阿朗在家門前，停下。1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHsCgFbDpM
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他的皮肉被一整列啞色階磚搌過，夾在家門和對面屋鐵閘的中間，頭頂上的燈押運他的黑髮。離開了燈光紫暗的聚會，他忽然有感折返平凡的人間，迎接他的，將是清冷的脫鞋聲，忠心又利落。1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnmgc1vPkO
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這是整個環境和心境轉折下衍生的空洞。1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBUUqcqs1f
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvhxOdQUwn
然後，阿朗拿出鎖匙，其金屬的碰撞聲搖動了思思久坐的下肢，她站起來，替阿朗開門。1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oypmRVvPx
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhgpwqhwiw
如同往常，他下班回家，一樣。1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDQIq3eNQN
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1eV2FjLVb
「咦，你仲未瞓嘅。」1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVW3F8RuXvy
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqX0HAoUugG
「係呀，我話咗等埋你先瞓㗎嘛。」1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRiR1f2PhXX
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkSHQ8JTtl
思思抱了抱阿朗，昂首，問：1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hFVdjO5O5
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EWzpHPxeA
「係呢，最後有幾多人着咗校服去？」1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfh5vTY7sXe
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9IMdHME4k
「幾個囉，得啲女同學仲摷得番件校服同埋着得落；我哋就開始有佬味，冇人着。」1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeD6SqYE58J
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlwy6Dew9J
「哦……咁佢哋係咪好正？」1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTwZYJZfMf
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡku8ztuJlxM
阿朗想起Fiona的短裙不斷擺動，腰帶勾勒了比以前更豐盈的線條。1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtFzwHn4Ru
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnjT8pgsQT
對上思思的眼，噢，家有賢妻，又答：1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRnfNJjJvI
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyREtSN1KiZ
「邊夠你正。」1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRGtjoHFK9
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6sM9ycloE
「講呢啲。咁你哋同學聚埋一齊，傾咗啲咩？」1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehCgja7qag
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUemfxYm80
「冇呀，咪就係講番舊時中學啲嘢，之前聚嘅時候，都係講啲差唔多嘅嘢啦，分享吓近況咁囉。」1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzyWXX21VC
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSahxiRz5w
「咁佢哋最近點？」1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kj4umDxdz
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDyVcqecbx
阿朗停頓，他沒有仔細聽別人的話，想，反正過得比他好吧。1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBLR6Whkhk
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9LVOIciCO
「幾好啦。老婆，你知唔知？畢咗業咁多年，竟然仲有人記得我以前係點。」1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eNzKTjMql
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoPzo1QBye
「咩意思？你以前係點？」1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywe76aVYhu
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ987iE9pqGI
「嗯，之前同你提過嘅，我以前有玩唔同嘅嘢，而且都幾俾心機讀書，係大學之後先開始心散。」1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgAKexJIpM
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIU3dmjtw0
「我記得呀。我都明嘅，大學嘅環境同埋你屋企，都比以前中學時期感覺自由嘛。」1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvciiTvUNAI
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwIYrcrjDc
思思抿嘴，其實她知道，如果他繼續努力，一定會有成就，從一開始，她就覺得阿朗很聰明，對很多事都有獨特見解。只是，她沒有親眼目睹過他口中所說的「唔同嘅嘢」，此刻覺得有些遺憾，舊人獨佔那些她失落的回憶。1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7pkXwGPIW
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqE8I7NuqV
可是，下一刻，窗外黑沈沈的天又提醒她，累。而幾個鐘後，太陽會如常升起，她有的，是他倆的未來，不只停留在向晚街道、佇足街燈下。1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRTDAVKjg1
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQ64PAKc30
「老婆，你覺得我叻唔叻？」1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsfCy9QeJe
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgBDX8CwGM
阿朗忽然問。1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8v9IK1mtEv
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWORzZUkVQI
截至回家、看見思思之前，他一直都在回想Fiona的話和過去的感情，沉浸在那種被肯定的感覺；回家，他想確定自己的價值——1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7lajlzlgd
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJa1j4hCR5
「叻，」思思不解，他何以突然這樣問，他當然是非常非常好的，又補充：「當然叻，我哋兩母女都靠哂你喎，你話呢？」1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwMyZJFf76
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyHv74Vcjy
「嗯，都係嘅。咁仲有冇其他？」1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3VxHULYJO
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfmg3TbRnr
「有呀！多謝你咁辛苦，每日見到你咁攰，我好心痛。」1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCh6Wx4vyPf
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMji77jcwEO
阿朗訕訕。1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYo3wR82AT
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfS0clsMQGD
他隱隱失落，她回答得過分真誠。1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiKzPQRBk0
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfpLiNga7A
問之前，他就有一個期待的答案，譬如，評價他個人的行事、性格；而不是他的社會身份——「程思思老公」、「棉花糖父親」，他想知道的是，「程日朗」本身在思思眼中的價值。1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1kAkO9THV
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16AnOxpOGE
可是，又似乎，真的很難讓她感覺到。1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAFhwWmMfJ
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTP3a0G9YQT
而現在，他沒有機會，也沒有空閒，讓她見證，程日朗不止可以養家。1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYRSf0x9AU
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkdb4pqcyC
「我去個沖涼先。」1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7zMogDaef
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvOQzqPfQh
不知道為什麼，思思覺得，打從踏進家門開始，阿朗的興致就不斷減退，好像有點落寞。思來想去，她猜測，可能是阿朗的發展和別人不同，所以有種脫隊的不安嗎？別的同學畢業後自有去路，無論是繼續讀書、創業、打工、投資、戀愛，還是失業、失戀嗎？但只有他，那麼年輕已被一紙婚書綑綁，既需養妻又要活兒，肩負家累嗎？1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaLNKadJ7h
