看，人是迂腐的；習慣習慣，成自然，温水煮蛙，稍一有一點好的迹象，又覺得可以停歇了，進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景，所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決，只會甩皮甩骨地苟活，但永不斷氣。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEpCxamx4v
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下午，阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp：862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCeVRcmeak
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2W6pU3qTy1
「Fiona結婚喎，話要搞吓同學會，單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXUZkYlM9w
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「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHRsglTLfc
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「明。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhHJwVengd
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIX2f7nDsye
「玩得開心，唔好太癲，女朋友會擔心。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLKgQuXiCS
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzr5dV8Atl
「得啦。計我話，到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍，互相交流吓食評。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYLdAOcBRk
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wKXdcDlRK
阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死，對着電話笑了；思思見狀，問：862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgB31PTTp4
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgTcsHhQbO
「傾咩傾得咁開心？」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPjEXewcKa
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeV75gSNxVE
「有個中學同學結婚，峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2E5ZKbkwFo
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeJcH00j2U
「俾我睇吓？」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNmVxI71mu
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBD2DcHBlB
「好。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DfdTiXF9j
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJcZ3tMPkD
她將頭凑近，一看就看到名字，面色僵了一下：862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Bqwlm5Cou
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAhJbFymwI
「哦，係Fiona喎。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEO63crJLmm
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8R44n1gLR1
「係呀，佢咁都嫁得出。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZv4bD84xlc
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNpnbWO3YT
他一直覺得，Fiona不適宜嫁娶，像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1g7SXfaoK
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOHd08fCmE
「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉，我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANkXT4a4cJ
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JuFcLcrMd
適宜與否是一回事，長得漂亮、情商高，這個結果並不出奇；倒好，可以減少對其的戒心。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CMfiNTDGQ
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQI0sucGoKY
「嗯。總之，我唔會去party。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0BxBpSB2Y
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoL2GiFPpC
「仲敢？」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8H2jS1ahHo
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Clngp9gXO
「唔敢。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDVlLT90Th
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxgDpqE6VH
「係我大量先原諒你咋，醒醒定定。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRGCaw306b
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdviVHKKkkl
「得得得，知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbhuc5q9Fg
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0kXpCBGXs
舊事重提，沒有點明，但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌，但沒有人忘記。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2ClfXd9SP
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0BSAOPR3t
「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後，我add咗佢Facebook，佢啲相影得好好睇，真人係咪都係呢個樣？」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6bcbFSD3Z
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYybcxUrkx
她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人，幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5f15dpcpp
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYEkFedvLQ
「唔知，嗰次之後，我就unfriend咗佢。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitBHNi3HSp
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Cdb5UGyQf
這是真的，他在杜絕自己做到傻事，或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4E479Hz8Ls
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Pmg8az0XN
「我開俾你睇。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQq35EhqHMu
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYm1udwjAE
「唔洗啦。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIDx2jKFGf
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3haON5Ou7
心存芥蒂，毫不好奇。每每想起，他都有種不適，總是覺得差一點就會失去一切，失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelkDs4AkYz
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6AQgDvJTS
她見他皺眉，確實不情願，故調侃他：862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6WcPZxR4O
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77z2jjXRzW
「做咩咁抗拒，心虛？」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05rY0PNc8w
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EPkXWKjcB
「唔係啊，我只係唔想睇，都過咗去啦。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYla5HabNC
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1n873ocStg
「其實，我仲好記得㗎。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4rpKVwHxi
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxooJjbke3T
即使，已成過去，但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感，仍然赫人。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwkCgT2ATV
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJ0KXIrb6j
「Sorry。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0yyGA3s26
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDdOiFShtc
他不加以辯駁，也不想接話，沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足，而且供別人遊覽；即使對方是髮妻。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOutNYJUccL
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifE3KXaX5y
「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁，當時係唔想提，後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企，成身都係香水味咁番嚟，我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先，而我係咩都唔知。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYGDqLdp1z
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUtKXXI9aA
她為此，失卻了安全感；直到後來，才慢慢地相信他。當然，另一方面卻更安心，明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為，其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰，在這個邏輯裏自洽。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhRg9C8BGz
