他摸一摸她的髮,去洗澡,再上床睡覺。921Please respect copyright.PENANA8zomVE2SBR
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幾天後,阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。921Please respect copyright.PENANAwBNViYpkmN
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Hin跟阿朗同齡,都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命,他只過了一半都不夠。921Please respect copyright.PENANAj0zWgTyufJ
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阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦,他的面容並不舒展,有疤痕;雖然血跡已被清理,但難掩觸目驚心。921Please respect copyright.PENANA7fhV2usrFR
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可能是因為,Hin是阿朗認識的人,所以感覺和平常不一樣;像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具,殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白,怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢?921Please respect copyright.PENANA7NysmHgFNu
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生命無常,真的令人非常無力。921Please respect copyright.PENANA4ccB70rsBn
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一邊掃粉,他想起和峰仔的對話:921Please respect copyright.PENANAaCvTyV2FhS
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「同阿Hin唔多聯絡,但都唔會生疏,就算幾耐冇見,有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭;明明同佢唔算熟,但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講,佢真係幾好仔,都幾好人士。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAa736R2IWGf
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峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒,續道:921Please respect copyright.PENANAuxI8YNqzL2
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「傷心,唔係真係特別傷心,但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平,啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線,交通意外喎?屌。你話,嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對?921Please respect copyright.PENANAcrJFIIzBZR
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咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命,仲可以做到啲咩?精神長存?921Please respect copyright.PENANATecvRN4aT4
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如果係你,你死咗,或者阿嫂死咗,你哋會點?唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦?921Please respect copyright.PENANAb0xrTH5aWB
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都戇撚尻,咁容易就死咗,屌。」921Please respect copyright.PENANANsQRS8g5aZ
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「唔好飲得咁快啦,你就嚟醉。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAiZoNDFtzQI
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「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力,有咩所謂。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAQDTXWO0Qx5
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「不了,我已經有老婆㗎啦。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAcjopGPLNO8
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「你知就好啦,好好珍惜啦,唔該你啦大爺。921Please respect copyright.PENANAmPSxG9XQiB
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嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀?好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦,好好傾吓偈好難咩?」921Please respect copyright.PENANA6Kgurlmcgb
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「你好感慨喎。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAtqUknzQDmz
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「係呀屌,因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢,佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd?之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街,成個人係完全崩潰,屌,頂唔順,明明之前仲好哋哋,我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯,講埋哂啲無聊嘢,都可以笑一餐嘅。921Please respect copyright.PENANA5zwjNpmOm6
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宜家呢?」921Please respect copyright.PENANAiGVakfSS8R
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「嗯。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAdmaLjEkUJY
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「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAVRQUWo6Oh5
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「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。921Please respect copyright.PENANAM7tIYNCA31
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「我好驚,萬一我女朋友有啲咩事,咁點算?」921Please respect copyright.PENANARCx5IZxkgu
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「唔好諗咁多啦。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAuj43TkDO93
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「邊個知?人咁化學。」峰仔歎。921Please respect copyright.PENANA6cHcTDCEOd
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阿朗不語。921Please respect copyright.PENANAso0edW7PMb
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而他可以做的,就是專心化好Hin的遺體,還他不輸在世時的模樣。921Please respect copyright.PENANAfT6maGehjG
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完成後,他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。921Please respect copyright.PENANAgTqun4C8pI
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「嘉欣,呢個就係阿朗。」921Please respect copyright.PENANANAqNT0GvUj
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峰仔開口介紹二人。921Please respect copyright.PENANACiAGENV2F3
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「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。921Please respect copyright.PENANALsWfzxKNqV
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「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」921Please respect copyright.PENANA5hP2gBQ6UO
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峰仔解釋他們為何在這。921Please respect copyright.PENANA8ShAF3alfz
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「嗯。放心,佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。921Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2zFzlH9ID
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感受到一點關心,嘉欣又哭起來:「好。921Please respect copyright.PENANAHiFLB3EYFr
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嗰一日朝早,我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句,跟住佢出門口之後,同我講,之後唔會唔記得。921Please respect copyright.PENANAYT6QqLGaJ3
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佢放咗工之後,同我講話喺樓下商場等啦,一齊買吓嘢。921Please respect copyright.PENANAuiNYdJ02vU
