「好。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThY1GfI1VX
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aeGgmRwsx
他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1aM57AoxRs
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPzA3wf9yY
阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1W4UCAA0b
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllrmVz4q8S
她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqPJPU5ia2
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX66YU7kDtR
她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoK2R5hdq4y
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRG6vnDIvd
和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGEFk8H0zK
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPFHhnohc2
「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQG6Zu2Bw4p
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mXJKTJqQf
思思明白：「好。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNqDaqtPA1
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPYGcif5vB
於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdnkU3OJUY
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSlUhrWkOm
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggYbQWbiXo
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdpP15PoJ9
行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZ1hMpuQDj
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdKBCWMHJU
阿朗首先開口：814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ243pYks5Yx
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFSnUKSS2v
「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIEGW1SlW2
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDL90yXmEv
「嗯？」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd83YjH6gPJ
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMk89f1AmQH
「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMrWva4cDS
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNSVx4odVD
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6NZjOiabS
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0F52IPj92
「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrNdPQFEP5
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpj3oY93Fk
「嗯。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuP61dYz2p0
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhi2a3Tzvb5
「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06rXdyOvSs
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbzezauY0e
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09c3MmrYl3
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHCydHEFyJ
「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JTZhnzbRv
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFR1lBA1ATC
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1OlZxYVqo
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFemJt8ATL
「但係，我哋當然熟。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEedHgslOT
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2e1mZP0yFr
「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ964L5Q4uHe
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSh6dLXomp4
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ654W9uMJSn
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9UaUglpIF
「都係。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoB4S1ZlH13
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpV5Y0EUim
她深呼吸：814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRLE4Bk6MZ
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7VeGqTK2Z
「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJc1YgIgWMX
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJKQgXSvs0
「嗯？」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JaT0hpVTJ
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQlgmug9x5
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfH3IYohKv
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BnYYTazs3
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaiXidoAje
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisooMX38y2
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFir1N9AOv0
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GmUpe6yf0
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqtsp3a3Io
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxvvZL9O2Y
變咗，好似好悶咁？」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjLz3ZGygE
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePl5RTN6R7
他們達成共識。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jC8qKlcYw
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcAQM23SdR
她表達意願：814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDXop9JpCi
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFP9g9fYbU
「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rH4FnZVb4
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkN5ijsLZn
「我都唔想。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTxOdWIuas
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrW0FM9BU1
「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdGm7s9sDM
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYjKELF1uq
我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oCctyDmya
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xxiu49RKp
「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxyWPmQnEz
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0Ol25Pcjx
他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGJ7mlZbzE
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCJV9TUz8A
「係。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyfcFoAfjU
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSf7bxwQ7Pe
「明。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrd91vTwBN
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYM5kKaRjD
「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oK9DlWtYT
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xqB90CzvD
「我都係咁覺得。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5MfiZi68T
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzGILEEyV2
她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRszqVLIoAc
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOeKXT9Nkf
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtozCW2VKk
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcWEBbDu1x
「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVF77mCV72a
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsryktNYIGt
他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfOvWATuCU
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWLJjEQDuS
「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUtEHoM3g8
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhY2kP6ph8
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PHFDSH8ok
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPDGmluT5h
二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ449whJ8OxN
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfv678VBZIB
她點頭：「嗯。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxr5Wd1bAyv
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jBRsM1mV5
我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiphzroyqW
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpNY1qugFB
「係，我記得。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGV6xheQHvC
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGjhLv1PES
他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGfXnlTbO4
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LIj6cYEyu
「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOUXdVGG9N
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9GTvxt9dz
或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGv7recBpoV
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnsjkTobx3
這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoLr0neNI2
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIiXDgRWk6
「係，少骨痹。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEvhyH0c6t
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QfD3ERm5F
「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoBVbWbW7w
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpzIqFT49p
她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELww6JuAQY
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLzenbOqcI
「噢，對唔住。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXE3UqUAfj
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1X46758XJn
他摸摸她的頭。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjY8Rl2Ey1J
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zMmPTH7ni
他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgLacG74KK
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUiWnVaCrGF
「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqoHxpvWyt
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsD7HqQKkcg
她的決心竟然在融化。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlY1oXLC2F
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKL3v2qegE
她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgf9JSOzTpC
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdrZZI24VU
「你都對我好好啊。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKVjv5spIu
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMji9R3xW97
「係唔錯㗎。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FiByzZCuB
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyXeEd0H44
「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8owwtBS3jA
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0Kv8Gp86M
「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6NdGycKCg
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0MAddsE1s
「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdgvbXbBpK
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLsrJpYspI
我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOKrhBPhkv
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhpSLnow9Q
咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUiZC2YfcLU
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSs4SUZkL5W
所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh37TcKlGZs
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOE136BUsN
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMstJyuq0Oj
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8p4AhG2PgM
「嗯，明白你意思。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeclbpGFkxo
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyHVUOSua9
「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsPDdPuZRd
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppLSsWu9Dv
一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0FUKljPvV
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUkU4UBz0v
「我都係。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VCcYx3rXv
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyk9g7GOco
「咁……就好啦。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCto1A87dfM
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRtWTIP6kr
小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnwoJlz5dv
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLGnomCS1Q
說完了，之後呢？814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXz4S4l2Ban
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTPGUDxood
「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbYU6bpZOz
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXp0TmZ6Ha
思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nWtnUm3Tz
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