdN
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FmlSTSWIL
棉花糖燦笑；然後，她就親吻了他倆的臉頰：797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMMmaVw12r
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「吸住印先啦！」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIdlSPYHSq
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「喂喂，我呢，隻蝦我剝同餵㗎喎。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqpFYK8zpD
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrd9Bbb8MJU
阿朗假裝委屈，將臉偏向棉花糖索吻。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGUdzepSMU
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBNWTx4B3I
「你又話唔可以亂咁錫男仔嘅——」她見他想發話，趕忙說：「不過爸爸唔同！」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2DvrpphS9
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpo2hXv2IED
又在他的臉上親吻了一下。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezgfTSdE0R
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46MZ32Fwi9
「真係抵錫。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV47DmGR1om
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「我要睇媽咪錫爸爸！爸爸都剝咗蝦俾你，你要多謝番佢。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6uItYfqpb
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYaaK141uX
思思故親了阿朗。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmH0pnO1oN
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「唔係錫面，老公老婆要錫嘴。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgmLTwJx9g
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3T6cQj3sQq
「睇少啲電視啊，仲有，就算你要多謝人，都唔好亂錫。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRxe9JALIG
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxcWV7gWq5
「我緊係知道啦。見你哋平時咁少錫，所以先叫你哋咋嘛，我上次見同學啲爸爸媽媽都好癡纏，真係冇眼睇；同你哋好唔同。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FgCniYRwr
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmWNQekAu8
阿朗睄一睄思思母親，她正專心聆聽；他見狀，說：797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TIMwSWZWO
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「平時有，你睇唔到咋嘛。係咪啊老婆？」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByr2j1n850
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvQ45zsxzq
思思春意盎然，親吻他的嘴：797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVju9caFb8
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「係。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7vHcGX5Gx
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAb6NqTgjn
「好耶！我睇到啦！婆婆你都睇到啦。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kHI4l71w4
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思思母親說：797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2mCjYd5vN
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「棉花糖乖，快啲食啦，就嚟凍啦啲餸。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fCq8neLwy
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAgz8XwcoS
「好！」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡespX6HwZSb
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阿朗和思思對望，交換了一個「真係冇你符」的眼神，自覺過關，舒心地對對方笑。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Jjt6QSS3B
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9KuYXS8iv
事實上，有了棉花糖這樣一說，整個氣氛也在不知不覺間和諧了很多，他們的肢體習慣早已在骨肉植根，稍一看對方身子傾側的角度，就會自動回應，與裝不裝、演不演無關，不過是一種愛的習性。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZ8HjQrxyz
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他們吃完。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFe2SWIo7hY
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQU38S5ZL1I
「女，入嚟，幫我洗個大鑊吖。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvCmoBFuA2
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「哦，好啊。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLdO7M5j22
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思思母親擠了兩滴洗潔精，用海綿起泡，問：797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEjFqiazSn
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「你哋做咩事？」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLD5zakdw1
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7EOx3dS61
思思的心「咯噔」了一下，她下意識知道母親所謂何事，心虛的人都是這樣的。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJVe4xdDV0
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1NN9Uon5g
「咩咩事？」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCTprpTFSb
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DQurOZu6H
「你同阿朗呀，嘈完交嚟？」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJT3fKBVNNI
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMYG194JlH
「邊有，我哋不知幾好。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoLzUFFezM
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0KiHDm0sQ
思思否認，他們也真的沒有吵架。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJq9XaX3ms
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzB33SUWwRw
「唔洗瞞我啦，你哋兩個怪怪哋，後尾係好自然，但一開頭好似好心虛咁喎；講俾我聽啦？」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3QX4zIXtx
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fKosubblR
母親將頭靠在思思的肩上，語氣放軟。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKzAPcWGOI
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrW9CMQRQ7T
「冇啊……」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuw8rtfHVfb
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思思的母親不說話，開水洗乾淨手，然後擁抱思思：797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6H52DHdoaw
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44fttXbvIw
「做咩啊？我覺得你唔太開心喎，阿朗對你唔好？」反覆掃掃她的背，如同當年阿朗與思思爭執後，母親察覺，以懷柔政策令她開口；經年已過，她的年歲增長，但依然永遠是母親的女兒，血親不棄。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGo9Ceyzqh
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIz3B5X67EH
「冇啊冇啊，佢對我好好。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgX7uXXblHC
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJScVRcBJx
「咁你做咩喊？」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtJ6wUIt5h
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfoe04Buop
思思是「特定淚失禁」體質，她平時正正常常，情緒平和、沉默冷靜，可是，當她對着親近的人，或者面對親厚的關心，就會很容易流眼淚，或者哽咽——是一鍋開了大火的水，滾到鍋外漏到爐火裏去。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2AGNeZYt5
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可能因為傷心、委屈，又或者因為滿足、感動。所以熟悉她的人會笑她是一個「喊包」。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJy3OLo6kN
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrFLHIOCxl
此刻，她收到母親的擁抱。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaS8PqxSUAm
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrhrDnJIVL
