最後，他失去了往常生氣，可是又努力笑笑，佯裝自己只是疲倦，和思思踏出校門。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡer709kv9MO
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阿朗覺得思思較往日不同，但他不知道為什麼。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWixzkc3JoF
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她有時會問他一些奇怪的問題：「如果你俾人屈，咁你會點會？」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGGO4Z4Z1j
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「睇吓係邊個屈我先？」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszbFPfv1KF
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「譬如，老闆？」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8C0wP7GFy
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「同佢解釋，我係冤枉㗎囉。」他側頭。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMD0oJBJgk
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「如果佢堅持，咁點？」她追問。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6QoH8t9SL
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「咁都冇計啦……如果講極佢都唔信，咁咪唯有say sorry，如果唔係，繼續同佢拗，會冇咗份工添。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdkhDhdH7N
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「哦……」聲音越來越低、遠。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrITEc8t37B
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然後，她不再說話，睡覺。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5aCLhUWdx
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是因為最近她太累？她不適應新環境？但又不見她和他說工作煩憂。隨即，他又想到，思思不喜主動透露情緒，那就由他給她一個閒適的星期五晚上吧，這樣，可能就能誘導她講出心事。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuEDgA9w4X
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在思思工作的校門外，阿朗等着，眼睛一脫離手腕上的錶，就看見她和一個學生一起出來——有傾有講有笑。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJK9EqRYREZ
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思思看到阿朗，隨即向前大踏步，再牽上他的手，不自然地和朝光說再見，仿佛尷尬；而他一看到朝光，就知道這個學生對思思有意。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8t27v6xol
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同性總能察覺同性的心思，尤其，朝光以鋒利目光打量阿朗，有些不忿，又有些無奈。朝光的五官，若然細看，還真的找得出阿朗的影子，喜歡同一個女子，恰若不是什麼新奇事。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhBEY9C2Ve
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不言而喻。思思知道嗎？那麼。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxYQD3Mdh5
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「佢邊個嚟㗎，同你一齊走嘅？」阿朗問。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fgv6vj9fY
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「學生，中六㗎啦，考試壓力大。佢有時會嚟社工室，吹吓水咁。」思思嗅到他身上的消毒藥水氣味。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNKovpDyoq
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「壞學生？」他注意到朝光的打扮。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvCBiV7dLd
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「唔係嘅，我起初都以為，但其實都係固執、堅持己見，同埋唔太守儀容規矩啫。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMJ47awjrd
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「你哋成日見？」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TEHaXgIrH
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「嗯……唔係嘅，有時啦。」她想，也不是常常吧，她又不是每天都留校。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5N5NZIFIX
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「佢鍾意你？」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fLondAtj7
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「痴線，點會。我大佢咁多。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUfZNYB08F
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「我覺得係喎，佢啱啱咁樣望你——同埋，佢有啲嬲嬲哋咁望我。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuayAaJqcfL
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「你多心咋！佢係學生嚟咋喎。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSs4tb6vkBZ
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「佢成日嚟揾你？」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbbxJjBYvi
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「都算係嘅，咁佢有嘢想講，但冇人聽佢講啫，所以咪揾駐校。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxREpPN5mYN
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「可能佢唔係有嘢講，只係想對住你。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQs44RxJYXB
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「點會。人哋學生嚟，邊有咁多呢啲心思？唔好屈人啦，冇人聽佢講嘢，已經好慘㗎啦……」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNB3NfuItM
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「我真係覺得係。」阿朗打斷思思，停下腳步。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Ti9sPV1V7
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「我覺得唔係。」她堅持。其實她也不知道朝光之意，但覺微愠。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoS9Hl3Pmay
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二人不語，有些惱火。就快走到餐廳，思思問：852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkI27S1Jg6
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「係呢，點解今日收咁早？」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wkjiD8KTH
