他摸一摸她的髮，去洗澡，再上床睡覺。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhRhd2KmOv
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幾天後，阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXWZfxNZ3e
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmncSzmj8kN
Hin跟阿朗同齡，都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命，他只過了一半都不夠。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00LlrRF0vl
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阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦，他的面容並不舒展，有疤痕；雖然血跡已被清理，但難掩觸目驚心。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JzRoaGHi8
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可能是因為，Hin是阿朗認識的人，所以感覺和平常不一樣；像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具，殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白，怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢？921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEKrGPEEon
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生命無常，真的令人非常無力。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjh6ZAi2jm
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一邊掃粉，他想起和峰仔的對話：921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYali57fbZX
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「同阿Hin唔多聯絡，但都唔會生疏，就算幾耐冇見，有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭；明明同佢唔算熟，但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講，佢真係幾好仔，都幾好人士。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovMqwnH6zG
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峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒，續道：921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFSQZzsHpX
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThXFe96QFF
「傷心，唔係真係特別傷心，但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平，啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線，交通意外喎？屌。你話，嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對？921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ699HaGsIiX
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咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命，仲可以做到啲咩？精神長存？921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6r1XztUHkl
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如果係你，你死咗，或者阿嫂死咗，你哋會點？唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦？921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLypApSw5w
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYJp3iywo8
都戇撚尻，咁容易就死咗，屌。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgsH2cGg9t
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6XaegBfNi
「唔好飲得咁快啦，你就嚟醉。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DSTH3l4YD
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvV4vxguvu5
「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力，有咩所謂。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjUAWTQLPS
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBeMUapMlP
「不了，我已經有老婆㗎啦。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lex62nzUH
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「你知就好啦，好好珍惜啦，唔該你啦大爺。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxBoyrtSeS
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kiXBBsLoz
嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀？好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦，好好傾吓偈好難咩？」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJygQE9z7b
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCH6oX9e0CX
「你好感慨喎。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0asP1rLp2Q
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadOBQ1XR5b
「係呀屌，因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢，佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd？之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街，成個人係完全崩潰，屌，頂唔順，明明之前仲好哋哋，我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯，講埋哂啲無聊嘢，都可以笑一餐嘅。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnBG1iQYdn
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宜家呢？」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnYMvBOtv2
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「嗯。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStKMAmasJF
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「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9bBeZj5OC
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyojVqFwyxs
「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0752K88VPN
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruSTouG8KN
「我好驚，萬一我女朋友有啲咩事，咁點算？」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qDs2I1ahk
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINepSI2djl
「唔好諗咁多啦。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOekMXNm05
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdWxS0egiv
「邊個知？人咁化學。」峰仔歎。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81Nit5xu4W
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1rSJkZgXT
阿朗不語。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM03O2yw4jI
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而他可以做的，就是專心化好Hin的遺體，還他不輸在世時的模樣。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7jNmKQM8B
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxjFVa0wwX
完成後，他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFHMpY9Z8K
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQTbYTLwqw
「嘉欣，呢個就係阿朗。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3hK7iG3kg
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbUeEyBSiP
峰仔開口介紹二人。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3HMaydsqC
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「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcAiHEdLoT
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMbqz60ZVQ
「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMtCMNhdnY
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Np4SSR3wA
峰仔解釋他們為何在這。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRitIIqLKb
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡleQMnmsfJS
「嗯。放心，佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCupEmV1x3P
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRBuHRHkaZ
感受到一點關心，嘉欣又哭起來：「好。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0Ra3gouCd
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgeRigUwrs
嗰一日朝早，我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句，跟住佢出門口之後，同我講，之後唔會唔記得。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9eJ5vrh8yU
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佢放咗工之後，同我講話喺樓下商場等啦，一齊買吓嘢。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡky3tuKZuLV
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HvOXtcaof
