「好。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HDtADwGTn
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他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43TXE6ComY
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阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvoPg4ezg86
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她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDaWh8x5Gq
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她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Lg3zLPmSS
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和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MobkOPdp1
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「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iRCW4k6HZ
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思思明白：「好。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3a7DNoNmwZ
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於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAMeq3RyRc
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTT7WNxO5b2
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lcL2SBsbs
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行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zVtCWbdXK
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阿朗首先開口：853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1HsimWO0t
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「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2iFoCdwyw5
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「嗯？」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbO0ulY1GGT
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOQhNGukrs
「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSA9AfDWDW
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「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7CseTy2Au
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「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1YyarkX6b
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「嗯。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7InlCWIFIC
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「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdTf5vaBKP
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HjKllqXYb
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7vmV1POua
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「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlzkzTcpGM
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyuxLjTOP8
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqUhlY4SLy
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「但係，我哋當然熟。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyA08RI2f2
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「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8R2AnYAVOh
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2nrV4QPCl
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTFwQoven7
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「都係。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZws6P7w7G
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她深呼吸：853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUqFhj59us
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「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMYEYCtOWB
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「嗯？」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0H7EiebWvw
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDx8wiSqeO1
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zBO5wOE5X
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「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3996v1l3P
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4h4mba8l5
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiAI3ujQBC
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「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lVeSVN875
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變咗，好似好悶咁？」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrJxaPQZZm
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他們達成共識。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYW5Pxjakqh
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她表達意願：853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwxsqqPKgG
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「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafaGlCeZ3b
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKn2n4r92J
「我都唔想。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyWPDRlmW7
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「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1we9kMrhM9
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我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGi4lYuytc
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pPOo9xYFL
「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJFsPgKF83
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOOecCC6ZF
他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiUcI8ugRr
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「係。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQvVJj57ed
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「明。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1dkugsLmN
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「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPR6IMXlpkz
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbUV92uMaw
「我都係咁覺得。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UgkktCK35
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她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJR4Dt7I8K
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmYWjwid6W
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhvVXA9MlM
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyTZZOTAHq
「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQg1HRYxSIm
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG92AO8Dgwn
他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXAV10dMVz
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjrShLCGIS
「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsD0a2lOwEG
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyaXYGLDQE
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKv4h8Ozzs
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFIzdCU3vB
二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBwBOLbQou
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAE1fa6OeV
她點頭：「嗯。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEpL3U2igE
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Hz3Vn3Vgy
我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNoUIzvk83
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「係，我記得。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNvVoxLjjy
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他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWIHvmIOmo
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「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxWXSLhLLE
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或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDTYbkPQMF
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOclKt6bMg
這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5THofAD72
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「係，少骨痹。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71ntu0q9vN
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「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFQa8xjCXU
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCxJ84INDj
她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxJSReWyG7
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「噢，對唔住。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNep1AeMrK4
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他摸摸她的頭。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcSBA6G8Yb
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他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRoTfeY9vl
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvSsHi9Kyr
「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQrV9YMIze
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她的決心竟然在融化。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjENiDLCEyx
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她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84cDJ6XTM8
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「你都對我好好啊。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrU3nzxrFO
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「係唔錯㗎。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagcrnD6lOa
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnRpGX60vs
「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbc2fpEThG
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIoHzjeZxj
「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BCBX4iphh
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「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoTJxARyp5
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDygjU0da9R
我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZy4HDFBaX
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIClFLHQpck
咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwZd07YxbG
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所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqz5rASrrO
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNtc8cfLpH
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfcblyPyeZ
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「嗯，明白你意思。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucN9dpgnun
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDreSrjcFo
「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazZyZpFZ08
853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFqI3dLcx4
一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYAjLlcdwB
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「我都係。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvXcKyCpgU
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「咁……就好啦。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLA4rfh1xK3
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小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpczsmOM7k7
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說完了，之後呢？853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzVtjKf39g
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「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2dFb1wWzQ
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思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。853Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHSi6x50jI
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