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVjZoqQtbI
「Sorry……」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfoZonsalo
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8NYi67E4K
他重複道歉，她一直沒有責備他，已很寬厚。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbsuYOqbpi
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7LcEykOtI
「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢，但只係想講出嚟啫，難得溝通吓吖嘛。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4K1J6t0op
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVaGYFfAnz
「你信我，我冇鍾意過佢。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOjisQQFff
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79F1s6B8Ny
「嗯。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSxyDoofMU
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWzTk1DlkM
既然說起，阿朗問：862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbdI7lYMO1
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pcad2fThf
「咁你呢？有冇鍾意過你個學生？」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtN7OiEHvgn
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMEy0l1gOF
她沒好氣地答：862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwSFqUwLc9
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMjT99yA44
「當然冇——喂，人哋咁細個，我有冇咁狼死啊？」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5wkKbw1wL
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcRhITNFme
「細個咪好，不知幾正，又青春又有活力。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3X0wyv5k1
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEXCoeT2tl
「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TBZvvKkia
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNm0LLA43w
「我邊度傻，一估就俾我估到，唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9C5cVft3CZ
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5igDKP6Ai
「威啦威啦。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqkhmrgKmA
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaVfDFtQs9
二人都笑，然後，又停頓了一下。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqXffIUQlu
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqgccFLWyi
「佢最近點？」阿朗隨便問問。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWPa0sBe52
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlSjKCgPo1
「佢拍咗拖啦；琴日我見到佢，佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitU4hWzj9X
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSa4vFHjcnB
「喺街上撞到？」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kGgfSxjDE
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrYumo2ZOU
「佢喺校門等我。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNcfHuTWd4
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7V6rZfH6M
他忽然想起，昨晚，她從袋中取出鎮痛貼，然後着他幫忙貼上；時間推前，她比往常晚了一點回來。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuzzn7u5hT
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOx7gfAD54
他語帶諷刺：862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4EVsiC7xI
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBR3uZ19SJ
「哇，咁有心嘅？拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人？」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERcflbHc73
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZDk6v4O4A
她聽得出他的揶揄，反擊道：862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76VhOlQGIc
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80qbDiC6sy
「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowXdvTq1KI
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdg1jG8wdGU
「邊同？我係以為佢有事先會上去，你呢？你個人生勾勾，佢都特登等你放工？」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeioI5KOva
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8HDvfNyrO
「有咩問題？」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0eTzgC5blR
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFbH1pcSMw
「佢又知你唔舒服？同學生有冇必要講咁多？」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iHYdCssoA
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqkCXARfPN
「識得耐，唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofDNdMHvJP
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgcioTrswc
「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講，係咪幫你鏈埋骨？」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWHb6NI5e3
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyBbaRp00A
是。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyhKbNLhUp
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50liJmS8X7
「你夠係，都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhDlGnxvxw
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3szb4AwoI
是。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RiVoYpLW9
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEgGgFwG6Z
於是，二人盯着對方，再沒有說話。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLwhCjDI0i
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibFocx3ZpF
明明，內心的劇本不是這樣的；明明，這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好，想大家都開心快樂，將心底的話都攤出來；明明，不應該如此，卻會在情緒驅使下，說一些傷害對方的話。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYFWGlZwJo
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3MXdBAKjK
原先想表達的是什麼？862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9lxIvhx7e
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUkcI3bMtX
太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時，還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈，來來去去都是這四百米，即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲，但在旁人看來，只是在原地踏步；慢慢，連自己也覺得如此。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXDe3NPq16
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6YOd9CWfR
更甚的是，新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促？862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6WB1EglpS
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJ4bvil5B8
他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上，永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊，862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOCRRMMjMj
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBdnCATJeQ
所以，阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程，只覺近來平淡，對方開始沒有心。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8369w1ogU7
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcuxaaIgoP
所以，也因此，他們缺乏柔情的包容——862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBV4VNAHNC2
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysbIp8GsJ0
首先被情緒凌駕思考，繼而作出挑釁。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKI8Lp2FHp
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