「好。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPrutFl7RT
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwORjZeNyL
他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dlsC4eH5D
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjB9QLj77I
阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PFBXrL0BP
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCf4arQRtBw
她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEmMxrZBf5
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4hPwPR7sV
她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uN7wH84cA
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJL5E7zsTa4
和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYrg1W1O2I
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QSxFAmCaP
「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXe7UkDHjkY
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQ5IaGE2MV
思思明白：「好。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4W0B2XzSH
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGS3glYE19
於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEoYxyP02u
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqH2IFsDdJc
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrR9LwVBvy
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡth0w9DaLNG
行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlK4JaMBjD
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cVkCWuPMm
阿朗首先開口：857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4u81YUdGIM
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2AqJjv1P9
「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3m58Jm63h
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmC2MIbvFrn
「嗯？」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVQhSo5Amf
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTqymqOnhE
「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99QzoFYFSJ
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PqhSNiXn8
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYosUq4q2dX
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1wfPthl79
「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzBQEMPOMv
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxsibV159G
「嗯。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYj14bG3dB
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcebmBfrHOP
「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31qjtGIBia
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTR9hefHOnT
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrkD5IfUBN
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJGa5qNqt6
「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVQ2q5t1R8
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mS4lD1fIw
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QSUlYAIul
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVdw6ttPOZ
「但係，我哋當然熟。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hpNd2d8uL
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaAs3HlCZ2
「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmuVaDhfc9
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXBudACc0t
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxi4nl2770C
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0ZoVP2kaH
「都係。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDiVRFLYcn
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMszby0KSU
她深呼吸：857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJVg5g0shL
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZ4pTwj5cw
「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqONmzZK9Y
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01lfUcujdW
「嗯？」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucU6cYKd0R
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOv2h2AOZ0Q
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEUY0jafOI
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22CEdzeM41
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjy04Epz8R
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1VrngtvqM
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp77eEytJpm
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yhWgWU1py
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA39qpnQ5kO
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLUh6aYwgB
變咗，好似好悶咁？」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RptVgIWIs
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50Iv94sOvW
他們達成共識。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIPQXzsLQ1
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xBscYRTeo
她表達意願：857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRsF1a49Vl
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95snuFqFja
「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Lg6UTM8Bq
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70k2rtvoWF
「我都唔想。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRl5UVxErvR
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9iK7N4TVS
「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SdgJB2zhE
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpeccQm33T
我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISDyU0BOdS
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAStssFtBCt
「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtbKLWLwfr
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Wn0tHlj2O
他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNlhusngJp
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8IR5OMXZ4
「係。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqQM4QgZqq
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVikdUT4ECT
「明。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLGG3RlxMY
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJjeDHX7Jt
「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjGhFFV9cw
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3BmKQFA5p
「我都係咁覺得。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2gSDmnmlP
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Lh5MXNLP3
她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfL3DDdBnj0
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvnPXK9CrW
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPCcj5w61f
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYLdxPMHtP
「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzzezur5XV
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONSLPmPi6r
他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqksUsMgTxT
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6txVLosJTu
「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPJWRwJehk
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi67hWLZIxY
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQjyniifGH
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckTCtLF2iA
二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNhsqjh0lW
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCPtLdtC5v
她點頭：「嗯。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArL6KoTciG
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzlvIXS7gg
我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeorfLZS2RP
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4AlicceIN
「係，我記得。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBx5M2ceQU
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUHKt8dQpC
他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvrEgUmxtl
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5Rr9oBbIp
「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4JVOgVGCy
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqGK7dZhWl
或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzRlk7skDH
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXw75pU0nxh
這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfyuBRWY6wS
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8L8H71Keg2
「係，少骨痹。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKY1C5v8Vq
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1ks6dbjD3
「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvgblnb0rS
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrKZ1DnlX7
她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6RfsRSYCa
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCSivsHYRn
「噢，對唔住。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2GuPyVhlM
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02EN2FHiV0
他摸摸她的頭。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJ9xO8xW4Y
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJmYRYWV09
他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMNE8dfkpw
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcjlBvf7n2
「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7PK2qNCH4
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93qjjd6CAf
她的決心竟然在融化。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjit8R1WYpO
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0vA2Llt1t
她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhg2b5D9WUn
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8CGHqBfMS
「你都對我好好啊。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvEByfFqbl
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuh9imnw9N
「係唔錯㗎。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYGVKUfHlf
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJQrOySckM
「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7T09G8lCjx
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3B8dqnQuq
「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVWPPvrmrO
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoForAoDaJL
「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJaFjjrfiT
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruEQBtyKKD
我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgC5JFHvqEF
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxLA49vdsm
咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVHxgXeEne
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFiHTM3ZVs
所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmu3wtcPY8
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPivbvx6SU
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufEwPEVKPy
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOlGKndt0J
「嗯，明白你意思。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZWFuSHUv9
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0LTK3GkMI
「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0V4FzAjG9
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAt3Lms1nC
一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOyMX8Lgr1
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0D9BK3wJV2
「我都係。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqTWyYhnFr
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZfzfJlJv3
「咁……就好啦。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6jS2wn0vV
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTuDYvrd68
小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jYumxWu7L
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcS7njxRgp
說完了，之後呢？857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikKjggiAsl
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRuz5PQtcN
「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tYm5rR2j7
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPjP6XMMqG
思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqeckFfG9AC
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