看，人是迂腐的；習慣習慣，成自然，温水煮蛙，稍一有一點好的迹象，又覺得可以停歇了，進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景，所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決，只會甩皮甩骨地苟活，但永不斷氣。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTEoycnIHP
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下午，阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp：864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfB8D78TWFk
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqV6mp46mh
「Fiona結婚喎，話要搞吓同學會，單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgwCOW97mb
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「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6cz418DXc
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「明。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2RQ4ZzhTG
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「玩得開心，唔好太癲，女朋友會擔心。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PTayjEkAr
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AVb6tczR6
「得啦。計我話，到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍，互相交流吓食評。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuARXr4u8r
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKVv0hgqhQ
阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死，對着電話笑了；思思見狀，問：864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlcFzKwlwT
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdXj7jv2gc
「傾咩傾得咁開心？」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8qD0uQNXR
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmHyzpW2oA
「有個中學同學結婚，峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7g4aN8BAa
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRgXrIabgn
「俾我睇吓？」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dwygDCRlH
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDl59Jm0v3
「好。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvBTYdXzEy
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0CgNPbUWS
她將頭凑近，一看就看到名字，面色僵了一下：864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfp60IbVQLr
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnlHvmBDeZ
「哦，係Fiona喎。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojmAy2BYyx
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpyzaJVg5H
「係呀，佢咁都嫁得出。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAysAZnOQV
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXb0qWdpBPw
他一直覺得，Fiona不適宜嫁娶，像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZwbq1gaYe
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LGy8DyUCJ
「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉，我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQjTuh7vPp
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTuL3FTokQ
適宜與否是一回事，長得漂亮、情商高，這個結果並不出奇；倒好，可以減少對其的戒心。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLJQifV8ft
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLQLn5HqmU
「嗯。總之，我唔會去party。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAseJCcTjw
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjrQKvfvrN
「仲敢？」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlg39mAvAwQ
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXoMANCilY7
「唔敢。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt19SglClrw
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtV0WkEVEDd
「係我大量先原諒你咋，醒醒定定。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1R7WZFVvA
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSoFHux1Aj
「得得得，知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowovQmwuVa
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1W9lZqjJv
舊事重提，沒有點明，但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌，但沒有人忘記。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDeNeq5GPH
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡap3YKWQtJC
「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後，我add咗佢Facebook，佢啲相影得好好睇，真人係咪都係呢個樣？」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlQlpEP0tO
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWRJWJYBxL
她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人，幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8Mq9df5HN
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsrf4RINCT
「唔知，嗰次之後，我就unfriend咗佢。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NjUOqd4jR
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33OZb4ZkId
這是真的，他在杜絕自己做到傻事，或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ejWlTgFWw
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HZ0eWWQbU
「我開俾你睇。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LQt80ofp8
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiy391E0sEr
「唔洗啦。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniwel0rNv8
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5yqT9OcTi
心存芥蒂，毫不好奇。每每想起，他都有種不適，總是覺得差一點就會失去一切，失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QH20ZTyYS
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDIuIwNnqq
她見他皺眉，確實不情願，故調侃他：864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIqsKvIlfO
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zvMFHKQE5
「做咩咁抗拒，心虛？」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKV6qfAqGMu
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wtK3yyIfF
「唔係啊，我只係唔想睇，都過咗去啦。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡse9JVaWqzz
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDV6DJoKG32
「其實，我仲好記得㗎。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVwr6hDP41
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPmddwU86X
即使，已成過去，但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感，仍然赫人。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJTf3D3JGN
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbv0RMSqKW
「Sorry。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDLCy2t2wX
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡej13jiZ8RH
他不加以辯駁，也不想接話，沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足，而且供別人遊覽；即使對方是髮妻。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRZRLwKCDn
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTySU0fq7RR
「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁，當時係唔想提，後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企，成身都係香水味咁番嚟，我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先，而我係咩都唔知。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghnc5wL4L8
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSQ3zLH6Ur
她為此，失卻了安全感；直到後來，才慢慢地相信他。當然，另一方面卻更安心，明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為，其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰，在這個邏輯裏自洽。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnlly4iE1Y
