他摸一摸她的髮，去洗澡，再上床睡覺。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNrXjy0dCu
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幾天後，阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBY3P1AAYq
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrY7zobvLK7
Hin跟阿朗同齡，都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命，他只過了一半都不夠。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2VS0xgnnS
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZdMT6kbsG
阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦，他的面容並不舒展，有疤痕；雖然血跡已被清理，但難掩觸目驚心。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Mv5xW9QJf
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可能是因為，Hin是阿朗認識的人，所以感覺和平常不一樣；像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具，殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白，怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢？861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxo9MjfQf9
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生命無常，真的令人非常無力。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjK6qZfKDLE
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcT1wMvOuOa
一邊掃粉，他想起和峰仔的對話：861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4t6htwm3mJ
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iuK7l8O5x
「同阿Hin唔多聯絡，但都唔會生疏，就算幾耐冇見，有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭；明明同佢唔算熟，但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講，佢真係幾好仔，都幾好人士。」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWUSVp7JJp
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq302u83yRo
峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒，續道：861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuzg5CmXKD
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMI272fiyQY
「傷心，唔係真係特別傷心，但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平，啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線，交通意外喎？屌。你話，嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對？861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7d8uzp1QS
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8hWEjMmj3
咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命，仲可以做到啲咩？精神長存？861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhyNgIGPT6
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO54AxsjVD3
如果係你，你死咗，或者阿嫂死咗，你哋會點？唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦？861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEX461HySFB
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYgpJbw4xc
都戇撚尻，咁容易就死咗，屌。」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15QkjWeZBz
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNHOFKMNO9
「唔好飲得咁快啦，你就嚟醉。」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrpMLCTDfh
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkwecBlHyD
「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力，有咩所謂。」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4TlPm3ljB
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbXI6fclQN
「不了，我已經有老婆㗎啦。」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpibIhj6Gxf
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezi8FFwIub
「你知就好啦，好好珍惜啦，唔該你啦大爺。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBq31VzOQy
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaGmYzYRH3
嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀？好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦，好好傾吓偈好難咩？」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgImzBgkKU
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVwNzu1oJ9
「你好感慨喎。」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cSOEh46mx
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PvH0xJ9HH
「係呀屌，因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢，佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd？之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街，成個人係完全崩潰，屌，頂唔順，明明之前仲好哋哋，我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯，講埋哂啲無聊嘢，都可以笑一餐嘅。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoWwCffR5z
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvfxt6rQij
宜家呢？」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEwQuCTjB6
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxys2skrdc
「嗯。」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHejiMyD4dZ
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fJwSSHUVF
「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKDjW0ENHB
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFjwbKILrF
「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZDVwmiLhy
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkHIxxjvPm
「我好驚，萬一我女朋友有啲咩事，咁點算？」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13LdOhPNVB
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BqpDdYIxz
「唔好諗咁多啦。」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRXkEGsKTp
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfV99CQVUXj
「邊個知？人咁化學。」峰仔歎。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCPuZzixv8
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkozefKigzT
阿朗不語。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCr214OZlC1
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡct4NAmuEi3
而他可以做的，就是專心化好Hin的遺體，還他不輸在世時的模樣。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHVMWrBCXU
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9yzZiFxjK
完成後，他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxBiUoEKQR
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2NwpQvpeo
「嘉欣，呢個就係阿朗。」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBp6Pu8G09
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpIcNoMz5u
峰仔開口介紹二人。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDzr0w9yIN
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDz10x3blm
「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwvCtUqoeU
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYI7XVbnbAT
「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdgtbOAcp2
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1znkyTz6nb
峰仔解釋他們為何在這。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGHIswqfFQ
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPx7vIRWD3m
「嗯。放心，佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2k2ekKxmhw
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRKD5To67z
感受到一點關心，嘉欣又哭起來：「好。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjXYXdyQuR
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmdBoRy9o4
嗰一日朝早，我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句，跟住佢出門口之後，同我講，之後唔會唔記得。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPNGvOzmVU
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74eWigIZBh
佢放咗工之後，同我講話喺樓下商場等啦，一齊買吓嘢。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4p3aPwmier
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZZ4QT0dzw
