他摸一摸她的髮,去洗澡,再上床睡覺。914Please respect copyright.PENANA96Pstz5Rky
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幾天後,阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。914Please respect copyright.PENANAHGHWXeV4NW
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Hin跟阿朗同齡,都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命,他只過了一半都不夠。914Please respect copyright.PENANAWjXqpTpnuG
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阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦,他的面容並不舒展,有疤痕;雖然血跡已被清理,但難掩觸目驚心。914Please respect copyright.PENANAlIXJicabKt
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可能是因為,Hin是阿朗認識的人,所以感覺和平常不一樣;像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具,殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白,怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢?914Please respect copyright.PENANAELzac5zREq
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生命無常,真的令人非常無力。914Please respect copyright.PENANA7vXfa9z1bD
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一邊掃粉,他想起和峰仔的對話:914Please respect copyright.PENANA0zg4ZI80od
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「同阿Hin唔多聯絡,但都唔會生疏,就算幾耐冇見,有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭;明明同佢唔算熟,但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講,佢真係幾好仔,都幾好人士。」914Please respect copyright.PENANAuuQvo87CaR
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峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒,續道:914Please respect copyright.PENANAz0RvZczYme
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「傷心,唔係真係特別傷心,但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平,啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線,交通意外喎?屌。你話,嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對?914Please respect copyright.PENANAt2gUKgPh06
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咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命,仲可以做到啲咩?精神長存?914Please respect copyright.PENANAcGxySn54dP
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如果係你,你死咗,或者阿嫂死咗,你哋會點?唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦?914Please respect copyright.PENANApxMUGEJPM4
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都戇撚尻,咁容易就死咗,屌。」914Please respect copyright.PENANABZgXH03b0u
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「唔好飲得咁快啦,你就嚟醉。」914Please respect copyright.PENANAxUGgaPr4r1
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「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力,有咩所謂。」914Please respect copyright.PENANAsJQz7Eju20
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「不了,我已經有老婆㗎啦。」914Please respect copyright.PENANAdTDEpaoxwv
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「你知就好啦,好好珍惜啦,唔該你啦大爺。914Please respect copyright.PENANA5flMpuJjMG
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嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀?好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦,好好傾吓偈好難咩?」914Please respect copyright.PENANAk4J2SplXQo
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「你好感慨喎。」914Please respect copyright.PENANAefsgwL4wYu
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「係呀屌,因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢,佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd?之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街,成個人係完全崩潰,屌,頂唔順,明明之前仲好哋哋,我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯,講埋哂啲無聊嘢,都可以笑一餐嘅。914Please respect copyright.PENANA53Kdh7c9Dn
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宜家呢?」914Please respect copyright.PENANAJlerWF1xgn
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「嗯。」914Please respect copyright.PENANAKDKP10dc9u
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「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」914Please respect copyright.PENANAkX6hoxthvG
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「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。914Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9MkGdjHL4
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「我好驚,萬一我女朋友有啲咩事,咁點算?」914Please respect copyright.PENANAitbH3vWTzn
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「唔好諗咁多啦。」914Please respect copyright.PENANAlmcapHm8OX
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「邊個知?人咁化學。」峰仔歎。914Please respect copyright.PENANAtOHvLER0hH
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阿朗不語。914Please respect copyright.PENANAEnJXlg0oNx
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而他可以做的,就是專心化好Hin的遺體,還他不輸在世時的模樣。914Please respect copyright.PENANAFhsHMkFoNf
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完成後,他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。914Please respect copyright.PENANAEeZe862Cqc
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「嘉欣,呢個就係阿朗。」914Please respect copyright.PENANAS9Ewoz5bHJ
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峰仔開口介紹二人。914Please respect copyright.PENANAS8K3nWRKUk
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「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。914Please respect copyright.PENANA6NEpJHLKQJ
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「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」914Please respect copyright.PENANAYT8eQLj1of
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峰仔解釋他們為何在這。914Please respect copyright.PENANACVFXwlo3em
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「嗯。放心,佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。914Please respect copyright.PENANAZuuPfRB7VB
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感受到一點關心,嘉欣又哭起來:「好。914Please respect copyright.PENANAlhWTKZEKcK
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嗰一日朝早,我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句,跟住佢出門口之後,同我講,之後唔會唔記得。914Please respect copyright.PENANAv5dKDYssnC
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佢放咗工之後,同我講話喺樓下商場等啦,一齊買吓嘢。914Please respect copyright.PENANAnjY9xFwxTn
