波瀾不驚，是平靜，是舒適；是死寂，是窒息。858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRciPEdAbUW
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波瀾當驚？858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipSVp06KUY
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思思如常，坐落在社工室的椅子上，打字。858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnccVGQWVFp
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她總是要跟別人說：「It is OK to be not OK.」858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4GWQlnJ7p
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tnGLnuWE6
但世界的運行卻是如此：「我理撚得你O唔OK，做好啲嘢佢啦。」858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXv4gm8EFP
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放學，朝光開門，問思思：858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGi9d64GbG
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIevUvYEoU
「你好似好攰咁喎？好多嘢做？」858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUnga8I7r8
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvvdfFNM1k
他凑近，盯着她的臉，她連眨眼也很慢，像那些吊着鹽水的病人，無意再看天花那一成不變的模糊紋理。有時他覺得，她的生命迹象是薄弱的，從神情來看。858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJuybGHrvC
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3ZnRnz22u
「少少攰啦。」她已習慣他的到來。858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg12lAKgBT0
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKdzjc8xkF
他不語，把手放到她的肩上，替她按摩繃緊的肩膀。858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0VKw9evo6
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisKyfZIKc9
「啱力？」858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSNICW3oBl
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXVLRs7f3E
她正閉眼，沒來得及作任何反應；忽然想起，阿朗也會幫她按肩。858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBryIedhu06
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIal6cqnhNJ
曾經，他也非常自信的說「程師傅好好手勢，實按到你舒舒服服。」之後，就會以深深淺淺的力度按壓她的肩，用手指捽捽，又用手肘轉轉，非常細緻。858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTU5yQoSGZ0
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72Fu5kRVSu
「程師傅好掂喎。」858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGobGDKIC4
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDg2i2ZYnJd
她扭頭，向阿朗笑笑，他就會吻她的臉頰，然後繼續按摩某些穴位。858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhnu8FTt1I
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11YGRRvy3Y
「嗯。」思思回答朝光。858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60rOEaMDOy
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcb3ZkolGQI
其實，她不應允許朝光的手放在她的肩上。可是，她這刻覺得，或者渴望他是阿朗，那個會認真替她捏肩的「程師傅」。858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45ddhqCslJ
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昨夜，阿朗也有替她按摩。858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmjKSgeEeo
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazGXTvjlGh
她在床上作伸展狀，他抬頭隨口問了一句：「洗唔洗幫你摙吓骨？」又立刻低頭看電話。858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjVwFUDhg3
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「好呀。」怎料她真的要。858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHETcIEZzY
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnuCsxIEtW
她看到，他肯定自己沒有聽錯後的一刻停頓，隨即又面色自如地移至她的背後，一下下地按着。858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYfbYD0lC7
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Dnu6Hv9yL
「對咗好耐電腦？」858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9MUN7Pf9L
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsIoDNxii4
「係呀。」858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMgmOUAdDb
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dUctbhMXH
他轉為㩡骨的拳頭：「其實要做咩？」858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWlcK2YqJo
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOlxEjMbo3
「打吓報告囉，有啲係行政嘢嚟嘅。或者要用耳仔同膊頭夾住個電話囉。」858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrIkzf3Qvh
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnv0g9i18Sp
「哦，點解嘅。」他淡淡的問。858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNutXmNI6H
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIvimjgH1U
「校務處飛線入嚟。」858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MeI72m9Rv
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNpTfauI0V
「哦。」她正想轉頭和他聊天，但他又回到原本的位置，示意已按摩完畢。858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRp9jUsqQ6R
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74TOIfZxzg
「唔該哂你。」她的語氣竟不自覺地疏離起來，然後挪一挪身子，躺下。858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9cAQdE2zl
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7VR1dFrxq
「呢個位係咪痛？好緊喎。」朝光問，令思思回過神來。858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfZXHAXjMf
