看，人是迂腐的；習慣習慣，成自然，温水煮蛙，稍一有一點好的迹象，又覺得可以停歇了，進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景，所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決，只會甩皮甩骨地苟活，但永不斷氣。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfQfkf6kK5
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下午，阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp：917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0IvzpRJ8E
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdmhl0jw4O
「Fiona結婚喎，話要搞吓同學會，單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjB72A5MhDJ
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「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxYtibnkbj
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「明。」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCJWyykfrC
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACtBkIf2NE
「玩得開心，唔好太癲，女朋友會擔心。」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSxL8AXUqC
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrh2Kud7RV0
「得啦。計我話，到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍，互相交流吓食評。」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGkM256wEQ
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiyE4Oq0wQ
阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死，對着電話笑了；思思見狀，問：917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzAEGp37hE
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwg5XNL2rC5
「傾咩傾得咁開心？」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IKfsNp2QW
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbs56LebWD5
「有個中學同學結婚，峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTq1ufHXuIX
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdyjq4Ej4P
「俾我睇吓？」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyy5M2MmsPT
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfIJZh3OJA
「好。」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtiJDKfc0V3
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87t41HMAXf
她將頭凑近，一看就看到名字，面色僵了一下：917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ku6TlIn5b
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl21brMh8uh
「哦，係Fiona喎。」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4M4oQnzHz
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3bzd4zDsr
「係呀，佢咁都嫁得出。」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJVBSNdKI2
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Nb1v5cmns
他一直覺得，Fiona不適宜嫁娶，像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkehy3djrx
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsitXKOZrZ4
「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉，我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBX1EUM4DF
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCKF3OQHnP
適宜與否是一回事，長得漂亮、情商高，這個結果並不出奇；倒好，可以減少對其的戒心。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBm25aLEdK
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqovXisgTf
「嗯。總之，我唔會去party。」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKM6vSDEiKf
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmJRv96vmU
「仲敢？」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXixy3r8xAk
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQByoYB3NXT
「唔敢。」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwXkv9frrw
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIkzWLynVG
「係我大量先原諒你咋，醒醒定定。」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWrtramJVt
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydSfITEMrn
「得得得，知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dAgD7UtHA
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9eQeza29Sg
舊事重提，沒有點明，但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌，但沒有人忘記。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcGuzfuW3M
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqLE9Y6D3H
「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後，我add咗佢Facebook，佢啲相影得好好睇，真人係咪都係呢個樣？」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudfSZd46jl
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaUUmDVHKR
她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人，幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygObWldN2R
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VW92SW183
「唔知，嗰次之後，我就unfriend咗佢。」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sj9DNOfLG
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0W9Lu03qbT
這是真的，他在杜絕自己做到傻事，或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy49hwkyw0m
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1acl7CGIQ
「我開俾你睇。」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGSRI7IO3y
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVWRxmOalB
「唔洗啦。」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4qwQyMUQ2
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3dx5pByih
心存芥蒂，毫不好奇。每每想起，他都有種不適，總是覺得差一點就會失去一切，失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIABkZDkvN
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QrSV4MEht
她見他皺眉，確實不情願，故調侃他：917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqG7elwjPWv
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNHhxHB51V
「做咩咁抗拒，心虛？」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcu966NQ7J
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Z8bwP5oAz
「唔係啊，我只係唔想睇，都過咗去啦。」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjl6ceva5k
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONro2zbNsW
「其實，我仲好記得㗎。」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLvasklHPY
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3odEOyvL3
即使，已成過去，但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感，仍然赫人。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0c5o4HDrv
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNXgV55qRB
「Sorry。」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5UWAApcQK
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzYTDz5TEv
他不加以辯駁，也不想接話，沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足，而且供別人遊覽；即使對方是髮妻。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIcn1Ox5PA
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCm1cTRtySV
「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁，當時係唔想提，後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企，成身都係香水味咁番嚟，我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先，而我係咩都唔知。」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdGXn0JLnZ
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyiQujj1wi
她為此，失卻了安全感；直到後來，才慢慢地相信他。當然，另一方面卻更安心，明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為，其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰，在這個邏輯裏自洽。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6496Z9bHh