她矯情。已經很久，沒有人真切地問她過得好不好、開不開心、幸不幸福，沒有人關心也是正常的吧？畢竟，她每日都人模狗樣的光鮮亮麗，並不允許街外人察覺到她的任何不妥，何況她覺得自己應該要懂得自我排解——已經有穩定工作、温馨家庭，還想怎樣？哇，去看看非洲的兒童吧，已是何其幸運。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYb7B1Q8DI9
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但無論身在何處，一分鐘也等於六十秒。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgs3kHoAHJ
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她脆弱。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVn1RhkQY7
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93j73df4ZL
尤其現在，一句簡單的問候，足夠褪下一抹國王的衣服，赤裸地呈現有生理分泌佐證的情緒。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjP4arzffnw
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「唔係啊唔係啊，我哋真係仲好好㗎。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uXnehvR2F
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wek0WP3Ey
她努力的笑，意指他們真的沒有什麼不好的事，只是沒有好起來，想令母親不用擔心，反正只是他倆的小事。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhA3xp8S5E
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「坦白啲。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZN7LUfD05O
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「嗯……」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbYQCv11fB
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思思說，他們不夠以前親密，總想逃避；關心是淺薄的，卻不因敷衍，而是不能再深厚了。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScfkdRqlTz
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJlLEGg9Oq
「你哋冇溝通喎，呢個係最大問題。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmGTjNJLkT
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ466639niP6
「嗯嗯……我講唔出口。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZ19qFikb3
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsu5Skxvu9
「有咩講唔出喎？你哋都咁多年啦，如果卡住喺呢個位，唔上唔落，你唔講，佢唔講，咁就一世㗎啦。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKakCOSm5GS
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OXQOpkOEB
係，係有好多夫妻都係咁，但係你係咪想同阿朗都係咁？」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8uSCn4FfV
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BbiJzw7eW
「但係萬一、萬一佢唔係咁諗呢？我講咗出嚟番唔到轉頭咁點？」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGwXs5ycEj
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PGX4pq0iD
萬一阿朗覺得現在就不錯呢？如果她說出來，就給了他一種無形的壓力，好像逼使他演戲一樣，要求他更盡心盡力的活在她的霓虹燈下。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNd8GvCXscV
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgO0SA8RvT
「冇㗎，睇你肯唔肯試㗎咋。如果你哋唔傾、唔溝通——咁真嘅，就算你哋感情差都係自己攞嚟嘅——我就冇見過溝通失敗嘅，會有真正好嘅關係囉。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJNIUV4joC
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITbYBgeTYC
我諗，你都唔想啦。維穩喎？咁每個月俾家用、做家務、凑吓仔，咁就一世？冇問題呀，你甘心就得。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8kJW8PSnQ
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但如果唔係，就唔好繼續啦。你啱先都見到㗎啦，棉花糖都好似話你哋唔夠人哋煙韌喎，佢遲早睇得出更多嘢。無論為咗咩都好，你哋三個都要好，咁就得啦；而且你有心，有心就去做，等咩？」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqvJYs8awB
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「嗯。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwOhkW5Fsa
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思思打回原形，是昔日無知天真的乖巧女兒，被母親柔聲輔導。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwMkvzuTFW
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcp0yS8VNUq
「得㗎啦，我信你哋搞得掂，其實都咁多年，點會唔係愛。你估男人對住一個女人咁多年好爽咩？不過未必係最初嗰種感情啦，可能更加深厚呢。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RUQ59V5xI
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNE6ZqTcf4w
「嗯，我明㗎啦。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhgsG8BsmD
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcz4iXg55c
思思自覺幸運，就算她的原生家庭不算完滿，但是父母親仍十分疼惜她；所以，她也擁有很多很多的愛來施予，毫不吝嗇。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjc31wnNBwJ
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2gBQCIlJr
她送走母親，在浴室細思她的話。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhHvC9eY4C
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwCNBYb41q
確實，他們溝通不良，一段溝通失敗的關係是否不配有好的結局？797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuR47YUcPu
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0dOeyWxL7
但什麼是結局？什麼是好的結局？無論答案是什麼也好，她也覺得，他們真的要好好交談了。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8XYYCftvS
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaq0OlzWWw
理智地想，餘生漫漫來日方長，不應將自己困在一個了無生氣的居所中，似有還無地回避愛，早衰枯萎。雖然，幸福不一定要由別人給予，只要願意，也可以自給自足美麗盛放，但是，她需要他，需要他的愛，這是她的幸福。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bN7updBhW
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而且，這樣的相敬如賓、舉案齊眉，日子久了還是會有冷落的破綻，小如棉花糖，大如思思母親，絕對察覺。人演戲，最怕讓人知道自己在演，更怕自己知道別人已識穿自己，然後裝作若無其事地看這個笨拙的秀場。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVVmcEyOqy
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那麼，為何不直接真情實感？797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGfZzogjeN
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKy3g0fNXw
感性而言，誰願意每日不夠快樂地過活？看那街上多的是行屍走肉，非其所願！忘記了當日雄心壯志地畫了一幅幅理想藍圖嗎，怎麼化成清晨的露水被早班車的提示被太陽蒸發？797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIcb5F4Flv
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不是說過——797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡem1EM50wJN
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客棧，明明冷清，不必假裝温暖，名之曰「家」。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzKQQF3pc4
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家是家。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQhgSNsKhi
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他肯定，他與那些大人不一樣。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwOyzp4nU6
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當初，是他們要成家，想要自我構成一個温暖居室，緊握自由，面對難關不放手，不顧世俗的指點和教化；這種不凡的故事，怎麼，要隨便收尾嗎？以「平淡生活」作結？797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaSefOGkbE
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這是爛尾，這是揸流攤，這是對自己的不負責任。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KOvAji6u7
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因為，明明，他們有首尾呼應的能力。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlzYBbNICU
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如果渴望，如果愛，不要退縮；為何越活越倒退，將膽小怯懦說成謹慎成熟？797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLasPjj13b
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想人生有限杯啊。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvk4s6YF1I
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如果明天醒不來，如果再不會看得到明日的太陽和月亮，抱憾嗎？797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7XK4XqyG3
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