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXk28Tfk2i9
「Sorry……」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkry5ZNpLoy
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9nmWb7mYM
他重複道歉，她一直沒有責備他，已很寬厚。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6RPXoA1P8
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLUXxcLS90
「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢，但只係想講出嚟啫，難得溝通吓吖嘛。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5na2EJWrgd
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0PfZc6ceh
「你信我，我冇鍾意過佢。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvD72AVK5C
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNk7DDXxcUZ
「嗯。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevjLDLqBat
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtYNX58nnB
既然說起，阿朗問：864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYClWOCgkLC
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡes9kzjkXYX
「咁你呢？有冇鍾意過你個學生？」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGnxI0rmxO
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfxIdBWIwr
她沒好氣地答：864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5v6aK89XfN
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSqcNTmbBv
「當然冇——喂，人哋咁細個，我有冇咁狼死啊？」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0lKSjBHKj
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAg9jLykzH
「細個咪好，不知幾正，又青春又有活力。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMeZtgHMoB
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGrnRZCw8D
「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkDpStxIFk
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWxnCq97WK
「我邊度傻，一估就俾我估到，唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfkyEbNfLR
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eWKmZJ1Da
「威啦威啦。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlL149ruAGj
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSr7SIEO0B5
二人都笑，然後，又停頓了一下。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9wNMVHH03
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAU3amIkqdx
「佢最近點？」阿朗隨便問問。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZIW7Zdp5Z
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrDIMzTxuD
「佢拍咗拖啦；琴日我見到佢，佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTEBXuIc68
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvCl3KnbI4
「喺街上撞到？」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQN7IxfNzpW
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GLOu7eCMD
「佢喺校門等我。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIIWJ1mgUf
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7FT0kusVd
他忽然想起，昨晚，她從袋中取出鎮痛貼，然後着他幫忙貼上；時間推前，她比往常晚了一點回來。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNosfiSnzJH
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihe96ZUb19
他語帶諷刺：864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUjAcb2833
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZau3XWABG
「哇，咁有心嘅？拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人？」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86v5iCY7YR
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lN3Vsygxb
她聽得出他的揶揄，反擊道：864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP91kx8mHt7
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikKv6gcOSC
「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiSqGrXcFk
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9EGF4D5Z1
「邊同？我係以為佢有事先會上去，你呢？你個人生勾勾，佢都特登等你放工？」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3Rl7qo1P7
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJEQgJhW6O
「有咩問題？」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXtLgRD9zm
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9B5iOB8TmM
「佢又知你唔舒服？同學生有冇必要講咁多？」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLjNlhJxkH
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrl6VxRN0pl
「識得耐，唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABgoGCVfK8
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgP1MazLnT
「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講，係咪幫你鏈埋骨？」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmnTDdmZwm
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是。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTgRTjf02U
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHb2L5mDt8x
「你夠係，都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKU3hHLx964
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是。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pLPFuxMoJ
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUmVOSU2NH
於是，二人盯着對方，再沒有說話。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhFrngspdP
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDo2hxCwnuY
明明，內心的劇本不是這樣的；明明，這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好，想大家都開心快樂，將心底的話都攤出來；明明，不應該如此，卻會在情緒驅使下，說一些傷害對方的話。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYq0oEYkUq1
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhiceqoLOp
原先想表達的是什麼？864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSj8Q5sMt0
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOq8y4YRWKj
太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時，還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈，來來去去都是這四百米，即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲，但在旁人看來，只是在原地踏步；慢慢，連自己也覺得如此。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxIc2SCu8t
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOqjc8UiYN
更甚的是，新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促？864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82a1YaaFiN
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKhs4i2k6i
他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上，永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊，864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJT4nlbVRq1
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwrGrqp2wa
所以，阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程，只覺近來平淡，對方開始沒有心。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPGaIqfueB
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwQKCG45Df
所以，也因此，他們缺乏柔情的包容——864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaV05RxlqVy
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiz4oo9GToF
首先被情緒凌駕思考，繼而作出挑釁。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqfhQvK4M1
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