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCQ3hczjcM
「Sorry……」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6AHiaGBmVT
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEUMyW5R8y
他重複道歉，她一直沒有責備他，已很寬厚。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxi4aRFIBWf
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxNUFYJoRF
「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢，但只係想講出嚟啫，難得溝通吓吖嘛。」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVyMZBgeCe
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFEOVB7taW
「你信我，我冇鍾意過佢。」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡev0EA2lcQg
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsq89z55Gl
「嗯。」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAWa30e9Ou
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHtTpHnAyc
既然說起，阿朗問：917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzga4Iexyk
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNfmCzWhYb
「咁你呢？有冇鍾意過你個學生？」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohkN4Qz6JE
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2Swg0PTD5
她沒好氣地答：917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7EoaKrchk
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtA2X8XDVy
「當然冇——喂，人哋咁細個，我有冇咁狼死啊？」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzHLxTetrz
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDs53K2d6Fw
「細個咪好，不知幾正，又青春又有活力。」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUfMHlOJWs
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBXxTDtWiv
「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGC7DUwtZVv
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51eKGUCkc2
「我邊度傻，一估就俾我估到，唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIk82HLL6tn
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluy8amunXN
「威啦威啦。」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUq1SHq4sE
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡseJWEjUm0F
二人都笑，然後，又停頓了一下。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJBpFabzhB
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaBfpV3KDN
「佢最近點？」阿朗隨便問問。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNGXH7XAQ4
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTuVKegYc18
「佢拍咗拖啦；琴日我見到佢，佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDohMEGVZy
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBYXNTk2fx
「喺街上撞到？」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5R4EqWzAP9
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMUPOMloUd
「佢喺校門等我。」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMO1RvvVIb
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcYcO5mitg
他忽然想起，昨晚，她從袋中取出鎮痛貼，然後着他幫忙貼上；時間推前，她比往常晚了一點回來。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOtTAfWE5B
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMoOZRAJ8o0
他語帶諷刺：917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ837Zn6pvf0
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMtQn2j3w3
「哇，咁有心嘅？拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人？」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1c35jvWcmO
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMezZMvGJT
她聽得出他的揶揄，反擊道：917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosmEQ4V093
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRirbPdWUB
「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFkZUvyRsi
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUs3vUERrx
「邊同？我係以為佢有事先會上去，你呢？你個人生勾勾，佢都特登等你放工？」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgllsp6Nzo
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHfMLGJ9FJ
「有咩問題？」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhDC1wGFjm
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbtGMJKkE9
「佢又知你唔舒服？同學生有冇必要講咁多？」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjC1fQkUkKL
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzzbXq34uB
「識得耐，唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffv6vG0CPk
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zcvLo5ygH
「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講，係咪幫你鏈埋骨？」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVbL6mwR9M
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9C0oKc7FFc
是。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmETy9gcTP
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgisiDBd80k
「你夠係，都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkKEi4H5vz
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiAUGQUyN8
是。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgYodOqFrm
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMXwxhl2Ba
於是，二人盯着對方，再沒有說話。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyybjdRN3r9
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7pDhmD7pJ
明明，內心的劇本不是這樣的；明明，這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好，想大家都開心快樂，將心底的話都攤出來；明明，不應該如此，卻會在情緒驅使下，說一些傷害對方的話。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvtz7JNMH8
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKDsNTh6Qj
原先想表達的是什麼？917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XoDlh1zSa
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5D2VbPKh5
太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時，還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈，來來去去都是這四百米，即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲，但在旁人看來，只是在原地踏步；慢慢，連自己也覺得如此。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovPINGhKCY
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMPONLdVqn
更甚的是，新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促？917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtW8TpYRY5
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjhEm9qhqq
他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上，永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊，917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgSQq8qnmg
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTz9h72k76u
所以，阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程，只覺近來平淡，對方開始沒有心。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlyHiUKD7a
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAt9WbBJ6t
所以，也因此，他們缺乏柔情的包容——917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XAxVspenu
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqhE9xNZaj
首先被情緒凌駕思考，繼而作出挑釁。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX35XpE8Oi2
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