「好。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWudXTWVlNv
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KTwLo3sDW
他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1kytIstDp
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsY5d28axJx
阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6MwcGmIFP
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtriBnQsWK
她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTcZ34ZMVE
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsb2WOHsy3D
她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKvugKjlj2
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5zSuNw0MU
和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKfh1wxCj0
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6836pEIzP
「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVDRKhraTi
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRI0xJespA
思思明白：「好。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtCiEr3qE1
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcf9LZLVXj
於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlQDtazKnQ
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPtsOcjliA
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IV7dljvxc
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FFuMSoNS3
行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1ZLXCP2ve
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjU4iAp7Za
阿朗首先開口：768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBEGMIq9ZG
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cjk1QOejj
「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPN1U3hbN8Y
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKnIkrPQlq
「嗯？」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtmzsfb5xN
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1aVZVY9OU
「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKxsibAkbn
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6I16CkdZR
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiYqgPBnr4
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJDb5ZTD9y
「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhQbIR2ZsL
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsLhJzBPm0
「嗯。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9eZe1750b3
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfirA2Jo5iU
「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LvMqm7cQ5
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvgYBk7ffx
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJuq4BF0J5
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUUSV7dvRc
「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdSEvOU7Fj
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsPXBaMRFF
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6uyLxd8ty
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUTvNlJonh
「但係，我哋當然熟。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIO8JEpQsm
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszGIYgj2Ua
「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV10Rek5VzW
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzN1zlsinj8
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQypVD0GN3g
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkF58zRlKr
「都係。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvjwZ5LOaB
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsErsPPt0P
她深呼吸：768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPH49EvxOty
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Lsgjdr89x
「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAixQM5wde
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Ia7NvLHA7
「嗯？」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUd03hl44O5
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByzrDaJGkT
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDPV8yDjLc
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUZX5vIeid
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6BXc1OLTc
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3TKJmp59O
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GxeuLEs2T
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2D8Ve2doK
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzy3lXjXWBQ
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLmF9fkf6N
變咗，好似好悶咁？」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDEaqsVV0F
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhNIdSa87v
他們達成共識。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGTZZsaZAx
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHc7ChmIcT
她表達意願：768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhswN3HQnWu
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2FEH0FvMS
「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7vFvbf2vp
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPW4bg6Oy0Y
「我都唔想。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9Izpdb2uv
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgFyt7T06j
「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrI9jhyyzm
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5N5uQgCP4
我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRW6rAsbYRS
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBsQUd1J0Q
「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbqyu3Niqd
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaJyXTXWjj
他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa52xUhADxH
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIdwg1BCL2
「係。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkuhR6ZdFH
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBrOK0a6Tw
「明。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fmdngdikh
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1hSxnDKKY
「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6ENLXowa6
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXXhJx6VXX
「我都係咁覺得。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZqB74aRre
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4g69EH3pTv
她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjpwDVBS0J
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVFWEXjbZm
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqfmOWXEAn
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnjTgIIztf
「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTs7j9Cgylg
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinzWxBbns2
他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRd38aw1D4
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxyzQyvcdP
「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZll5asES9M
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbozqqBwDnq
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mfZlZxcxo
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡea8p1Jy7Px
二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaylm6KAxQt
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QATI0Dndh
她點頭：「嗯。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4DtIEoRpJ
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJA8x823PkP
我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1k5pCzCGP
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6p9guhHwpx
「係，我記得。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIyMnTZqU1
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4f2YNNm8Zl
他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLTqC1hrSr
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQnBZiWByv
「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7H3B4PrqTm
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcXaryTufb
或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NJhV4jsIt
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RkkFANsUn
這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNRulh9QLn
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJ6Lyn7GCL
「係，少骨痹。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45Hbwwzm0f
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJE9FcQe6bx
「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPw9LlE5AH
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPLAAHKoRZ
她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEO92QF8gT
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3aK0agcxq
「噢，對唔住。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpotU3FWpO9
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41eZNkhJ4s
他摸摸她的頭。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8dvn3V818
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6m1qUN1f9
他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtj0o2Oq9W
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMFPBsxJze
「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcMKcGjb4E
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CESPFZPXl
她的決心竟然在融化。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4sONPePRJ
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5GBDMMp4L
她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡan95gaweIK
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEACsFUG5j5
「你都對我好好啊。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsccgpstTw
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSi55WeWk8
「係唔錯㗎。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjjqrjbDfs
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKN6xvzkSna
「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtd7PVrz1SU
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTbqQaZj53
「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmh0tnhB1q
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExshyS1Vgk
「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTG3Ba2jniU
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAghQdxgFz0
我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZRuO4HdvM
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrkMQHmBGY
咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftp3yvSmk3
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvwWzJJLZW
所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfivrGaWU4R
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DYLXh79ei
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOyvVD0s9M
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoEjqO6lZ7
「嗯，明白你意思。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznsvzmnzPh
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHDVVPQDil
「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGkhSdgVM5
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPTDLS7Ese
一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwtAg62xNK
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3oeFTiEJe
「我都係。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvNHzPxho0
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEj8DSCCz1Q
「咁……就好啦。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBotOwaGAD
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNbZpQuuZM
小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoBO6sXyqa
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmEnL30fhL
說完了，之後呢？768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2Y9UCXbTp
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5VXQgjkXO
「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWG1aejnuT
768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsuoxeJAMt
思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。768Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIYfdW9quy
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