「我今日化咗一個識嘅人。」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIs1scjCvhr
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「邊個？」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrAJAkPByx
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刷牙的聲音不斷，在拭淨他的湛了消毒藥水氣味的指甲。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQdPVlafmp
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「以前同佢踢過吓波。佢係峰仔大學同學嘅老公。」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHX6CFmfFY
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糞便「咚」的一聲跌進水中，她將廁所門打開。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wvB81i8b8
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「噢……」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sJ4hOZ929
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「佢同我哋差唔多大，但係，佢死咗。」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9wE6qNQkD
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「嗯……」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2zwxJdbKr
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她不知怎樣回應。以往，事不關己自然高高掛起，始終，人類的悲歡並不互通，即使聽見抱歉之事會惻然、會難受，但也不至於心痛，幾秒過後，情緒平緩；但如果亡者是所識者，不可淡然地說一句「生死有命」，聽到的人只會很憤怒。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPEfiJLcT9
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因為沒有。我命由我不由天，是否？790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLM4QUcoxf5
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「佢同我哋差唔多大，」他重複：「佢係好人，但佢死咗。」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepIqYIir2H
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她轉身，捽捽他的肩。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72I9se1RmS
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「點死？」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEgQM5MqQi
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「交通意外。」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYpqmcr9KI
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「噢……」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVeIoJldxz
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空間靜默，肚有些痛，身旁只有髮妻如常梳洗，談話內容悽楚，激起他動容：790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DS7VAEk1a
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「我唔想死。我好驚。」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VOoibGvbx
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她從鏡中看見他以手掩面，感覺他有心結：790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42uBXi9cap
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「我都唔想你死。」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wL37TrAEJ
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他看着她的側面，大聲了一點點：790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDYE5kj65d
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「佢老婆喊得好慘。但係，你知唔知我第一吓唔好覺得佢好慘，係覺得你好慘。」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoD4xac3NP
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她將漱口水吐出，不明白：790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSIQTqWroT
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「我有咩慘？」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbjRx5vujL
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「如果我死咗，我覺得你都會咁。」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDiSZ6eSLKU
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這是事實。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3F35XBQxz6
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QasmxT6Of
「嗯。」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vEAiqQG6X
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她打開水龍頭，洗乾淨牙刷，空氣只有不規則水聲和些許異味，光的廁所照耀暗的客廳，詭異的配搭。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SG8JfTI9O
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8i0hQFq7e
她肯定的說：「如果我死咗，你都會咁。」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFbcjRlRXo
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她轉身，看他，猛然發覺他的眼是紅的；她很少見他如此。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9vS5F9V1J
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjfmVYEoIl
以為，已接觸慣再無呼吸的美麗人兒，不會再有這種聯想；可是，他怕，若然天降橫禍，再無呼吸的是他，或者是她，那麼，他必然惱恨和嘲諷自己，明知、早已習慣生命脆弱，卻不能及時完成心中所想。這是他完整的憂愁的邏輯。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oQWz8vaQy
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他說：790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YPTgf58EM
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「咁不如唔好死？或者，以後一齊死？」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDXn7mB3uF
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她突然覺得，他們要一起生、一起活；死亡只是一瞬間的事，但活着不是、生存不是。比起死，她想和他一起活：790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmWjMMChCL
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rwqN8Ii69
「唔好講呢啲啦。我哋唔會無啦啦有事，好冇？」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQX36dCvMo
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpfBAHe7lM
她的聲音像在哄小孩一樣，此刻他是小孩子，如同十八歲時說些大無畏的情話，同樣妙想天開；只是當時不知道，永遠是多遠。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulor1SEq7O
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「唔得。我哋都唔好死。」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQNQd5XwYG
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他倔強。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxcnMJNnOG
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其實，差一點點，他們就可以到達永遠——他們對望，試圖消除繁思俗想，經已共對十多年，生死面前無難事。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pbTnGmPuy
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幸好他們活着，他們有的，只是忽然的感慨，而不是血淋淋的事實。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByneaeQc1x
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她順從，也做回十八歲少女：790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjevTQIEJt8
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「好，我哋一齊煉丹，永遠長生不老。」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJn2tJfk9J
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「嗯。」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdx9i5E1Cy1
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他終於滿意。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3wcWrUkZ7
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不一定要長生不老，但長生不老的時間，足以他們將一切講清講楚，有多少說多少，有什麼說什麼，掏家掘穴。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzf6BfsTIn
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRMpnLgQFO
丹不一定是靈藥，但他們自己，是自己的靈丹妙藥，或者，是對方的。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHTqLTglNA
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nB7ScWiBU
「咁嘅環境，講呢啲嘢。」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIgbzABvPP
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iX5uc2CXQ
思思笑，看他們在做什麼？一個刷牙刷到將水漬留在衣上，一個坐在廁板拉出長條形糞便，然後談生死訣別，談一生一世，談達到永遠——哪有一點仙界模樣？790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobqu0SZFL1
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcl3hWobGOv
「係，我哋好騎籬。」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjoyb46gkJ
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阿朗也笑。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PCknAyZvV
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「我抹埋先，你出去先啦。」790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmteVU31muS
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她出廳，看到光的他站起；他清潔，看到暗的她在看他。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlNI7sxLvx
790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeysKvMRFW
沖廁，洗手，輕易地捲起和送別一些什麼。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IIPvCtxVD
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當然還不夠，但至少，今天，他們說得很多話。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJNKHRY840
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大概，二人一生都會記得這一段談話，自覺毫不遜色於古代詩人的情話——即使，只有他們這樣認為，但是，已經足夠。790Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3NioAsWpz
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