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「接少咗兩單，想嚟接你吖嘛。」思思聽後，牽得他更緊了一些；阿朗見狀，又說：「點知見到你同其他人一齊。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUUyUDV5uv
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她敏感：「冇一齊呀，行出校門啫，唔好多心啦，好冇？」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjAse1WjPI
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「咪就係一齊出嚟，你咁心虛做咩？」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6u136bISB
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阿朗覺得，思思最近的轉變確實與那個學生有關，但她又應該不是喜歡朝光，但又好像喜歡，至少不可能抗拒與他相處，否則，出校門時，她看起來就不會是輕鬆自如了。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1ffQphrgK
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「都唔知你擔心啲咩。」她點菜，之後不再說話。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPXusYpnka
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她承認，自己有變化，所以坦白講，她有些心虛。但並不是愛上了別人——但也許，比愛上別人更差麼。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTB8WoggSrS
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好像，她對於「家」感到厭倦一樣。看到阿朗時，已無昔日欣喜，只如常地瞥一眼，再繼續手頭上的事，行雲流水。聽他說話時，也會不自覺地出神，不能聚焦於他的所思所想。大概，是因為日子不斷重複，但她又不想以此歸因——明明她捱得過平淡、苦難、寂寞，明明現在一切都很好。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhi7nBPcKnA
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明明，她已歷剖腹產子時的一次鬼門關險況、蠶食身心地自我慰寂寥、隱忍地原諒丈夫抵觸自己的異心；到如今一切都安穩時，她卻覺得不太對勁。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9H2HSU8VZ
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她倦怠。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIs1n76nLx6
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她想念以前的阿朗，那個勇敢、坦率、直抒所想的他，那個會與她緊緊相擁的他，那個會直直盯着她的眼而從不迴避的他。她當然愛他，永永遠遠，可是，如果有得選擇的話，她還是希望回到十八歲的夏天。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnr8zfNNjNS
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「咁你同個學生熟唔熟？」阿朗吃着河粉，問，然後將一塊豬排夾給思思，他總覺得她吃不飽，不太長肉。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClx2SZCdpe
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「唔太，佢講佢嘅，然後我聽再回應，咁囉。」她真誠的答。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfNZupJlYC
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可是，每次被丈夫關心，她又會覺得，其實如此也不錯。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Vms4i0fqj
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阿朗不再說起朝光：「棉花糖呢排都要練舞，好似話三、四月比賽。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiLCfVBOhM
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「咁早就開始練？」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyzSyqNip0
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「係啩，團體舞又要排、又要練齊動作，驚太趕先開始會練唔切。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjbdxtKExX
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「哦哦，係呢——你出門前有冇淋到水？」思思忽然想起。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWvBe1E9U4
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「冇呀，諗住棉花糖會自己照顧番。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBz9kwsgxc
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那是學校的種花比賽，高年級學生負責養植一串紅，這是一場專門弄死植物的活動，好多人在捧着花苗回家的過程中，將泥土撒落一地。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFoiR82HqT
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「好似好多日冇淋啦喎，番去幫佢淋番先。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuc3MXHt3VI
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「聽日話吓佢啦，自己嘢都睇唔實。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxXOwXomRA
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「可能佢唔記得咗啫，而且，佢又咁夜先番。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90T1tLl3Cp
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「慈母多敗兒。」阿朗察覺思思的目光，又補充：「咁係吖嘛，我哋全屋都唔熟呢啲嘢，咁宜家係佢做嘅，應該係佢自己handle番。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbz5TTvTZ3l
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「好啦，咁我提吓佢。」本身，思思想說自己非慈母、棉花糖非敗兒，可是，說來何用，她們本來就不是。而且，其實也不重要，他說得對，其實他的言論毫無問題，有問題的是聽者的心。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3RtR4p6ID
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她比極多人遲鈍，終於，失去了新鮮感。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfizKV7PAwf
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她想起朝光，如果是他坐在對面，一定會說些爛gag逗她開心，話題不會圍繞家庭，而是未知的、模糊的、神秘的、穩密的、新奇的。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1useRSReE
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下一秒，阿朗又喚了喚她：「做咩𡁻咁耐都唔吞？咬唔開？」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNu6fWWOS3t
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她回過神來，看，眼前的是伴她十年的成熟男子，她不應在幻想中傷害老公的自尊。所以，她吃了下一口飯。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJymIrDTEJ
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難以吞嚥。多喝一口水，舒服得多。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitKJmgcPrB
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