「好。」853Please respect copyright.PENANA5HDtADwGTn
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他們行街市,他們行超市,買了幾舊姜,買了一盒無核青提。853Please respect copyright.PENANA43TXE6ComY
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阿朗捧着它們,思思挽着他的手,一路走回家。853Please respect copyright.PENANAvoPg4ezg86
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她和他說東西又加價了,好像貴了一點點;他點頭,和她一起歎物價高企,即使他不清楚原先的價錢。853Please respect copyright.PENANASDaWh8x5Gq
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她煮飯,他們吃飯,他洗碗,全程很和諧。853Please respect copyright.PENANA9Lg3zLPmSS
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和對方生活,說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼,進門出門前的小動作,糞便聞起來是什麼味道,長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。853Please respect copyright.PENANA9MobkOPdp1
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「落街行吓好冇?」阿朗問。853Please respect copyright.PENANA3iRCW4k6HZ
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思思明白:「好。」853Please respect copyright.PENANA3a7DNoNmwZ
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於是,他們像拍拖一樣,下樓到處逛逛,二人都沒有說話。853Please respect copyright.PENANATAMeq3RyRc
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是因為享受閒適嗎?恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿,正默默練習,演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作,不可以有任何差池——即使,他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化,仍怕一旦有細節處理不好,就會前功盡廢。853Please respect copyright.PENANA0lcL2SBsbs
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行一行,又返回樓下公園,坐在那張長椅上,微風正好。853Please respect copyright.PENANA9zVtCWbdXK
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阿朗首先開口:853Please respect copyright.PENANAG1HsimWO0t
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「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」853Please respect copyright.PENANA2iFoCdwyw5
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「嗯?」853Please respect copyright.PENANAbO0ulY1GGT
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「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋,好似同以前好唔同咁。」853Please respect copyright.PENANADSA9AfDWDW
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「覺。」她看着他,坦白承認。853Please respect copyright.PENANAT7CseTy2Au
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「其實,我覺得,我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗,但好似冇以前咁開心。」853Please respect copyright.PENANAe1YyarkX6b
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「嗯。」853Please respect copyright.PENANA7InlCWIFIC
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「啫係,我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢,少傾咗偈,係呢一兩日先多啲。平時,都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」853Please respect copyright.PENANAVdTf5vaBKP
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他回想,除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服,只得訕訕地問好。853Please respect copyright.PENANAS7vmV1POua
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「好似係,連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」853Please respect copyright.PENANAHlzkzTcpGM
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她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪;阿朗也笑:853Please respect copyright.PENANADqUhlY4SLy
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「但係,我哋當然熟。」853Please respect copyright.PENANAwyA08RI2f2
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「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋,好似有啲怪。」853Please respect copyright.PENANA8R2AnYAVOh
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他們已經很親,說不說話也有親厚情義,但確實不安於此,熟悉感正在剝落。853Please respect copyright.PENANAdTFwQoven7
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「都係。」853Please respect copyright.PENANAQZws6P7w7G
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她深呼吸:853Please respect copyright.PENANAiUqFhj59us
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「我明你意思,我都係咁覺得——」853Please respect copyright.PENANAFMYEYCtOWB
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「嗯?」853Please respect copyright.PENANA0H7EiebWvw
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她直直地看着他,像背誦課文一樣:853Please respect copyright.PENANA7zBO5wOE5X
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「我好唔開心——真㗎,因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦,但係,我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話,如果係喺以前,我會覺得都幾合理?但宜家,明明我哋都好好㗎……」853Please respect copyright.PENANAn3996v1l3P
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他見她已說不下去的樣子,順着手肘牽起她的手,替她補充:853Please respect copyright.PENANAYiAI3ujQBC
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「嗯,我哋係好好,過得幾好,個女又咁生性,又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁,所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係,冇太多進步空間,甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩?853Please respect copyright.PENANA4lVeSVN875
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變咗,好似好悶咁?」853Please respect copyright.PENANAzrJxaPQZZm
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他們達成共識。853Please respect copyright.PENANAYW5Pxjakqh
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她表達意願:853Please respect copyright.PENANAwwxsqqPKgG
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「嗯……但係呢,我真係唔想再咁。」853Please respect copyright.PENANAafaGlCeZ3b
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「我都唔想。」853Please respect copyright.PENANAQyWPDRlmW7
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「其實,我之前就想同你講,但係每次去到口唇邊,就講唔出咁……853Please respect copyright.PENANA1we9kMrhM9
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我認我係有少少細膽,但係嗰陣時,我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心,甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗,就會番唔到轉頭,啫係——」853Please respect copyright.PENANAfGi4lYuytc
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「係咪驚我唔係咁諗?或者,我都係咁諗,但係講咗,就番唔到轉頭?」853Please respect copyright.PENANAiJFsPgKF83
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他忽然心寬,因為,他也有過這樣的思慮過程。853Please respect copyright.PENANAOiUcI8ugRr
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「係。」853Please respect copyright.PENANAYQvVJj57ed
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「明。」853Please respect copyright.PENANAb1dkugsLmN
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「嗯,唔係所有嘢講出嚟,就可以趨向解決㗎嘛,可能一講,連原本咁樣都冇埋呢?咁到時點?」853Please respect copyright.PENANAPR6IMXlpkz
