他摸一摸她的髮，去洗澡，再上床睡覺。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zomVE2SBR
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幾天後，阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBNViYpkmN
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Hin跟阿朗同齡，都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命，他只過了一半都不夠。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0zWgTyufJ
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阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦，他的面容並不舒展，有疤痕；雖然血跡已被清理，但難掩觸目驚心。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fhV2usrFR
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可能是因為，Hin是阿朗認識的人，所以感覺和平常不一樣；像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具，殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白，怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢？921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NysmHgFNu
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生命無常，真的令人非常無力。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ccB70rsBn
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一邊掃粉，他想起和峰仔的對話：921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCvTyV2FhS
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWdrLXe22j
「同阿Hin唔多聯絡，但都唔會生疏，就算幾耐冇見，有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭；明明同佢唔算熟，但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講，佢真係幾好仔，都幾好人士。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa736R2IWGf
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峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒，續道：921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxI8YNqzL2
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5d0wne4csN
「傷心，唔係真係特別傷心，但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平，啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線，交通意外喎？屌。你話，嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對？921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrJFIIzBZR
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咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命，仲可以做到啲咩？精神長存？921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTecvRN4aT4
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFTTGVPzIE
如果係你，你死咗，或者阿嫂死咗，你哋會點？唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦？921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0xrTH5aWB
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都戇撚尻，咁容易就死咗，屌。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsQRS8g5aZ
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3q4vST21LJ
「唔好飲得咁快啦，你就嚟醉。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZoNDFtzQI
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGMjdOXRxe
「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力，有咩所謂。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDTXWO0Qx5
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHgCL40t6Y
「不了，我已經有老婆㗎啦。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjopGPLNO8
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjuab2j2ty
「你知就好啦，好好珍惜啦，唔該你啦大爺。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPSxG9XQiB
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszzP2cSjJm
嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀？好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦，好好傾吓偈好難咩？」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Kgurlmcgb
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0fuLb8cbV
「你好感慨喎。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqUknzQDmz
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQZ60EXoxQ
「係呀屌，因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢，佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd？之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街，成個人係完全崩潰，屌，頂唔順，明明之前仲好哋哋，我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯，講埋哂啲無聊嘢，都可以笑一餐嘅。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zwjNpmOm6
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宜家呢？」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGVakfSS8R
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「嗯。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmaLjEkUJY
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqfQmg80lE
「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRQUWo6Oh5
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTuBdZ1f79E
「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7tIYNCA31
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpticcBu2x
「我好驚，萬一我女朋友有啲咩事，咁點算？」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCx5IZxkgu
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCvBdpbslV
「唔好諗咁多啦。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuj43TkDO93
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「邊個知？人咁化學。」峰仔歎。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cHcTDCEOd
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UVRT5ZA4x
阿朗不語。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡso0edW7PMb
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而他可以做的，就是專心化好Hin的遺體，還他不輸在世時的模樣。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfT6maGehjG
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVpJuZnPQX
完成後，他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTqun4C8pI
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuGui9c5Kn
「嘉欣，呢個就係阿朗。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAqNT0GvUj
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峰仔開口介紹二人。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiAGENV2F3
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「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsWfzxKNqV
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRBonvrThp
「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hP2gBQ6UO
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgL9mMzZxXU
峰仔解釋他們為何在這。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ShAF3alfz
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dCVaH0MUD
「嗯。放心，佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2zFzlH9ID
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhvmNC5IJ3
感受到一點關心，嘉欣又哭起來：「好。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHiFLB3EYFr
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJSUcijSpG
嗰一日朝早，我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句，跟住佢出門口之後，同我講，之後唔會唔記得。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYT6QqLGaJ3
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佢放咗工之後，同我講話喺樓下商場等啦，一齊買吓嘢。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuiNYdJ02vU