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之後……就冇之後了。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAHGkvf1eyPb
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「節哀順變。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAciczSybAdg
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「嗰一日,只係一個好平常嘅日子,好平常嘅事。」921Please respect copyright.PENANABPAlCO4uAi
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「嗯。」921Please respect copyright.PENANATt3e3Ni5pN
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「都醫學昌明啦,救番一個人,應該唔難㗎喎。但係,就係唔得。人定勝天?原來係,生死有命……點解偏偏係佢?偏偏係我老公?921Please respect copyright.PENANAffezKscFAQ
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我唔係接受唔到佢死,雖然真係……但……」921Please respect copyright.PENANAlPDwkH5Ch7
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嘉欣已說不下去。921Please respect copyright.PENANACU16sIlVKd
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她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西,就當他只是出了一次普通的街,上了一次普通的班,和平常一樣。921Please respect copyright.PENANAM8MsJygxoe
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「我想佢番嚟……」921Please respect copyright.PENANAApyDSt1TnQ
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她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段,最初知道的時候,一滴眼淚都流不出,一切感官麻木,情緒停止,沒有和無法發難;但是,到現在,世界和自己都清晰知道,Hin已被白布封口,忽然就覺得,要用悲痛餞別。921Please respect copyright.PENANAZoMgMfN4dh
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不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩,她要失儀,她要表達切膚之痛,她要哭。921Please respect copyright.PENANA9q4fREnCXk
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她要見他——每次,她這樣想的時候,又會後退,她還有和他的兒子,還要照顧他們的家人。921Please respect copyright.PENANA6DVmzGNAAV
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她有情緒性的生理不適,心因性,無法進食,常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走,偶然也有窒息的感覺,要不停深呼吸,用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。921Please respect copyright.PENANAeXmQEDTRiR
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可是她知道,一旦回家,又要人模狗樣地活着了。921Please respect copyright.PENANAF8c9c08rQa
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阿朗點點頭,表示明白;峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。921Please respect copyright.PENANAjKonAWoGS1
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阿朗記起,有一次,夜半醒來。921Please respect copyright.PENANAS9aPK5aoBO
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他沒有什麼知覺,可是,慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣,也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。921Please respect copyright.PENANAnVrxgFocAi
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矇矓間,他問:「做咩醒咗嘅?」921Please respect copyright.PENANAytY5cDW08T
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「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。921Please respect copyright.PENANAFe28BUMwub
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「夢啫,瞓番啦。」921Please respect copyright.PENANATkSHDZw28p
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「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗,堅持咗一陣,喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」921Please respect copyright.PENANA1YXZvT1WCF
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「傻瓜,我冇事啊。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAP8OGKvcCaB
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「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你,要move on,揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀!」921Please respect copyright.PENANA1JoZRTiqRb
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她悲傷。921Please respect copyright.PENANA15I9gIxNSx
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「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。921Please respect copyright.PENANAOsmAW2RtyY
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「冇你點開心?」921Please respect copyright.PENANAIyUSjbLUKH
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「知啦知啦,我會小心啲㗎啦,好冇?」921Please respect copyright.PENANAHZyEc7ZiQk
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「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底,叫我攞番出嚟。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAMuevntbJch
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她像突然想起了什麼,又笑了笑他。921Please respect copyright.PENANAe5vdHdDuvJ
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「哎呀,俾你發現咗添!」921Please respect copyright.PENANA5LuM07yejH
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當然,他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。921Please respect copyright.PENANACtjxUHq7S7
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「係?你講,你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅!」921Please respect copyright.PENANAOyTfGfn5Ij
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「係啦係啦,冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAKIhPOmAnp5
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當時,阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰,倖免於難,常常心有餘悸。921Please respect copyright.PENANATbCWpZiuGr
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他抱一抱思思,漫不經心地問:921Please respect copyright.PENANAXE1UfT5AoF
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「咁如果俾你揀,你寧願我出軌,定係死?」921Please respect copyright.PENANAGQU9eBlRJ6
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她不假思索:921Please respect copyright.PENANA9sCJTbyS7e
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「當然係寧願你出軌。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAL0BS2GrsVx
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「吓,出軌咁衰,賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。921Please respect copyright.PENANAmNgnV2fObN
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「真㗎,寧願你出軌。」她垂眸:「都好過成個人冇咗。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAb9jRn65JUo
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他好像隱隱明白她的意思,但是,沒有再想下去;凌晨時分,世界應該安睡。921Please respect copyright.PENANAHob4MaSOCD
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現在,他看着嘉欣,好像更理解思思的意思。921Please respect copyright.PENANAj857L3vz9c