看，人是迂腐的；習慣習慣，成自然，温水煮蛙，稍一有一點好的迹象，又覺得可以停歇了，進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景，所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決，只會甩皮甩骨地苟活，但永不斷氣。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSXY545re5
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下午，阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp：920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaiSlWew63s
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「Fiona結婚喎，話要搞吓同學會，單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUB5t0n8di
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「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTcjWMjd5f
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「明。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeaZaAPDPV
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「玩得開心，唔好太癲，女朋友會擔心。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOQCZeJHjt
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkl8cZgQM1
「得啦。計我話，到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍，互相交流吓食評。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CpHh08HPx
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阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死，對着電話笑了；思思見狀，問：920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZiEUAQoeJI
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFu47M3TkU4
「傾咩傾得咁開心？」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuY277Nay9
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡED67zkar6q
「有個中學同學結婚，峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZgnwuzvK8
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「俾我睇吓？」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgFq0QNsum
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsdSRJrYBu
「好。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTS63dAjcPo
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她將頭凑近，一看就看到名字，面色僵了一下：920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3vI5m8P4k
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyiKbthLoX
「哦，係Fiona喎。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJPCGmmxJH
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXkXmJW3jV
「係呀，佢咁都嫁得出。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNAjZPmc8f
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH62Gx1G20K
他一直覺得，Fiona不適宜嫁娶，像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXOzz92gpE
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUDOpZVYKl
「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉，我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXF9Y5hXzc4
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoefi3VKLKb
適宜與否是一回事，長得漂亮、情商高，這個結果並不出奇；倒好，可以減少對其的戒心。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0hNLIE2ag
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoUM2biffn
「嗯。總之，我唔會去party。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkJfdPVSdM
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90zbU2e8K7
「仲敢？」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQac7rIslf
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF81WhESrO8
「唔敢。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnwnKZY81t
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaWaIIwlBJ
「係我大量先原諒你咋，醒醒定定。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ev19aZB4D
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCEPu82u9Z
「得得得，知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXC5IL6rEF
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNxxwolKh8
舊事重提，沒有點明，但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌，但沒有人忘記。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJUUApGfwx
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUjeywNP0H
「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後，我add咗佢Facebook，佢啲相影得好好睇，真人係咪都係呢個樣？」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKhhFQlKuZ
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NlhGqrZoq
她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人，幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZej3gJWkyK
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIq7ZtzfnIL
「唔知，嗰次之後，我就unfriend咗佢。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMl3xUhrHo
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUy2WVXfaF2
這是真的，他在杜絕自己做到傻事，或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNOE3aFtan
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwys24Xf6Lb
「我開俾你睇。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxG45lNGjmX
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjc9yVpjuI
「唔洗啦。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEy4aig0Fuy
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhssBXsDZMo
心存芥蒂，毫不好奇。每每想起，他都有種不適，總是覺得差一點就會失去一切，失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUKYF4SieF
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDj7qwKflM
她見他皺眉，確實不情願，故調侃他：920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QNiS4Jhgx
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWRFM2XTnf
「做咩咁抗拒，心虛？」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLrU2jIi5p
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhB4wYwisRR
「唔係啊，我只係唔想睇，都過咗去啦。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HfjnRM4U0
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyx3XauTGN
「其實，我仲好記得㗎。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pftTkR3PF
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6IBTQXuBOI
即使，已成過去，但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感，仍然赫人。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5yHZwQGFu
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「Sorry。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxudTF3o2zD
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ879yxr4LJ0
他不加以辯駁，也不想接話，沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足，而且供別人遊覽；即使對方是髮妻。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJb9IWo5ho
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6RzAGdODI
「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁，當時係唔想提，後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企，成身都係香水味咁番嚟，我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先，而我係咩都唔知。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0eiGNjwlgy
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL66jTkviBM
她為此，失卻了安全感；直到後來，才慢慢地相信他。當然，另一方面卻更安心，明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為，其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰，在這個邏輯裏自洽。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBE6qyHDMQd
