曾經，思思覺得和阿朗如此守着這一間房子，也挺好。狹小、舒適、温馨，這100%的安全感。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHziVODYB8F
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只是，日復日的無聊瑣事，連時間都過得很慢。她只好自我調笑，總比白駒過隙好，起碼她的容顏仍然盛放。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvf5MnAotr
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有時，她煮好午餐，但未夠鐘到幼稚園接棉花糖放學，她沒有什麼好做的。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTdIIYkSdh
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCTpV3tUAJ
她看出窗外，恍神；一瞬間，有鳥飛過，但她只捕捉到後知後覺的殘影。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqvgScUlV7
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHhbJwi6CB
這種她「獨佔」的時光，起初她享受，畢竟再無娃娃的高音哭鬧聲，不需要晨早清理散落的玩具，輕鬆百倍。但後來，莫名地覺得很寂寞，可能她已經習慣自己被棉花糖黏着的身軀，如今卻無比輕盈，竟然更顯飄零。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ43YVqoJVw
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYm9Tl2p5u
寂寞，好一種殘缺的美感。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwx7lzTRRD
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFq2Fwmb4n
寂寞——可以分享嗎？1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmJUCrvTui
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh88vGPqCPD
如果她說：「我覺得好無聊，好悶，完全唔知做緊咩。」阿朗聽罷，會否覺得她在炫耀？他的汗滴在泥地上遭太陽蒸發；而她則抱怨，十點半的陽光不夠猛烈，不足以曬乾衣服。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwVDgXgsb5
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡou3UvFPiki
「獨佔」二字，到底有不能與人分享的意味，即使摰愛。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhdEyBv0pg
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIv49UfoCl
看着鬧鐘，目聞「咔、咔……」的冷硬，卻仍然不急不慢。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6znj85omOA
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOT8sO74Yy
這種孤單令她覺得，自己不被需要，阿朗辛勤上班，棉花糖歡樂學習，他們途中會有一刻想起自己嗎？恐怕沒有。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zhNgfB3Fq
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3PTHVMtHj
咔、咔。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnYPEOBvKB
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrNQqZinuj
心裏空蕩蕩的，像極了一個圓形的時鐘，由秒針決定她的腳步、分針主宰她的行為、時秒裁決她的思緒，但無論這三針怎樣行走，仍然尚有太多空白，填不滿、留不低。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxO4tb8tG8
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8Tc3l31ni
她驚訝，她已不是以前那個程思思。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesdKQXb8yQ
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5ZC3UGKRP
此前，她很喜歡獨處，因為很自在，不需理會別人的眼光，不用擔心自己失儀，不用思考一聽就很勉強的話題。而且，獨處即是供她和自己好好相處，消化一天勞碌帶來的壓力。現在，她卻寧願和人更親近一點，任他是誰，譬如聽街市菜檔的姐姐賣菜讚菜甜、主動和鄰居尷尬寒暄、加入幼稚園的媽媽谷。她不想有被世界遺棄之感。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ldoVnIuKs
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOs2gL6pg7
思思開始想念，以前常常和阿朗黏在一起的日子。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY75RNDeByC
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTJTeEBf88
她也想念以前上學的日子，每日穿梭山腳和山頂，天地堂到處閒逛，靜賞風吹葉拽，然後，吃個吉列豬排加薯條作下午茶；如果上連堂，十五分鐘內急忙跑山，久而久之，心肺功能因而進步。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMjQaZTB8e
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkkswWhvoa
她愛學習，她喜歡思考一些沒有答案的問題，尤其好於聆聽人間事；以往，經常聽到不同的個案例子，沉重，但因而令她更有動力踏足校園。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZtBQWY5pK
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOa8wEdq1r
這一種充實。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1y1OWZzB8X
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizHKvM0FnO
現在，她想工作了，她想接case；但知道還不是時候，所以只有空想。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UJbclyqOZ
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqiKF9KhCc
咔、咔——1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggNCxF8dPi
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好無聊。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJsGUK6juP
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfYzDCDp8F
中午，思思接棉花糖放學。到家，傍她吃飯，服侍小主子。棉花糖的一口飯，可以含上五分鐘，口腔長期靜止，眼睛圓轆轆地睜着——食到發吽哣。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcxiU2yrsk
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvX3T9rLBTO