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7q1qkKMgxo
「你又識呢啲嘢？」858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHBWxoYHVG
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「其實唔難。」他笑笑。858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDuTZksnK2
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmHoSkxueu
他發現，思思有些溜肩，所以她的斜方肌甚大，是有些肉的，可是整體而言極其繃緊。他皺眉，對她訓話：858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbYaGaYMCz
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnco1E3ViuA
「番屋企玩少啲電話啦，唔好再做低頭族。」858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7JGScdvE1
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCp9CR9FXRt
她回頭以側面答：「啱啊，我年紀都唔細。」看着朝光烏黑濃密的頭髮，想起每次梳頭時頭髮也不停脫落，自嘲：858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrPOJqPnYq
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrP3NfyEcuY
「真係好羨慕你哋啲後生。」858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5HaBwugbc
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmfo3VE8Dx
他心跳加速，她笑時眼睛彎彎，可是神色淡然，只自傷年華；他便知道她別無異心，只是剛巧需要有個人為她捏肩。858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYl5BV5HaK
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjK7NWjp48i
「你有幾老呀？小姐？」他不禁反了一下白眼。858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCcTWHppLN
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSsChpFiKO
「老呀，我眼角都有魚尾紋啦。」858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IATC6n1Ep
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3ve0JiPXN
他把頭伸前：「冇呀。」858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwT5WPXxUAV
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWmU5wWypD
她立即提起嘴角，瞇起眼睛：「宜家呢，宜家一笑就有啦。」858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZsKP0ptKN
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxk6sKAgrj
「你哋啲女人就係麻煩，唔怪得啲化妝品公司係咁上市，你哋啲錢真係易呃。郁啲就話皺紋，郁啲就話咩老化、暗沉，又要撻啲嘢上面，諗住搽完就會後生咗。都傻傻哋嘅。」858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsk2JaFZgy
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXoda3SzELo
「咁唔係點？咁睇落後生啲，都好似靚啲啦。幾多歲嘅男人，都鍾意十八歲嘅女人㗎啦。」858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVu7L20Ff24
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRBiTgbZbd
她訕訕，十八歲的她曾被十八歲的阿朗迷戀。858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Hz51VeEMa
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrDjhB9wgn
「邊係，我就唔鍾意啦。」858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJMbfozLyw
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UrbXP0LJe
「咁你鍾意幾多歲？」858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbABgDFO72
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9796dVK8r
「三十囉，成熟啲，冇咁煩吖嘛。」858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwma3KK5ev
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnbAXC4uC1
「五十咪仲成熟？六十歲好似再成熟啲喎。」858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sx5PPCfHt
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWeqzjgbEx
「太熟，不了。」858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwJyBjriz5
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqPSH9Odc5
他沒有說出口的是：「你講得啱。」他既喜歡她成熟的神色，又喜歡她不老的容貌。他不懂她為何要憂心形容退化，若然他是她的丈夫，他能夠與她相對一輩子，一定可以每天都替其按肩搓頸，絕不怠惰。858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjl6dpzJRNu
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpby3H3f3my
「咁到時你同老婆結婚結到五、六十歲，又不了？」858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqyX4k62DG
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZJX7PgVgr
噢，她才約莫三十歲，已開始和丈夫疏離，那麼再多過幾年會怎樣呢？858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07MmFbWZrr
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhnKOZx3Cw
「如果我鍾意嘅，幾熟都冇問題。」朝光堅定地答。858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjwH6KBcvM
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3AVBqu5od
當天，阿朗亦說他會一生一世都愛她；其實當天，思思也如此對阿朗說。858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNb2kBfoBN
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzWSBCLNJI
可能，他們只是太熟了，而不是不愛；如朝光那樣說，鍾意就得。858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3Eh7duD84
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0PxIVdNP4
只是，即使喜歡，即使愛，有時太熟，也可以構成問題。858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWskhDSzD0L
858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMubuniiQm2
她很羨慕朝光的青春和憧憬，如同當日，她和阿朗也有這樣的決心，也相信二人的手心肉一旦黏合，就永不割斷。現在呢？光是一次按摩就能體現時光已逝。她羨慕朝光——858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmDHv9NfUj
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他不知道，對有些人來說，綿長的情感是一種磨難。858Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡou8rEUZqOB
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