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTE06VoW9p
「Sorry……」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2CmgmiMZhv
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkP9xuWAtOZ
他重複道歉，她一直沒有責備他，已很寬厚。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQEjb9K5Qz
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGipPb61sY
「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢，但只係想講出嚟啫，難得溝通吓吖嘛。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBntpT3m1V
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8MuBcGHiO
「你信我，我冇鍾意過佢。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2igsG48d9
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「嗯。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBw5UIrXyz9
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlEqLAX23w
既然說起，阿朗問：920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73WNd44XVn
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3W0CrLmay
「咁你呢？有冇鍾意過你個學生？」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFgJ4G8EaL
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxEHBcfdoz
她沒好氣地答：920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZRGWeEdpg
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgi8pQuZg7k
「當然冇——喂，人哋咁細個，我有冇咁狼死啊？」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTb29s8nuD
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhZ1Zg4lUj
「細個咪好，不知幾正，又青春又有活力。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVk0fyp77NV
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeq7ZdHsThm
「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZlgcSixgs
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNHr1ivVKk
「我邊度傻，一估就俾我估到，唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HB9zAKDgo
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvME0nPkcx
「威啦威啦。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2h3AjPPbp
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiS8D1X3jdD
二人都笑，然後，又停頓了一下。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCQWUGquOz
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLudGS3Hjr0
「佢最近點？」阿朗隨便問問。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUwSyoGyJj
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22zMHtPiKP
「佢拍咗拖啦；琴日我見到佢，佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJcQHR9jRl
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFz8NvTsOw
「喺街上撞到？」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9G8M7Xflu
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BW364CYG4
「佢喺校門等我。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaM7mAShcih
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmHkIuf0LH
他忽然想起，昨晚，她從袋中取出鎮痛貼，然後着他幫忙貼上；時間推前，她比往常晚了一點回來。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKmKrQ0abp
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkynv6EZZ0m
他語帶諷刺：920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFAAj6L7VA
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUq5MsYQPc
「哇，咁有心嘅？拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人？」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1fJaAnRFP
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqxNltlEhu
她聽得出他的揶揄，反擊道：920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9VxbuN3L7
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfoQKsZHYty
「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7Pd0PXAfC
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrPxJTdfF6
「邊同？我係以為佢有事先會上去，你呢？你個人生勾勾，佢都特登等你放工？」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmr17PE3qeW
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCwsZdk0Vp
「有咩問題？」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡon0vu9PU4b
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1IMklt0A1
「佢又知你唔舒服？同學生有冇必要講咁多？」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCvj9cWf7F
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPdHcUlrxm
「識得耐，唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDOIePFdf7
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRLSw4b2ai
「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講，係咪幫你鏈埋骨？」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddtt2Zx0oY
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是。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7NvoRcIIY
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXploB8hNn6
「你夠係，都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWUnH29MIy
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是。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOXX9Rv9oe
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8seADWIE0Z
於是，二人盯着對方，再沒有說話。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXBPdOdB1Y
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVzDWmYHzd
明明，內心的劇本不是這樣的；明明，這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好，想大家都開心快樂，將心底的話都攤出來；明明，不應該如此，卻會在情緒驅使下，說一些傷害對方的話。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYkZDwz92O
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh34GAHCKYs
原先想表達的是什麼？920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDFO75sGGR
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFd4lptn9eO
太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時，還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈，來來去去都是這四百米，即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲，但在旁人看來，只是在原地踏步；慢慢，連自己也覺得如此。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4d8H6KPO13
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4exZ4iu8h
更甚的是，新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促？920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxH5Mt3CLpk
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxRJ6U6ZZi
他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上，永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊，920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8EqCYjOCK
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcGayPUbnt
所以，阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程，只覺近來平淡，對方開始沒有心。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6si2YUuBQd
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5kOc3saKI
所以，也因此，他們缺乏柔情的包容——920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6aNfbiCuU
920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocSxRIq3Z1
首先被情緒凌駕思考，繼而作出挑釁。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVi0DiirlZ
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