之後……就冇之後了。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2rkIgVNed
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCv6Kjkko5D
「節哀順變。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs93beiq0c8
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「嗰一日，只係一個好平常嘅日子，好平常嘅事。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlBXkC5Zna
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「嗯。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWa2qd6CA6R
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「都醫學昌明啦，救番一個人，應該唔難㗎喎。但係，就係唔得。人定勝天？原來係，生死有命……點解偏偏係佢？偏偏係我老公？921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eLpjT1Cxs
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我唔係接受唔到佢死，雖然真係……但……」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXReCtkqcMj
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嘉欣已說不下去。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8S4C1PTX3
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxW6Cyqy9I
她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西，就當他只是出了一次普通的街，上了一次普通的班，和平常一樣。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9HEcVXGwk
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「我想佢番嚟……」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlC0EPwGFUR
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她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段，最初知道的時候，一滴眼淚都流不出，一切感官麻木，情緒停止，沒有和無法發難；但是，到現在，世界和自己都清晰知道，Hin已被白布封口，忽然就覺得，要用悲痛餞別。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSqxM6H0oT
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjhOJ1DxTm
不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩，她要失儀，她要表達切膚之痛，她要哭。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAUsW8Yj5v
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggOo4Ydiit
她要見他——每次，她這樣想的時候，又會後退，她還有和他的兒子，還要照顧他們的家人。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2iQ5sj5I3
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlNMSB1Kva
她有情緒性的生理不適，心因性，無法進食，常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走，偶然也有窒息的感覺，要不停深呼吸，用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcA0PAicKo4
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可是她知道，一旦回家，又要人模狗樣地活着了。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3EGDQceaY
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNqceozqKW
阿朗點點頭，表示明白；峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHx6P4psnno
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阿朗記起，有一次，夜半醒來。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBY2hC4dgtm
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNZPAYD9Uh
他沒有什麼知覺，可是，慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣，也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMjAfwx57x
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kOqfWZ9BV
矇矓間，他問：「做咩醒咗嘅？」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrq0Mt3fj1l
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAk8Fzbq6ZR
「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MPDDeROiC
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvJEx0so1g
「夢啫，瞓番啦。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtIkG2maut
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrS464Wlg7O
「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗，堅持咗一陣，喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4z9M6IPG6
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnAQ85sRNs
「傻瓜，我冇事啊。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG68dG7hgcB
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzg2LK5zxo
「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你，要move on，揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀！」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzobBGXxoW
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGiqgUJ1PiX
她悲傷。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJKSmupvMd
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「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoDV0AR0Dg
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「冇你點開心？」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatM4xu0QQx
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「知啦知啦，我會小心啲㗎啦，好冇？」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3d2xZjjR2c
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebIm9MEBaa
「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底，叫我攞番出嚟。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF10bsdMR6O
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她像突然想起了什麼，又笑了笑他。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwDf6R7VCF
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8QbWBeOwb
「哎呀，俾你發現咗添！」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZecusGuyt
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當然，他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36ONrcggYi
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「係？你講，你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅！」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgHGHNHpVP
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnovFS1uhqT
「係啦係啦，冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAu1VPzghp9
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYPVRTp6Ll
當時，阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰，倖免於難，常常心有餘悸。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKfpKK2zeF
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAojNFVnhqf
他抱一抱思思，漫不經心地問：921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtU05bbGqE
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHn33zZXaL
「咁如果俾你揀，你寧願我出軌，定係死？」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0FfoK7O10
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4h50Nej3I
她不假思索：921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDVbltsLJG
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuNJLwsTHT
「當然係寧願你出軌。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fX6dXN1nU
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1sVszKwhn
「吓，出軌咁衰，賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2gqDU4w1X
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDQDrki8bv
「真㗎，寧願你出軌。」她垂眸：「都好過成個人冇咗。」921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb62KZ8uo21
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHrrc6W96M
他好像隱隱明白她的意思，但是，沒有再想下去；凌晨時分，世界應該安睡。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwsP6nbUxe
921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwGuwIDnSC
現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。921Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8byNimfP5D
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