阿朗在家門前，停下。1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzcStsDWxi
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1X89n87FG
他的皮肉被一整列啞色階磚搌過，夾在家門和對面屋鐵閘的中間，頭頂上的燈押運他的黑髮。離開了燈光紫暗的聚會，他忽然有感折返平凡的人間，迎接他的，將是清冷的脫鞋聲，忠心又利落。1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOG3n9BdR9
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrCdKGp4MS
這是整個環境和心境轉折下衍生的空洞。1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwoiQ4Nb7w
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRvmWADvOb
然後，阿朗拿出鎖匙，其金屬的碰撞聲搖動了思思久坐的下肢，她站起來，替阿朗開門。1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWjThkuUYf
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnJDcQAwIG
如同往常，他下班回家，一樣。1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJKD9Ln1XA
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00cdEaYPHb
「咦，你仲未瞓嘅。」1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISdlKRFY1D
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cgBfMAOoT
「係呀，我話咗等埋你先瞓㗎嘛。」1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7nuJWdugZ
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIP8pQiBU6
思思抱了抱阿朗，昂首，問：1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0onvLbm7o
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIJUqVJVX6
「係呢，最後有幾多人着咗校服去？」1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0DYeiuFVk
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Jz4gAynta
「幾個囉，得啲女同學仲摷得番件校服同埋着得落；我哋就開始有佬味，冇人着。」1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzE7RvQ6jj8
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfHM0rHE2z
「哦……咁佢哋係咪好正？」1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAEACU5Dm6
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYXU9TyctP
阿朗想起Fiona的短裙不斷擺動，腰帶勾勒了比以前更豐盈的線條。1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡro59YB0pZJ
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuy53HiArfA
對上思思的眼，噢，家有賢妻，又答：1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWv0f0QYV5
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIu2grzEu6
「邊夠你正。」1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF35aI5H19s
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8gT96smor
「講呢啲。咁你哋同學聚埋一齊，傾咗啲咩？」1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Nc89d34vj
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4YqtyDYNU
「冇呀，咪就係講番舊時中學啲嘢，之前聚嘅時候，都係講啲差唔多嘅嘢啦，分享吓近況咁囉。」1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQ3KGb83nB
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnD0rfE6DO
「咁佢哋最近點？」1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunD4Y7hLhk
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtxQcBjZWd
阿朗停頓，他沒有仔細聽別人的話，想，反正過得比他好吧。1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHe7S9Xq0XR
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDnlvUP0zd
「幾好啦。老婆，你知唔知？畢咗業咁多年，竟然仲有人記得我以前係點。」1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TLe1Xz2dS
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBqm82uXHO
「咩意思？你以前係點？」1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAXkc422cA
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2X3T6usQ9R
「嗯，之前同你提過嘅，我以前有玩唔同嘅嘢，而且都幾俾心機讀書，係大學之後先開始心散。」1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47cWkvqwSs
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxPZHvVaPC
「我記得呀。我都明嘅，大學嘅環境同埋你屋企，都比以前中學時期感覺自由嘛。」1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTgpRX4MQ0
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLJcylIMFq
思思抿嘴，其實她知道，如果他繼續努力，一定會有成就，從一開始，她就覺得阿朗很聰明，對很多事都有獨特見解。只是，她沒有親眼目睹過他口中所說的「唔同嘅嘢」，此刻覺得有些遺憾，舊人獨佔那些她失落的回憶。1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQoTGaRQDy
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsQ5ypnNWw
可是，下一刻，窗外黑沈沈的天又提醒她，累。而幾個鐘後，太陽會如常升起，她有的，是他倆的未來，不只停留在向晚街道、佇足街燈下。1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0phiwh8t8q
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyidogRMx0N
「老婆，你覺得我叻唔叻？」1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQjmsmq1qm
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrNqvMGhIs
阿朗忽然問。1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAvOoM1CKn
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSL760OZqJ
截至回家、看見思思之前，他一直都在回想Fiona的話和過去的感情，沉浸在那種被肯定的感覺；回家，他想確定自己的價值——1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGjlM2Qshe
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IuGVRrGZ3
「叻，」思思不解，他何以突然這樣問，他當然是非常非常好的，又補充：「當然叻，我哋兩母女都靠哂你喎，你話呢？」1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzx6cveJ4Z
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwVVpgsDbS
「嗯，都係嘅。咁仲有冇其他？」1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHS7niFQNdu
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35T9QfahLX
「有呀！多謝你咁辛苦，每日見到你咁攰，我好心痛。」1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAGFUmJAG4
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XUvsi5xK7
阿朗訕訕。1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPN8vMbqNo9
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5L7eb1YBmq
他隱隱失落，她回答得過分真誠。1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPURrHAxaM
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOct7QAWTa
問之前，他就有一個期待的答案，譬如，評價他個人的行事、性格；而不是他的社會身份——「程思思老公」、「棉花糖父親」，他想知道的是，「程日朗」本身在思思眼中的價值。1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7H32EyOq1f
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPY35mRwCEb
可是，又似乎，真的很難讓她感覺到。1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlpA8R2fmI
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CkWzbfDPv
而現在，他沒有機會，也沒有空閒，讓她見證，程日朗不止可以養家。1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5LPgfNtOK
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwcPNDvCLI
「我去個沖涼先。」1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjBTFzyp8v
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9H5mUT2K7
不知道為什麼，思思覺得，打從踏進家門開始，阿朗的興致就不斷減退，好像有點落寞。思來想去，她猜測，可能是阿朗的發展和別人不同，所以有種脫隊的不安嗎？別的同學畢業後自有去路，無論是繼續讀書、創業、打工、投資、戀愛，還是失業、失戀嗎？但只有他，那麼年輕已被一紙婚書綑綁，既需養妻又要活兒，肩負家累嗎？1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocclXi158T
