「好。」772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsfAHmdvmS
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他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrt3COXcnfs
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阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzza6tQJcv
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她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kbALytwR3
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她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwD0UwZegh
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和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45VPqweUlq
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「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCzlSTAYkI
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思思明白：「好。」772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWdvZu3JSU
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於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZViNEhFCxP
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是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf13nBKN44c
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行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXKlZPjAcU
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阿朗首先開口：772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygQB3t9QZH
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「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqSEQOpDao
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「嗯？」772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LQ0nysfQf
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「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6CcqdmW25
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「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBysUrVzaT
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「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8KwxC6KGf
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「嗯。」772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaaeeqWYpw
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「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXL0OVG5f2N
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他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4B0Xvv4b9O
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「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDRdTDwKvZ
772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LO7fvcbIl
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfbNJUgSrz
772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItADOosQzB
「但係，我哋當然熟。」772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYgnrVUDZk
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「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrUbVtGvXv
772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLXjvdCcbK
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5SxpIRBmI
772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxaxhRzAUP
「都係。」772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkeaKNgdx2
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她深呼吸：772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPzyoyn02L
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「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQEsToxWXu
772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJw4zRRxje
「嗯？」772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeEgjHJjXI
772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqc8GYT8lJI
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOnz4ff0dZ
772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoLL58wmzi
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ579VckhIK
772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixPg2vy8uO
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycwbCEGBqL
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「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QNBpIEEzA
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變咗，好似好悶咁？」772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqSQm8q0bG
772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMHNSFuM14
他們達成共識。772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYQBltJyRW
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她表達意願：772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjutrEK7UhT
772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6V8hQJqCN6
「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwXDEH1hYk
772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JC9OKeCX4
「我都唔想。」772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFJw19m00s
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「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKXyA3T90L
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我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqG7Ox45S4K
772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNr0gJB0QT
「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhNMi3bYYP
772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9kXgEL27L
他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRm8itDitE
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「係。」772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItHZ3kd6uz
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「明。」772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk96dQzPfGw
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「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hv3DsgjU3
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「我都係咁覺得。」772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhy0idmjxN6
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她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffjusKALXn
772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsJTEDgdVB
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprm5du2p7y
772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYO73A8pqQ
「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigoTMKdwkM
772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWpCk4Denx
他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ep7ktDTWK
772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWqkF9zUAY
「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hUjfs3WBm
772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PdwZrtMm6
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABipEzAJWV
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二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktK5gPkoDM
772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp253J2sN6i
她點頭：「嗯。772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKBy2UkdyM
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我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnN3ZUNgam
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「係，我記得。」772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFYCRILvAA
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他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHVD3dxvly
772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftAhBuTwrp
「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44NydzhXD4
772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5HW92JVKK
或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMv6AeM3muc
772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNAxnuV9cn
這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnjndIsNfM
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「係，少骨痹。」772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5sCdr4pNK
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「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9a4ux1vSB
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她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5MX4wBHp7
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「噢，對唔住。」772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTIdlDh18b
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他摸摸她的頭。772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtwHBS4cYA
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他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRiCLyZEeDW
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「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WOlud2Lo6
772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcC0Yc6Ibf
她的決心竟然在融化。772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pFfcmSUXU
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她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOa2bGIq6JD
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「你都對我好好啊。」772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSARhZtTO4W
772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwGugXLhVZ
「係唔錯㗎。」772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKq7nPwSRm
772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSP7KPCJIq
「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKSccOxgCO
772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lY43BBc20
「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3Cp3rhSrx
772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9m1dR2sK6
「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtoqytItPs
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我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjLxwkuEoU
772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIXqfjH9uD
咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGKKLQ1kX1
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所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHfCxcMuv3
772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wjBQiIewO
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNAdwWfdN7
772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfVqDHOPky
「嗯，明白你意思。」772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57BiJ4DjAS
772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTAbAXp6TD
「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnzmnA0TrI
772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhJdW9woVZ
一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUoVQvsu1Q
772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IjYpQFXY3
「我都係。」772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGWlivUUta
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「咁……就好啦。」772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDguLRPnLI
772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUH3VOyaaCK
小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxoX4gUe5O
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說完了，之後呢？772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfduOamERt
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「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1j2pDEUNvY
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思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。772Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5xouS1Gx4
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