「我今日化咗一個識嘅人。」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCv8B4uMDg
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「邊個？」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwoVVoHdZ6
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刷牙的聲音不斷，在拭淨他的湛了消毒藥水氣味的指甲。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXvZ1aZwo1
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「以前同佢踢過吓波。佢係峰仔大學同學嘅老公。」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxE2MhMr9a2
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糞便「咚」的一聲跌進水中，她將廁所門打開。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kCe8chswb
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「噢……」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ252zc2p7qy
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「佢同我哋差唔多大，但係，佢死咗。」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRuHDzwdck
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「嗯……」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnmlTfRrBq
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她不知怎樣回應。以往，事不關己自然高高掛起，始終，人類的悲歡並不互通，即使聽見抱歉之事會惻然、會難受，但也不至於心痛，幾秒過後，情緒平緩；但如果亡者是所識者，不可淡然地說一句「生死有命」，聽到的人只會很憤怒。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUJUjoQ9fV
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因為沒有。我命由我不由天，是否？844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OvzOm3jKb
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJs6sMnGqFt
「佢同我哋差唔多大，」他重複：「佢係好人，但佢死咗。」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5gmEOLMCa
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她轉身，捽捽他的肩。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMq3eWcPh5R
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGuiJ76qNX
「點死？」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5lpdaY2US
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「交通意外。」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4LqHo2iSq
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「噢……」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJZdBePy3W
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空間靜默，肚有些痛，身旁只有髮妻如常梳洗，談話內容悽楚，激起他動容：844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXs8tQoIZ4Y
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「我唔想死。我好驚。」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRcs7N16Q3
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她從鏡中看見他以手掩面，感覺他有心結：844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00oqFHJnYM
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「我都唔想你死。」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQzzsp9Tj4
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他看着她的側面，大聲了一點點：844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wq80o921y
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iyYOXLnNj
「佢老婆喊得好慘。但係，你知唔知我第一吓唔好覺得佢好慘，係覺得你好慘。」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTiB5PzoUk
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她將漱口水吐出，不明白：844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICs8DooHhd
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「我有咩慘？」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIyHg9N9rt
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnoqImxCTM
「如果我死咗，我覺得你都會咁。」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dmxRyER43
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這是事實。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILLUPiptPN
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「嗯。」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX69zMU8VSR
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpQkRtxGt2
她打開水龍頭，洗乾淨牙刷，空氣只有不規則水聲和些許異味，光的廁所照耀暗的客廳，詭異的配搭。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTp5qngJQb
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2VkjGmOLE
她肯定的說：「如果我死咗，你都會咁。」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBwdqcdaTp
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztux1qU7ke
她轉身，看他，猛然發覺他的眼是紅的；她很少見他如此。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1YGFj6mEk
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySxciJkrwS
以為，已接觸慣再無呼吸的美麗人兒，不會再有這種聯想；可是，他怕，若然天降橫禍，再無呼吸的是他，或者是她，那麼，他必然惱恨和嘲諷自己，明知、早已習慣生命脆弱，卻不能及時完成心中所想。這是他完整的憂愁的邏輯。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamMBpg21L9
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他說：844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEt6iKY4Q0
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「咁不如唔好死？或者，以後一齊死？」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslEHhDu9EX
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AwJ0v4mOt
她突然覺得，他們要一起生、一起活；死亡只是一瞬間的事，但活着不是、生存不是。比起死，她想和他一起活：844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmsID9EcxK
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbqm9FyId3
「唔好講呢啲啦。我哋唔會無啦啦有事，好冇？」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHoJy6nyfq
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSf0FbaPYa4
她的聲音像在哄小孩一樣，此刻他是小孩子，如同十八歲時說些大無畏的情話，同樣妙想天開；只是當時不知道，永遠是多遠。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLj0Voeb3qU
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzQxU1Qju0
「唔得。我哋都唔好死。」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80K2j7En2C
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcQDkPukaD
他倔強。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzwJbgVYzW
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlWNlXCYLn
其實，差一點點，他們就可以到達永遠——他們對望，試圖消除繁思俗想，經已共對十多年，生死面前無難事。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaynheT3Zn
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幸好他們活着，他們有的，只是忽然的感慨，而不是血淋淋的事實。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysSBjAQzzL
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她順從，也做回十八歲少女：844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwD9jVFzdcr
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzIei7sLvv
「好，我哋一齊煉丹，永遠長生不老。」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hYLRUJl9s
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zMVhfSpzL
「嗯。」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡex78zbj2l5
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他終於滿意。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgc33gOmqIx
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHJuS4i1g7
不一定要長生不老，但長生不老的時間，足以他們將一切講清講楚，有多少說多少，有什麼說什麼，掏家掘穴。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtXCBjD7B2
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHm0qQrp0Ca
丹不一定是靈藥，但他們自己，是自己的靈丹妙藥，或者，是對方的。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVZAoxyf1u
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3BeB4OKaG
「咁嘅環境，講呢啲嘢。」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcH6nMs8fE
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17jH4M37et
思思笑，看他們在做什麼？一個刷牙刷到將水漬留在衣上，一個坐在廁板拉出長條形糞便，然後談生死訣別，談一生一世，談達到永遠——哪有一點仙界模樣？844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzD94mCTlX
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPoFhlHgTu
「係，我哋好騎籬。」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGpyzhHUFJ
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阿朗也笑。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43WnKJLbpu
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「我抹埋先，你出去先啦。」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qedXsHLuh
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRTqsWvG7H
她出廳，看到光的他站起；他清潔，看到暗的她在看他。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPe6Aqg2r4u
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyi73WVpXNP
沖廁，洗手，輕易地捲起和送別一些什麼。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRlTKJOUJJ
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當然還不夠，但至少，今天，他們說得很多話。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YNL1X8ek3
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDh8LRFLD7
大概，二人一生都會記得這一段談話，自覺毫不遜色於古代詩人的情話——即使，只有他們這樣認為，但是，已經足夠。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyWRDsBHYr
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