起初，思思覺得棉花糖食得太慢，飯菜變涼；後來，她又覺得，這樣靜靜看着棉花糖吃飯，時間好像過得比平時快。當然，還是會催促棉花糖，着她好好咀嚼、吞嚥。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaGMEXOQ9z
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnn4IoHKbx
吃飯後，思思都會叫棉花糖做功課，自己則去洗碗。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAam9gK2E7l
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pinw3qiVF
良久，棉花糖已做完「用間尺畫直線」的功課，思思檢查，滿意，然後着棉花糖午睡。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yWXdw4TGk
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaoTm3upXu
思思看着棉花糖漸漸睡去，屋內又只剩他倆微弱的心跳聲，而思思只能感受到自己的脈搏，感受到，又只剩她一個。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNUAgVGO7U
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsENvHWG5v
咔、咔。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPNBqEuUaQ
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelVU3KBYwM
她想念阿朗。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0x7afo9fP4
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閒來無事，研究一下牆壁白屑剝落的形狀、整理一下堆滿椅子的衫褲、洗擦一下保温壺內膽的污漬。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Qi8eWxw2I
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtQRVJq0vI
終於，夠鐘喚棉花糖起床，帶她到樓下公園，和幼稚園的同學玩。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXYUQaH0FY
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTGQf20xn3
坐在樓下的長椅上，和其他小孩的媽媽有一搭沒一搭地聊着，她們漸漸熟絡，一邊看着小孩蘯千秋，一邊用手拍打附在腳上試圖吸血的蚊子，話題從小孩到烹飪、再從保養到婆媳關係。話畢，又埋怨一下小孩的「畫圓功課」太困難，最後還不是由家長完成。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PYNjTzzCc
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHQ6RVR5U8
似乎，各有各的憂慮。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfnpHb5POK
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmokM4CJxA9
只有思思自豪——棉花糖好叻，佢個圓，畫得好圓！1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWiwUW8LBo4
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHC7wAK1kK
天色漸暗，思思領棉花糖回家。煮飯，今早已買餸、洗菜。等阿朗回家，即可開飯。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13Irle9lQw
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSsBVIbyva
她在成為一個好妻子，等待她的好丈夫歸來。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizO2EzppnC
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmaNqrqrcq
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1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeS7TDghYde
阿朗回家，洗完澡，吃飯、喝湯、陪棉花糖玩「煮飯仔」、帶她上床睡覺，在旁聽思思說睡前故事；看向思思的眼神，還是很温柔，不過，有些神不守舍。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidkVqyC8V7
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NJrn54ctW
起初，思思會問：「番工番成點？」、「今日係咪好曬？辛苦你啦——」1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMhMncOHHK
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlMrkVgGmd
阿朗訕訕：「ok啊。」、「咪都係咁。」1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5NMnU8nNl
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtqG8iROPe
後來，思思沒有問，阿朗也沒有主動說，他不想將工作的苦悶分享，這種東西作為與年輕妻子的話題，十分無趣。若要轉述工場對話，又要過濾粗口，太麻煩。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtqI3pFi0w
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNUSiM3sOU
所以，思思以擁抱代替言語問候，以替其按摩肩頸代替直抒自己的無聊。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Fk6FomHg2
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBK3TodwHW2
她着阿朗坐床上，她跪坐於他的背後，看着他的後腦，嗅到他的氣味，想要他。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡki4CuWsBCY
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMNXZvM3uM
思思將手伸向阿朗的鎖骨，下延，指尖掃過他的乳頭，打圈。思思單手環抱阿朗，親吻他，用舌頭撬開他的唇；他也以舌頭回應，有條不紊，像一個沉穩的財閥。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOX6TvApBiH
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaNNMfNIlC
思思的手沒有閒下來，套弄他的陰莖，像擰開樽蓋一樣輕捽龜頭；很快，思思趴在床上，含住他的硬物，手指來回刮掃睾丸底部，再舔啜脹鼓鼓的囊包。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8U0Pfd1vTC
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30Bly6zYg7
「我坐上嚟？」很久沒有用「女上」姿勢做愛，思思想起，以前經常攤軟在阿朗胯下，大汗淋漓；現在，讓他稍稍休息。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD49AP91aeG
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「宜家做？」1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1W712Do6i
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5uUOaQNG2
