他摸一摸她的髮,去洗澡,再上床睡覺。921Please respect copyright.PENANAuhRhd2KmOv
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幾天後,阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。921Please respect copyright.PENANAjXWZfxNZ3e
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Hin跟阿朗同齡,都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命,他只過了一半都不夠。921Please respect copyright.PENANA00LlrRF0vl
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阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦,他的面容並不舒展,有疤痕;雖然血跡已被清理,但難掩觸目驚心。921Please respect copyright.PENANA4JzRoaGHi8
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可能是因為,Hin是阿朗認識的人,所以感覺和平常不一樣;像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具,殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白,怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢?921Please respect copyright.PENANAdEKrGPEEon
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生命無常,真的令人非常無力。921Please respect copyright.PENANAZjh6ZAi2jm
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一邊掃粉,他想起和峰仔的對話:921Please respect copyright.PENANAYali57fbZX
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「同阿Hin唔多聯絡,但都唔會生疏,就算幾耐冇見,有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭;明明同佢唔算熟,但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講,佢真係幾好仔,都幾好人士。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAovMqwnH6zG
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峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒,續道:921Please respect copyright.PENANAPFSQZzsHpX
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「傷心,唔係真係特別傷心,但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平,啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線,交通意外喎?屌。你話,嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對?921Please respect copyright.PENANA699HaGsIiX
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咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命,仲可以做到啲咩?精神長存?921Please respect copyright.PENANA6r1XztUHkl
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如果係你,你死咗,或者阿嫂死咗,你哋會點?唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦?921Please respect copyright.PENANAqLypApSw5w
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都戇撚尻,咁容易就死咗,屌。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAvgsH2cGg9t
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「唔好飲得咁快啦,你就嚟醉。」921Please respect copyright.PENANA6DSTH3l4YD
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「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力,有咩所謂。」921Please respect copyright.PENANABjUAWTQLPS
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「不了,我已經有老婆㗎啦。」921Please respect copyright.PENANA3lex62nzUH
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「你知就好啦,好好珍惜啦,唔該你啦大爺。921Please respect copyright.PENANAMxBoyrtSeS
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嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀?好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦,好好傾吓偈好難咩?」921Please respect copyright.PENANAIJygQE9z7b
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「你好感慨喎。」921Please respect copyright.PENANA0asP1rLp2Q
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「係呀屌,因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢,佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd?之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街,成個人係完全崩潰,屌,頂唔順,明明之前仲好哋哋,我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯,講埋哂啲無聊嘢,都可以笑一餐嘅。921Please respect copyright.PENANAhnBG1iQYdn
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宜家呢?」921Please respect copyright.PENANAtnYMvBOtv2
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「嗯。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAStKMAmasJF
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「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAX9bBeZj5OC
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「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。921Please respect copyright.PENANA0752K88VPN
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「我好驚,萬一我女朋友有啲咩事,咁點算?」921Please respect copyright.PENANA0qDs2I1ahk
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「唔好諗咁多啦。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAxOekMXNm05
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「邊個知?人咁化學。」峰仔歎。921Please respect copyright.PENANA81Nit5xu4W
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阿朗不語。921Please respect copyright.PENANAM03O2yw4jI
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而他可以做的,就是專心化好Hin的遺體,還他不輸在世時的模樣。921Please respect copyright.PENANAs7jNmKQM8B
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完成後,他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。921Please respect copyright.PENANAMFHMpY9Z8K
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「嘉欣,呢個就係阿朗。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAF3hK7iG3kg
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峰仔開口介紹二人。921Please respect copyright.PENANAS3HMaydsqC
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「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。921Please respect copyright.PENANAbcAiHEdLoT
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「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAQMtCMNhdnY
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峰仔解釋他們為何在這。921Please respect copyright.PENANAiRitIIqLKb
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「嗯。放心,佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。921Please respect copyright.PENANACupEmV1x3P
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感受到一點關心,嘉欣又哭起來:「好。921Please respect copyright.PENANAg0Ra3gouCd
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嗰一日朝早,我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句,跟住佢出門口之後,同我講,之後唔會唔記得。921Please respect copyright.PENANA9eJ5vrh8yU
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佢放咗工之後,同我講話喺樓下商場等啦,一齊買吓嘢。921Please respect copyright.PENANAky3tuKZuLV
