「我今日化咗一個識嘅人。」846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcxezcaBow
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「邊個？」846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yjwOv8ffF
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刷牙的聲音不斷，在拭淨他的湛了消毒藥水氣味的指甲。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfFR9mPldi
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「以前同佢踢過吓波。佢係峰仔大學同學嘅老公。」846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RDO3NYMln
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糞便「咚」的一聲跌進水中，她將廁所門打開。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeckOtHAylb
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「噢……」846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ789UO1aVqU
846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbQKKAQrMI
「佢同我哋差唔多大，但係，佢死咗。」846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0pfyVrg4I
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「嗯……」846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOpdUWHEZO
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她不知怎樣回應。以往，事不關己自然高高掛起，始終，人類的悲歡並不互通，即使聽見抱歉之事會惻然、會難受，但也不至於心痛，幾秒過後，情緒平緩；但如果亡者是所識者，不可淡然地說一句「生死有命」，聽到的人只會很憤怒。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoaKxe5BCGv
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因為沒有。我命由我不由天，是否？846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKrlgIPpcX
846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKH2rtVJv2
「佢同我哋差唔多大，」他重複：「佢係好人，但佢死咗。」846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1dfs0Z7am
846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkPQCOyimI
她轉身，捽捽他的肩。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NXqQVn2xa
846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJ3seCNRRv
「點死？」846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4ousOmYTe
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「交通意外。」846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNVJyKm3aV
846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5PalYVzFd
「噢……」846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFnv5aPeOu
846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSTvmbC5MX
空間靜默，肚有些痛，身旁只有髮妻如常梳洗，談話內容悽楚，激起他動容：846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlcvuhMc8t
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「我唔想死。我好驚。」846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgm1ahF4V3
846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBUaIDYlRO
她從鏡中看見他以手掩面，感覺他有心結：846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGf2ocwuod
846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOAVhkh63m
「我都唔想你死。」846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaB35qcEAz
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他看着她的側面，大聲了一點點：846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmf1DbL9A3M
846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4i06NF2ErW
「佢老婆喊得好慘。但係，你知唔知我第一吓唔好覺得佢好慘，係覺得你好慘。」846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFcNLyr77H
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她將漱口水吐出，不明白：846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWS9bqFnuB
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「我有咩慘？」846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ulCLnWx3D
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「如果我死咗，我覺得你都會咁。」846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyZoeBN8vU
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這是事實。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJaLrUF3178
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「嗯。」846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ECqsZIIZZ
846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjr8ZmpP7J1
她打開水龍頭，洗乾淨牙刷，空氣只有不規則水聲和些許異味，光的廁所照耀暗的客廳，詭異的配搭。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCd0KPULHPO
846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiUUa9u9w1
她肯定的說：「如果我死咗，你都會咁。」846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSrBeC4IAy
846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbXSvFIlwi
她轉身，看他，猛然發覺他的眼是紅的；她很少見他如此。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALmJKKAsZ6
846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7Ky3ZtpuB
以為，已接觸慣再無呼吸的美麗人兒，不會再有這種聯想；可是，他怕，若然天降橫禍，再無呼吸的是他，或者是她，那麼，他必然惱恨和嘲諷自己，明知、早已習慣生命脆弱，卻不能及時完成心中所想。這是他完整的憂愁的邏輯。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmDTVe0cKU
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他說：846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMj3Iqlnrr
846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwggJVKjXbW
「咁不如唔好死？或者，以後一齊死？」846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewIdnF73Mf
846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Y9ogRFclV
她突然覺得，他們要一起生、一起活；死亡只是一瞬間的事，但活着不是、生存不是。比起死，她想和他一起活：846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaNP8w7Zkb
846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovd45RfpWG
「唔好講呢啲啦。我哋唔會無啦啦有事，好冇？」846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU18DyCb1q7
846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEO9rlOm4i
她的聲音像在哄小孩一樣，此刻他是小孩子，如同十八歲時說些大無畏的情話，同樣妙想天開；只是當時不知道，永遠是多遠。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eKEXhdcE0
846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKXT1c3RWt
「唔得。我哋都唔好死。」846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASTFWhbfxg
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他倔強。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaX3XuLzWtQ
846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmVxoqAHSy
其實，差一點點，他們就可以到達永遠——他們對望，試圖消除繁思俗想，經已共對十多年，生死面前無難事。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXshHxEJfUh
846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP45PMZtsot
幸好他們活着，他們有的，只是忽然的感慨，而不是血淋淋的事實。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHE8kBcsdP
846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCO3lZDjZAp
她順從，也做回十八歲少女：846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcSRbXn07V
846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAKYFfbJj9
「好，我哋一齊煉丹，永遠長生不老。」846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KXtKIHXtL
846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4o5ZKj6LfV
「嗯。」846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3C5R87JxLU
846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bmEMQFVvJ
他終於滿意。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5XgPBE66q
846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJNRzdbMWt
不一定要長生不老，但長生不老的時間，足以他們將一切講清講楚，有多少說多少，有什麼說什麼，掏家掘穴。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCwrafEDIK
846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyN9XhJ6IXe
丹不一定是靈藥，但他們自己，是自己的靈丹妙藥，或者，是對方的。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtJHVaOHtD
846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8w0rpmHNFy
「咁嘅環境，講呢啲嘢。」846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGD5c8YeTU
846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnqNdnAmTF
思思笑，看他們在做什麼？一個刷牙刷到將水漬留在衣上，一個坐在廁板拉出長條形糞便，然後談生死訣別，談一生一世，談達到永遠——哪有一點仙界模樣？846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjjOs1e0aH
846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUvUhaQKqd
「係，我哋好騎籬。」846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkrrDP2u4j
846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjux3Vwdnio
阿朗也笑。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEYccDLDHs
846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFD9Ln24y4
「我抹埋先，你出去先啦。」846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesLwiFtpXA
846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbSu1SaOIM
她出廳，看到光的他站起；他清潔，看到暗的她在看他。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡff8FONDJWJ
846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTULimXgjkN
沖廁，洗手，輕易地捲起和送別一些什麼。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI339eXS39y
846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejTXR3Sxlj
當然還不夠，但至少，今天，他們說得很多話。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGScmJVgqG
846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKv680Vwabo
大概，二人一生都會記得這一段談話，自覺毫不遜色於古代詩人的情話——即使，只有他們這樣認為，但是，已經足夠。846Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuojsK3wI8P
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