他摸一摸她的髮，去洗澡，再上床睡覺。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JEbBJR2zN
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幾天後，阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Efjz3Ygin
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKkOjNIAay
Hin跟阿朗同齡，都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命，他只過了一半都不夠。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNnZvO1LKg
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdj6LVokC8T
阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦，他的面容並不舒展，有疤痕；雖然血跡已被清理，但難掩觸目驚心。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGDfVcG9cb
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkApmT9FYA
可能是因為，Hin是阿朗認識的人，所以感覺和平常不一樣；像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具，殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白，怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢？859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHHQs8Ktow
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生命無常，真的令人非常無力。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2isQVUG49
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3PO3NmemG
一邊掃粉，他想起和峰仔的對話：859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx25NJxusJZ
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHl1wrqfO3
「同阿Hin唔多聯絡，但都唔會生疏，就算幾耐冇見，有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭；明明同佢唔算熟，但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講，佢真係幾好仔，都幾好人士。」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBKrJzMfgF
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLxumPeRh4
峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒，續道：859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxRdmhnUJE
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrsKyIpUZ8
「傷心，唔係真係特別傷心，但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平，啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線，交通意外喎？屌。你話，嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對？859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAx3eckvPk
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQgWDW2uKB
咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命，仲可以做到啲咩？精神長存？859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYtZjNBfad
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lyGxEGAHK
如果係你，你死咗，或者阿嫂死咗，你哋會點？唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦？859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBOyGjX1qN
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaxLYQZe3A
都戇撚尻，咁容易就死咗，屌。」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Jx78vCqYJ
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABqlF9vZwD
「唔好飲得咁快啦，你就嚟醉。」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBf0sPBL4I
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMS9Azw418i
「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力，有咩所謂。」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡya5DQ8H2ez
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9a6cAEYE2
「不了，我已經有老婆㗎啦。」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJmSWLGgwp
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONd3kgTqHs
「你知就好啦，好好珍惜啦，唔該你啦大爺。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShdopPPbpT
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjhD5WIfNv
嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀？好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦，好好傾吓偈好難咩？」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddvx0sQi6A
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaxqyoNLqv
「你好感慨喎。」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETJl91nGYs
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGi7GSHQyI
「係呀屌，因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢，佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd？之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街，成個人係完全崩潰，屌，頂唔順，明明之前仲好哋哋，我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯，講埋哂啲無聊嘢，都可以笑一餐嘅。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxszJEcrGX
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXE5zRLvXG
宜家呢？」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRj4IoFGMc
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3lsRSdCob
「嗯。」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehijIhn6Zd
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uTP5X61Ll
「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0fTdVYAu1
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8HOZgxqCR
「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRIEZ3uy2v
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxP3PihWb4
「我好驚，萬一我女朋友有啲咩事，咁點算？」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcGl9WW6ga
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYiRT5KqcI
「唔好諗咁多啦。」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5TwrfGPqd
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡer1wun5Mpp
「邊個知？人咁化學。」峰仔歎。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWsh2JwzAU
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSjGcFxGgu
阿朗不語。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnuCf774Y7
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYg7F8D7Io
而他可以做的，就是專心化好Hin的遺體，還他不輸在世時的模樣。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xtOQugAh4
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4BUsBa3nv
完成後，他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIl2vnKza9X
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWg35CKmtRx
「嘉欣，呢個就係阿朗。」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvukecs9PmD
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgszTbJl4GC
峰仔開口介紹二人。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlhvbIBd8k
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIftMTvqjix
「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdY5kzZy35a
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjZJB9gUGV
「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEttoWYs593
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7B2ipVrjE
峰仔解釋他們為何在這。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwz37DCSPV
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvIQY1qL7q
「嗯。放心，佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzshduZQG4r
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6aMmzb1dGy
感受到一點關心，嘉欣又哭起來：「好。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRou09LKnu
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3O4VztBZ4s
嗰一日朝早，我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句，跟住佢出門口之後，同我講，之後唔會唔記得。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcgZnA3hvD
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4Ivc9KJ3a
佢放咗工之後，同我講話喺樓下商場等啦，一齊買吓嘢。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvtjMr5lUc
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvXDlu1G2z
