阿朗在為一個服食安眠藥自殺的先人上妝。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMftwCfQQl
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「點解啊？」他問了一個不會再有答案的問題。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELCqLzaTxz
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「開心？」他將粉掃過先人安祥的臉面，很平靜，很平和。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4yuL1kTZk9
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「如果開心，咁就得啦。」968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhoBJVS4Qq
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躺着的人，那頭髮如此烏黑亮麗，面容年輕，沒有一點皺紋，肌膚緊緻。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPYuqja4vA
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燈閃了兩下。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyj14xIE35
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「你有心事？」阿朗輕道。隨即，耳邊吹來一口氣。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDJftZ1bhC
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他繼續手頭的動作：968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbY8OTR6Sc
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「有就講啦，當我聽緊。呢度得我哋咋，放心啦，唔會有其他人聽到㗎。」968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6XkDuAGuo
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燈又閃了一下。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwSJLDIuXz
968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGNmAckcJW
他替其定妝，呼吸平緩；他還有呼吸，這就是他的勇氣。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FpRxW4gLy
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燈多閃幾下，然後停歇。他畫上唇妝。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqwG5qUbGw
968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYYuOx7VFY
他的心不寒，反正他聽不見任何聲音。相比起目眥可見的悽慘死狀，這種「傾訴」又何畏何懼，他甚至有一份敬意。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlIIlzXnoP
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他不會說什麼：968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHo5rUE4Vjv
968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyja3GcdzGs
「喂，你咁後生就唔要條命，有冇搞錯？宜家啲後生啊……你知唔知，屋企人知道咗嘅話，會有幾傷心？你自己一個走咗去，唔理其他人感受嘅？有咩咁傷心要死先得？死又解決唔到問題嘅，只要生存，就一定揾到出路喎。辦法總比困難多吖嘛。」如此涼薄的話語啊，乍聽之下，確實有點道理；可是，太自大了。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHP9Jo2495
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他的心是平靜的。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxVT9W9dRa
968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzBz6qcFZV
這裏的太多太多人，無聲無息地教導了他要好好活着。每次，他為遺體執容，都默默慶幸自己的手腳跟從他的意志，而非沒有生氣，他還可以踏出停屍間，穿梳化妝房，快速經過能聽見哭聲的入殮走廊。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTCRzASEBw
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慢慢，他也很珍惜自己的生活。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcXPu0tRdT
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他還活着。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsJ2hj8h8x
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可是，正因如此，他的心臟仍然跳動，頭腦仍然運轉，清醒地意識到他在這人間。他有牽掛。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnguqXXuhl
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阿朗心煩。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSV3y7qaPQo
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偶爾，他不想回家，或者，不想那麼快回家——968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4IOIOIP4F
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從，什麼時候開始呢？968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfaKHjAAxq
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從他看向思思，再沒有心動的感覺，再沒有期盼她留在家中，再沒有和她在海旁拖手散步的興致……總是，走不夠兩步就覺得腳酸，然後來來回回反反覆覆地看手錶，得知時間尚早，他又硬着頭皮陪她多走一會兒。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3bh1OnFa0
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已經沒有以前開心了。和她，有什麼話好講呢？找一些什麼四方八面的話題，可是聊到某處，二人都失了聲。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE34ViH4CHq
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但是，擁抱的時候，還是很有安全感。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKapvzih9O8
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其實，沒有關係的。他也不是很介意，他知道，應當如此。只是，他為「為什麼」心煩。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeraokHcOmW
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明明，他已越過最難受的時候，他征服了不同包裝的飲品，順利分辨從雪櫃裏，甚至慢慢復明，看得見身旁有人默默扶持他，清理地上的雜物免他跌倒。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTM5FslcJo
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可是，仍然如此。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmewKWCg4ok
968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyR8ssDVDIq
這世上是不是真的有Happy ending？童話裏幸福快樂的結尾——那叫結尾嗎？生命不息，生活不止。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahnGNwOSOE
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可是，偏偏沒有人問，王子和公主最後怎麼了？會不會，其實，白雪憶起從前七個追求者的關懷備至，哭喊大王子竟與一條魚私交甚密；二王子驚訝於睡公主的好吃懶做，從來跟詛咒無關；灰姑娘只想躲在南瓜車，這麼大的皇宮——誰愛就誰去打掃！很多事情，本該僅止於「幸福快樂」，回歸生活的憧憬和平淡？必破碎了如童話般純粹的期盼！968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAwFj1hUOO
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只有打破千篇一律的平淡才可以激起一些波瀾，不管正面與否，是嗎？968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUfKhNp9fP
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她疑問，愛和被愛之間，生活的激情與平淡之間，何處是平衡點呢。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQTv4WHDff
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所以，當他看見朝光，他本能地覺得對方是朵朵浪花，水面不再平靜。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEqaPT1GJp
968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiSSxPkCsC
所以，當他因此感到生氣和不安的同時，又隱隱覺得這才是正確的。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN05utWhoeD
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所以，當他為小事與她拌嘴時，慶幸二人有話說，而不是死寂地重複又重複乏味的動作和對話。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAYAeDEWgH
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她總是失焦、發呆，唯有與他爭執兩句才有一些精神。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVwdTiPtpV
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老婆，你呢？你怎樣看？968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKIcH0wzRe
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她開始放空，認為日復一日的日子裏，她應該要更多地撫慰自己，因為她也因工作勞累。她再不似以前那般，首先打算為他提供情緒價值。她開始不認識自己……968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1XktT5AQC
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如果你知道我有這一種感受，會不會很難受？968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8yG1x5A9i
968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ389G39ypTI
老公，如果你知道我是這樣想的話，你會怎樣想呢？對不起，我不是有心欺瞞你的……968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSUMaC3nTl
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可是，真的，無論如何，我都愛你。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzHhfvdH13
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只是，希望你相信，我是愛你的。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4JzpfP2WW
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