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「我都係咁覺得。」853Please respect copyright.PENANA0UgkktCK35
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她有些不好意思地捽捽手指:853Please respect copyright.PENANArJR4Dt7I8K
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「我哋,好似、好似都幾廢。」853Please respect copyright.PENANAxhvVXA9MlM
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「係,垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口,係可回收㗎啦喎。」853Please respect copyright.PENANAQg1HRYxSIm
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他指着不遠處的三色回收箱;而她沒好氣地笑一笑:853Please respect copyright.PENANAbXAV10dMVz
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「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅,個問題啱啱先有啫。」853Please respect copyright.PENANAsD0a2lOwEG
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「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾,你係想……?我係因為想解決,所以先想同你講出口,我唔想再係咁啦,我諗,我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」853Please respect copyright.PENANAWKv4h8Ozzs
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二人的語調平緩,聲線都是輕輕的。853Please respect copyright.PENANAJBwBOLbQou
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她點頭:「嗯。853Please respect copyright.PENANAlEpL3U2igE
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我啱啱咪話,之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日,嗯,我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」853Please respect copyright.PENANAeNoUIzvk83
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「係,我記得。」853Please respect copyright.PENANATNvVoxLjjy
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他想起,那天她比往常熱情,笑容燦爛,像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。853Please respect copyright.PENANAFWIHvmIOmo
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「嗰次呢,就係因為佢同我講完,我就覺得,其實,我好愛你。853Please respect copyright.PENANALxWXSLhLLE
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或者係,你真係好愛我——哈哈,有啲肉麻添。」853Please respect copyright.PENANAXDTYbkPQMF
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這個太清晰的她,阿朗清楚知道,並且予以認識、擁抱、接納,未曾離開。853Please respect copyright.PENANAh5THofAD72
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「係,少骨痹。」853Please respect copyright.PENANA71ntu0q9vN
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「就係咁啦——我聽完之後,唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢,我都太多謝你啦。」853Please respect copyright.PENANAYFQa8xjCXU
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她越說越小聲,很久沒有告白愛意,突然覺得有些難以啟齒;將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上,微笑。853Please respect copyright.PENANAZxJSReWyG7
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「噢,對唔住。」853Please respect copyright.PENANANep1AeMrK4
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他摸摸她的頭。853Please respect copyright.PENANAXcSBA6G8Yb
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他記起,當時他打斷了她,因為他生氣於他們陌生,而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。853Please respect copyright.PENANALRoTfeY9vl
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「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」853Please respect copyright.PENANAUQrV9YMIze
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她的決心竟然在融化。853Please respect copyright.PENANAjENiDLCEyx
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她補充:「我當時聽緊佢講,但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺,我只係諗起你,諗起你對我有幾好。」853Please respect copyright.PENANA84cDJ6XTM8
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「你都對我好好啊。」853Please respect copyright.PENANAsrU3nzxrFO
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「係唔錯㗎。」853Please respect copyright.PENANAagcrnD6lOa
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「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣,我諗多咗。」853Please respect copyright.PENANAJbc2fpEThG
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「係囉,嚇到我唔敢講。」853Please respect copyright.PENANA4BCBX4iphh
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「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾,」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼,他說:「但係,我都有作出反思,都想改善……853Please respect copyright.PENANAVoTJxARyp5
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我諗,我哋都有同一個感受,譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好,只係有啲無力。853Please respect copyright.PENANAVZy4HDFBaX
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咁耐以嚟,我番殯儀呢,成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人,其實都幾令我珍惜生活,始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係,我好似——因為太有安全感?覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改,有好過冇,好過大家連平淡都唔得。853Please respect copyright.PENANAEwZd07YxbG
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所以,雖然珍惜生活,但係,就唔太珍惜……我哋。」853Please respect copyright.PENANAAqz5rASrrO
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明明說珍惜生活、好好活着,第一個主觀感受是「好煩」,珍惜生活,卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動,只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。853Please respect copyright.PENANAFfcblyPyeZ
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「嗯,明白你意思。」853Please respect copyright.PENANAucN9dpgnun
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「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣,我都唔太舒服。你呢?」853Please respect copyright.PENANAazZyZpFZ08
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一切醞釀已久,終於不止困於無力腦袋中。853Please respect copyright.PENANADYAjLlcdwB
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「我都係。」853Please respect copyright.PENANAjvXcKyCpgU
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「咁……就好啦。」853Please respect copyright.PENANALA4rfh1xK3
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小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲,他們只聽見自己的心跳,像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂,但無以為繼,只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——853Please respect copyright.PENANApczsmOM7k7
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說完了,之後呢?853Please respect copyright.PENANAtzVtjKf39g
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「我想盪鞦韆,推我吖。」853Please respect copyright.PENANAO2dFb1wWzQ
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思思站起,向阿朗笑笑。853Please respect copyright.PENANAuHSi6x50jI