之後……就冇之後了。」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkSesLjYnB
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxFtkrpZGt
「節哀順變。」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonCelszZRE
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3vG48NvYF
「嗰一日，只係一個好平常嘅日子，好平常嘅事。」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitJ1gZfK6U
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRdezYNqqE
「嗯。」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpMzel3kvm
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEz8EiOKHY
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ998hQYXFMo
「都醫學昌明啦，救番一個人，應該唔難㗎喎。但係，就係唔得。人定勝天？原來係，生死有命……點解偏偏係佢？偏偏係我老公？859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsGBx81ZRP
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhVxuceH3U
我唔係接受唔到佢死，雖然真係……但……」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mYxxS8YS3
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGCrrsrB0H
嘉欣已說不下去。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXTEjXKLI9
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCH3TlZ5Ab7
她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西，就當他只是出了一次普通的街，上了一次普通的班，和平常一樣。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHrkGhHsDt
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQneRBWQAU
「我想佢番嚟……」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeuXMBpxPE
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJUnPBboO5
她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段，最初知道的時候，一滴眼淚都流不出，一切感官麻木，情緒停止，沒有和無法發難；但是，到現在，世界和自己都清晰知道，Hin已被白布封口，忽然就覺得，要用悲痛餞別。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7j9msZ6yx
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTv6tjIKHes
不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩，她要失儀，她要表達切膚之痛，她要哭。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qzGpZXG45
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHMugr68Tc
她要見他——每次，她這樣想的時候，又會後退，她還有和他的兒子，還要照顧他們的家人。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefnkw1jyZ5
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gK4F2zEPK
她有情緒性的生理不適，心因性，無法進食，常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走，偶然也有窒息的感覺，要不停深呼吸，用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQoy4NfxkI
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB55dXWu3wx
可是她知道，一旦回家，又要人模狗樣地活着了。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2iSwBMBcv
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW07h1X9Cni
阿朗點點頭，表示明白；峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6yY6JzAJE
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWfQ88EfkD
阿朗記起，有一次，夜半醒來。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5fXz5kkJm
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMmxZrdaz8
他沒有什麼知覺，可是，慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣，也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReyGyPVdCI
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3MIdgDOux
矇矓間，他問：「做咩醒咗嘅？」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINRpSRGwnO
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzd3dFZIzdj
「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxz1zbBMYtX
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HsAecku0d
「夢啫，瞓番啦。」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8bRORnIso
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJz0YJt7LjI
「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗，堅持咗一陣，喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThUMq8yGjo
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzuezNWzEv
「傻瓜，我冇事啊。」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4kpNVSfWr
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnI4iJEZz6
「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你，要move on，揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀！」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXx9WmoJKCr
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2aPlXBzOY9
她悲傷。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJl4yGFHX5
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Q0yzTDjPR
「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqTTDlNcRi
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ628v1b22ku
「冇你點開心？」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xUrgM7nn7
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQqHIwa9Pp
「知啦知啦，我會小心啲㗎啦，好冇？」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AeotvLkMP
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhl7Hj2mofK
「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底，叫我攞番出嚟。」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrb8civIqfL
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIodno4qhO
她像突然想起了什麼，又笑了笑他。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxel28ys8oc
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxsGeTIcwM
「哎呀，俾你發現咗添！」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fFa6OzG3o
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCywPfAkDk1
當然，他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewYfTJ8pWi
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVRYBBAlD9
「係？你講，你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅！」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjS2uq8SSHz
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDI44V6Zbr
「係啦係啦，冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vZlSAaeha
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCsGhVfsE9
當時，阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰，倖免於難，常常心有餘悸。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcfz6VMRlS
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIU1zwCpzZE
他抱一抱思思，漫不經心地問：859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkjJTxD673
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQbK9l4pPR
「咁如果俾你揀，你寧願我出軌，定係死？」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfINo8IXx6O
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hrRo7TleF
她不假思索：859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcQPbwUun8
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQhiCxV2HN
「當然係寧願你出軌。」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVmyPEJtxt
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25ALzxio9l
「吓，出軌咁衰，賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mRc0wP3ud
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NhvZgqgX5
「真㗎，寧願你出軌。」她垂眸：「都好過成個人冇咗。」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77ATK9g01B
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDbX88gv9c
他好像隱隱明白她的意思，但是，沒有再想下去；凌晨時分，世界應該安睡。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3yPwWGWOY
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjLEnOfzRv
現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1uWmpVMp2I
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