阿朗的身體提醒他，問這個明顯已有答案的問題。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoC48N04Ma
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8kqOoMxY3
其實他也想做愛，他本來就是一個享受性愛的人，但他覺得「啪啪啪」這種聲響，呈現的是力量感，他累，想充電——憑藉睡覺，而非將陰莖插入陰道。只是下體已經站立，不想跪下。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6BOwCSYZM
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1dH2ztaSZ
「放心，唔轉姿勢，今日我服侍你。」思思推倒阿朗，牽着他的手。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoUAGnJ2co
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqxMAyGDPR
思思的的腰像轉呼拉圈一樣搖動，一會兒，愛液流至阿朗的陰囊。他微微呻吟，思思加速上下坐落，胸部也因而上下跌蕩。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡck22SQpVgb
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡub3NdFTweU
「好鍾意你生完之後嘅身材，多咗肉地。」1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6cEyZ9UeL
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJknWEEowe
他的手不斷揉搓她的胸部，又輕輕握着她柔媚的腰，再摸摸剖腹留下的疤痕。與最初的羞澀不同，她多了幾分激情，坦率地面紅急喘，這樣的她竟然已經生育。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ005P1VnQOS
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO32RLBFMn2
思思高潮，陰部緊緊收縮，人才剛抽搐兩下；阿朗隨即側身抽出陰莖，將精液射在思思的腳上，她知道，他這次故意放任自己的慾液；以往他很持久，誓令她腳軟；她明白，他是真的累，早完，早休息。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyHrESyAyN
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他吻了吻她。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrzF2pspFV
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思思抹走精液，去一下廁所。回房，見阿朗已經攤睡，但聽到她開門，又坐起來，問：1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEgSpkihQF
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgyvxmgBEL
「老婆，你瞓覺未？我有啲攰……」1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzWPlZ28sO
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTw09j8xfTa
「瞓。辛苦你啦今日，同埋，每一日。」1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOfkd7rtci
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7G7zC4zs53
「邊係。你——我啱啱好爽。」1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pxjIJGoPz
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvt27WklQk
阿朗微笑。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinEVfW6osb
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3Y1x2CPCV
思思回味剛剛的高潮，她忽然想再享受一次性快感，一次，就一次。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSzeawDzCb
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9EiNhrYxi
或者是多吻他一次。所幸，仍有一整晚可以躺在同一張床上，而且，沒有棉花糖打擾。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsUseckMgj
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeETfhJLg1t
她希望，他也享受和自己在一起的夜晚，享受只有他倆的寧靜或者喘息。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHxY9qaZKe
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNZxg9FPTO
關燈，二人睡覺。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoTxZncXFC
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiuIcGGsSQ
開眼、開眼。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK81112jIKt
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFGwiEXQSR
閉眼、閉眼。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybVo2L586K
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VKapcJWX3
閉眼、開眼。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9T1bfCWEA
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3M5F1RCWNR
無聊感，湧上思思心頭。她總覺得，意猶未盡。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFi1UJnbcx
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0k75P7HWt
阿朗不打鼻鼾，但有「嘶——嘶——」的呼吸聲；她在旁聽着，也好，很實切地感覺到他在旁邊。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq09CafjuJ4
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8028zq9XoK
此刻，她想抱抱阿朗，但放棄，以免驚醒他，她暗忖明晚一定要相擁入眠。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpDODqJsPA
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6aBoDmpOw
漸漸，思思經常獨自做一件事。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqXeds2PJx
1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrgYxMioug
她因而有些莫名的羞恥感。1143Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFozxgN3ud
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