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZe7v0iqDX9
他有家累。1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzW5GX3TtHI
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRgB5SneKe
她明白，他為這個家付出了很多。1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgNx4tD4rp
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI77JabsdW6
「老公——」1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeitAQf0ynh
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnwIAx4Pu6
「係？」1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUXe1XEbt4
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpboOkHhYwD
「我愛你。」1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMBQLOHHAK
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdVnvUfHzj
「我都係。」1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu75sKYThMk
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPw4RUXxQWT
她不明白的是，阿朗需要尋找成功感，想取得屬於他自己的認同感。1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WkqYMDz7e
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLF6umzPlX
他已經自卑，他很怕她不再欣賞他，他也怕她會看不起他。1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNp6UsuxFn
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQyK4RK36m
而，她不知道。1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFsiUJhWWG
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4TNjRqzLW
他不想在最愛的妻子面前展露怯意，他渴望自己的身影永遠高大，永遠撐得起這一頭家，如果天塌下來，他都希望她們都分毫無損。1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RPs6jqD1m
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwNsACDGS0
他搖搖欲墜的尊嚴，告訴他，世界要變了。而且，世界本來就不是他原先想像那樣，這一種失温感，令他搓了搓手臂，一失手，頭上的瓦礫就跌下來。1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4D2z6hFue3
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJG0SHbZAF
他想找點方法使其穩健。1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdteh2Mgae
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2eYB5F0vGx
自卑這種情緒，可以流露得很明顯，眉頭額角，皆是破綻。只是，他不想讓她察覺，也不想直白地被她安慰。1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFpwyTVR1I
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38rFnBdAHq
他覺得，一個自卑的男人，是毫無吸引力的。1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfw2ZuEDCBP
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybxiZ9GxKE
他不想雪上加霜。1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlf4uGQl5F5
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Pk3tgguTA
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1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrTU6kSb1T
深夜，二人躺在床上。1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsA9CEuhRVh
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFGY7meTuW
阿朗看着思思閉眼的面容，幫她撥開頸上的頭髮。1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6m3OJ8U2cE
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIyIpjf4zv
他睡不着。1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfiwLdRAUx
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CY5GsyJA1
「做咩仲擘大眼嘅？」思思察覺，問。1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpoJyklcyq
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHJ7Yqf1Zj
「冇咩，可能K房啲氣氛太high，我未平復到啫，有少少精神。」1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGlyggSM8V
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktjBNhh5Xp
「難得喎，你瞓唔着。」1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ghVieeB4N
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfugA45AWkA
「係……你瞓先啦，乖。」1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBbvwpJc19
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2DIqBePno
說罷，阿朗往思思的額頭親了一下。1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsy4RyL5e15
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdl0vNEnqZ
他看到她的頭髮攤散在枕頭上，無故想起，在剛才的聚會中，Fiona問他：1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUKDz6tqWg
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NIGcEnuEm
「點解咁早結婚嘅？以為你會好好讀書，再好好番工，或者開公司添。」1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteRcazJAm6
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMf1k0YMr4
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡef0xyAxmxE
「冇呀。遇啱咪結囉，好正常啫。」1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrx5NSx8Qj
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsl9Gkjh2St
「奉子成婚咋啩？」1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaSHpE9cGY
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7bpC1WPMx
Fiona調侃阿朗，下一秒，又道：「講笑咋，祝福你。」1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYKtANgiQV
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMdMpQ1LRP
「嗯。」1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRLnzoiFme
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh56H9GimOy
「宜家咁都唔錯吖，我都幾羨慕你老婆；我覺得，你要多謝佢。」1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKWPdMxp31
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7J8BEciiYp
「點解？」1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEonjxjuVC
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbNkWfThmd
「你比起以前，成熟咗好多，同其他男人唔同，佢哋同你比，太幼稚。」1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8sRftMV5EY
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3XB5XbDo7
她伸手撫了撫他的腮骨，笑靨如花。1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3H1JVtbgCr
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKHNaPZlpb
他對她有種來自回憶的怨恨，矛盾於她的肯定和否定——曾經，她肯定阿朗夠好，才讓他做她的男朋友，才讓身邊的人知道他與她有親；然而，她卻又背叛了他，親口宣告，對她來說，他，是不足以令她放棄整個森林的，他不過是其中一棵樹。1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1lwSi2UT2
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyzPac6yvz
但，他又想，起碼她認同，他特別強壯。1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUveReT5LFw
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFiu6dQfFRD
阿朗遂在Fiona的話中，睡去。1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVsp91CND7
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWesKnsg0T
一夜甜夢。1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7U0RtQmj4E
1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4EXOetFiZ
可是他忘了，Fiona的校服長度，是不符合儀容規格的。1032Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGIDA16FNf
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