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之後……就冇之後了。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAW2rkIgVNed
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「節哀順變。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAs93beiq0c8
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「嗰一日,只係一個好平常嘅日子,好平常嘅事。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAKlBXkC5Zna
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「嗯。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAWa2qd6CA6R
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「都醫學昌明啦,救番一個人,應該唔難㗎喎。但係,就係唔得。人定勝天?原來係,生死有命……點解偏偏係佢?偏偏係我老公?921Please respect copyright.PENANA1eLpjT1Cxs
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我唔係接受唔到佢死,雖然真係……但……」921Please respect copyright.PENANAXReCtkqcMj
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嘉欣已說不下去。921Please respect copyright.PENANAY8S4C1PTX3
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她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西,就當他只是出了一次普通的街,上了一次普通的班,和平常一樣。921Please respect copyright.PENANAb9HEcVXGwk
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「我想佢番嚟……」921Please respect copyright.PENANAlC0EPwGFUR
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她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段,最初知道的時候,一滴眼淚都流不出,一切感官麻木,情緒停止,沒有和無法發難;但是,到現在,世界和自己都清晰知道,Hin已被白布封口,忽然就覺得,要用悲痛餞別。921Please respect copyright.PENANAfSqxM6H0oT
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不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩,她要失儀,她要表達切膚之痛,她要哭。921Please respect copyright.PENANANAUsW8Yj5v
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她要見他——每次,她這樣想的時候,又會後退,她還有和他的兒子,還要照顧他們的家人。921Please respect copyright.PENANAO2iQ5sj5I3
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她有情緒性的生理不適,心因性,無法進食,常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走,偶然也有窒息的感覺,要不停深呼吸,用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。921Please respect copyright.PENANAcA0PAicKo4
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可是她知道,一旦回家,又要人模狗樣地活着了。921Please respect copyright.PENANAn3EGDQceaY
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阿朗點點頭,表示明白;峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。921Please respect copyright.PENANAHx6P4psnno
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阿朗記起,有一次,夜半醒來。921Please respect copyright.PENANABY2hC4dgtm
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他沒有什麼知覺,可是,慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣,也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。921Please respect copyright.PENANADMjAfwx57x
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矇矓間,他問:「做咩醒咗嘅?」921Please respect copyright.PENANArq0Mt3fj1l
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「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。921Please respect copyright.PENANA4MPDDeROiC
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「夢啫,瞓番啦。」921Please respect copyright.PENANACtIkG2maut
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「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗,堅持咗一陣,喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAW4z9M6IPG6
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「傻瓜,我冇事啊。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAG68dG7hgcB
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「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你,要move on,揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀!」921Please respect copyright.PENANAZzobBGXxoW
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她悲傷。921Please respect copyright.PENANApJKSmupvMd
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「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。921Please respect copyright.PENANACoDV0AR0Dg
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「冇你點開心?」921Please respect copyright.PENANAatM4xu0QQx
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「知啦知啦,我會小心啲㗎啦,好冇?」921Please respect copyright.PENANA3d2xZjjR2c
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「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底,叫我攞番出嚟。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAF10bsdMR6O
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她像突然想起了什麼,又笑了笑他。921Please respect copyright.PENANAkwDf6R7VCF
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「哎呀,俾你發現咗添!」921Please respect copyright.PENANAAZecusGuyt
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當然,他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。921Please respect copyright.PENANA36ONrcggYi
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「係?你講,你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅!」921Please respect copyright.PENANAKgHGHNHpVP
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「係啦係啦,冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAAu1VPzghp9
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當時,阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰,倖免於難,常常心有餘悸。921Please respect copyright.PENANAfKfpKK2zeF
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他抱一抱思思,漫不經心地問:921Please respect copyright.PENANAmtU05bbGqE
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「咁如果俾你揀,你寧願我出軌,定係死?」921Please respect copyright.PENANAv0FfoK7O10
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她不假思索:921Please respect copyright.PENANAbDVbltsLJG
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「當然係寧願你出軌。」921Please respect copyright.PENANA6fX6dXN1nU
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「吓,出軌咁衰,賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。921Please respect copyright.PENANAX2gqDU4w1X
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「真㗎,寧願你出軌。」她垂眸:「都好過成個人冇咗。」921Please respect copyright.PENANAb62KZ8uo21
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他好像隱隱明白她的意思,但是,沒有再想下去;凌晨時分,世界應該安睡。921Please respect copyright.PENANAmwsP6nbUxe
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現在,他看着嘉欣,好像更理解思思的意思。921Please respect copyright.PENANA8byNimfP5D