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之後……就冇之後了。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGkvf1eyPb
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「節哀順變。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciczSybAdg
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「嗰一日，只係一個好平常嘅日子，好平常嘅事。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPAlCO4uAi
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「嗯。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTt3e3Ni5pN
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921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcNaVqV5SC
「都醫學昌明啦，救番一個人，應該唔難㗎喎。但係，就係唔得。人定勝天？原來係，生死有命……點解偏偏係佢？偏偏係我老公？921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffezKscFAQ
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我唔係接受唔到佢死，雖然真係……但……」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPDwkH5Ch7
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嘉欣已說不下去。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCU16sIlVKd
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKb4o38kfau
她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西，就當他只是出了一次普通的街，上了一次普通的班，和平常一樣。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8MsJygxoe
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「我想佢番嚟……」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApyDSt1TnQ
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她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段，最初知道的時候，一滴眼淚都流不出，一切感官麻木，情緒停止，沒有和無法發難；但是，到現在，世界和自己都清晰知道，Hin已被白布封口，忽然就覺得，要用悲痛餞別。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoMgMfN4dh
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVS4oEe4Lii
不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩，她要失儀，她要表達切膚之痛，她要哭。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9q4fREnCXk
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpbsHTGYpP
她要見他——每次，她這樣想的時候，又會後退，她還有和他的兒子，還要照顧他們的家人。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DVmzGNAAV
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RazgZIKkU
她有情緒性的生理不適，心因性，無法進食，常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走，偶然也有窒息的感覺，要不停深呼吸，用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXmQEDTRiR
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQbity1gtk
可是她知道，一旦回家，又要人模狗樣地活着了。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8c9c08rQa
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Hl58i4qgO
阿朗點點頭，表示明白；峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKonAWoGS1
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阿朗記起，有一次，夜半醒來。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9aPK5aoBO
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他沒有什麼知覺，可是，慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣，也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVrxgFocAi
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2xwVLLUKB
矇矓間，他問：「做咩醒咗嘅？」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytY5cDW08T
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzo6MeurWN
「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFe28BUMwub
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vx3NKGmTU
「夢啫，瞓番啦。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkSHDZw28p
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGxQIKGXJ9
「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗，堅持咗一陣，喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YXZvT1WCF
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2DT35drib
「傻瓜，我冇事啊。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8OGKvcCaB
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgw605hPaYc
「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你，要move on，揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀！」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JoZRTiqRb
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnFBwo5pkQ
她悲傷。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15I9gIxNSx
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNU4NQ30V2r
「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsmAW2RtyY
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfnXLaho5s
「冇你點開心？」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyUSjbLUKH
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「知啦知啦，我會小心啲㗎啦，好冇？」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZyEc7ZiQk
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBuf9oDB9F
「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底，叫我攞番出嚟。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuevntbJch
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她像突然想起了什麼，又笑了笑他。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5vdHdDuvJ
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKA0ikZkky8
「哎呀，俾你發現咗添！」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LuM07yejH
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYF5QNBRjp9
當然，他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtjxUHq7S7
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspGFcaRfgv
「係？你講，你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅！」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyTfGfn5Ij
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrzYSrnDjr
「係啦係啦，冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIhPOmAnp5
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLvyasmzzQ
當時，阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰，倖免於難，常常心有餘悸。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbCWpZiuGr
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOw0J2Qw8w
他抱一抱思思，漫不經心地問：921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXE1UfT5AoF
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XSs4zbuxk
「咁如果俾你揀，你寧願我出軌，定係死？」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQU9eBlRJ6
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡps2aEdCxYT
她不假思索：921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sCJTbyS7e
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「當然係寧願你出軌。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0BS2GrsVx
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlctVZecyK
「吓，出軌咁衰，賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNgnV2fObN
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRcmXZhNnZ
「真㗎，寧願你出軌。」她垂眸：「都好過成個人冇咗。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9jRn65JUo
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszyxPVBPXX
他好像隱隱明白她的意思，但是，沒有再想下去；凌晨時分，世界應該安睡。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHob4MaSOCD
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoFKj9oODy
現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj857L3vz9c
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