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsR08u4PYK
他有家累。1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb37nI6CEjx
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPv0yJ8Oz0S
她明白，他為這個家付出了很多。1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pI1dhoul6
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSzUt9BuKS
「老公——」1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5y3Z6nYOF
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTnq0D39jq
「係？」1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9aNGqSLb8
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhntXjZA4ah
「我愛你。」1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULc9zxtCuW
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWNpgCT3q3
「我都係。」1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWibJmBq7is
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBKaa8Vhk7
她不明白的是，阿朗需要尋找成功感，想取得屬於他自己的認同感。1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xMYQpwtAz
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmleo5beS4
他已經自卑，他很怕她不再欣賞他，他也怕她會看不起他。1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FqOO8cWNn
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDArG3zvfJE
而，她不知道。1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2buFZFyNIL
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsRaF2g4Fl
他不想在最愛的妻子面前展露怯意，他渴望自己的身影永遠高大，永遠撐得起這一頭家，如果天塌下來，他都希望她們都分毫無損。1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCwop7EDB6
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyKzZWsRnL
他搖搖欲墜的尊嚴，告訴他，世界要變了。而且，世界本來就不是他原先想像那樣，這一種失温感，令他搓了搓手臂，一失手，頭上的瓦礫就跌下來。1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rwWTlcZWT
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGj0vikGTK
他想找點方法使其穩健。1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxw56Sgx7Z
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27DRPyTOJw
自卑這種情緒，可以流露得很明顯，眉頭額角，皆是破綻。只是，他不想讓她察覺，也不想直白地被她安慰。1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3q3EUtQ2y
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ51jRbMacb
他覺得，一個自卑的男人，是毫無吸引力的。1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkXo3vU6mU
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQL39b929P
他不想雪上加霜。1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3Np0qLVaf
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深夜，二人躺在床上。1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVY79OYuFTS
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3g7OzsQ4F
阿朗看着思思閉眼的面容，幫她撥開頸上的頭髮。1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7WWMpOB2U
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROYEgVX9XQ
他睡不着。1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCsVb5ElRa
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6RvsECFN5
「做咩仲擘大眼嘅？」思思察覺，問。1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgS8TY0hjqB
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEk4uIllVpy
「冇咩，可能K房啲氣氛太high，我未平復到啫，有少少精神。」1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfKMjAoXpi
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBNqZzEUPh
「難得喎，你瞓唔着。」1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlSKO2ynfF
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLf1WuZTZGb
「係……你瞓先啦，乖。」1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3551bsQoj
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rP50e6Ihh
說罷，阿朗往思思的額頭親了一下。1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgMKdBxXsi
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5YaLXs48m
他看到她的頭髮攤散在枕頭上，無故想起，在剛才的聚會中，Fiona問他：1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rECNRjmhB
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7KYber631
「點解咁早結婚嘅？以為你會好好讀書，再好好番工，或者開公司添。」1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzGrtBYJC4
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUitd2lcBy
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6iZsa2t305
「冇呀。遇啱咪結囉，好正常啫。」1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Bwwbns9zV
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWpabyF0dA
「奉子成婚咋啩？」1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMiwB25XcU
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypg5AVqTWi
Fiona調侃阿朗，下一秒，又道：「講笑咋，祝福你。」1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVoGwgaPAE
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VR0E7Mmb7
「嗯。」1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJbHGcI3YJ
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jtBnGJfKg
「宜家咁都唔錯吖，我都幾羨慕你老婆；我覺得，你要多謝佢。」1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlw82Emsrq7
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdveY0Kbxq
「點解？」1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jy4BZvWYa
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjnI8JRnhv
「你比起以前，成熟咗好多，同其他男人唔同，佢哋同你比，太幼稚。」1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjJDz28f3H
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOI8Zdf701k
她伸手撫了撫他的腮骨，笑靨如花。1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2It4gQ6IN
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMtwPhdRdY
他對她有種來自回憶的怨恨，矛盾於她的肯定和否定——曾經，她肯定阿朗夠好，才讓他做她的男朋友，才讓身邊的人知道他與她有親；然而，她卻又背叛了他，親口宣告，對她來說，他，是不足以令她放棄整個森林的，他不過是其中一棵樹。1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEuWERzO0t
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmrbyH2oLA
但，他又想，起碼她認同，他特別強壯。1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipQknsfl5H
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uoWMgBWqW
阿朗遂在Fiona的話中，睡去。1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgLH4udWhl
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQWMqkZheI
一夜甜夢。1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCpIscO9rP
1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVQH2VzmRS
可是他忘了，Fiona的校服長度，是不符合儀容規格的。1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGUsCfMol2
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