他摸一摸她的髮，去洗澡，再上床睡覺。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96Pstz5Rky
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幾天後，阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGHWXeV4NW
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Hin跟阿朗同齡，都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命，他只過了一半都不夠。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjXqpTpnuG
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阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦，他的面容並不舒展，有疤痕；雖然血跡已被清理，但難掩觸目驚心。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIXJicabKt
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可能是因為，Hin是阿朗認識的人，所以感覺和平常不一樣；像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具，殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白，怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢？914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELzac5zREq
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生命無常，真的令人非常無力。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vXfa9z1bD
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一邊掃粉，他想起和峰仔的對話：914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zg4ZI80od
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「同阿Hin唔多聯絡，但都唔會生疏，就算幾耐冇見，有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭；明明同佢唔算熟，但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講，佢真係幾好仔，都幾好人士。」914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuQvo87CaR
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峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒，續道：914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0RvZczYme
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「傷心，唔係真係特別傷心，但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平，啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線，交通意外喎？屌。你話，嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對？914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2gUKgPh06
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咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命，仲可以做到啲咩？精神長存？914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGxySn54dP
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如果係你，你死咗，或者阿嫂死咗，你哋會點？唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦？914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxMUGEJPM4
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都戇撚尻，咁容易就死咗，屌。」914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZgXH03b0u
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「唔好飲得咁快啦，你就嚟醉。」914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUGgaPr4r1
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「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力，有咩所謂。」914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJQz7Eju20
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「不了，我已經有老婆㗎啦。」914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTDEpaoxwv
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「你知就好啦，好好珍惜啦，唔該你啦大爺。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5flMpuJjMG
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嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀？好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦，好好傾吓偈好難咩？」914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4J2SplXQo
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「你好感慨喎。」914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefsgwL4wYu
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「係呀屌，因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢，佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd？之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街，成個人係完全崩潰，屌，頂唔順，明明之前仲好哋哋，我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯，講埋哂啲無聊嘢，都可以笑一餐嘅。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53Kdh7c9Dn
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宜家呢？」914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlerWF1xgn
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「嗯。」914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDKP10dc9u
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「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkX6hoxthvG
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「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9MkGdjHL4
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「我好驚，萬一我女朋友有啲咩事，咁點算？」914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitbH3vWTzn
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「唔好諗咁多啦。」914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmcapHm8OX
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「邊個知？人咁化學。」峰仔歎。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOHvLER0hH
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阿朗不語。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnJXlg0oNx
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而他可以做的，就是專心化好Hin的遺體，還他不輸在世時的模樣。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhsHMkFoNf
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完成後，他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeZe862Cqc
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「嘉欣，呢個就係阿朗。」914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9Ewoz5bHJ
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峰仔開口介紹二人。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8K3nWRKUk
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「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NEpJHLKQJ
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「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYT8eQLj1of
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峰仔解釋他們為何在這。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVFXwlo3em
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「嗯。放心，佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuuPfRB7VB
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感受到一點關心，嘉欣又哭起來：「好。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhWTKZEKcK
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嗰一日朝早，我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句，跟住佢出門口之後，同我講，之後唔會唔記得。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5dKDYssnC
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佢放咗工之後，同我講話喺樓下商場等啦，一齊買吓嘢。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjY9xFwxTn
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之後……就冇之後了。」914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tnLlNDLec
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「節哀順變。」914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjDYWHEYAG
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「嗰一日，只係一個好平常嘅日子，好平常嘅事。」914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTkyutXrad
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「嗯。」914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qSZiAgEBn
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「都醫學昌明啦，救番一個人，應該唔難㗎喎。但係，就係唔得。人定勝天？原來係，生死有命……點解偏偏係佢？偏偏係我老公？914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8knfINJe34
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我唔係接受唔到佢死，雖然真係……但……」914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmcnI17YnC
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嘉欣已說不下去。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYPiyLPc09
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她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西，就當他只是出了一次普通的街，上了一次普通的班，和平常一樣。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTEolsTy9o
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「我想佢番嚟……」914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWlycjBbS2
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她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段，最初知道的時候，一滴眼淚都流不出，一切感官麻木，情緒停止，沒有和無法發難；但是，到現在，世界和自己都清晰知道，Hin已被白布封口，忽然就覺得，要用悲痛餞別。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIS27rpfaW
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不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩，她要失儀，她要表達切膚之痛，她要哭。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1K7yYxf7mN
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她要見他——每次，她這樣想的時候，又會後退，她還有和他的兒子，還要照顧他們的家人。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRprRikg8pp
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她有情緒性的生理不適，心因性，無法進食，常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走，偶然也有窒息的感覺，要不停深呼吸，用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS238RPhRa3
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可是她知道，一旦回家，又要人模狗樣地活着了。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyjo3mbwIq
914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8CozYuEvQ
阿朗點點頭，表示明白；峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTgq1HPqzZ
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阿朗記起，有一次，夜半醒來。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEMLO2XkK0
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他沒有什麼知覺，可是，慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣，也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgSeDj34rh
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矇矓間，他問：「做咩醒咗嘅？」914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RzWqqwBSA
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「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GOxUlVcRe
914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSUgUVRDXj
「夢啫，瞓番啦。」914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1ariTREnF
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「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗，堅持咗一陣，喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Rhs8gJAD4
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「傻瓜，我冇事啊。」914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWyXyGVuim
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「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你，要move on，揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀！」914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrTtFG82fn
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她悲傷。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xATO1fBj5
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「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5rtkAsGvB
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「冇你點開心？」914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xBUinKFoN
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「知啦知啦，我會小心啲㗎啦，好冇？」914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3eOEQJdt6
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「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底，叫我攞番出嚟。」914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLmNQ0n7kJ
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她像突然想起了什麼，又笑了笑他。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmpKM58uXE
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「哎呀，俾你發現咗添！」914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1GPXxPvaY
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當然，他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JNfntorc9
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「係？你講，你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅！」914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpJ0MYEdwU
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「係啦係啦，冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqaJlwpChY
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當時，阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰，倖免於難，常常心有餘悸。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMLAq9XufT
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他抱一抱思思，漫不經心地問：914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0Zwp5Utyf
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「咁如果俾你揀，你寧願我出軌，定係死？」914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOX0Vb1pqA
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她不假思索：914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhbS8etb6L
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「當然係寧願你出軌。」914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjvxCVxZbU
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「吓，出軌咁衰，賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LN8b9UEYI
914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTE7TcwMzEa
「真㗎，寧願你出軌。」她垂眸：「都好過成個人冇咗。」914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5tsDH6FuQ
914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RUibI4VRe
他好像隱隱明白她的意思，但是，沒有再想下去；凌晨時分，世界應該安睡。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPdQRDwFru
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現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBj7xvlHudk
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