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之後……就冇之後了。」914Please respect copyright.PENANA2tnLlNDLec
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「節哀順變。」914Please respect copyright.PENANAkjDYWHEYAG
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「嗰一日,只係一個好平常嘅日子,好平常嘅事。」914Please respect copyright.PENANAbTkyutXrad
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「嗯。」914Please respect copyright.PENANA7qSZiAgEBn
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「都醫學昌明啦,救番一個人,應該唔難㗎喎。但係,就係唔得。人定勝天?原來係,生死有命……點解偏偏係佢?偏偏係我老公?914Please respect copyright.PENANA8knfINJe34
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我唔係接受唔到佢死,雖然真係……但……」914Please respect copyright.PENANAtmcnI17YnC
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嘉欣已說不下去。914Please respect copyright.PENANAdYPiyLPc09
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她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西,就當他只是出了一次普通的街,上了一次普通的班,和平常一樣。914Please respect copyright.PENANATTEolsTy9o
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「我想佢番嚟……」914Please respect copyright.PENANAuWlycjBbS2
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她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段,最初知道的時候,一滴眼淚都流不出,一切感官麻木,情緒停止,沒有和無法發難;但是,到現在,世界和自己都清晰知道,Hin已被白布封口,忽然就覺得,要用悲痛餞別。914Please respect copyright.PENANANIS27rpfaW
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不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩,她要失儀,她要表達切膚之痛,她要哭。914Please respect copyright.PENANA1K7yYxf7mN
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她要見他——每次,她這樣想的時候,又會後退,她還有和他的兒子,還要照顧他們的家人。914Please respect copyright.PENANARprRikg8pp
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她有情緒性的生理不適,心因性,無法進食,常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走,偶然也有窒息的感覺,要不停深呼吸,用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。914Please respect copyright.PENANAS238RPhRa3
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可是她知道,一旦回家,又要人模狗樣地活着了。914Please respect copyright.PENANAsyjo3mbwIq
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阿朗點點頭,表示明白;峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。914Please respect copyright.PENANAOTgq1HPqzZ
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阿朗記起,有一次,夜半醒來。914Please respect copyright.PENANAfEMLO2XkK0
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他沒有什麼知覺,可是,慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣,也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。914Please respect copyright.PENANAKgSeDj34rh
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矇矓間,他問:「做咩醒咗嘅?」914Please respect copyright.PENANA5RzWqqwBSA
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「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。914Please respect copyright.PENANA7GOxUlVcRe
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「夢啫,瞓番啦。」914Please respect copyright.PENANAo1ariTREnF
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「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗,堅持咗一陣,喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」914Please respect copyright.PENANA6Rhs8gJAD4
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「傻瓜,我冇事啊。」914Please respect copyright.PENANAFWyXyGVuim
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「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你,要move on,揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀!」914Please respect copyright.PENANAjrTtFG82fn
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她悲傷。914Please respect copyright.PENANA8xATO1fBj5
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「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。914Please respect copyright.PENANAC5rtkAsGvB
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「冇你點開心?」914Please respect copyright.PENANA6xBUinKFoN
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「知啦知啦,我會小心啲㗎啦,好冇?」914Please respect copyright.PENANAt3eOEQJdt6
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「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底,叫我攞番出嚟。」914Please respect copyright.PENANAXLmNQ0n7kJ
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她像突然想起了什麼,又笑了笑他。914Please respect copyright.PENANArmpKM58uXE
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「哎呀,俾你發現咗添!」914Please respect copyright.PENANAl1GPXxPvaY
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當然,他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。914Please respect copyright.PENANA1JNfntorc9
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「係?你講,你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅!」914Please respect copyright.PENANAWpJ0MYEdwU
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「係啦係啦,冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」914Please respect copyright.PENANArqaJlwpChY
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當時,阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰,倖免於難,常常心有餘悸。914Please respect copyright.PENANAWMLAq9XufT
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他抱一抱思思,漫不經心地問:914Please respect copyright.PENANAI0Zwp5Utyf
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「咁如果俾你揀,你寧願我出軌,定係死?」914Please respect copyright.PENANArOX0Vb1pqA
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她不假思索:914Please respect copyright.PENANAQhbS8etb6L
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「當然係寧願你出軌。」914Please respect copyright.PENANAdjvxCVxZbU
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「吓,出軌咁衰,賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。914Please respect copyright.PENANA3LN8b9UEYI
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「真㗎,寧願你出軌。」她垂眸:「都好過成個人冇咗。」914Please respect copyright.PENANAx5tsDH6FuQ
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他好像隱隱明白她的意思,但是,沒有再想下去;凌晨時分,世界應該安睡。914Please respect copyright.PENANAUPdQRDwFru
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現在,他看着嘉欣,好像更理解思思的意思。914Please respect copyright.PENANABj7xvlHudk