之後……就冇之後了。」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUSbSKJ2xr
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfz1SOllup
「節哀順變。」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6GMGybuKh
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn64rf721Fq
「嗰一日，只係一個好平常嘅日子，好平常嘅事。」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE24ieDjDzw
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCUSyjFFKb
「嗯。」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZEA4ynA2u
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7yfe4jTHp
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRZbufoxqP
「都醫學昌明啦，救番一個人，應該唔難㗎喎。但係，就係唔得。人定勝天？原來係，生死有命……點解偏偏係佢？偏偏係我老公？861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGqXft0ohn
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggHALHlkCB
我唔係接受唔到佢死，雖然真係……但……」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡey2pdIXreC
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO80MpqhqKZ
嘉欣已說不下去。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEESWCbAJva
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOSYbw1zwB
她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西，就當他只是出了一次普通的街，上了一次普通的班，和平常一樣。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcNjUdqEHM
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbs9v54H2Y
「我想佢番嚟……」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqfwQNAJaa
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8T9y3jyXJY
她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段，最初知道的時候，一滴眼淚都流不出，一切感官麻木，情緒停止，沒有和無法發難；但是，到現在，世界和自己都清晰知道，Hin已被白布封口，忽然就覺得，要用悲痛餞別。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuocCJdUbW
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPA9Sdr0s0S
不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩，她要失儀，她要表達切膚之痛，她要哭。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpREcQ0p98G
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYQ6IXfZir
她要見他——每次，她這樣想的時候，又會後退，她還有和他的兒子，還要照顧他們的家人。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhnVMLS9L1
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa19TRPgVSc
她有情緒性的生理不適，心因性，無法進食，常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走，偶然也有窒息的感覺，要不停深呼吸，用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGY8YiFJaq
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqijMRR4Ga
可是她知道，一旦回家，又要人模狗樣地活着了。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOJHj7CJrQ
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHqxSoIKeZ
阿朗點點頭，表示明白；峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOEsWKPTqL
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDMyMMBroR
阿朗記起，有一次，夜半醒來。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeha6JLmvc
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXDn3qwV0m
他沒有什麼知覺，可是，慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣，也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMi4eviT7IY
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡraAb4AnPJs
矇矓間，他問：「做咩醒咗嘅？」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyleyT0BBas
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HLQtnlYz1
「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKz4sWo6aE
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflJuYlz4sg
「夢啫，瞓番啦。」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KKqxgtj1K
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqe1te9t0M
「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗，堅持咗一陣，喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGyhgmuPZD
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1XNfyabvh
「傻瓜，我冇事啊。」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26n2Kw5LqS
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONGdk0cpjY
「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你，要move on，揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀！」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBa4uKsAAv7
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdj91DFM7ix
她悲傷。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzv9Jwoqwr
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsoaFa2eIq
「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUbwXcpwaW
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSrctr9Wrp
「冇你點開心？」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatm8YzYFA8
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfwOcp5mEt
「知啦知啦，我會小心啲㗎啦，好冇？」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hlVoqhtP1
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhbmE6TRZw
「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底，叫我攞番出嚟。」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42TTbIKfVT
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MrBtvXQaJ
她像突然想起了什麼，又笑了笑他。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivFDfcuYm9
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0DzSJwozw
「哎呀，俾你發現咗添！」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrrNUq0G9P
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5M6Xdw6nZj
當然，他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAvRw7UM5h
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSYIdJxjvS
「係？你講，你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅！」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtRiCBEXro
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwNIYmeaDl
「係啦係啦，冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWsH9J44e4
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlfWslQ8q8
當時，阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰，倖免於難，常常心有餘悸。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5rG6seoOc
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGf5uvqHbp5
他抱一抱思思，漫不經心地問：861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfpDLD3fyb
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Pg2cwC5fh
「咁如果俾你揀，你寧願我出軌，定係死？」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwQ7rooti7
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS70F6O3ptY
她不假思索：861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRtKZKZa1d
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2J7MLuwuxg
「當然係寧願你出軌。」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KImfHap7n
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivnWXZjTol
「吓，出軌咁衰，賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVbeKiVx5O
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8go9EzPll
「真㗎，寧願你出軌。」她垂眸：「都好過成個人冇咗。」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfJcZkFIEY
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhQ6dh0xfW
他好像隱隱明白她的意思，但是，沒有再想下去；凌晨時分，世界應該安睡。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9S6jW79X2a
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoBjEeHtK9
現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKfKgj4Ysm
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